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Even if it doesn't feel like it, God still loves you. It is inevitable.

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By the grace of God I am who I am, and His grace towards me was not in vain.

1 Corinthians 15:10

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Omg currently wondering about how it must look from a different person’s POV how much different i am now vs when i first got to my church because i know internally how it’s changed me and made me feel and i even feel so much more comfortable letting my personality shine not only through clothing but also personality. While i can notice and see these changes, i wish i could like be a different person and just watch my growth these past nearly 10 months. Like to be a fly on the wall idk. Dang it!!!!!

but i truly am a completely different person and continue to be because there has been an opening within my heart to receive that love as it comes flowing continuously as a waterfall. It’s been so wonderful that i grieve over the love i have not received where it was supposed to happen. My church is so preciously anointed with the love of Jesus and i experience continuous healing in so many ways every single week. It’s like i open the cereal box and sweet, crunchy pieces of love fall into my bowl and i consume it and am filled with so much love and joy and peace and safety because i’m fed in love every single time i step through the doors. Even if some painful things happened there, it’s still a safe space for me because i have been shown safety repeatedly through all of these people and have seen their character and being able to see the gospel in them as they love you just as Jesus does….. unconditional love. Protection. Bliss. Joy. Tranquil. Serenity.

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Wanted food last night (at home all day w no groceries or energy): my brother complained about it and him having to spend money

wanted to go shopping today bc i got paid and i was looking for new shoes/shirts: mom complained about that and was kind of rushing me about it and trying to find new reasons as to why we should leave and just complained all day in general

my brother asks if my mom can take me to choir practice tomorrow: because he doesn’t wanna do it

LIKE WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK IM AN INCONVENIENCE???? I breathe and EVERYTHING is a big deal like forget it then fr…

I cannot wait to get out of here am i that hard to love bro 😭

U see why i love my church so much. They do things just effortlessly for me and love me so gently and make me feel like an actual person and i feel safe there. It’s suchhhhh a stark difference and it always ends up making me sad every now and then. I’m so sad and anxious.

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I am once asking for your prayers, dear friends and good neighbours. I am in great need of them. Please pray that Holy Spirit directed our (me and my boyfriend's) discernment for marriage. Could, should we get married? Would that be wise?...

It is not easy, so please, help us.

My name is Caroline, and his - Arnas.

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Hard to feel loved and safe when people act like it’s so hard to give that out to you.

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Please keep a homeless man, Michael, in your prayers. I am told he has no family to turn to as his siblings have betrayed him.

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Apparently there’s a “kids shouldn’t be allowed in grocery stores” thing being spread on TikTok because they might scream or run around and look yeah that’s annoying but at a certain point you’ve gotta just put up with kids being a little annoying in public. Sure the kid pouring milk in the isles is the fault of a shitty parent and should be asked to leave, but a single mom with an otherwise controlled by crying toddler isn’t doing anything wrong. I think you’ll live if someone’s two year old starts screaming in their arms in isle 3. It might be annoying but that mom is probably having a worse day than you

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Philippines

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Guys, I have been in absolute wreck for longer than I planned to be. Prayers appreciated so I can at least find it in me to feel an ounce of repentance and go to Confession.

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1947397439th rewatch of dance moms season 2 save me

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Chat i’m so scared lowkey my mom said i need to talk to my boss about my coworker and i really don’t wanna cause drama i just rly do not feel comfortable around her at all. She is too bossy and very cold with me and makes me second guess myself so much i start dropping things and putting myself down cause i feel like i have to do everything perfectly since she comments on/questions every little thing i do and makes me feel like i don’t know how to do my job. I feel so stupid and like a little kid. We’re supposed to be a team, it feels like a toxic power imbalance yet not a whole lot is being done to where i feel like it’s valid enough to talk about to my boss. I’m also telling myself it’s not that serious yet i know it is because i just feel so terrible and i only have felt this way with her and none of my other coworkers. It just feels way too familiar…. My “unsafe person@ radar goes off so loudly ab this person. I’m so sick of these types of people. Seriously what lesson do i need to learn here 😭😭😭