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I am a bit nervous about this trip as I'm aware there are going to be a lot of people but I'm so excited to say that I will be going to Momocon this year! I won't have a booth or panel this year so I'll just be wandering around. If you do spot me, please don't be scared and come say hi!
#momocon 2024#Momocon#My persona#Im so scared but so excited help#Please come say hi!!#Fnaf#poppy playtime
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hppapy sunmday everyone 👍
i spent a day on magma again...
#anyways so i made a rlly croncher chronchy brush in magma and yeah#sorry for drawing more hsr men#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr sunday#hsr aventurine#hsr dr ratio#i will only tag the single names sry#ratiorine#<- to me. cat dads. to me.#yall why does aventurine have three trash cakes. whats up w that..#my art#magma#i need to play through the new quest help help help im like scared and sad and excited
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three cheers for the detectives dyhard!
#im so fucking scared for them and everyone but yay! they're actually communicating and helping each other!#also the statement?!?!? genuinely sent shivers down my spine#plus we'll probably hear from basira and helen i'm excited for that#we're so back guys#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 23#dyhard#alice dyer#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#moth posts
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w2h art dump ,, theze r all from like , maybe march? very old but i have no new onez to share..😿😿
ill go back to sp postz after thiz i just need to get the w2h out of my system sometimez hehehehehehe
#w2h#w2h fanart#sock sowachowski#napoleon maxwell sowachowski#jonathan combs#w2h jonathan#w2h2#w2h jonathan fanart#w2h2 fanart#welcome to hell film#pip's art#flip the canvaz on any of theze and ill cry at u 😿😿😿#i may not be fixated on w2h anymore but i still LOVEEEE it a LOT#i wish the fandom was a lil less dead#so excited for w2h2 hehehehehehehrhrhrheh#shoutout to sock btw#he helped me a lot with my gender identity and expression#sockathan#w2h sockathan#im noticing a pattern in my shipz#literal demon x some fuckinmg human#hehehehehehhehehehehe#WHY WAS I SO SCARED TO EXPERIMENT WITH COLORZ
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THE NEW PROMO WITH AGATHA AND RIO ???? SPECIAL TREATMENT ???? IM DYING AHSKDJHSDAEPSJ
#im so excited#im so scared#help#agathario#agatha harkness x rio vidal#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#marvel#lesbian#lgbtq#nicholas scratch
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Mmmmight be making a team to help run the Stareater au! As we've come to a realisation how slow the story would be told without help (we both artists...so writing definitely ain't our strong suit) but I'm Determined!!! to tell the story in its entirety
we already have some very talented artist friends willing to draw episodes covers occasionally! And also help with stuff like proof reading!
And I do still want to do most of the heavy lifting with the au as it don't wanna put any stress on others ..buttt I do need help with writing and sorta have to bite the bullet and ask for help haha
But writers are where we need the most help currently
Thing is I wouldn't know the first thing about how to find ppl willing to help with writing. I also wanna make sure I'm organised and know at least some skill when it comes to running a collaborative project like this, to avoid any stress, because that's honestly my biggest fear to stress people out like I have been :') cos we're also we're doing all this for free and purely as a self indulgent project
HM so ..if you got any advice on how to find writers or run a team! Tell meee
For now I'll focus on ...uni work considering I'm also doing that on the side HAH
But yeah! ..also ep 5 as soon as I have the time to finalise it!
#stareater au#immmm so very dylexic and really try my best to do as much of the writing i can and i have been improving...but its alot haha#but im also bad at asking for help#hhhhh also idk how i woukd judge writers- the idea of being judgemental in the slightest and potentially upset ppl scared me-#hmmmdvgshdhdb#but this au means so much to me and asides from the mild stress im having so much fun and im so excited!!!#anywya ramble-
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they should invent a asking for help with writing that doesn't completely ruin your self esteem/excitement
#wordy wendy#bangs. head. against. wall.#i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner i miss having a writing partner#please for the love of god someone write with me#please for the love of god someone have tons of ideas and no motivation#so i can have motivationand no ideas#someone please fucking puzzle out plot points with me#someone please fucking LISTEN when i sa what i want#someone please be charmed and motivated by my particular and high standards#instead of scared off by it#please i will do anything. hands and knees.#every time i get a little too excited about puzzling out a plot point#i am so fucking stupid and i run to every discord server im in like DOES ANYONE WANNA HELP!!!!#and then i remember. that no one can handle me.#no one except him and he's gone.
