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abbyshands · 3 months ago

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my brother coming home after months to talk about how repulsive being a lesbian and same sex marriage is is so not where i thought my night was going! 😁

#okay i’ll just go fuck myself then?#you’re gonna have a sister in law whether you like it or not asshole #i’m so!#happy!#lyn speaks ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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marshmallowcat666 · 2 months ago

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I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T

anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!

#my artwork #fnaf #tsams #tsams au #tsams Lord lunar au #tsams castor #tsams pollux #tsams gemini #laes castor #laes pollux #laes gemini #the lunar and earth show #tlaes au #tlaes #little rant incoming #feel free to ignore #bro I’m recognizing the difference between a fun interest and a hyperfication and it’s not fun #I really wanna finish rereading ftfo but i keep having to force myself to be like ‘Take a break #go draw and such’ ect #because I’m just not moving for such long periods of time and I physically have to force my brain to stop skipping lines because I genuinely #can’t focus #and #if I stop for too long I’m so worried I’ll lose interest #want to finish ftfo but hyperfication is so bad #T-T #anyways #drink some fucking water #y’all #(don’t worry to much about me btw I’m doing okay and still taking care of myself just a lil frustrated)#(oh and ftfo is an undertale fanfic btw For the Forgotten Ones by I’m_Sorry_Buddy on Ao3 it’s freaking awesome)

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hana-bobo-finch · 19 days ago

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I’m shadowing at the vet clinic in 2 days and I’m clearly not nervous at all because I definitely didn’t have a long winding, distressing dream in which the veterinarian made me play a game in which leif had to throw food at people and maki kicked his ass so bad that leif fucking died but don’t worry because the vet was there and he has magic healing powers and he brought leif back to life but he made sure to mention for some reason that leif doesn’t have chlorophyll because he’s not a plant

#what’s up guys I’m not nervous in the slightest #there was more to the dream but that part was the most vivid #I slept through the whole night the other night for the first time in months and I was really hoping that it’d happen again #WRONG that was a fluke. woke up like 4 times #sigh OKAY!!!#if I disappear from the face of the earth on Monday it’s because I did something so embarrassing that I went to go live in a hole #it’s three hours what’s the worst I could do CLEARLY MY DREAM THINKS A LOT COULD GO WRONG #notes to self. do not show up an hour late. do not forget your shoes #and f-y-fucking-i do NOT quote finch holy SHIT #that was a horrible dream I made a total ass of myself #I fear it will come true because. I have a tendency to say and do the wrong thing #it is all replaying in my head…..the time a girl called me pretty and I just stared at her and walked away…….#the time I said ‘I don’t say thank you to anyone’ instead of ‘I’m not ignoring your compliment I just have selective mutism’#the time I accidentally angrily screamed ‘GOOD MORNING’ at an old man because I couldn’t control my tone of voice #< actually he deserved that lmao he yelled at me first. fuck that guy frfr that was traumatic #this is just my stream of consciousness atp hey guys I’ll shut up now

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bilestat · 5 months ago

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insane how quickly something small can tank my mood

#i am so tired of being cut off when i’m talking #esp when someone doesn’t even care enough to realize i was over halfway through a sentence #and doesn’t ask what i was saying #or when they just make it incredibly obvious they weren’t paying attention or outright don’t care what i’m talking about #even when i’m talking super excitedly #it makes me feel so fucking small and unimportant #like yeah i guess the shit i say doesn’t matter 99% of the time but it matters to ME #but it hurts so bad when i get cut off only for someone else to say stuff entirely unrelated #and to then just like. stream of consciousness ramble every thought that enters their head #like okay. cool. awesome. alright #my mom does that all the time i’ll be telling her something and then i’ll get cut off or she’ll wait til i’m done #to out of nowhere start telling me super in depth life histories of people she hasn’t seen since she was a child. or people i don’t know.#and it’ll always be so in depth about so many people idk OR so fucking vague i get confused as hell #in the typical boomer just needs to talk at someone or hear their own voice way (sorry ily mom)#and i know i can go on for ages about fandom shit that confuses her or she doesn’t know about but #idk. i do not have much else in my life right now. and i only have her and my sibling and very very few friends that aren’t online #and even irl friends i only see a couple times a year each if i’m lucky #i just hate my life lol and i need to stop before i spiral #i have already gone on long enough and will be embarrassed when i come back to delete this because honestly who gives a shit #i need to get over myself #to be deleted #personal

