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ㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝔄 𝔫𝔢𝔴 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔟𝔩𝔢𝔪 𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔰
— o poder desperto: passo 1.
mais alguns dias e isso irá acabar.
a quantidade de vezes que sasha tentava repetir para si mesmo essa frase era um pouco ridícula. fazia três semanas que seus amigos tinham caído na fenda, uma pessoa já havia sido declarada morta e agora o resgate para as cinco restantes finalmente entrava em ação. o jantar deixou um peso em seu estômago, o recado de rachel dare era sério demais; como filho de hades, sabia que o pai poderia estar sendo traiçoeiro ao permitir que os campistas desçam até seu reino através de uma porta específica que ele mesmo abriria.
estava nervoso. mais nervoso do que antes.
vinte e um dias com os nervos à flor da pele sem ter notícias concretas sobre os amigos, apenas se contentando com o pouco contexto que hefesto trazia. contexto este que claramente havia sido manipulado no início, já que sequer mostrou a morte do filho de dionísio. o que mais hefesto não teria mostrado? não dormia direito desde que a fenda se fechou com os semideuses sendo sugados para dentro. a primeira pessoa em quem pensou foi melis, seu instinto protetor para com a filha de hermes sempre estava ativo, então perceber que dessa vez não tinha conseguido segurar uma queda, não tinha ajudado em nada, a impotência lhe assombrava durante a noite. depois arthur… era difícil parar e pensar que o ex-namorado estava enfrentando o submundo e não se encontrava seguro. o primeiro homem a roubar e pisotear em seu coração tinha mergulhado direto no reino de seu pai, onde os perigos eram constantes e a vida não era uma certeza. e por mais que não gostasse de admitir, imaginar katrina lá embaixo também lhe deixava aflito. a primeira vez que notou que aquele pânico de não saber o paradeiro dos amigos se estendia à filha de éris, sasha ficou tonto. como podia sentir-se à beira de um precipício apenas com a ideia de que monstros que estavam a espreita naquele lugar poderia a atingir? o episódio passado do programa de hefesto foi um pesadelo, ver arthur e katrina brigando, a semideusa desacordada no fim, os monstros… escusado seria dizer que não dormiu após aquilo. céus, aurora tinha sido tão gentil consigo na ilha de circe, apoiando sua fuga e acobertando seu escape; a filha de quione se feriu feio com a queda e mesmo assim teve a bravura para enfrentar os monstros também. já tadeu… bem, sasha não dava muita importância se o filho de nêmesis conseguiria ou não sair do submundo, se ele não saísse, não faria diferença para si. ainda estremecia de agonia ao recordar do castigo que teve que enfrentar no amor divino com aquele idiota.
de um modo ou de outro, sua vida parecia entrelaçada com os caídos. então não deveria ser uma surpresa que guardou um pouco do jantar e estava indo até o anfiteatro queimar mais uma vez uma oferenda ao pai. vinte e uma noites seguidas, continuaria com isso até que todos estivessem ali em cima em segurança. dessa vez, porém, avistou veronica ali presente também. o loiro permaneceu quieto em seu lugar, os pés descalços na grama quente perto da fogueira enquanto queimava a coxa do frango. deixe-os voltar em segurança, pai. por favor. pediu pela vigésima primeira vez.
o fogo ficou um pouco mais escuro como sempre, o único sinal de que sua oferenda foi aceita. queimou um pouco de macarrão para pers��fone também em agradecimento pela ajuda que ela tinha dado aos amigos no segundo dia, que ela ajudasse eles de novo. o cheiro de flores enchia o lugar e sasha apenas sorriu tristemente. esperava que fosse ouvido e atendido.
“pelo menos está perto do fim.” comentou ao se aproximar da filha de hécate. a tensão em seu corpo era tanta que acabou com a distância entre os dois sendo mínima, podendo bater levemente o ombro no dela. “eles vão voltar logo.” murmurou. assim como ele próprio, a loira parecia ter o peso do mundo nos ombros. “vem cá.” acrescentou baixinho, a tensão vazando de seu corpo ao tomar uma decisão que geralmente não faria. sasha virou-se na direção da amiga e abriu os braços, uma oferta que nunca tinha acontecido antes assim de iniciativa sua. toques eram fortemente evitados pelo semideus, suas reservas altas demais para lidar com a proximidade para com os outros. sempre esperando o pior, sempre com receio de ser surpreendido negativamente. abraços são apenas um meio de esconder a face, sua mãe lhe ensinou. agora, porém, era uma forma de buscar apoio. não queria ter a mente cheia de medo e agitação, queria pensar que eles estariam de volta em segurança e em breve. o aperto no abraço foi automático, tentando extrair dali o conforto que precisava e dar um pouco de conforto também para veronica.
