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bigender plural call that a sis-t-him
#is this anything#im so tired. and also mildly drunk lol#i think kacey (our systems Most Loud About It bigender) would think this is funny#and thats good enough for me#this came from a train of thought#where a random hypothetical guy was spawned in our brain for two whole sentences#of smthn like 'please don't shorten system to 'sys' for me. i dont like being called smth so close to sis I'm a trans man'#and my immediate response was 'no problem dude 馃憤 you get the tem instead'
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so like. i know most of the time with wishmaking the Rules are if you tell anyone your wish it won't get granted. but like. how does that work within a sys. if your headmate reads your memories after you make a wish does that void the warranty
#honestly would kind of genuinely like to know what people think on this#bc there is a particular dream we had genuinely YEARS ago#that we have never ever told anyone. because of the contents of the dream being related to the topic at hand#and like. I'm the kind of person where any time i have a weird dream i Have to tell someone about it#so our restraint on that front is remarkable#considering how many times we've told other people our older wishes#like when we made a wish on a shooting star to 'get out of this place' (and i meant like. Earth. i wanted to travel to Alaga毛sia)#and not a month later. got kicked out of the house and moved in with my grandmother at age 14#so i kind of saw it as having come true so i disregarded the Rule#but like. I want to tell others in the sys the name of a particular creature i met in a dream#but he made me promise not to. or else my wishes wouldn't come true#and i don't even remember what wishes I made but if i made a Promise to keep a secret i want to keep it as long as possible#but also like. we all share memories. i am not the host from the time (i am not host at all we no longer have them)#so by default if telling others in the sys breaks the secret then it's already thoroughly broken
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fictive culture is "i know *I* dont have any problems with doubles/sourcemates, but are YOU gonna be weird about it?"
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me: *minding my own business*
paracosm: YOU 馃 get in the timeloop
me: but i dont want t
paracosm: HITS U WITH TIME LOOP BEAM 馃挜馃挜馃挜馃敨馃敨馃敨
me: 馃様
#let me outttttt now my source memories are getting mixed up#bc i lived out about 20 slightly altered timelines before getting here APPARENTLY#my source doesn't even HAVE time loops i lost any time magic THE WHOLE WORLD knew of last book and that was only pausing it
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woe, lana be upon ye
oupy :)
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is anyone up for giving us a Distraction by talking or sending asks. not feelin great
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it's terrifying how close we actually are to the actual year 2025. like. what do you mean. 2024 just started like two weeks ago
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is anyone up for giving us a Distraction by talking or sending asks. not feelin great
#it's not like. a solveable problem that's bothering me. it's something i can't even start to deal with until monday#and even then it'll probably take a couple weeks to like. actually solve#and even then i don't know if that will solve the underlying issue it's just like. all i can possibly do for this. so like#just need something else to think about for a bit. pretty much anything. something stupid or silly or weird or interesting#just really struggling to like. stay out of the horrible Emptiness and the Emptiness is bad for everyone and we can't function
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ok. no spoilers but. how tf did we figure out Xaden's Biggest Secret in the middle of the first book
#bc like. i remember thinking. like oh what if he's one of these things. but then. no i already know his thing he can't have two#WELL TURNS OUT#like as soon as Sloane mentioned the bloodlines thing i was like NO WAY. WAS I FUCKING RIGHT??#i can't believe it i think we've done this more than once in this series as well I just can't remember for what
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violet 馃 outsiders owen
finally catching up on their source and sobbing for a solid hour at the part that isn't even the finale yet
#we got to the end of part one of iron flame last night and. uh#had the same reaction as outsiders when they all got locked in that snow area-
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I will always be of the opinion that trans peoples' struggles and life experiences will ALWAYS be more similar to other trans people than they are to cis people of the same gender. The way some of you act like trans people of different genders from you are a different species is fucking weird.
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white boy goes to Jupiter and shocks waiters by ordering in perfect Stupider
#me as a trans man having a conversation with cis guys#ive reached a strange midpoint in my transition (which has stopped and started multiple times it's been an Ordeal)#where like. no matter who im talking to. im always gendered the same as the person talking to me#like. nonconsensual mirrorgender. im only a woman when a woman is talking to me apparently#but i have *just* enough wispy facial hair that cis guys tend to think I'm just a shrimp of a dude or possibly 13#my dermatitis does tend to look like acne so.
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I'm obsessed with this? im obsessed with this
#violent girlies who love their knives my beloved#the fucking TENSION here im hooked this book has got its CLAWS in me#im going to maul varrish btw i want to tear him apart with my teeth. also both aetos guys. i want to turn them into chunks
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what the fuck is it with neurotypicals just leaving in the middle of a conversation and then coming back literally 20 minutes later and continuing like nothing happened. like i don't even remember what we were talking about let alone care since you. literally LEFT WHILE I WAS STILL TALKING but ok
#like. you wonder why i constantly say i feel like you literally don't care abt a single word i say???#you literally never let me just finish a sentence#i stop caring abt a conversation when i get actively shown the conversation doesn't matter why are YOU getting mad at ME for not caring#like what is the point of continuing to talk in this kind of environment? please enlighten me. I'd love to know.
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Here鈥檚 to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day
#prev same. im like. wait people think im scary for this?#how#i literally cry when i touch the grit on a sour patch kid. you can defeat me with 1 small handful of sand#our biggest conflict is who gets to eat the red bean bun we got last week
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