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Miquella felt his body grow cool, numb, unfeeling to the very air around it. It built up like an invisible weight and worked to smother him ever so slowly. No matter how just or pure one's intentions, the road to godhood demanded the very basest of its prospects—their body's flesh and blood. And there could be no new god without a consort. With his own blood, Mohg's body, and Radahn's soul the ritual had been completed and his godhood attained. From a body covered with and defiled by his blood to one awash in golden luminance Miquella was renewed. The stain remained, however, entangled with the very threads of his divinity.
He breathed the heavy air in and out, sinking ever deeper within it. With Mohg's body regenerated would it now be required of him to give of his blood and flesh for eternity? The throes of burgeoning godhood forever the mark upon his new age.
"The ritual I had performed on thee is most unforgivable and so I will not ask thy forgiveness." He could feel the contained heat from that eye sear into his own and still he continued to hold it. What, truly, was a god: a being to make others fall prostrate before it, or a being at the mercy of those who venerated it? To be reviled was simply the other half to being revered.
"Thy Mother of Truth demands, and thou craves," he said softly, like trying to push back a boulder with a feather. "Yet, somehow I feel that it is the reverse." He started to reach out a hand for he saw a spattering of blood upon one of Mohg's many horns but he paused as he watched it spread. A vision only. "This love . . . in what form does thou desire it be given . . ."
"... And mine it shall be," Mohg finished. And at last he looked upon the empyrean-turned-god, his eye narrowed with a fury held in restraint. For though a god Miquella had become, he was a hypocrite in Mohg's eye. For what compassion had he been spared?
Miquella had given no regard to Mohg's soul... It had taken time for him to manifest in this new body of his, granted to him by the Mother of Truth. Whether Miquella would have returned to him, he knew not. But where things stood, as it were, in Mohg's mind, he was nothing more than a tool that had seen its use, and been discarded.
"You have brought me great pain and humiliation in your quest, kindly Miquella," said Mohg.
"The Mother of Truth craves wounds. And there is none greater than that of abandonment... It has taken a great deal of time for this body of mine to regenerate, and a longer time yet before I have fully recovered. But I do not seek healing from you. No... You may rule the lands above while I make the lands below my domain. But I demand recompense, for I have been burned most terribly by your flame of ambition... As recompense, I would demand the love that you abandoned."
It was a bold move on his part. For who was he to make demands of a god?
#luminaryofblood#one of these days I'm going to write an IC piece on the ritual#since we have no idea what it entails#I feel like it would be very visceral#not a holy/spiritual thing#but very raw and connected with base instincts and not like a high faith or intellect#primal! yes that's the word#and he knows it is unforgivable and a stain to forever carry#and Mohg can haunt him for eternity
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#Christianity#God#Jesus Christ#Holy Spirit#christians#christian faith#faith#christian living#christian quotes#christian blog#christian#christian motivation#Jesus#Christ#writing#writeblr#quotes#spirituality#life quotes#christian encouragement#christian things#faith in God#faith in Jesus#new testament#bible study
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The Vodou Files
Diddy & his entitlement an blatant disrespect of Lwa Ezili Dantor/Black Madonna
For all intent and purposes, the following information is alleged and for entertainment only.
In year of 2024, it’s no secret that Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs is a polarizing figure. After his recent arrest and federal indictment this September on charges of s*x trafficking and more, and with multiple lawsuits alleging a multitude of abuses against men and women, this cannot be denied.
Let’s get into the possible spiritual implications of his recent arrest. In 2017 Diddy tattooed the Black Madonna aka Ezili Dantor on his back, for protection. The Black Madonna syncretism is often been used in Vodou to represent the Lwa Dantor.
Here’s a rending of the photo of Ezili that he seems to have taken inspiration from for his tattoo.
