#somebody stop me next time
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hey guys I collected all the Xander + David matching/mirrored sprites together bc I'm very very normal about their parallels!
(under the cut just for minor spoilers)
not all of these match perfectly but they're pretty dang close... (and there were also some that I excluded because they only sort of matched)
(no ones with ch2 David sprites bc not all of them are up on the sprite gallery yet, but I'm sure some of them match too...)
#hghsjskshdghg somebody sedate me i need to stop thinking about them#theyre so normal about each other <3#some of these HAVE to be on purpose#xanvid#drdt#danganronpa despair time#holding off on making any posts for the next ep cause im still in mourning lol (im not readyyyyyyy)#xander matthews#david chiem
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companion piece for this
For equality.
#with the other one nobody believed me when i said my intentions were pure. i can say that this time they were not :)#i have an imbalance of who's holding who on my blog!! plenty of dazai holding chuuya not enough chuuya holding dazai#i'm starting the rebalancing process with one big swing first#now what do i tag this#suggestive#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd chuuya#bsd nakahara chuuya#bsd dazai#bsd dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#nawy's art#and next time i start drawing a head at a weird angles SOMEBODY STOP ME#i never wanna draw a nose from below again
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lers that do the shit where they mock u + coo at u CANSOMEODY PUT ME DOWN
#like the fuckass ‘aww this a bad spot?’ SHIT .#OR THE FUCKING WAY THEY MOCK U N GO lmao ur so ticklish that’s gotta suck 4 u#i have so many tropes and shit eating away at the neurons in my brain.#like the fucking shit where ur laughing so hard n sputter out the involuntary ‘stop’ or ‘i cant’ AND THEY FUCKIN GO#lmao cant what😂😂 u should think abt that next time u ask 2 b tickled silly like this🤣 IMFUCKING INSANE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#somebody PLEEEAAAAASE put me down#tk shit#back w another milHEEEEEEELP! HELP ME!! HELPPPPPPP😭😭😭😭😭😭#silliness speaks
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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sometimes i feel like extending the kindness you can, when you can, is the only thing there is
#two days ago on the train home from work there was a woman next to me with three very young kids.#she was trying to keep them in the seats#exasperated and tired and yelling.#trying to make a phone call as the kids swung on the handrails and did cartwheels in the train car#i wasn't trying to listen to the call but caught that somebody had died in a station.#I tried to mind my business for a few minutes;#the kids bounced around as their mom tried to wrestle them down and took a swig from a bottle of vodka in their wagon.#when there was a break in her phone call i said “this is none of my business but if you want me to keep the kids busy I can try to help.”#and she said “you're not gonna be able to. they're being real bad. but you can try.”#so I took some post-its out of my backpack and folded them tiny paper cranes#(I tried showing them how to fold cranes but they were far too young for fine motor skills.)#I stuck post-its to the seats and gave them my pens so they could scribble and draw.#I told them I'd draw them anything they wanted if they sat in the seats while I drew.#I challenged them to a breath-holding contest.#When one started showing me that he could do cartwheels in the car aisle I asked him to come sit down and I could draw him doing a flip.#All in all I think they ended up more or less in the vicinity of the seats almost all of the time and having some kind of fun -#I almost missed my stop. I gathered my pens and pencils back from the kids and picked up the post-it confetti from the floor#and when I was putting my helmet on and grabbing my bike the kids waved goodbyeand the mom looked grateful#and told the kids to all say goodbyelike clearly they were in rough times#like clearly they were in rough times#money. health. holding on#there is so much I can't give#but I can give twenty-five minutes
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#next time it’s the henries in a drag race. somebody stop me#sorry if i missed some gloucesters#gloucester in lear has no canonical name yet i’ve decided it’s edward. a family of eds#shakespeare#poll#richard ii#henry iv#henry iv part 2#henry v#henry vi#henry vi part 1#henry vi part 2#henry vi part 3#richard iii#king lear#polls#original post
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Post concert sickness has been especially rough today with a heavy, throbbing head (especially around the nose) and getting out of breath very easily. I am glad I managed to finish my hamburg sketch page but I think that will be all I have energy for today - fingers crossed that I woke up tomorrow feeling just a slight bit better so I can enjoy my 11 month hrt anniversary
#flashing#sort of?.quick movements at least#but yeah it had to be a gif of the plague george himself#also sort of random but scrolling to find this gif i looked at one where nace lifts bojan after ruissi#and for the first time in forever i actually craved/longed to be lifted#to be hold lovingly in somebodys arm and feel weightless in their strong grib#but alas today i ate way too much for i probably weigh a ton#i am already feeling self concious about being heavy and clumsy bc height#i dont need feeling heavy because heavy alsooø#*also#very typical tho that the one time i want to be lifted is when i am sick home alone and going to bed#and also all my faves are tiny#except for maybe nace#i wouldnt ask h or Jere to lift me#heck probably not even bojan#again i feel just like huge when next to shorter people#and while I know jere is more stocky and might be able to handle it (and h had a sickpack) i dont want to hurt them#random babble i will stop now#micahs thoughts
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almost 4am can't stop thinking about the meaning of the idiom 'to have blood on [someone's] hands'—to be responsible for a person's death—combined with the fact that Zach is the one we are specifically shown with Daryl's actual blood on his hands (once for real and once in a dream)... Not Josh who had been holding the sword Daryl fell onto, but Zach who took the sword out.