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Hello hello everybody! It is time for another months progress, and I am so excited to share with you, all the things I have gotten my grimy little gremlin hands on. First off, what we are all here for; writing. I have been on fire, to be honest! Last month I churned through the last of the first batch of erotica stories (there's 6 (!!!) of them on my patreon already) and set them up for publishing along with two more unseen ones- I'm still going over the logistics of where to publish for the best revenue (I know this sounds boring, but I have to make an income somehow, and hopefully find another audience as a smut writer on other platforms 💀 I love writing it so why not!), and I am making headway, learning the ins and outs of self publishing. On patreon, there are also two Q&A's that are written in a bit more fictional manner, in character: a more fun way than just writing answers straight up and down. I have enjoyed those so much! There's a bunch of other stuff I haven't even mentioned- honestly, I have to say, I'm really proud of my output on Patreon even though I have been really anxious about writing full time. It's going great! I have to thank my new friends and support-network on discord; you make this all worth it. I cannot express how fun it is to shoot the shit with you in vc, gaming together, or seeing your shenanigans in gen or your in depth theories (thanks for the brainworms!) or memes or staring longingly at the fanfic channel or drooling over your art (ouro related or not) or... Gah. You are just amazing people, and I will waste no opportunity in saying so. Thank you forever and ever and ever an-
When it comes to OUROBOROS, I am happy to announce that the next chapter is damn near done! I was halted because of the discovery that dashingdon is no longer supported by it's creator, and have been working on the twine version ever since, earlier than I expected- it's tough work, but I am so excited to make this an actual game made entirely by myself, and not submitting to a company that quite frankly leaves a bitter aftertaste. It is taking long to make because I want to make it mobile compatible from the start, which there isn't a lot of resources for. But I'm doing my best! The plan is that I will be posting the next chapter for Patreons in the coming month, and then treat you to a full twine release here on tumblr. I haven't made any rewrites when porting the twine build, but I would like to do that too... so we will see; this plan is not set in stone. I will just have to see how it evolves over the next month. Yes, beta-readers is still on the schedule, just holding off a little while while I wrap my head around this new coding landscape.
Other than that, I have been working on the set aesthetic for ouro, which has been really hard, a lot harder than I expected. You all know I am no wizard when it comes to graphic design, but I want to at least develop a set palette and imagery and portraits that is cohesive to the story. The work is ongoing, and I don't have much to say about it- even though it is taking a lot of my brain power. I'm hoping I can come to some kind of set and in depth conclusion that I am happy with before the twine release, because I want the game to feel like a treat to open up and play; a world to get lost in.
That's it! If you want to see weekly and more in depth dev-logs, you know where to go. I hope you have an amazing day or night, and we will see each other soon. xx
#OUROBOROS#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#twine wip#progress report#dev log#I am SO sorry I haven't been around a lot to answer asks- there is so much work to be done and only so little of me to go around whuhuhuhu#send help lmfao. tuck me into your pocket. keep me safe!!!! I have no idea how people manage all this. But I promise and cross my heart I a#Doing My Best™#other things not mentioned: I have been going through The Stress with my doagy who injured her leg but today we finally took a full hike t#together- she really scared me with how much pain she was in but we made it through 😭 I cannot thank my patreon supporters enough because#your support is making me breathe easy about the upcoming vet bill. why are blood samples so expensive. wah#yeees yees im bursting with butterflies and rainbow emotions. but truly- I can't thank you enough#Onwards! We keep moving!I am so excited for all this-damn all the stress and the insecurities-I am Doing It!!! It is Happening! Wahoo!
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q!tubbo's abandonment fear making him push away hideduo and try to break them up turning into the morning crew split was predicted, but right now that it's actually happening im completely in disbelief, like how did we get here.....
