#i think ive been rly conditioned to think i’ll fail no matter what even though i know i wont
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genuine question how do u get over ur fear of existing
#i haven’t been able to rly let myself enjoy my new job without stressing about whether it’s enough#and i know it is because other people work here with the same paycheck and live alone and happy#but i cant let myself believe that like. i’ll ever be okay on my own#i think ive been rly conditioned to think i’ll fail no matter what even though i know i wont#like i’m fucking smart im competent i have proved it i can live on my own i AM independent#but literally this house is a jail cell it gets to a point where i don’t even notice the days go by#i have never felt like a real person until i moved out for those few months and that was so scary#like. how do i get over that fear of screwing my life over and just fucking go out and live#dl
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