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verlierer-is-lost · 1 month ago

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Alex Claremont Diaz core is getting a B on a paper and being too embarrassed to go into class the next day.

It’s me… I’m Alex Claremont Diaz core 😞

#no but seriously I feel like a failure #I’ve had this prof four times and I still can’t get anything over a B #just take me out back like old yeller atp #alex claremont diaz #rwrb #rwrb fandom #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #rwrb book #college struggles

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user-name-h3re · 8 months ago

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i'm posting these mediocre sketches before school kicks my ass again

#camp camp #camp camp fanart #cc preston #god im so pissed my computer never lasts long enoug for me to finish at least ONE drawing #and i dont even have time to go fix it because of exams #cc nikki #cc nurf #AAND i cant download episodes anymore so now i feel like a huge failure #cc gwen #save me cc episode 3 season 5 #cc neil #cc ered #my art #i think preston and nikki would bond over nikki's new found femininity #since they most likely didn't get along very well before because of their differences #nikki could teach him how to fight idk #this episode validated my trans ered headcanon and my camp counselor ered headcanon #tough being right all the time #i really like that ered and nurf are both trying to become better people #i know they wont treat nurf's quote on quote growth seriously but im so happy to see so much focus on ered #i genuinly never thought this would ever happen im over the moon #ered<3333

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caligvlasaqvarivm · 5 months ago

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Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?

put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings

#realtalk therapy doesnt work unless the person getting the therapy puts in the effort to make it work #eridan starts the comic in complete and utter denial that he's in need of help #so there's really nothing i nor any stranger could do about that #HOWEVER he does talk to karkat often about his feelings (and vice versa) and #the reason they didnt hang out during the game seems to be #1) they were on separate teams and didnt realize the teams were the same team until later on #2) by then it was too late and eridan had aggro'd all his angels #3) gamzee was deliberately keeping eridan away from karkat and vice versa (likely bc gamzee had a palecrush on kk)#4) karkat was too busy falling victim to his own insecurities abt being a leader to pay attention to his actual friendships #4a) eg. it shouldve been the time player doing the frog hunt with kanaya & not the blood player #like im not saying moirallegiance with karkat would have fixed all of eridans problems but i am saying #what eridan really needed was a friend who took his problems seriously and could see past his bullshitting #and karkat already WAS that friend - they just never hung out #so by the time the meteor rolls around eridan has spent WEEKS feeling abandoned anxious and alone on his death planet #and karkat has gotten used to not thinking about eridan too much #so karkat - who is basically eridans only actual friend at that point - isnt able to get through to him & eridan snaps #like the thing about sburb/homestuck is that it really stresses the importance of friendship and working together #letting each other help with each others' problems #thats why the smallest viable game is still two people by necessity #so when we see things like gamzee snapping or eridan snapping or vriska snapping #as much as these are the 'fault' of the person snapping they also need to be viewed as comprehensive team failures #the people who should have spent the game together didnt and the people who shouldnt have spent the game together did #vriska was allowed to bully tf outta tavros and nobody intervened #eridan was left all alone and nobody tried to help him #and everybody was mean to gamzee and nobody tried to connect with him #and you know whose job it is to make sure the right people are hanging out together? the blood player #and unfortunately our blood player was so insecure that he was doing jobs that werent his to do #im not saying pale erikar would fix homestuck but i am saying pale erikar is a symptom of things being fixed in homestuck

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kuzann · 1 year ago

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Reasons I have a hard time taking canon Vlad 100% seriously:

His nemesis is a freaking 14 year old this is self-explanatory

Keeps getting beaten/outsmarted by a gaggle of teens

Blew up his own house because he couldn't be bothered to do general maintenance on a piece of very valuable and potentially explosive lab equipment

Got bodied by Jack that one time and decided to never fight him again, Jack is canonically 1-0 in a direct 1v1 fight against Plasmius and that is too funny

Gets bodied by his own idiot schemes

Somehow couldn't figure out how to hire a hitman to take out the guy he's hated for years and sends the one thing Jack is supposed to be good at fighting to do the job instead. Are you trying to fail, Vlad?

Got eaten by a monster that one time. Embarrassing.

Did not do his homework when it came to how strong a ghost was at least twice and endangered the entire world and Ghost Zone because of this

In the bad timeline he caused the apocalypse because he is that bad at parenting and somehow didn't think to just send the kid to therapy and grief counseling instead of jumping straight to the mad scientist shit

There's probably more but these are the ones I can think of at the moment. Like he's absolutely done horrible things, no question about it, but then I remember the above and I'm just. All I can do is laugh.

