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sunnfish · 4 months ago

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happiest of birthdays to my dear friend @aranarumei and their lovely fic the anomalous agate.... I have selfishly rendered my favorite scene with my favoritest guy sorry. but its also with love for the whole thing. anyways this is a scene from the start of chapter 4.... it's read left to right. Also if you somehow found this from looking at jeweler richard tags then i'm sorry but also theres way more seigi and richard in the whole fic. it's really good and awesome. if you're here from the sasaki to miyano general tag then im also sorry. look at my favorite side characters boy.

anyways. rest of the comic under the cut !!

the end... hope everybody enjoyed and also everybody should just go read the original fic. peace and love on planet anomalous agate.

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malcolmreeds · 5 months ago

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finished watching the terror today ...............

#i didnt mean PHYSICALLY!!!!!!!!1 #anyway good show i have to watch it again bc i cant distinguish most of the bearded white men from one another #but i really enjoyed it! as someone obsessed with the expedition its really giving me those brainworms .........#nobody expects The Creachure ...........#the terror #personal

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kittymannequin · 1 day ago

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"I'm here for you." "Thank you."

Fahlada & Earn THE SECRET OF US | Ep7

#the secret of us #the secret of us the series #ladaearn #lingorm #lingling kwong #orm kornnaphat #thai gl #thai drama #thai series #gl drama #gl series #tdrama #my gifs #glmine #this is my absolute favorite scene in the whole drama and i will never not tear up at it #nobody understands lada the way earn does #and no one can give comfort in the way that earn can because she's so attuned to lada #and she understands her needs and her emotions so well she literally reads lada's emotions from her expressions #also just how lada comes over and expects earn to be upset to be angry to be sad she expects a fight expects tears and yelling and #and she gets this instead! she gets earn understanding that everything was done again's lada's will and that she needs comfort and softness #lada gets everything she didn't even dare hope for #this scene always gives me such butterflies

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eri-pl · 4 months ago

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Silm Advent calendar 2: Home

They said the war was over, and the evil had been defeated, and the world was free. There was relief and celebrations, and despite the world being torn by the wrath of the Valar, the Men looked up with hope.

They said the Edain were chosen to become more, to become what the Men should have been. More than the Eldar, and even if not: not less, only different. There was joy, and relief, and their reward was beyond what they could think of.

They called this island "the land of gift". It was beautiful and new, and their ancestors had never dreamed of anything like it. So close to the Valar, so blessed. A gift indeed.

They called it home, finally, the home they'd been seeking.

...they were almost right.

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smtown-tourist · 7 months ago

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I’m just gonna say it:

Onew RAPPING was NOT on my 2024 SHINee bingo card

#shinee #onew #lee jinki #solo comeback #flow #rapping #WHAT?!?! ONEW!!!#YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT YOU’VE BEEN A RAPPER THIS WHOLE TIME #why has NOBODY in shinee bragged about Onew’s rapping abilities?!?!?!#yall been GATEKEEPING this from us for SIXTEEN YEARS?!?!?!#RUDE!!!#at this point key can’t even call himself shinee’s triple threat because they ALL can sing dance and rap #our multitalented kings strike again #somewhere in heaven jonghyun is screaming #how hilarious would it have been if jongyu had released a rapping duet as opposed to the typical ballad #that would be like if minkey did a ballad duet together with lots of highnotes and falsetto #like they can do it but it’s not what any of us would expect #shinee just constantly loves to keep us on our toes #jonghyun #key #minho #taemin #jongyu #onkey #onho #ontae #ot5 #5hinee

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wallyhastoomanynuzlockes · 1 year ago

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I am very afraid.

This is a physical cartridge. This isn't the first time something inexplicable and weird happened. Though it hasn't happened often.

#tales of abyss #tales of the abyss #tales of series #tales of #tota #tales series #video games #video #I had the game crash on me once too to a black screen in some way nobody else had ever mentioned. in the mines #triggering the Set Oil Buckets On Fire dialogue #it never happened again #is my cartridge mildly cursed #I would expect this from a dragon age game! but this isn't even an open world game!#this exact same glitch happened to my dog in pioneers of olive town but i dont understand how the human man got on the ground #glitch

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unproduciblesmackdown · 3 months ago

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bloodsong of oh shit....oh fuck