Ezili Dantor is the patroness and holy mother of Haiti. She is known as a protector of women and children, and was one of the petro or war spirits who were instrumental in the Haitian Revolution of 1804, allowing the Haitians to lead the first successful slave uprising. She assisted with giving them the strength in battle to defeat their colonizers and inspired others to resistance in the Diaspora. France went bankrupt during the Haitian revolution and had to sell off their land to pay off the massive debt this caused, spurring the Louisiana purchase and leading to creation of America as we know it, today. These acres of land make up the states of Louisiana, Arkansas, Oklahoma, Kansas, Missouri, Iowa, Nebraska, Colorado, North & South Dakota, Minnesota, Wyoming and Montana. There would be no American Independence, if it hadn’t been for the Haiti.
While Ezili does not own my head, I know her children. They are usually women who are family matriarchs and mothers, who are incredibly kind, patient and strong and actively involved in their communities. They tend to be well respected within their communities and usually involved in community activism to varying degrees. They generally have a pleasant disposition but can be dangerous fighters when challenged spiritually and physically. They make great leaders and can be very wise. It is common for children of certain Lwa to take on similar traits of said Lwa & I believe this aspect can especially be seen in her children, who she claims. While I do not have her in my court, I do carry her sister aspect the darker, merciless and vengeful Le Rouge.
The Ezili are a powerful class of spirits within the Vodou pantheon. Ezili Dantor is an example of a very powerful spirit who can shift fate and reality. She is the peaceful mother but can exhibit extremely controlled violence when necessary, a triumphant warrior queen personified. She does not take disrespect or injustice lightly.
Diddy invoking her essence and protection, with this tattoo while assaulting and harming people continuously would draw her ire, wrath and ultimate disrespect. Some think someone recommended he do this to hasten his downfall or he did this out of pure stupidity.
Others of the Catholic faith, see it as the Holy Mother, the Blessed Black Madonna looking out for her children and protecting them.
Either way it’s clear the drums of justice have begun to beat for Diddy and it’s time for him to account for what he has done.
#hoodoo#the love witch#aphrodite#black femininity#Ezili Dantor#erzulie dantor#haitianvodou#haiticheri#the black madonna#the holy mother#witches of color#witchblr#african traditional religons#Haiti#lwa#vodou#voodoo#practical witchcraft#astrology#witchy things#paganblr#occult#black spirituality#spirituality#diddy#p diddy#santería#warrior queen#goddess#blessed virgin mary
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I'm so grateful that the only GG fans that care about the light novels are the ones that can be normal about things because Lightning the Argent goes from the rawest scenes of carnage imaginable to Ky Kiske doing something mildly religious like offering a short, silent, prayer for someone that got mangled to death by WMD dragons, and I just know that, in the wrong hands, those brief religious moments would generate the most annoying goddamn memes you could ever imagine
#textpost#I have a mountain of beef with catholicism specifically and am negative percent religious#But the punchline to so many Ky jokes is just “ha ha catholic” like come onnnnn get creative#Religion on its own isn't bad. Look instead at how an individual interacts with it and judge from there#Untapped potential in how Ky's consistently depicted praying to Mary/an unspecified female saint for example#Actually... How come I've never seen anyone analyze that aspect of his belief?#His parents died when he was pretty young (iirc) so their influence couldn't've been too much of a contributing factor in that#Maybe he was closer to his mom in the brief time he had with his parent(s)?#Almost all of the Holy Order knights/members they've ever shown have been male too#So I wonder if maybe it's more like the calm/uncombative protective presence of a sacred woman is comforting to him?#It's definitely a stark contrast to the types of things he's generally exposed to in his daily life in any case#Another interesting contrast is how much Sol DOESN'T like religion#He's got some sarcastic lines about God and stuff even pre-Gearification. Wonder what the story with that is...#Anyway Ky only expressing his religion in private moments is interesting to me too#I can't think of an instance where he ever forced it on someone else or tried to explain something as happening just because God willed it#He's smart and logical and yet he still has this spiritual component...#Man is his character is complex. Studying this blond kid under a microscope...
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everyone’s asleep it’s time to post about how excited and proud i am for having really screamed for the first time today after genuinely trying to learn for less than a week!!!!! i think that is so cool and obv it is just a baby scream with a long way to go but i was getting frustrated about not being able to do it and then today in the car i was like Oh! Hello!