o que não esperava, porém, era sentir realmente esse conforto vindo em ondas. parecia surreal que de fato o filho de hades experimentava o gostinho de uma energia mais forte, uma esperança e… ao mesmo tempo a sentisse pesar em seus braços. os olhos tinham se fechado para saborear aquele sentimento então os abriu de supetão, as mãos mais firmes segurando-a para impedi-la de cair. as íris azuis se fixaram na face da semideusa confuso com o que parecia ser um mal estar. “o que é isso? você está bem? o que está sentindo?” perguntou apressado, nem tinha um pedaço de ambrosia ali então o que poderia fazer era ajudá-la a se sentar na arquibancada. e o que notou foi que ao caminhar, a grama no caminho parecia ficar cinza. o que estava acontecendo? assim que a filha de hécate estava em segurança, sasha se afastou dela.
aos seus pés, a grama continuava a escurecer... enquanto longe de si, veronica parecia melhorar. então o problema era consigo. mas o que poderia ser isso?
mencionados: @melisezgin @kretina @lleccmte @nemesiseyes @stcnecoldd @mcronnie
PARA: @silencehq
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fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#bipolar things#bipolardepression#bipolar mania#bipolor#bipolar disorder#bipolar 1#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#bpd anger#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd problems
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Another year has passed, and with it the opportunity to reflect back on all that has happened. While my growth was not as dramatic as last year, I can still see lots of positive change.
I'll never have enough ways to say thank you for all the love and support you have given me this year. On to 2025!
(2023 summary here!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#Since last year's independent variable was PD-WWX; this year I used Lan Wangji.#Unfortunately his appearances were not very evenly distributed this year! Lots of LWJ's early in the year#then a dead period in the middle. He is forever my silly rabbit. I love drawing him!#If I have to put a label on this year; I'd describe it as 'experimental'. I pushed myself to do llots of new things!#I drew lots for dungeon meshi and that really boosted my growth. More body types -clothing details - expressions!#Ryoko Kui is a great artist to learn from and It made me realize that I had a lot to gain from doing more studies.#I also started working on a whole new genre of art! While it has taken a backburner spot - I'm working on a game now!#Digital art was my enemy last year but I have been getting a feel for it now.#Goals for this year is to 1) keep working on my personal projects 2) finish PD-MDZS! and 3) practice animation!#I didn't (couldn't) draw as much as I did last year...but I had to take a lesson in humility and taking care of myself.#Drawing is something I do 'for fun' but there were many times it became more stressful than it should.#I'm still learning how to find and maintain balance with everything life throws at me.#We are all works of progress and I am trying very hard to love the process and the journey! I don't really know my destination!#But I will keep taking steps forwards. I never want to be stuck and lost as I once was.#If 2024 was a rough year for you too; We're in this together. Let's keep taking steps together. No matter how small.#Love you all so very much. You've given me strength on the darkest days. Thank you thank you thank you.
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A detail I love about Episode 4, is the symbol that appears in the music ball Charles finds and the meaning it has when it comes to his own story.


The relief in the ball, is a lyre, Orpheus' symbol. It was the musical instrument that he received as a gift from the god Apollo, who was considered his father in some versions of the original myth.
Note: In The Sandman Universe, Morpheus and the Muse Calliope are Orpheus' parents.
CHARLES: I found one of those at a maritime museum once. The Case of the Drowned Diver, wasn't it, Edwin? Superstitious sailors would use them to calm the seas.
Orpheus was well known as a talented musician; his music could intrigue people's minds with supernatural ideas and had the power to broaden their thinking to new and unusual theories.
When he joined the expedition of the Argonauts, he saved them from the Sirens' music by playing his own, more powerful and beautiful melodies. Later, it was also his music that allowed Jason to accomplish the purpose of his journey.
It makes sense that sailors used his symbol on an object designed to calm the seas and guarantee their safety while navigating.
When it comes to Charles, in particular, the way he ends up using the music ball (in the absence of a more technical name for that object) is both literal and metaphorical.
On one hand, he uses the music ball to put Angie, a sea monster, to sleep, thereby solving the case of The Lighthouse Leapers. On the other hand, he uses the instrument to save Edwin and himself from The Night Nurse—not just by literally pushing her into Angie's mouth with the ball in her hands, but by causing her to meet Kashina. This meeting prompts her to remember Kashi's words later, when Charles tried to save Edwin from returning to hell by pointing out it was a mistake, and again when he asked her to open a portal to hell so he could bring Edwin back.
In Orpheus' story, when Eurydice died from a snakebite, he charmed the ferryman Charon and Cerberus, the guardians of the River Styx, by playing the lyre and singing. By doing so, he also softened the hearts of Hades and Persephone, which gave him the chance to bring Eurydice back to the world of the living.
It's curious that the lyre symbolizes the power of persuasion for Orpheus, as this is a quality in which Charles takes great pride (he is indeed very convincing). Still, I hope that's where the coincidences end.
