#i’m not good enough

[chrissy-kaos]

Girl! Love your content. But damn, how are supposed to compete with you. That last post you made omfg girl! Like really? Absolutely GORGEOUS. You’re on a whole other level than every single girl on here. You really are the Queen! All hail Queen Chrissy!

P.S. We really love you. You're goals for many of us.

Wow umm I’m not sure what to say to that?.. thank you! Tho for the record I’m not better than anyone else. Nobody has to compete against me. We’re all in this together. Let’s build each up instead of putting people on pedestals and acting like they are better than someone else. Lots of people have better content than I do. Hell majority of the girls on here are wayyy prettier than me. So yea, honestly I wouldn’t be nearly as popular without my mutuals always reblogging my content. Btw my mutuals are 🥵😍 if you haven’t noticed. If you think I’m pretty they are 100% next level.

I know I said it in the post but it was for the movie and not for me. I’m not the Queen nor do I want to be one. Tho @pandy-peaches wants to be the Queen 😂

[3-lavender]

I think I’m having withdrawals from stopping Prozac. It feels like it did before I started taking it. I can’t do this. I need Prozac. I need Prozac. I’m going to cry. I need Prozac. I can’t do this. I need it.

[littlesomethingaragher]

There’s something blocking my thoughts but I’ll just keep hitting my head against it until I can’t feel anything.

[destiny-in-the-universe]

Boy, do I feel like a sack of shit.

Hi hello, it’s me again. I don’t know where to even begin explaining myself but I just… I feel very negative about myself and no one has to reply to this, if you want to ignore it that’s fine but I swear to everything-

I am struggling so hard with accepting people like my work. I struggle with my own self confidence- I feel like I’m just bothering everyone when I’m sharing my ideas; after a while, I’m too much. I’ll burn people out because I’m unable to stop the brainrot. I’ll be in the middle of one idea and then come up with another on the spot.

Unfortunately, I am angry at the world too.

I feel constant pressure sometimes for no reason. It’s unbearable. I feel like I’ve got a weight on my chest that can’t be removed no matter what. I don’t know why I feel this way lately, but I always try and keep a lid on it - unfortunately now it’s bursting at the seams.

I’ll still keep posting- it’s all I have, but i want to feel myself again. I don’t want to be consumed by uncomfortable thoughts all the time like I need to be able to prove myself to others.

I feel to the extremes sometimes and I just-

I wish it could stop.

I don’t want to keep feeling this way.

Am I enough?

I want to be okay again.

I just wish I knew why I’m like this.

I want to be normal.

But instead I’m a mess.

[bajaja-blast]

you dislike Luke Castellan because he disagreed with an oppressive government system and actually took action to change the abusive ways him and his peers have been forced to follow for millennia.

I dislike Luke Castellan because in the Titans Curse he manipulated Annabeth, who he raised as his little sister, into holding up the sky, the FUCKING sky, for over 20 hours and had the audacity to walk away as though he was completely apathetic towards it while she begged and pleaded with him to help her.

we are not the same.

[alilloserboy]

Eating desserts and re-watching BoJack Horseman finale.

[noodles-and-tea]

Rereading legal partners

[timethehobo]

Emmy being self-conscious of his age, and maybe even about how he looks. 🥺 Rook loves him anyway.

[somdxr]

insert funny caption here

[snickerdoodl3]

i just need to start following and watching the same type of content he does. it won’t make me feel any better, i’ll just feel guilty. but at least it will be fair. i guess.

[forecast0ctopus]

hey its still star trek day in a few timezones

[dreagine]

Day 3: Coffee!

[themandalalady]

23-189 Beliefs #7

Today’s Mandala Message: I am a work in progress…we all are This week I’m working through Principle #33 from Jack Canfield’s “The Success Principles” entitled “Transcend Your Limiting Beliefs”. I set my intention today to ponder overcoming a third limiting belief. As a reminder from the 23-186 post, Canfield suggests making a list of any (and all) limiting beliefs that are limiting us. He then…

[teaboot]

No but seriously how did you bake cement??? And by 'flubber', do you mean the semi-sentient being from that old Robin Williams movie

I tried to make cookies and they were so hard I took a bag of them to my friend to formally apologize for my failure to bake her decent cookies. She said it was okay and she would try them anyways and I said “please don’t” and she was like no really and I was like “no, really, please don’t” and I took one out and slammed it against the ground as hard as I could and it didn’t even drop crumbs.

Another time I tried to make cupcakes and they came out of the tray fine and went onto the cooling rack fine but then they just collapsed into like. Cupcake pudding? Somehow?? I put them into little paper cups and iced them like that and they still tasted pretty good so I called them cup-cakes so not a total failure.

And then one time I baked my mom a layered rainbow cake for her birthday and THAT actually set and iced just fine and tasted great, but when I went to cut her the first slice I found a spoon baked inside. Which made her laugh so hard she started crying, so I think that counts as a success

One of my very few baking successes though- and I am very proud of this one- was using an upside-down muffin tray to bake little pie shells out of chocolate chip cookie dough, which I then filled with cherry pie filling and covered with a chocolate chip cookie top, and handed out to my friends for Valentine’s Day. Those were decadent as hell

So anyhow I’m a pretty good cook but not a very good baker, is the thing. I try to avoid baking when I can

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

dnp are so much worse than we could ever be. they bully us for being like omg they touched and then sit there screaming and giggling and kicking their feet because omg dan helped phil sort his fringe out in 2015 that’s soooo sweet!1!!1!!!!! 😭😭😭 omg did you see how they communicated without words?? 😱 they are so in tune with each other they have such a powerful connection 🥹🥰😆 so cute how dan was looking out for phil soulmate shit fr 🥺 let’s watch it again 😝😍🤣😵🤭🫨 like shut the fuck up?? fucking phannies?? you’re so embarrassing??

[k1tty5]

i love you wild life geminitay

also a version w/out the hearts on the eye because i can’t decide if they’re distracting or nott :^