#got all hyped up on Ink Pen tool & did some bsol fanart then went over here & did some bsol fanart #corned beef #bsol #bloodsong of love #love how like. i was thinking about it like okay my thoughts & my verbalizations of them are not definitive concerning bsol or anything #which yayy but like the way that the Genre Conventions of like. people who are (probably mostly) figuratively outlaws & the conventions #from spaghetti westerns as like. framing for a story about some of them. & some things show us how they exit / are outside that framing #last on land like. that Already like nobody has names / are named Generically. last on land like this is about stories plural shows plural #relevant to this one but not Just this one. again thoughts words not definitive yay. banana living ''outside'' the western in the world of #someone who rejects that. only today was like oh that then it's ppl around lo cocodrilo who are also more Outside The Framing but not him #relevant to being an alternate the musician rather than forever fundamentally different; certainly a the musician; his like primary #vulnerability being how he's still not actually fully different. still another outlaw/outcast but walking a different road; he told you #all to lead around to me now considering this moment in this way like suddenly pushing things a bit Outside their genre; strikingly #as in the ways you might expect genre conventions to Contain this moment don't happen. most relevantly no music no narration.#manifestation of like wait this isn't how this story is supposed to go. my monologue; my music....#also the return to the knife. the [i'm always like wow the centerpiece to me; juxtaposing w/the henchman steve situation]#like wow that's so interesting you wanted to use your knife to obtain that guy's heart to hype yourself up for a bullet kill though #the numbers flying around my head earlier still treating seriously [au alternate version of This we all live & coconana is something] like #the musician #lo cocodrilo

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jrueships · 8 months ago

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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN #she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today #(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed #bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with #she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC #basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets #one is called NAVIGATING DOC #im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings #NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM #and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT #but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK #WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER #she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete #mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING #but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert #abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS #idk man #i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor #it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro #yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site #n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it #so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by #but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM #bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification #if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now #instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON #ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE

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licorishh · 1 year ago

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OH YEAH ALSO finally watched the FNAF movie with the coolest person on Earth, 11/10 movie, Mike looked ready to curl up into a fetal position on the floor and burst into tears at all moments, he is so me, would watch again

#fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #mike schmidt #anyway. i loved the end scene where the four of them do the thing with afton #i was also extremely glad the springlock scene was very palatable and not gory or overly vivid because i can't and won't watch that stff #when i tell you i HOLLERED when cory showed up. almost cried. my BOY #cory is the king of youtube fr fr. nobody does it like him #he's on a hiatus again but we the samurai will patiently wait for the shogun's return #i am getting off-topic. matpat's nametag said “ness” which was extremely funny #afton was in literally two maybe three scenes tops which i was not expecting but he stole the show ofc. very spazzy. dig it #vanessa was so mysterious??#i kinda loved her and mike's dynamic though. so very silly the pair of them (running from real-life manifestations of fictious characters)#I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW FOXY WAS IN THE MOVIE. THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY #foxy's always been my favorite. my boy. he can have a little murder. as a treat #VANESSA HAD A GUN!! VERY COOL AND GOOD #she barely even shot afton though. honeybun literally had the upper hand by a mile #that man did not have a long-range weapon. he was entirely at her mercy. if she'd shot him all the animatronics would've instantly helped #still like her for some reason though. she permanently has the default sim expression etched on her face #also i don't know if y'all saw but in the credits it says foxy's humming was my boy kellen goff!!#mike was so STRESSED and so DISTRACTED the ENTIRE TIME i see so much of myself in him #can we also agree josh hutcherson looks great with a goatee like that is eons ahead of the peeta look (never read/watched himger gims ok)

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hollytree33 · 10 months ago

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I’m back!!

#I have returned!#not dead!#sorry folks I was in the wilderness for a few weeks #gotta become human again #might take a little break from dragon age posting but never fear the dragon age brain rot never truly leaves #being disconnected from the internet for a while made me think about my life lmao #might make some art of some personal projects I turn around in my head #or something else entirely idk #probably will be a minute before I start posting again #I never really intended to post consistently on this place and it felt good to get rid of that pressure I was placing on myself #I also don’t want to put myself in a position where people only expect one thing from me #these are all problems I made up though nobody has ever made me feel like I have to do something #people have been nothing but kind to me here and it makes me 💖💗💞🩷#I just wanna make art about other things I guess #do not worry though I will be making lots of dragon age content it just might be awhile #I just need to feel real again #all of this could be a lie and I’ll come back in like three days with more art who knows #sending my love to my beautiful mutuals #💕💞💖💗#and of course all my love to the people who support my art yall are the best I reread the tags you leave all the time #ramble over

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feralsneeze · 9 months ago

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Not sneeze just mental health rambling in the tags

