Leaving is loving
I found my teal curtains today
And I will never forgive you.
I know you think I’m the abuser
But you made me bleed on the inside.
I was burnt out
And it hurt too much to tell you that it was you.
I watched you tell me you were suicidal
So I rushed to fix myself while ignoring myself.
I trusted you
And you played with my mind like I was your most favorite game.
I challenged you
But you liked it so much that you kept playing.
I let you win
And I listened to you explain how I was wrong.
I packed your books
And you hated me for years.
I needed so much support
So you did give it to me, resentfully.
I showed you my wounds
And you used them to give me more.
I wanted our life
But I would have erased every good part of me to have it.
I tried so hard to please you
But it was never enough because you did not go to therapy or attend to your physical needs.
I miss you calling me Pri so much that it hurts - I wish I could hear it one last time
And I never want to be called that again - I never want you to call me anything ever again.
I loved you so much
So I left.
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the way people talk about those who are against ai just really leaves a bad taste in my mouth like i rather someone be mistakenly upset over something that may or may not be destructive towards people and/or environment than someone who is apathetic and gets bothered by the same emotional response…how does making fun of outrage help what’s going on?
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Okay idk if its just me but I've seen SO MUCH hate for switches here recently😭 idk if theres a joke im missing out on or??? The arguments are always the same as biphobic ones too, the whole "you cant be both, pick a side" thing
Like, yes, more often than not I prefer subbing. But that doesnt mean I dont like to dom just as much, I just have to be with someone I really like and that hasn't happened in a while. Also i just find sub posting easier and more fun than dom posting, but thats just my experience.
Idk. To all my fellow switches, you guys are the bomb. Ur hot as fuck I dont care what anyone else says. Now get over here so we can make out sloppy style and fight for dominance like a couple of dogs.
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anyway fic concept: Kenshi can deal with Johnny while they're fighting, arguing, bickering, etc. but as they become friends Johnny starts flirting with him, as you do with your friends, not seriously (yet) and Kenshi DOES NOT know how to handle with that. Johnny casually comments on how handsome he is or delivers a joking pick up line and Kenshi becomes a stuttering mess. someone should write this and tag me in it.
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I feel your pain with your least favorite ship being everywhere 😭 I too headcanon one of my genshin faves as aroace, and seeing one specific popular pairing with them is super uncomfortable and anxiety inducing :(
platonic Cyno and Tighnari are so silly, I love your art of them <3
The thing is it is not like I mind other ship 😭 I mean, I am opened on Tighnari ships if I can be honest ?? There is just one I do not wish to see and it happens to be the most popular huHEUEUE (i mean. Again it depends with who, and how tighnari is portray KDKSKSK) (cyno is more complicated. i only have one ship with him and that's all 😩 help me)
Thank you so much anon !! <3
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WAIWAEAITIWIAA CAN I TOUCH ON THE SUBJECT OF SOME PPL THINKING KAI IS SOME KIND OF BULLY TOWARDS JAY OR SMTH AND HOW STUPID THAT IS
like tbh lately I haven’t seen really any of that LATELY - but I remember some time ago someone had posted a gif of like the fight between Kai and Jay in Crystallized and like I think specifically the part where Jay starts the fight by fucking kicking Kai across the room (for accidentally dropping a glass of water and who btw gen apologized for immediately 😁)
Okok so some, if not a lot of ppl, in the comments/reblogs were like “ouh yeah way to go jay 🤗🥳” “It doesn’t surprised me that he’s finally standing up for himself after all that bullying from Kai after so many years 🥺” “oh Kai deserves it for always teasing-“ yeah yeah BLAH BLAH BLAH you get the GIST
and OOHHH that RREAAALLY pushed some buttons for me cuz WHAT💀💀💀💀💀BAHAH BE SO FUCKING FR IM SORRY BUT WHAT😭😭😭
Y’all the ninja have always made fun of each other like- the whole series. And if it looks like Kai goes especially after jay or whatever- yeah- it doesn’t surprise me that he would be poking even more fun at the man dating his sister 😭😭ESPECIALLY knowing him? Like hello 💀
But he’s even SUPPORTIVE of their relationship - are y’all forgetting how he literally helped Jay practice to propose Nya to be his Yang 😭😭😭😭
And OHH - have we perhaps forgotten ab how when jay was fucking DROWNING while he was trying to get out of the situation- he LITERALLY thought to himself “what would kai do?” LIKE BRO HE LOOKS UP TO HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 BEFORE THINKING- “oh what would master Wu do or Zane do” -he was like- “no- what would Kai do?”
And YAALLLL wanna erase this bond they have 😨😨 NUH UH NONE OF THAT - y’all are not about to pretended Kai is some kind of huge bully towards your “little baby boy jay “or whatever as if they don’t love each other at all (as brothers/bsfs)
(I’m kinda scared of posting this cuz I don’t wanna come off as aggressive but this legit makes me laugh so damn hard cuz of how STUPID it is 😭😭)
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