#yes it was holy roller that did it#i had a genuinely spiritually experience this week watching live spiritbox vocal performances#like i just Know in my heart that this is the medium i’m meant to say a lot of the significant things i have to say through#my feelings and experiences are often very hard for me to convey thru poetry and i think that’s why i haven’t been able to write music#bc the things i have to say are not acoustic guitar things. they’re screaming things#anyway. i’m v excited and also anxious and also like Wow that is so cool that i can scream#musicnote
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#vision board#manifesting#manifesation#blessed#money#future#🤑#💵#♒️#zodiac#aquarius#it girl#only thing keeping me going#priorities#high standards#spirituality#holy spirit#religion
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He doesn't care.
He doesn't care that my heart could break without him. He says he wants me to be happy. That he cares about me and wants me to be happy. Doesn't he know that he is what I want. He can make me happy. It can be so simple. He says he wants what's best for me. But if he truly felt that, if he wasn't lying, he wouldn't brush it off. He wouldn't make it sound like I could be with someone else. That I could be without him. That I would even want to. Or that I could be happy alone when I've already had a taste of him and everything he had so lovingly and eagerly given to me before the world split in two and separated us a further distance than just Ontario and Florida. There are days that I'm so angry. But I try not to be. There are days where I am so sad. But I try not to be. I am always grieving. I want so much to be the happy person that I was before. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't want any of this. I avoided everything having to do with it. I was so careful. But I was given it. I was given it and in the beginning, it was so good. And then it was taken back. Ripped away from me. Life, joking with me. And now I'm just supposed to be happy. But I find myself crying at 1:41 PM, in my mother's office at work. To myself. Hysterically. Silently. By myself. Just the way he made me feel. And it feels like God isn't listening to my prayers. As much as I cry out to Him for help. To ease this pain. To make me forget. To pull me out of this mud and mire that I didn't ask for. But nothing is happening. It feels like nothing is happening and it was so fine before. I was so fine. And now I am broken, wondering when I will finally heal and forget about all this. When will I have traversed enough time to put enough distance between me and these emotions that tear through my muscle and bone. I have never known so much anguish. I have never known this much grief.
Yet I feel so much urgency. Like if I continue to feel this, if I continue to stay in these feelings, I'm elongating this process God has me going through. I'm postponing the blessings. But I don't know how to heal any faster. I don't know how to be ok.
— Excerpt from a book I'll never write, William
#poetry#poet#poem#mine#writing#writers and poets#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#creative writing#writer things#writeblr#author#writblr#Bible#Jesus#God#Pruning#pruning season#Christ#Lord#Faith#Jesus Christ#Christianity#Process#trials and tribulations#spiritual warfare#spiritual#holy spirit#spiritual journey#spirituality
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holy hell i need to make something that involves Great Tiger Dancer AU so bad . Tiger making a face mid dance similar to that of the woman in the Ecstasy of Saint Teresa statue . Tiger putting on a performance so good it literally makes him feel not real and like hes having a spiritual experience UGHHH
#great tiger#no main tags yet again just idea piling but UGH . holy SHITTT#i wish i could think harder about my own AUs & handle angst a little better & be a little more in touch with spirituality / religion bcuz im#telling yall right now . Tiger in this AU would be put THROUGH ITTTTTTT#i think that dancing would b such a strong and loveable thing to him but also .. i think it would b a rlly emotionally painful thing to him?#i cant put my finger on it but it would be painful for him emotionally OR the dances he performs would harm his clones / “spirit” in a way ?
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OKAY why is ang huling el bimbo THE song. like it's THE song. of all time.