#super dark times#+ part of it that's insane to me is: Josh COULD have easily ALSO gotten (literal) blood on his hands—we see him go to check for a pulse#after Zach did... but we don't see his hands during that—they're left out of the shot! we just see his face. and when we see his hands next#there's no visible blood on them (if any got on he theoretically wiped 'em off ig? similarly Zach's hands when seen AFTER the shot of him#touching Daryl ALSO don't rlly show blood anymore—we see his hands in the leaves tho so it prob went there) BUT SO there was a CHOICE made#to give us a close up shot of ZACH pulling his hand away from the wound with blood on it... but to NOT do the same/smthn similar with Josh.#and yet ZACH is the one who CAN'T ACCEPT THE ROLE HE PLAYED IN ANY OF ITTTTT!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#this post brought to you by me rewatching the Zach + Charlie on the phone scene and needing to just. stop and scream at Zach being#like 'Josh‚ or fucking somebody else‚ they went up there and if they found Daryl alive—' LIKE BRO. YOU *KNOW* HE WAS DEAD.#YOU KNOW. YOU KNOOOOW. YOU WERE THERE. YOU KNOW HE WAS ALREADY DEAD. the denial. the trying to find any fucking way that#there could be even a sliver of a possibility that it WASN'T even PARTIALLY his fault.... shifting the blame entirely onto Josh...#[plus like. the 'somebody else' only added in after Charlie was giving him shit for trying to complicate this more—at first he was#straight up saying Josh was the one that fucked with the body]... aghghghsfd he makes me INSANE#also fwiw. i'm forever a 'Josh didn't harm anyone on purpose until AFTER his fight with Zach at Zach's house' truther. that provides#at least SOME sort of motivation to push him over an edge into... the shit that happens. anything before that just fuckin' doesn't make#sense. To Me. ive already written a lot on my thoughts about all of that though [uhhh in the tags of my gifset of the fight at Zach's house#anyways. im also NOT trying to say 'ah so we should Just Blame Zach' because nah nah this whole thing was a fucked up accident. they're all#to blame. plus Josh did horrible shit at the end On His Own there's no way of getting around that—but the messiness of how Zach handled the#initial incident and how that ripples out across the whole movie is simply soooooooo... ghghGHGhghGHGhghghgh. To Me.#in conclusion: im soooooooo normal about the characters in this movie (<- lying)
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incredibly silly to me. that i am pairing up nameless “touch adverse” bard with loop… and their entire deal
#i say this like bard Doesn’t get comfier with touch the more he knows somebody#don’t look at me and this post stop that one sentence is making me remember how much of this is just the headcanons ive had rolling around#in my brain for three years#yeah you might be ill about a character but are you so ill about them that youve fleshed them out into a fully realized one and keep holding#them next to characters whose information is easily searchable#<- said incredibly lightheartedly LMAOO#yeagh bard has affected me so badly . puts head in hands#oh i should edit smthn about that#<- lantern do NOT forget that#OKAY ANYWAYS OOFFFF TOPIC#bard fully does reciprocate any touch#it might be a little awkward bc hes like. going oh fuck oh shit the entire time. but he’ll do it !!!!!!!!!!!!!#<- top ten things that make loop have to ponder in the sunlight about#lantern says stuff
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Okay, started and finished reading Bungou Stray Dogs today (both anime and manga) and you are telling me that the most sane one is an impaled speaking head???