That's all for now. To everyone who knows about Orpheus' myth and the different versions of his story, I apologize for not quoting specific authors here.
#The parallels between Charles and Orpheus run deeper than this when talking about the myth and its retellings#but one thing I find curious is the arc of Orpheus and Dionysius and that you can compare it to the influence of Desire in Charles' actions#PD: thanks to the one (1) person who told me I was making sense when I tell them about this 🩷#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives meta#dbda#dbda meta#paineland#edwin payne#edwin paine#payneland#[s1e4] the case of the lighthouse leapers#notebook entry
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#funnier with aspd#everyone with npd is either a 1/10 or a 10/10 to me#just something i’ve noticed interpersonally#but goals#they can be great company when it comes to alleviating boredom#i also love how high they tend to place me on their personal heirachy#i personally have a lot of traits of npd even though it’s not my diagnosis#actually antisocial#actually aspd#antisocial pd#antisocial personality disorder#aspd thoughts#antisocial#aspd#aspd safe#narcissistic pd#narcissistic personality disorder#narcissistic#npd#narcblr#npd positivity#npd safe#cluster b
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"Hey, William"
#dakota momentarily gets possessed by episode 1 dakota#jrwi pd#pd rewatch#jrwi clips#jrwi prime defenders#prime defenders#jrwi#jrwi podcast#jrwi show#just roll with it#just roll with it show#jrwi dakota#dakota jrwi#dakota cole#jrwi william#william jrwi#william wisp#vyncent jrwi#jrwi vyncent#vyncent sol#slimecicle#grizzlyplays#condifiction#bizlychannel
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would this jrwi character call you a faggot except im not elaborating on any of it
#vixen rambles#f slur#tw f slur#< just in case#only the campaigns ive watched beyond ep 1 of </3#yeah this was the funny idea i said would take an hour because i got distrscted by pd my loves#also no jrwi pd spoilers pls im on ep 13!!!#ok let me actually tag this now#jrwi#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#jrwi pd#jrwi the suckening#gillion tidestrider#chip bastard#jay ferin#emizel tucker#shilo bathory#arthur bennett#dakota cole#william wisp#vyncent sol
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revisiting my camp counselor garrance au because. i miss them
#usually its a “garroth be easy to draw” challenge but i kinda think i nailed it in that first one lmk#their size difference is so important to me im feral#cus laurance isnt a small guy hes like 5'9 (and a half he wont let you forget the half) and like gymnast type built#but garroth is 6'5 and huge#the one of both of them aucks bc this was made on my ipad (4% battery) eith my apple pen (3% battery) by me (1% battery)#sleepy time#will make more cus i miss them!! but. for now#beverly says stuff#aphmau#aphmau mystreet#mystreet#aphmau garroth#garroth ro'meave#mystreet garroth#mystreet laurance#laurance zvahl#aphmau laurance#camp counselor garrance#garrance#my stupid ass forgot the PD symbol on laur's shirt every time im GRGRRGRGR#bev draws#whiteboard save me save me whitwboard#Camp counselor Garrance AU
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spent the last 2 days thinking about what animals pd characters would be :3
#my post#my art#jrwi pd#prime defenders#fanart#yey <3#i have Reasons for everyones animal#wiwi is a deer bcus like. deer in headlights. prey animal. hes so scared literally all of the time. also made me think of chronic wasting#disease.#dakota is a dog because of course he is. no explanation needed. but hes specificially a pitbull bcus people look at him and think hes a bad#kid yknow. hes failing school he trespasses up the sides of buildings hes always late. idk something about how people think pitbulls are#inherently bad dogs.#also they have the biggest goofiest smiles and thatz so dakota to me#ashe is a coyote bcus i Needed him to be a social animal. and fun fact- coyotes dont live in packs but they live in family groups!#vyncent is a wasp (not because of Revenge of the Wasps but that was a funny coincedence)#because i needed a way to make him still visibly seperate from the prime people. so i made him a bug rather than a mammal.#hes a wasp bcus yknow workers drones hive mind. vyncent struggles with his identity. with taking action. with knowing who he is and what he#wants. hes a follower. chose wasp specifically mostly bcus a) yellow and he has yellow magic#and b) bcus they can sting a lot. and hes knife!#tide is a sheep bcus hes a clone. yknow. like dolly the sheep!#also a bit bcus like sheep get herded around and tide thinks being a hero is about following orders (at least in s1 he does lol)#mark is also a coyote bcus like ashe is one. but alsooo coyotes are opportunistic. will work with whoever to hunt. and well you know mark.#he did what he had to do.#they also go off on their own away from their family group to hunt! and mark left ashe alone to go work. yaaaay#and the trickster!!! i kindof randomly chose 5 animals (1 for each of the array) based on spookiness#so theres a rattle snake (tail) a raven (wing) a bat (other wing) an owl (neck) and a geep (goat/sheep. horns)#i thought itd be fun if it could twist its head all the way around all freaky style :]#also this is cursed as fuck but overlords whole thing was turning people into animals right. would this make his thing in this au be making#animals into people?? thats horrifying#and also why i drew mark w the bandages bcus i wasnt sure whether to make him half lizard still or. part human.