#THE opm song of all time like. right?!?!?!? like?!?!?!?!?#like we know it's brilliant?!? an undisputed claim?1!?!?!?#but like HOLY !! SHIT !!! IT'S BRILLIANT#the story...the lyrics....the beatles influence.....the background vocals by the bridges.......ely fucking buendia#the guitar...the drums....the synth by the end the shredding that melody by the end the fact that it's 7 minutes. ARE YOU KIDDING. ME.#oh to be alive in the '90s hearing this the first time on the radio.......#were people insane over this in '95. were they crazy over this#that'd be absurd if they didn't. like u'd be in a jeepney & this comes on. i'd be crying so much i'd need an exorcism#like i really heard this all the time when i was a child & i'd always feel like YEA. very very very special song#heard this today when i am Extra Sad raised to the power of 10#& i just had about a new spiritual experience. oh my god the guitar in this song i swear#when will my 80s-90s opm hyperfixation come..like i can't get in the zone....i will wait for u my love. it'd be a special time of insanity#the guitar twang after that 'ngunit walang asawa' WAAAUGGHGH new favorite thing in the world#na tinuruan mo ang puso ko na umibig nang tunay......LA LA LA LAAAAAAA LA LAAAAAAAA 🗣🗣🗣#SA PANAGINIP NA LANG- I'M KLLING MYSELF - SA PANAGINIP NA LANG PALAAA KITA. MAI !! SA !! SAYAAAAHAAWW. HHAAAAAAA 🗣🗣🗣#i mean i deepdived the eraserheads discography like...6?? 7?? years ago?? need to do that again#eraserheads hyperfixation era...#i think i peeked a story years ago that said ely was never really close friends w/the band & it's like COOL i'll get back to u after a few-#more years to learn more. bye#but anyway#ugh :( ily huling el bimbo. ily you are saving my life rn#rambles
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oh great. I'm being sanctified again.
#hhhhggggg.#🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀#whys it got to be so uncomfortablllle#The holy spirit is like. poking me from all sides#What am I supposed to DO WITH THISSSS 😭#I keep getting told to engage with the world and be a doer of the word and not a hearer only and darn it have a good ATTITUDE >:(#and I'm TRYINGGGG#there are things in my life going that direction!!! I'm going to start volunteering soon!!! I'm making some friends!!!#I'm...... probably going being told to talk to people outside my family at church.......#whys spiritual development got to be SO PHYSICAL THOUGH.... why do I have to be Percieved......#let your light shine and all that I Guess......#this has been your irregularly scheduled reminder that God won't let you sit and sink forever. He pokes you#WITH MY OWN CLOWN WORLD STORY TOO#GOOD SHOT GOD. GOT ME RIGHT IN THE HEART#girl help my story started out as about American poverty and then it became about the multiplying of grace in struggle#and the call to be doers and not just hearers of the word#and divine love and mercy and holiness#like dang that wasn't from me. I was just being mad about America and obsessed with clowns man#and then it got miraculously transformed and stuff#wild#ANYWAY#Robin speaks
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Some of these corny posts that whine about atheists here are something else 'its so dumb of atheists to say institutionalized religion sucks'. Do you live under a rock? What do you expect atheists to say about institutionalized religion? That its good or above criticism? They are atheists. Like realistically speaking what could their stance possibly be?
#i believe in reincarnation n spirits n a lot of diff things but i think ill start calling myself an atheist just to fuck with these people#technically the word atheist refers to god and not the 'decentralized' spiritual powers#its a logical consequence of being an atheist to not act like religions are 'too holy' to be criticized r u ppl slow#how can u believe its all made up then act like religious institutions hold some sort of authority above you?#'just say christianity!!!' and its never something that is unique to christianity
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Yesterday, we dropped two of my siblings off at a weekend retreat. Today, we have 3+ inches of water in the basement.
#fml but also#this is how you know you're doing the right thing lol#whenever my family has a string of terrible things happen in a coincidental string#we basically yell “WHO DID SOMETHING HOLY???”#and without fail#someone did something holy#lol#lmao even#fuck off satan#not gonna get us that easily#spiritual warfare#catholic#catholicism
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I guess he did have a knowledge given he spent 30 years in Ireland and his wife fully converted to Catholicism a few years after Dracula. But not intimate knowledge.