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banghwa · 10 months ago

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genuine question how do u get over ur fear of existing

#i haven’t been able to rly let myself enjoy my new job without stressing about whether it’s enough #and i know it is because other people work here with the same paycheck and live alone and happy #but i cant let myself believe that like. i’ll ever be okay on my own #i think ive been rly conditioned to think i’ll fail no matter what even though i know i wont #like i’m fucking smart im competent i have proved it i can live on my own i AM independent #but literally this house is a jail cell it gets to a point where i don’t even notice the days go by #i have never felt like a real person until i moved out for those few months and that was so scary #like. how do i get over that fear of screwing my life over and just fucking go out and live #dl

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angelstrawbabie420 · 3 months ago

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#im so fucked. im so so fucked #i just woke up slightly hungover and took a shot #very bad development in the alcohol dependency department #and im trying to be like whatever hair of the dog common occurrence. however ik it’s way more serious than that #i fucking hate being sober to the point it’s going to ruin my life #but drinking is such a huge reprieve from the bullshit that i can barely care #im so fucked. lmao #ik i cld just ask my brother to stop buying it or keeping liquor around but i cannot bring myself to give it up #it’s always i’ll think about it tmrw. i’ll deal with it tmrw. but tmrw never comes #why can’t i just be fucking normal why can’t i just be happy without being under the influence of Something. hell not even happy why can’t #i just be content.#ive always been like this. i still remember my first drink and i remember the first time i drank to escape and i havent gotten away from it #since #idk how to. i think itll always just be like this til i die. i dont think im capable of not being this #i dont think i was capable of ever being. a person. to be begin with #i get this awful feeling i shouldve never existed in this form #and i’ll do anything to just feel okay. to feel relatively normal. hence why im here #fucking whatever my life is so worthless anyway may as well just drink myself to death honestly

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 year ago

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I love the sims 2 because it will completely wreck your shit right when you’re least expecting it

#i’ll set the scene for you: i’m doing the prosperity challenge (basically a challenge where you create a number of completely randomised #families and you play them in rotation. rules vary but generally the goal is to make all your sims as successful as possible #and it’s meant to add some variety and drama to the game)#so i’ve played through the first four families which were all some variation of either grandparents or teenagers looking after kids #just because that’s how my rolls fell. so i got to the last house which was just one adult man and i was like okay.#i JUST need an heir out of him. just ONE. and things were going great! he already had a boyfriend (the random uncle of the first family #i played realllly liked him and i was like ‘this might as well happen’) so i had them try for baby. then his dream job (slacker lol)#came up in the newspaper on the FIRST DAY and he kept getting promoted! i also had him adopt a stray dog i thought was cute #his pregnancy went unbelievably well. he only passed out while eating one time. i allowed myself to be lulled into a false sense of security #and then mans ✨WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND GAVE BIRTH TO QUADRUPLETS✨#look this is honestly on me for downloading the triplets and quads mod. i don’t even know why i do it. just for the risk factor?#regardless there was only a 3% chance for this and yet it STILL happened. on the first birth in the neighbourhood no less!!!!!#bear in mind this man is living in a 2 bedroom starter home; has one paycheque (GROCERY STORE CLERK) AND he’s just spent a bunch of money #on his new dog. and we can’t exactly sell the dog’s stuff because it’s essentials #i managed to find the money for 4 cribs and a nanny fucking Somehow. and then carnage ensued #i don’t think this man bathed for 3 days. i got the dog a job and then realised it got weekends off so wouldn’t be going #aging them all up into toddlers aged ME. i think they’re technically classified as some being a day older than the others but idc #i’ll rectify it at the next birthday. or at one of their birthdays anyway #it was just SO messy. next rotation should be better though??? i had him marry the kids’ other father (who is an elder so will probably be #around approximately 5 minutes) who bought in exactly £5 but at least there’s an extra person to change diapers and get bottles #i see a lot of nannies in these kids’ future i fear #personal

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hershelwidget · 1 year ago

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Actually now I think about it. We’re barely scratched the SURFACE that is my Big Brained Thoughts About Radio Star. so to fix that here’s me throwing damn near all the drawings I never showed y’all. go bonkers. also im not going to explain a SINGLE ONE OF THESE you have to find any possible context in the tags im so sorry