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chanting “i am allowed to do this” out loud over and over while ordering delivery from a place i’ve never ordered from before. because i’m mentally well and am a normal amount of scared of doing things. now if you’ll excuse me, i have to get back to stewing in anxiety for the next 30-40 minutes while they make my food. like any normal person would.
#‘this guy is ordering food at midnight? a mere hour before we close? what an asshole! fuck him!’#<- what i imagine everyone at the restaurant saying when they see my order#as if im not on a college campus where people order food late at night all the damn time#also a doordash driver messed up a delivery one (1) time over a year ago and now every time i get doordash#im like oh my god it’s going to happen again and it’s going to be my fault bc i should’ve known and not used doordash#bc like i said. im so normal about things and this is the normal thought process of a person ordering delivery#i think it would be easier if i didn��t know my bf tried this place once and didn’t like it that much#which shouldn’t matter bc the food is for me and im not even ordering the thing they didn’t like#but im still like well. ig that makes it Objectively Bad and the fact that i want it is deeply embarrassing#poss.speaks#avpd#actually avpd#actually avoidant#avoidant pd#avoidant personality disorder#cluster c
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fuck. i fucked up so bad. i miss what i had. i miss the feelings i felt. i miss feeling like things would be okay. i just want it all back
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#borderline things#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bipolardepression#bipolar things#bipolar mania#bipolor#bipolar disorder#bipolar 1#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts
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Filled to the brim with the color of conviction.
#Postal#Hatred#Postal 1#not important#Nottem#nottemdude#? If you wanna#Postal dude#Guys get it cause like#In Postal 1 dude did what he did because he felt it was he’s responsibility to cleanse and he though he had conviction while Nottem just ha#Just hated society and wanted to die violently So like conviction vs selfishness you feel me fellas#Art#Artist#My art#Nottem meeting PD and realizing hes not just some rampant animal…..Jeez
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Masterlist
Here is a list of what I've written so far! Requests are OPEN for 911, SWAT and NCIS! All my writing is race inclusive and plussized!reader inclusive!
I have many moodboards you can find scrolling through my blog, along with random blurbs/prompt responses and headcanons! *As a writer, I reserve the right to deny any requests*
911 Masterlist
I write for:
Bobby Nash
Evan "Buck" Buckley
Eddie Diaz
SWAT Masterlist
I write for:
David "Deacon" Kay
Hondo Harrelson
Dominique Luca
Chris Alonso
Victor Tan
Jim Street
*Updated 12/27/24*
#911 abc#bobby nash#evan buckley#9 1 1#eddie diaz#henrietta wilson#howie han#911 fanfic#buddie#evan buckley x reader#evan buckley fic#eddie diaz x reader#eddie diaz fic#911 x reader#911 fic#christina alonso#deacon kay#dominique luca#hondo harrelson#swat cbs#victor tan#jim street#chicago pd x reader#chicago fire x reader#Chicago pd#chicago fire#Antonio dawson#hank voight#masterlist
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Nimona’s soft spots:
kids
kids
the boss
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#nimona#nimona movie#nimona comic#nimona film#nimona webcomic#nimona netflix#nimona graphic novel#nimona crossover#nimonaverse#pd alice draws#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#nimona nimona#do u know how long I have been waiting#to explain why Nims didn’t draw straight on the wall#she’s a graffiti artist she wanted to!!#but again. 1) kids 2) kids 3) the boss 4) the boss’s theoretical kids
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remembering that these guys exist within the racing au is always fun. with and without glasses! :)
#just roll with it#pd racing au#shhh i know#kian stone#timothy rand#this actually killed me but i am quite happy w it#no. im not drawing the fucking shirt design. its like 1:35am here
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A YEAR?!?!? A YEAR?!?! Yall thats too long, the most i can do is a few months.
I mean it's basically equivalent to a mid-season premier. And it's roughly an eight month break because the show ends mid-April. I think that's pretty good considering the timeline of most other streaming shows. Grey's Anatomy, 9-1-1, Chicago Fire/Med/PD, take massive breaks during seasons, that's why there is a shorter break between seasons. For example, 9-1-1 went on a mid-season break for like 3 months. Whereas The Pitt haven't taken any breaks, they are airing over 15 consecutive weeks. I think this is a win and we should all be happy about it!
#the pitt#the pitt hbo#laura asks#answered#9 1 1#911 abc#911#grey's anatomy#chicago fire#chicago med#chicago pd
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