Those do definitely seem like indicators he would have been exposed to knowledge of the Eucharist. (I didn't know that about his wife!) But just going by the text of Dracula, either Bram Stoker did not have any real understanding of the Catholic doctrine of the True Presence, or he was willfully ignoring it. I tend to assume the first—it's something that it's very easy to pick up a watered-down version of, if (as you say) you have no intimate knowledge of the subject.
#but in case you're curious#YOU DO NOT BREAK THE BODY OF CHRIST INTO BITS AND SCATTER IT ON THE GROUND JUST TO MAKE A BLESSED BARRIER LINE#catholics have SO MANY holy substances MADE to fill both physical and spiritual needs! holy water! blessed salt! blessed everything!#it's the Church's whole THING!#you don't need to commit DESECRATION of CHRIST'S LITERAL BODY AND BLOOD#van helsing shouldn't even have been allowed that kind of ACCESS without being a priest by any normal rules#(this is not aimed at you anon! this is me yelling at my Least Favorite Thing In Dracula again)#dracula#dracula daily spoilers#catholic#asks#anon asks
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I know we all hate bitch ass Calvin and his pre-determination, but I just learned the term Arminian and think we should show homeboys Jacobus Arminius and John Wesley some hate too <3
#If you ever heard of 'backsliding' in church it's because of them#if you id as an apostate it's because of them#If you were ever told you couldn't become unsaved unless you rejected/denied Jesus entirely it's because of them#They're essentially seen as the mid point between Calvinist and other beliefs#Where you're pre-determined to go to Hell unless you become saved by your own free will#but human free will is evil or whatever#Wesley is the one who made it 'perfectionist' apparently#where if you desire/have the urge to sin you're not christian enough#you have to repent and give yourself away so much that you don't even wanna sin anymore#you also don't wanna do anything anymore tho so.....#I'm reading the wiki page for pentecostal rn and 'Baptized with the Holy Spirit' is sending me into flashbacks holy shit#I think my ex pastor said that every single service#these are also the fruit of the spirit/spiritual gifts folks#I've been saying my family is non-denom with baptist. methodist. and pentecostal influences#turns out they're pentecostal with baptist and methodist influences#including influences from things like IBLP. SBC. and IFB#shits fucked y'all#ex christian#religious trauma
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Also if you think the angel Aziraphale has ever heard the song "Take Me to Church" without being consumed by enormous, contradictory, and incompatible feelings you have another think coming let me tell you that. Not sure he can figure out what they are, mind, but there are definitely little gears turning away in there.
#good omens#no spoilers I'm just punch drunk and making wild connections tonight#something something something the song exists in a tradition of queer defiance of spiritual abuse#that is very much in keeping with the best of Good Omens fandom#which hey pulling things full circle was my very first queer fandom#and therefore while the canon particularly the book is very important to me#I'm equally and maybe more indebted to the fandom#which showed me how to be an adult as well as how to be queer#as I can see happening again in the modern version#PARTICULARLY THOSE BITS OF IT THAT AREN'T TOTALLY FIXATED ON WHAT EXACT FORM QUEERNESS TAKES#because holy hell you dipshit kids I'm out here sketching out what that video and those lyrics meant to me and I'm *asexual*#and yet still I find great meaning in stories about transcendent experience of queer sex despite being totally uninterested in sex itself#because queerness is a broader experience than amatonormative expression of sex for the sake of fuck#and I therefore resonate with lots of very queer stories that don't look completely like mine#blah blah blah human condition. fuck!
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Who else loves it when a fic displays a culture shock between Cybertronians and humans (or, hell, between autobots and Decepticons) and the historical precedent is explained?
#transformers#maccadam#like maybe in Cybertronian culture the number thirteen is holy/lucky#or different courting rituals (whether casual_ formal_ or spiritual adjacent) across Cybertron#or why certain things that seem normal to us are more rare for them#or symbolic symbolism (ykw that was a riot brain moment but I'm leaving it in) behind energon#spectralism in Cybertronian culture#t h i n g i e s#tf worldbuilding?
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