#self learning

[nourishcolourwellness]

[nayypretty]

aff. of magnetic energy and aura

I am naturally magnetic, and my energy attracts the best to me.

My confidence lights up my presence and makes everyone feel attracted to me.

I exhale an irresistible vibe that charms and captivates others.

My authenticity is my biggest draw, and people are fascinated by who I am.

My confidence and charisma are my greatest power.

I love myself completely, and that energy flows into everything I do.

I deserve to be admired and desired because I am unique and special.

Every day my confidence, my personal power and my ability to charm grows.

My energy is seductive, but always authentic and sincere.

I feel comfortable in my skin, and that confidence radiates in my aura.

[saydesole]

Romance your life

[star-struck09]

I will think of you often and wonder where you are on this earth, but I will never reach out my hand to you again or call you and expect a response back.

[quietlotus]

“You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at itself and exploring itself.”

— Alan Watts

[azhar456]

Dear Me,

I feel you, I feel the words that you are unable to speak and they come out in the form of harsh sighs of sadness, the situations that killed you in complete stability without a single tear falling from you at a time when sadness was eating away at your heart. I fully understand the amount of conflicts you are going through between your heart’s childish desire and your clinging. With people, between the old age of your heart and your pride that prevents you from looking back, those moments that lured you to cry but you did not cry, and the disappointment that ignited groaning in your soul until you lost your trust in everyone, I understand the meaning of Your fear of people, and your look at them as if they all want to take revenge on you for actions that were not your fault, the feeling of alienation in the places that used to contain you, and loneliness in the crowds and crowds, staying away from people and not believing any kind word, no matter how sincere it is, the memories that suddenly attack you in the middle of the day, turning you into a lost woman. her anchorage, Your loss of the ability to defend yourself and your complete inability to create justifications that seem annoying to people, constant hesitation over the simplest things and endless fears of repeating old defeat and disappointment, Pity for yourself for enduring all of these events with complete calm and your mockery of the possibility of collapse because you do not have the luxury of falling and getting tired. I understand what moodiness does, which suddenly makes him the happiest person on earth, and suddenly you feel as if the earth cannot accommodate your feet, your old pictures with those who broke your heart, and your question is disappointing. Hopes "How did they get so bad?" Your struggle with yourself in order to continue steadfastness for fear of the gloating of those waiting for the moment of your fall, and the constant stubbornness in your desire to avoid people and the continuity of life, which does not care much about your sadness, the constant self-flagellation and violence as if it were your worst enemy, for your confidence, for your naivety, for ignoring messages that were revealing the truth to you. Everyone around you is bad and ugly. I may be a bad person, but at least I know about your sadness, about your collapse, your great ruin, and I know about you..

Love, Me

[sanadevoe]

[raemimuse]

WAKE UP!

You are alive! Act like it. Get up. Take the shower. Make that call. Send the text. Think BIGGER. Act today!

This all will end! Why are you afraid? What are you waiting for? Go Just 100 more steps. One rep to go. Ditch Netflix. Lose your phone. Escape! Be PRESENT in this world full of distractions.

People says, "time flies". Don't let it!!

[positivelypositive]

🌻

loving yourself...

... doesn't just mean accepting yourself as you are.

it's more about accepting and loving who you are right now, while also caring about yourself enough to see if you can make things better for yourself.

self love is a journey, not a destination. keep going and keep loving yourself ✨

[nourishcolourwellness]

[nayypretty]

aff. positive before bed

My mind and body are at peace.

I did the best I could today, and that is enough.

I deserve rest and quiet.

I am grateful for everything good about this day.

I release any worries and trust that everything will work out.

Tomorrow will be a new day full of opportunities.

I am safe, secure and calm.

Each breath fills me with serenity and relaxation.

I trust the process of life.

I allow myself to let go of what I cannot control and rest deeply.

ig: nayydelik

[star-struck09]

You taught me love could hurt. Without you, I learned it could soothe, not burn me.

[noirnobility]

[flinnirthefruityfiend]

how my nonhumanity has encouraged me to love myself

[pt. how my nonhumanity has encouraged me to love myself. end pt.]

I don't know how long this post is, but it's definitely gonna be at least a few paragraphs long.

I have struggled with self-love my entire life. I'm 15, so when I say my entire life, I actually mean it. I've struggled with self-acceptance and appreciation for at least 10 years.

exploring my identity has always given me anxiety cause I'm like, what if I'm not good enough? what if it's a stupid identity? what if it's not what I wanted it to be?

I've felt this way when exploring my nonhumanity, but something is different. being nonhuman, or rather, knowing that I'm nonhuman is liberating. now I don't have to feel crazy or dumb for simply not liking my existence; for feeling dysphoric due to the body that I have. for not existing in the right way.

it's like all of those times I've felt like there's something missing that I'm trying to make up for, I finally know what it is. what I wasn't aware of. and it's like, wow, there were signs I was nonhuman all along, but I never really was aware of that. now I am.

it's like a whole new entity. a whole new being. something that isn't tied to all of the trauma and negative experiences that i have in my human life. something that finally isn't defined by my trauma or experiences but can just exist. something that's me, but only the happiest and healthiest parts of me. the most euphoric. and I've never taken much genuine interest in myself that wasn't followed up by horrible self-loathing before, until now.

I just feel so curious to know what I am cause I'm still not sure, honestly. I know a lot about my nonhumanity now, but there's still much to figure out. and part of me is happy to. part of me is happy to learn and love myself.

due to the way I treat my nonhumanity from a spiritual perspective, I have basically made myself let go of all things that I hold onto due to grooming, societal pressure, and trauma. things that try to define me but shouldn't (not to me anyway). so, for example, due to the way society views the moon as mysterious, feminine, peaceful, etc. mixed with me as a child feeling like I needed to embody those traits, that made me feel like my identity was connected to the moon. in a way, it still is. but with long self reflection, I've learned that it's only second nature, and it only exists because of my ego and its relation to gender roles and transphobia. and that helped me realize I don't really have an organic connection to the moon, but I do have an organic connection to the sun that I suppressed for a long time due to the fact that it wasn't seen as cool enough, as feminine enough, as mysterious enough, and I did feel pressured to like the moon because everyone liked the moon. vampires come out, werewolves howl.

but I like the sun. I'm a sunvesil. and only my nonhuman journey has helped me find out so much about myself that has been suppressed. I'd even say my nonhuman identity helped me figure out my gender identity too, along with various other parts of me.

it's helped me accept myself. it's helped me find myself. and no matter how much people will tell me that being transspecies isn't real, that it's even harmful, that isn't going to change the fact that it's been incredibly beneficial to my life.

knowing that I'm nonhuman has given me much insight into my life. and I feel happier because of it.

[shelikesrainydays]

This might sound like a silly piece of advice (since it's probably one of the first things every instructor say), but if you're new to piano, and you are practicing over and over the same exercise without seeing any improvements or keep making silly little mistakes, just take a break or stop playing altogether. I've noticed that that is the way my muscles tell me "Hey, we had enough for today". This is especially important for people who are eager to see progress (trust your brains, they ARE learning, even if it doesn't seem like it). You are making progress. You are getting better. You just need to let your brain make those new connections. Wait until the next day and rest assured, you will ace that exercise.

Don't give up! Practice makes perfect, but patience is key, as it helps you avoid overexerting yourself 🎹