#they could talk it out of this but fit becoming more bitter with each day is not gonna help#im so scared but also so excited i love/hate morning crew angst#qsmp#qsmp pac#qsmp fit#qsmp tubbo#hideduo#qsmp hideduo#qsmp morning crew
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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day 208
ok i know i dont draw myself in color very often so this probably means nothing to yall and will continue to mean nothing going forward but i feel i should disclose that i am blonde now. i think it casts my posts in a different light perhaps, that i am posting while in my Blonde Era.
#day 208#year 4#it me#im basically JUST excited that i managed to bleach my own hair#without it turning out terribly uneven#or like. burning any of my hair off. or getting chemical burns on my scalp. or anything like that!#my hair actually feels.... miraculously strong and soft even having been bleached. probably helps that i dont fuckin do anything to it#ANYWAY. i was just scared to bleach my hair at home for a really long time so it feels like a fun victory to have managed it#ergo i have to brag about it on the internet
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today (or yesterday? cant remember) on instagram i saw a danny phantom animatic that someone made. and im so jrwi pilled that i was watching it with laser focus trying to apply the same song to like william wisp or something. and the thing is is that i dont even KNOW willion wisp. i havent even SEEN prime defenders. i saw 1 character thing about it and 1 animatic and im SO CRAZY that im just like yearning so hard for it all. i need to get patreon like SO SOON before i drive myself insane
#me#jrwi posting#help helppp help help#i need you weird teenagers. i need you in my brain#I NEED TO FINISH RIPTIDE!!!! FIRST!#UUUGH!#i love riptide. dont talk to me#but im scared about finishing it. and i need to watch wonderlust too since its out and all#AUUUGH. SO MUCH! i need prime defenders so bad#i watched the oneshot it was so awkward hahahahaha but its ok it was bizlys first time dming ever#IM SO EXCITED. I NEED TO MEET THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ugh ugh ugh ugh#okay
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got three shifts left in my customer service hell job, then i'll have FOUR whole days off that will mostly be spent unpacking stuff in my new apartment, then master's degree hell (probably hell)) will start, and that will be my next two years set lol
#send me good thoughts please#i'll even take prayers i need all the help i can get#stina.txt#i promise i am excited to start my master#but im also scared lol#i also need to buy a new bed bc we just couldn't get it up the stairs😭#we tried every possible angle but the stairs are so narrow and they have a 90 degree turn in the middle#and also a.. slanted? sloped? ceiling and it was just impossible 🥲#this is gonna be so expensive
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♡♡introooo!!! ---- (≧▽≦)//
woah!! hii!! welcome to my blog!! whaaat!??!! (°ロ°) !
this was made cause i think aggressive anon and worm are really cool and i really liked the idea of making an anon blog, i think was the word?? (and i'm too nervous to just talk on my main),, so yay!! credits to them :DD
i'm really anxious and i'm scared of social interaction,, but with the shield of anon, i feel a little bit more confident now!! yippeee!!! (≧▽≦) (≧▽≦) !!!
pronouns are she/they,, and also BOO!! AGE REVEAL!! i'm 14 WOAHHH!!! GAHH!!!! Σ(°ロ°) Σ(°ロ°)
please please please tell me if anything i do or say upsets or hurts anyone,, it's kinda hard for me to tell tones and i don't wanna be mean or insensitive or anything,, so by all means,, call me out!!
uhhmm,, uhhh,,,, i like art and music and and aaaand turtles that are teenagers and mutants and who also, possibly, maybe live in the sewers (/j) feel free to talk to me about literally anythinggg!!╰(*´︶`*)╯
i think i'll just kinda,, sit here, i guess?? i'll use this to reblog stuffs and post random whatevers,, i will probably pop up somewhere and actually get the somewhat confidence to show my appreciation towards a couple people i've been following on my main that i was too nervous to talk to sooo yah!! im so sorry for making this so long, this took me a while to get the courage to post,, thank you for reading!!!
edit!! i changed my prns from she/her to she/they!! going to try it out for a little and see if it feels right (*´▽`*)!!