#Danny Phantom #Vlad Masters #Vlad Plasmius #Character Analysis?? I guess??? idk #Maybe it's more of a shitpost #Do not ever ask me to take canon Vlad seriously #I can't #Just. LOOK AT HIM!#He's an idiot and a disaster and his failure rate is ridiculous #Every time he acts threatening it's just undermined by how much of a moron he is #He just sucks!#Danny and co. are only alive BECAUSE of this #I love him for it #It's hilarious #He's one of my favorite characters in the show #But I ain't gonna take him seriously #Vlad shares the title of “Dumbest Smart Guy You Will Ever Meet” with Jack imo #I say all this with the utmost affection for the character cause again he's one of my favs #I feel like a lot of fanon just flat-out ignores how dumb he is in the show so it can make him more scary #Which there's nothing wrong with that you do you boo it's fandom have fun!#But it's just not Vlad to me without the idiot streak

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beachyserasims · 4 months ago

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Geneva Island Legacy┃Chapter four┃Enjoy Your Stay

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I have to give a shout out to @cinamun and @therichantsim because they simspired me to build my own secret underground lab from this post.

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#So i guess firstly he didn't really get caught in an affair...#its just the reason why Judi left is because of the whole baby situation #so thats the moodlet he got from it #and yes judi is now afraid of failure #i guess she was putting in a lot of work into their relationship in her own way #and kinda feels like she can't do anything right at this point #so she is putting her nose to the books and taking her career more seriously cause its the one thing she knows shes good at #Judi had this particular property passed down to her #in the hopes that one day she would follow in her father and mothers footsteps #she was never really interested until now #sims 4 story #ts4 story #sims 4 #Geneva Island Legacy #ts4 screenies #ts4 screenshots #GIL chapter four #the sims community #show us your sims #show us your story

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eybefioro · 6 months ago

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There's so many things happening for me this month. So. Many. Things.

Big test to try to get a more stable job. Pressing deadlines at work that weren't there before. Presentation of my project. Chapter of my research. Books and thesis to read for uni. Visits on archives. My fucking birthday which will be uncomfortable in some ways. Submit a paper for a publication.

I'm falling apart at the seams yall LMAO the only thing keeping any scrap of my sanity are fanfictions my personal projects, which I'm dedicating way more time than I provably should

#random ramble #hmmmm yeah the smell of failure is in the air #the vibes are off i feel like this is not the bottom of the pit #i can sense that something bad will happen still #idk this month..... has been weird. seriously. out of nowhere there's 183918292 things for me to deal with #The weird sensation (that has been growing on me for months) that everything is going to shit and something bad will happen IS GETTING WORSE

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unopenablebox · 4 months ago

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🌸 is so immensely likeable.... do you ever just like someone so much all the time

#they have such good qualities #theyre so thoughtful and nice and fun to talk to #yesterday they received and looked at an email about the *PATHOGEN EXPOSURE INCIDENT* that happened to them last week #while i was talking to them about somethign truly inane and silly basically just for the recreational love of talking to 🌸#and i was like 'oh sorry' and let them read for a second and then they looked back up and we continued talking #i immediately forgot it happened #and then about ten minutes later after id left the room they came to find me #and held my hands and said so so seriously #''im so sorry i read my email instead of listening to you. it was so rude of me. i'm sorry i did that to you. i hope you're not too hurt''#--you know. that they read the email about the BIOSAFETY LEVEL 3 PATHOGEN CONTAINMENT FAILURE #while i was in the middle of discussing my conflicted feelings about rigid heddle looms for the third time.#i eventually managed to explain that this was an extraordinarily sweet and outrageously unnecessary apology about an incident i could not #have been less bothered by #like i. i do think you should read the email about changes to BL3 PATHOGEN CONTAINMENT actually #but. you know. the cutest and most thoughtful person on earth will sometimes do such charming things as this.#[to be clear theyre basically 100% definitely fine re: the pathogen]#box opener #girlfriend tag #even now i am still charmed and perplexed by this. what a perfectly enchanting creature

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eddis-not-eeddis · 7 months ago

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#i don't really want to make a whole post about it because it was a very personal and very miserable time for me #but genuinely #the thing that got me wanting to move on again and LIVE after my life plans all fell apart last year #was sitting down and very seriously thinking about the kind of woman i want to be when i'm 70 #i hit that thing that a lot of people in their mid-twenties are hitting right now #where it feels like we've already wasted everything and not only are we failures now but we will always BE failures until we die #but right now i'm still in my twenties #and when i thought about what a good lifespan looked like to me #70-ish seems about right #and what do i want to have when i'm 70 #what skills will be useful and beyond that #what skills will be fun #i had gotten into a mindset of “too late too late”#learning to draw #or sing #or dance #or fix a car #or ride a motorcycle #they all felt like learning NOW would be pointless because *melodramatically* aLL my YoUtH HaS bEEn WaStEddd #but unless God has another plan i'm not going to die in my twenties #i'll likely live many more decades #my life probably isn't even half-way over yet #what do i want to be when i'm 70?#it doesn't matter that i don't know everything yet #i have more than four decades to work on it #that's more than the entirety of the life i've already lived #and yeah #i spent five years at a dead end job that finally drove me almost to a breakdown #but even that wasn't a waste #i saved enough to go to school and i learned a lot while i worked there

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liesmultixxx · 11 months ago

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i hate it when something good happens to me and initially i’m happy about it

but then after a while, doubts creep up on me and i feel like i don’t deserve to be happy

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plagues-and-poisons · 2 months ago