#I’ve spent a very long time trying to change my brain so I can just operate at a neurotypical level #it’s always been impossible and I feel like shit for it #so recently I finally just said #I am not neurotypical and never will be no matter what I do!#so I need to be kind to myself and make the accommodations I need for myself!#which is a work in progress but idk. it’s kind of painful that the neurotypical people in my life act like I’m asking for an arm and a leg #when I’m very genuinely asking if slight changes could be made between us #I absolutely don’t expect anyone to change their lifestyle for me or anything #it’s stuff like not holding long conversations when I’m in the middle of writing because it messes up my flow #and I tell my family beforehand! hey I’m gonna write for a couple of hours does anyone need anything from me before #and they say no! but then ten minutes later will start telling me a story about their day #which I’m okay to hear BEFORE I start a writing session or AFTER #and I goddamn communicate that!!! but they act like I’m asking for nobody to ever speak to me again #another thing is that I CANNOT eat anything past an expiration date #I know it’s still probably good but my brain will just keep saying YOURE GONNA DIE OF FOOD POISONING #so say the half gallon of milk is past its date #I will buy a fresh one to start using myself but I don’t toss the old one because I know others don’t care as much #and they they complain that I’m wasting milk #like I’m sorry it’s 1) my money and 2) how is it being wasted when y’all are happy to drink it til it’s done?#idk man!! neurotypical people sure do say that shit should be easy for neurodivergent people #but they sure do struggle to be slightly accommodating without bitching #idk rant over peace out

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doostyaudi · 3 months ago

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Sigh i hate being on yt

#vent #I said i was gonna make a 4k sub special. But quite frankly i get get myself to work on it #Im not fixated on sprunki as much. I still like it but my motivation is gone #My adhd has been rlly bad recently and im bouncing around like crazy #I never expected to get 4 thousand ppl to follow me. That's so many ppl #I missed when ppl didn't expect so much from me. I missed when ppl were ok with me only making an animation like. Once every 3 weeks at most #Missed when i didn't have so many eyes on me. This is so stressful #'dw im still working on the 4k subscriber special!' a fucking lie #Cuz i don't want ppl to hates me. I don't want to loose fans. And im pretty sure nobody cares ant sprunki anymore so i don't think its gonna #Get any attention anyways #Holds my head #I hate yt i hate what it's done to me. I wish i could go back in time and stop myself from uploading that stupid twiddlefinger animation #I HATE IT HERE IM SO TIRED. I.M LITERALLY JUST SOME GUY WHO LIKES TO ANIMATE. IM NOT UR ENTERTAINER #How do ppl deal with this. I hate it. I hate it i hate it i hate it. I would delete my channel if i didn't have a petrifying fear of #Having something of mine being lost media #I love all those who truly love my work. But those who expect me to upload stuff that they only like forever and ever is less than the #Number of genuine fans. I can't keep doing this. I might need a break again. Im spiraling again #Im sorry. Im so tired. I rlly am. I missed whenever i only had 600 subs.#Sigh. Ok im done #text #text post

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sonderden · 5 months ago

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Physically, I'm already lying down.

Emotionally, I feel like I need to find a soft spot and crumple dramatically to the ground and lay down for a few weeks.

#sonder speaks #personal #but also if I wasn't fine with this being read/reblogged without context I wouldn't have posted it here #this week has been exhausting #I feel like I need permission from someone to go crawl into a nest and cry #one of my budgies died a few days ago #but I was looking after other animals that normally have a more dedicated caretaker #which was hard enough to handle that I couldn't really mourn my budgie much #especially when I need to keep happy around the remaining one so he doesn't grieve or get lonely #and I had to do a few specific tasks that are really really hard on me because nobody was there to help #and I tried to help my sister with things but none of the things worked #and a plan our family is excited about started to hit roadblocks #and one member of the family had a meltdown that triggered trauma in others in the family and drove things downhill #the family members at the center of this meltdown normally help me with chores and animal care #I was looking forward to them being home so I could rest and recuperatr and mourn #and now the meltdown has followed them here and it's built on top of years of other meltdowns and everything is tense #and of course it's bringing up old traumas and expectations and fears for me too #and I end up as a 30 year old feeling like he has 16 year old problems again #my whole body is tense #I'm not tired enough to sleep #I almost feel like crying for my budgie and all my fears and the things I let mysrlf get excited for #the things that either won't happen at all or are tainted by this veil of persistent bitterness that followed them home to me #almost #but I fear the possibility that crying could make things worse in any capacity #and I've struggled to cry for years anyway #so I'm just trying to use therapy tools to quiet the spiraling thoughts #and making this post because it feels like journaling without the pitfalls I fall into while journaling or talking directly to a person #hoping I'll get enough sleep that I don't accidentally trigger a sleep-deprivation/stress seizure my meds can't stop #and tomorrow I have to get back to studying which is very hard for me but gets me closer to making money #I liked when things were mostly good and calm and just sucked on a passive level -- can I have that again?