What the heck? I absolutely adore the chaos, tho
#yes I'm sick#no I mean literally sick and in my week off work#Yes I'm absolutely loosing my mind with boredom#No I cannot go back to work because when the drugs stop working I'm f dead once again.#Yes I'm absolutely dramatic and I don't get sick often.#Yes getting sick once every two three years is a blessing for everyone that knows me in real life#I assure you I'm insufferable#bsd manga#bsd bram stoker#How I ended up stanning an impaled head I don't know but at the same time I'm not protesting#I like how nobody really dies in this manga#<- Next month somebody will die just because I run my mouth#bungou stray dogs#Sigma deserves better#He's just some guys leave him alone#(Theory: he will end up as the decaying angels true boss just because)
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sry i also started thinking abt how great my life would be if i was trapped in a timeloop again. i meant again as in i thought abt it again not as in I was trapped in a timeloop and id love 4 it 2 happen again. never been in one unfortunately.
#id be so awesome in the timeloop dude. you guys dont get ittt id slay in the timeloop#id memorize every single thing that happens nad itd be awesome id write a book abt everything that happens even. and id be able to sleep so#much and therd be no consequences for anything (aside from. what. me being stuck in the timeloop longer? DONT MIND IF I DO!!!)#and like if itsba 24 hour timeloop. dude i can do anything in those 24 hours. i could go across the world PROBABLY#like i could just empty allll of my savings and book a same day no stops flight . and then id just like be somewhere else. ajd i wouldnt#even have to worry abt getting back bc timeloop my guy!!!#sighh .. yk. every day alreadh feels all the same due to depression so mayyybe everyday feeling the same due to timeloop wouldnt actually b#awesome but i think it would be avtually bc the reason every day feeling the same feels Bad is bc i know they shouldnt.ik theyre different#im justgoing through the motions every day and i hate it. if every day actually was the same ? dudeee i wouldnt be sad abt every day#feeling rhe same bc it straighr up would be. i wouldnt feel like im missing out on something... And idbe able to DO different things bc i#wouldnt have to worry like Omg what will happen tmrw if i do something reckless today.. omg i cant spend this money bc rent is due next#week. omg i cant go do thus activity bc i have 2 work today.. Brother nobody has to work in a timeloop!!!#and all id have to do is like. kill somebody every so often so the time god or whateber doesnt think ive learned my lesson. and itd suck to#kill someone yk id feel badd. ig rly i could just rob a bank and not have 2 kill someone#well yk. some ppl. i would murder. mainly bc i think itd be kiiinda funny. but i shant go into thay more#Dude i could literally learn every language and read every single bookkkkkk god i wanna be in a timeloop so bad id thrive in the timeloop
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[Silly shenanigans in the tags, just need to vent, don't mind me]
#so my colleague used to be a flight assistant and she is supposedly skilled in first aid okay#i have autonomic dysfunction which is a common comorbidity of my genetic condition#long story short i faint A LOT#it's not the first time it happened to me while working with my colleague but the other times there was either somebody else present#who could assist me or i've otherwise always managed to ride out the presyncope in a safe way#today it was just me and her and i felt it coming and i went down like in a weird way#next thing i know i am lying down on the veranda while my colleague is in tears completely panicked#because of course when someone faints what can you do? drag them across the floor and carpet for several mts and bring them outside 🤦🏻♀️#and now i have huge bruises on both of my arms in the shape of my colleague's fingers#i am perfectly fine now but the whole situation was so silly! and i also have rug burns on my lower back 💀#so much for someone trained in first aid#thank god i know how to deal with this shit myself lmaooo#just let me pass out in peace 💀#my colleague just couldn't stop shaking for the whole shift because she thought i had cracked my skull open ⚰️
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i will never outgrow responding to people in confusing ways but it will be ok because people are patient :)