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welp I have now been screamed at for bringing my cane to school (folded in my bag)

mom really does SAY she’s inclusive but then will spout the most ableist or fatphobic shit you’ve ever heard

#also EVERYTHING is about her #“you don’t feel well? I’m just a failure as a human then”#”you like this jacket? well too bad it looks FUCKING terrible”#except of course when I do something wrong #bc then it’s entirely my fault #”oh you have a b in your triple advanced ap class? well you’re just not trying”#I am trying so hard mom #why can’t you just believe me when I tell you things #if I tell you my hip hurts I feel like you should say “oh maybe we should use our extensive insurance to go to the doctor #something you haven’t in a year”#instead of “it’s because you’re a lazy bum who doesn’t run marathons because you’re so perfect for it but you’re too stupid and lazy”#“oh you don’t do this coping strategy that works for me but not for you? well it means you’re going to fail”#and when she doesn’t feel good I’m not allowed to be anything less than perfect #well guess what #I am flawed!!!!#sometimes I want my feelings to be taken seriously!!!!#sometimes I want to be believed for once in my goddamn life #anyways. sorry #vent

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una-hive5 · 10 months ago

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Oh I remember when I was 14 or 15 year old, I always told myself "I need to learn digital art fast so I can get more followers" but then the next day "f*ck Instagram, f*ck Twitter, I draw what I want. F*ck it we ball."

#i don't take Tumblr seriously because i thought this app are just for sh*t posting #and to write paragraph of analysis and interest #rosa rambles #it's ok if you feel bumped out sometime but never tell yourself you're a failure just because you got less likes of your drawing #hear a little advice: go outside or do chores to relax or do whatever you want #minimize your screen time

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sensitivegoblin · 2 months ago

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Vent

Tw: sh, suivide

#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing #mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do #im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real #he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same #....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting #but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying #i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me #....all i do is annoy my dad #i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore #but im too scared of failing #also im scared of Hell #i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it #i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain #instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide #my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that #theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification #the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight

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un-perro-vago · 5 months ago

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I really do wish to be a confident person

If I was super confident in my self and in my abilities I would be so fucking unstoppable guys, you have no idea… but no, I have my self-esteem shattered in to dust at this point, it seems irreversible

I guess I always have to sit with the feeling that I will never be good enough for the rest of my life, no matter how hard I put my heart and soul into it. No matter how hard I try to be better.

I will never be good enough.

#fuck this shit man #I'm not intelligent #I'm not functional #I'm not even pretty #the only thing I have to offer is the ability to create and feeling like I fail so much at this is starting to seriously break me.#I'm very sorry for venting so regularly #lately it's been really hard being an adult #I wake up and I feel like a total failure no matter what I do #The question is... am I going to keep trying?#The answer is yes #delete later i guess #perro habla

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coolcoelacanth · 7 months ago

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it's been almost a week since i stopped talking to my friends over text in our gc, and it has been way better. no more will i have to feel rejection multiple times a day, or feel like i will never be good enough for anyone to even listen to for a second

#personal #well not rlly friends #ill call them my school friends lol #seriously tho fuck people that call you their friends then treat you like a burden for daring to talk to them #im not wasting anymore energy on people who refuse to meet the bare minimum #its rlly not that hard to care about people #except maybe if you lack empathy which they seem to #im done feeling like a loser by the people who are supposed to lift me up #ive done that way too many times in my life #thx mom for setting me up for failure #but theyre shady as hell fr like wtf #ive never met a stranger group of people #theyre so obsessed with upholding this weird social hierarchy #and im like girl its just us calm down #mostly just one of them i got the most beef with #shes actually an asshole fr #like frfr #theyre all rude anyway

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anixknowsnothin · 1 year ago

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Ngl the past two hours have been like: numb realises the same thing for the 10th time cries about it goes numb again

#oversharing with anix #anix seriously knows nothing #shit posts #exam results week is the worst.#wanna kms #and my friendships and life are being held together by thread as thin as a strand of hair #just waiting for it to snap ngl #I feel like such a failure

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stargazeraldroth · 2 years ago

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How am I supposed to go from being ridiculed and judged for asking for help with my assignments/lessons in primary school to casually asking for help in college?? Am I supposed to act like my teachers and classmates didn’t screw me up in the head or

#college things #primary school things #no seriously #we were getting screamed at and made teachers disappointed if we did so much as ask for a simpler explanation or a repeat #and you expect me to casually ask my professors questions about my assignments???#emailing them is out of the question #they're gonna think I'm an idiot #which I am but no one needs to know that #it's so humiliating #shoutout to all the teachers and classmates who made me feel like a failure for not understanding everything right away #school trauma #I literally struggled to post ANONYMOUSLY on a discussion board once because I felt so stupid for asking a question #it doesn't help that I'm neurodivergent #and have a math disability #like it got so bad to the point where I was offended by people offering me help #because I was being indirectly told that needing help with your education is bad and that I should be ashamed #not to mention having the determine which classmates are nice and which ones will ruin your image if you ask for help #part of why I prefer working alone because I can't deal with that embarrassment #also yes this post helped me realize that school did in fact traumatize me in at least one way

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