tags!!!;; #kittykitty interactions , #kittykitty reblogs , #kittykitty art , #kittykitty asks , #kittykitty rambles , #kittykitty yaps , #kittykitty treasures , #kittykitty hoards , #kittykitty writes
my amazing mooties' tags!!!!;; #rocky!! rocky!!! , #zeepie beepie!!! zeepie deepie!!!! , #big sib aggie!!! , #omg hi frankie!!! hiii!!!! , #woah!! chip is here!! hi chip!!!! // #chippy chip chipper chippzie!! , #the wormiest worm ever!!! , #finnie forevermore!!! finley!!! finn!!! , #woah!! its lykaios!! hii!! , #skrap-a-skrip!! ,, #the loveliest amor!!
#UWEHHHH HELP IM SO NERVOUSSS#theres a lot of people i think are cool here#clinging to the ceilings hoping people dont notice me#very excited but also very scared#and frankie will probably see this so hi frankie!! hii!! haiiii!!!!#okay i will shut up now#explodes#kittykitty interactions#kittykitty reblogs#kittykitty asks#kittykitty art#kittykitty rambles#kittykitty yaps#rocky!! rocky!!!#zeepie beepie!!! zeepie deepie!!!!#big sib aggie!!!#omg hi frankie!!! hiii!!!!#woah!! chip is here!! hi chip!!!!#the wormiest worm ever!!!#finnie forevermore!!! finley!!! finn!!!#woah!! its lykaios!! hii!!#skrap-a-skrip!!#kittykitty treasures#kittykitty hoards#kittykitty writes
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one of the feelings i hate most is feeling anxious with no clear reason. like, if there is a reason to feel anxious, ok, i can deal with that. but just anxiety for anxiety's sake? ugh, what am i supposed to do with that?
another feeling i hate is the autism "something in my routine is changing and i don't know how to deal with it". the only cure for that is time to get used to the new routine, which sucks when you're feeling the anxious-stressed-Off-SomethingIsWrong mix of Fucking With Autism Routine. i don't want to wait for me to get used to it, i'm feeling Bad and i want to fix it now!
#this post brought to you by: i'm finally moving out of home and i'm excited but also Scared#escpecially since just last night i had another Episode of not-hypoglycemia-but-not-Not-hypoglycemia#and im like... i dont want to deal with that w/o my parent near. i mean i'll be living w/ my sisterr and her partner and their friend so -#- im not gonna be living alone but its still. Scary#personal#dogpost#hs' autism#hs' anxiety#ive also been having a lot of trauma nightmares lately so thats not helping
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I've had like the absolute fucking best past 48 hours of my life, I'm getting a little suspicious, should I kill myself rn while I'm peaking? I made out with a guy a little sloppy style, got drunk w friends, made a fire as hell apple spice cake (also drunk), had sex, hung out with puppies, and then got to see tHE FUCKING GODDAMN NORTHERN LIGHTS WITH MY NAKED EYE, SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS, A SHOOTER IN MY SYSTEM, AND A PUPPY IN MY ARMS LIKE HELL-FUCKING-O DOES IT GET BETTER THAN THIS IM ON CLOUD NINE BABEYYY
#I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED SUCH JOY BEFORE IN MY LIFE#IM JUST CONSTANTLY FINDING MYSELF SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT#GENUINELY HIGH ON LIFE RN#THIS IS CRAZY. YOU GUYS LIVE LIKE THIS???? YHIS IS WHAT BEING HAPPY FEELS LIKE??????#THIS IS SO AWESOME#i was just blasting music in my earbuds last night dancing around my room alone i couldnt help it i was so excited about. everything.#AND I GET TO GO TO CIRCUS CLASS WITH MY FRIENDS LATER TODAY AND I GET TO SEE MY GOOD PUPPY FRIEND GINO THIS WEEKEND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN#MONTHS AND THEN MAYBE MONDAY I GET TO HAVE SEX AGAIN EVERYTHING IS AWESOME AND THE BEST#cautiously optimistic im a little bit so scared rn why is everything so the best#:)#guys. guys this is so awesome.#🤸
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