#post tag#wish people online were more patient. constantly you see somebody fucking up an interaction in a way that would be forgiven irl#but is punished harshly here#and then everyone laughs and reblogs it#like. idk. please consider that we are all people on here and these are all interactions#when you make a joke at somebody’s expense there is a person on the other side of the screen being made fun of!#it doesn’t happen to me but i don’t really interact with strangers online much#i dont want to get too preachy here sorry. this was supposed to be a post about how i confuse people at the start of interactions constantly#but i stumble my way to the middle of the conversation and then it’s mostly ok. frequently#however i have been thinking about how mean people can be on here recently… idk#i slept 3 hours last night and i blame the fact that i saw a tweet that pissed me off and got mad for like an hour and a half#and eventually calmed down but still couldn’t fall asleep. for some reason#anyway i wanted to say that i’m not sure if the way people react to social missteps on here is the way people want to react to me when i do#it irl. or not#i don’t . like the idea that people might want to punish me for it but feel unable to due to pressure to be polite. pressure that then doesn#t exist online#i hope not. lol#however i do ask you (yes you. the girl reading this. or whatever) to step back & think ‘would i say this to somebody’s face’ next time you#want to reblog with an epic comeback#oh god my sentences are getting so long. girl who simply cannot stop talking#girl who is blogginggggg <3#ANYWAY. enough. let’s return to my original point which was that i like it when people are nice to me
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what if i
persona!akira au
#take your time { ooc }#// somebody should stop me bc this is probably a dumb idea khekdfjskj#// but my gf and i have been talking about a verse we have where her grima muse became the next mementos deity#// and it's gotten progressively more complicated from there#// but it's ended up w/ akira achieving a sort of immortality through the public's cognition of joker#// idk if it's interesting enough though to refine into its own separate verse here 😂#// if it sounds like sth you'd wanna explore hmu though i guess
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feeling sad about camp today
#It's like a weird breakup#Where I'm not working here next year because I simply can't do it anymor#But I live here because my partner is a director here#And the exec director i like as a friend but she makes me want to pull my hair out when she's in any position of power#Like. This is what sent me to therapy! This is what caused the various Bad Brain Times last year!#I am only doing better because of therapy and Zoloft and the fact that I worked really really hard this last year#At saying no#And naming and holding my boundaries#And expressing my needs#But like. Good grief. As a liberal white woman.#Somebody's gotta stop the liberal white women from getting too much power#This place brought me so much joy but now I have to hold it at arms length and I hate hate hate that#Partner doesn't even know if they'll last here past next summer. They're mostly here just trying to make things better.#*screams into a pillow*
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Feel like locating my secondary school PE teacher and sending him some kind of hate message tbh
#just thinking about the time he basically; apropos of nothing; decided to make us run a 5k all through town#i mean we ended up so far away from the school it MUST’VE been a 5k in total#and the people who completed each leg of the run the quickest (so; the fitter people) were allowed to rest until everyone else made it#then we had to keep going once everyone was there#which mean whoever got to the next checkpoint last wouldn’t get to rest at all#of course your girl was last#i ran most of it with somebody who just got out of hospital and she was insulting me the whole time for being unfit and saying she would’ve#left me in the dust if having surgery hadn’t impacted how fast she could currently run#i was like i wish you fucking would leave me alone#i was in so much pain. the stitch i got didn’t go away for absolutely AGES. i tasted blood in my mouth#of course everyone told me it was just my own fault for being fat and lazy and never running#like i didn’t do PE twice a week and try my hardest#just because my hardest didn’t look as good as everyone else’s hardest didn’t mean i wasn’t giving it my best#but this fucking man didn’t seem to know that#and i just have to wonder if crushing my & other people like me’s self confidence was the goal#or if he just didn’t understand the fucking thing he’d VOLUNTARILY become a teacher of#you can’t just make a beginner run a 5k!!! people who find it harder need longer breaks!!!!!!#he put me off running for SO fucking long. he & the girls he continued to gang up on me#whenever i run outside i think i’m going to hear laughter#and whenever i stop to walk i think i’m going to get verbal abuse#the way i’m twice as good a teacher as he was. and i quit. says a lot doesn’t it#i really think i might look him up and sign him up to be visited repeatedly by jehovsh’s witnesses#or just run repeatedly past his house with a sign on my back saying FUCK YOU TIM#i can’t actually remember his first name. it’s something similar to tim#i think he deserves bad things to happen to him so i don’t care if it really is tim#i change everyone else’s names but who the fuck cares about him#personal
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