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thegreatyin · 1 year ago

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a collection of other nominee categories that i think are about to be a bloodbath this year

and, of course

the real battle of the fates

#im contractually obligated to vote for the catboy rigel dressup mmo or else square enix shoots me in the balls #that's how it works #yin-thoughts #some other thoughts because i wanted to say them even though nobody cares about yin's goty takes:#art direction is a pretty tough fight though i expect mario wonder to win due to recency and just it being good period #but hi-fi rush is a very respectable win as well and i'll gladly take it. i havent heard much on lies of p but it looks cool #best narrative is about as much of a bloodbath as the rest of these. i expect bg3 to win (and thats what i'd say personally)#but im also half expecting a surprise turnaround from like. idk. final fantasy guys or something. you never know!#best rpg is a BRAWL. all of those are absolute bangers. i really really want sea of stars to win bc it got snubbed from the indie category #and obviously bg3 is taking home a few awards regardless of what happens so it doesn't really matter if they lose this one #but that's not what i expect to happen :( at least it's there anyway #best score and music goes to hi-fi. it's a rhythm game. yes bg3 AGAIN but yknow what as a bg3 stan let them have this one #oh and ffxiv got nominated for the community award again as usual so. go team etc etc #also WHY is cyperpunk in the ongoing games category? bro thinks he's part of the team #edit: i forgot octopath 2!! i havent finished it yet but tbh it deserved a nomination just as much as anything else. sad to not see it

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thethingything · 1 year ago

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we have a dentist appointment tomorrow and on the plus side we're not really anxious about the appointment itself because the dentist was so nice last time and actually took our medical trauma into account.

unfortunately though we do have to have anaesthetic which makes us feel like shit for at least the rest of the day, and no matter how considerate the dentist is, having a medical professional touch us at all does still trigger certain trauma and then I end up having a bunch of panic attacks at some point within the next few days and it's a really shit time. I really don't wanna have to deal with that and the concept of it is making me nauseous

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #<- kinda #medical trauma #(this turned into a long rant about medical trauma and consent so here's your warning for that if you read the tags)#I didn't like medical professionals touching me anyway but ever since the stuff last April when we went to the hospital #it's been a way bigger issue and I end up being an absolute wreck for a while because of it #I cannot begin to express how much I do not want a medical professional touching me at all but especially not in my mouth #and any other situation where someone shoves their fingers in your mouth when you don't want them to would be considered really violating #but because it's for medical reasons and we have to put up with it if we actually want treatment nobody around us seems to see it like that #same goes for various other medical procedures where it's like if a stranger touched me like that when I really didn't want them to #in any other situation that would be assault but because it's a medical setting I'm expected to just be okay with it???#idk I probably haven't explained any of this right but I just don't like that people treat medical stuff as a special scenario #that's exempt from causing the same distress as any other scenario where someone touches you when you don't want them to #even though our brain is processing them the same way and we can't magically make that not happen #I know technically with medical procedures you (usually?) consent #but it's like... the choice is either consent to it or have your health keep getting worse #and once again in any other situation if your choices were to either consent or experience physical harm #that wouldn't really be considered consent and would be really distressing #I'm literally only consenting out of fear of what happens if I don't which... technically isn't consent but what choice do I have #idk this stuff is probably an issue specifically because of our trauma #but even still I would like to be taken seriously when I say I feel violated after medical procedures

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princeofyorkshire · 1 year ago

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sigh

#i feel like being here isn’t the best for me atm cause i’m always looking for validation that I Don’t Get and i need to be a big girl and #learn how to live by myself learn how to survive on my own i am so tired of always expecting stuff from ppl when they don’t owe me shit #that’s all on me!!!!!!! it’s like i’m trying to find something in here that i won’t get cause i am a nobody in every aspect of my life #also i just hate spreading so much negativity in general and i feel like being like this on main is just not good i want my blog to be a #kind and safe space for everyone not a venting place full of negativity and self hatred #and rn that’s what i’m so i might just take a little break until i’m me again #bye xxxx #**

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