#night shift vents

[idiot-mushroom]

guys i just finished my first shift at my first job, could you guys congratulate me.

[aquarianlights]

How do you keep going when it looks like 99% of your country has joined a cult whose soul purpose is hatred of everything you & everyone you know & love are when all you're doing is existing just like everyone else?

[rosesradio]

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[inkfeatherz]

i think i might be having a problem

(slight gore warning)

chat am i cooked or what

also woahhhh pixel art

like hrng being a teenager fuckin sucks. like your feelings are all over the place, you dont have a clue what youre doing and the whole time your school expects you to be able to do exams. im going to get a cc train from my city to birmingham and from there another cc to bristol and from there a gwr to swansea and then a t4w to fishguard. then im going to walk up to the ferry port and get the stena line to rosslare. then im going to walk up to rosslare euro port station and get the ir to waterford. then ill get a cab or something to whatever hotel i book. i will be there for this fucking party

[princess-kurosaki]

got two warm blankets from the blanket warmer, took an 8 minute nap in the bathroom (i was sitting up) and popped an adderall lmao this last hour and 55 minutes is about to fly by😂😭😭😭

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Fighting for my life not to talk shit about my dad rn

[halogalopaghost]

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[tacitusauxilium]

So. Uh…the next couple months are gonna probably be bad with me stressing out with work and such. My whole shift is probably going to be changing—hours and days—and we are suppose to know this week what we all got. So, I’m a nervous wreck since I go on vacation this month and in two months.

My husband, on the other hand, is not holding it in well. They are forcing people in his department to go from 8a-4p to 3a-11a. And we can’t do that since my mom watches our son four days a week, which will now be 5 days with my new schedule. He is only working 8a-11a three to four days a week and his fifth day is always 8 hours. So, we lost over $500 on this paycheck.

He’s panicking, I’m taking my anxiety medicine to just not FEEL anything cause if I do, I’m going to scream or cry or hit something, so we are a wreck. We can’t even do anything for our son’s birthday this Sunday which we planned out weeks ago and have to cancel.

And my mom’s hours and days are being cut—two or three days of work instead of four—so I’m the bread winner and I’m losing my mind. Not knowing what’s gonna happen is causing me to get my period earlier than normal and I don’t wanna leave this place. We just got insurance taken care of thanks to the union, so I’ll save money, and there is no customer interactions, but dammit—I have to take melatonin to knock me out or I’ll be up all night worrying.

So, I’m a nervous wreck and just spotty with talking to people or wanting to do anything. I try to stay at places for more than four years but every TIME I do, something shitty happens. This is the third time my shift and hours have changed in four years since I’ve been here. Just…needed to vent and rant cause I hear it all day at work and I want my days off with my husband and I wanna see my kid and want to come home for dinner—!

I hate playing everything day by day. I just want a life outside of work even if I don’t have friends or anything to do. Just…want to unwind and can’t. I’ll keep you all updated on what the heck happens this month.

[flying-cat]

ily bakugou katsuki u are the only thing that hasn't pissed me off today

[themcst]

Hi. I'm reaching breaking point. It was awful today. Rota for next week is out. Hospitality is atrocious right now. I miss my dog. I miss my family. I genuinely do not get to see any of them this upcoming week and I am doing another 50 hour week. Sunday have to drive home and get presents that need to be wrapped.

Monday I go to dads after work to drop of my Christmas presents for everyone at my dads. Spend Christmas with my mum. I get Friday of by I see myself sleeping all day at this rate because I'm so drained or just hiding in a room to not exist and play games.

I'll for sure going to be back in the new year once I don't have to suffer. Except with the stress of preparing for comic con and hoping my cosplay arrives in time. Wish me luck as I finish this 6 day week but by the time I get off for Christmas I will have worked 6 days in a row. Good thing I finished my shopping on Wednesday because I wouldn't get anything sorted before Christmas day.

[orcelito]

Opening the local bubble tea store absolutely livid and shaking in rage and upset bc my bitch ass boss is too concerned about us sitting on the job to order the tea bags I requested Two Fucking Weeks Ago (it only takes like 4 or 5 days to ship) and so we're out and I had to hand wash the 1 reusable bag to make black tea and I have to strain the free floating tea leaves from the cold brew and I just KNOWWWW he's going to have something more to bitch about because he always does

Last straw on the camel's back, etc etc, I want to put in my two weeks notice by the end of this week. That's a goal for myself.

[cowboybrunch]

no major life decisions until i see the sun again. odds that my brain is trying to trick me: very high

[tnt-zone]

I've had this song in my head for days now.

Something about it pulls at my chest and makes me want to cry but I can't. It feels familiar in an unknown way, reminding me of things I don't remember. Someone comfortingly takes me by the hand and says "your whole world is falling apart and changing, and you're going to deal with it on your own." If I could scream out any song into the darkness right now it would be this one.

But who knows how I'll feel in 5 years.

-Scary ⛈️

[whoa-where-did-the-pancakes-go]

All the things I'm never going to experience properly again... all the things I'll never do because It'll feel wrong.... all the things I'm never going to have the right way because people will never see me the way i want them to..... this shit sucks man

[skeletalhorse]

Ooh, boy. So my partner has been on vacation from work, which, of course, means I've gotten quite used to them being home with me. Well, they're headed back to work, and it's 12 hour night shifts for the foreseeable future starting tonight 🥲 I do not mentally do well when they work nights (and seasonal depression doesn't help 🙃). This is just a really weird time all around right now. I'm trying to keep my cool, but everything feels so mentally draining right now. Can't focus on work during the day, don't know what to do with myself at night now, sleeping is going to be even more difficult, and we're living in bizarro world post-election.

[scalemodelarbysreplica]

sensory overload mid shift 🤠💯💯