#and for Momocon

[tacitusauxilium]

So. Uh…the next couple months are gonna probably be bad with me stressing out with work and such. My whole shift is probably going to be changing—hours and days—and we are suppose to know this week what we all got. So, I’m a nervous wreck since I go on vacation this month and in two months.

My husband, on the other hand, is not holding it in well. They are forcing people in his department to go from 8a-4p to 3a-11a. And we can’t do that since my mom watches our son four days a week, which will now be 5 days with my new schedule. He is only working 8a-11a three to four days a week and his fifth day is always 8 hours. So, we lost over $500 on this paycheck.

He’s panicking, I’m taking my anxiety medicine to just not FEEL anything cause if I do, I’m going to scream or cry or hit something, so we are a wreck. We can’t even do anything for our son’s birthday this Sunday which we planned out weeks ago and have to cancel.

And my mom’s hours and days are being cut—two or three days of work instead of four—so I’m the bread winner and I’m losing my mind. Not knowing what’s gonna happen is causing me to get my period earlier than normal and I don’t wanna leave this place. We just got insurance taken care of thanks to the union, so I’ll save money, and there is no customer interactions, but dammit—I have to take melatonin to knock me out or I’ll be up all night worrying.

So, I’m a nervous wreck and just spotty with talking to people or wanting to do anything. I try to stay at places for more than four years but every TIME I do, something shitty happens. This is the third time my shift and hours have changed in four years since I’ve been here. Just…needed to vent and rant cause I hear it all day at work and I want my days off with my husband and I wanna see my kid and want to come home for dinner—!

I hate playing everything day by day. I just want a life outside of work even if I don’t have friends or anything to do. Just…want to unwind and can’t. I’ll keep you all updated on what the heck happens this month.

[endurae]

[pins-snip]

Gabe Freeland took some lovely photos of us at Momocon!

[zephyrine-gale]

sunday

[electrumbound]

💚 💛 💜

[bamsara]

Lamb cosplay today at Momocon! No good pics yet but I'll have big Narinder with me

[pikavani]

Still can't believe I made the bold decision to fly across the globe just for #momocon2024 !

Even though it was a spur-of-the-moment choice, I have zero regrets. I had the time of my life and met so many incredible and talented people

[t0bey]

some dimitri expressions

[maplebars]

beyond journey's end

[madbrake]

[thisisareallymeaningfulurl]

Excuse the mess but I finished my cosplay tonight! Can’t wait to wear it to con!

[starheavenly]

Prints I've done so far for MomoCon! 5 prints in 4 days!

[amberluvsbugs]

I am a bit nervous about this trip as I'm aware there are going to be a lot of people but I'm so excited to say that I will be going to Momocon this year! I won't have a booth or panel this year so I'll just be wandering around. If you do spot me, please don't be scared and come say hi!

[ladyloveandjustice]

A collection of all the amazing Dungeon Meshi cosplay I took a pictures of at Momocon. There were so many, it was so cool.

If anyone who's in these picture sees this, let me know and I'll add your url!

[revenantghost]

The Punisher wall returns

[blackbackedjackal]

cringe ass anime dog