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#in cleaning my room yesterday I activated some of the like. dormant dust that was laying around and i didn’t get much sleep last night#bc i was just coughing and wheezing and stuff. i got the rest of it this morning but I still feel like shit and i don’t wanna go to class#i feel like i can’t#i know im lucky but i feel like im always sick or something is always in pain or im fatigued. It’s a wonder i get anything done#I think im suffering from senioritis even though i still have grad school#i’m just so so tired#my prof was wearing a mask last class which isn’t normal in my area and like. good on her for wearing it but if she’s sick she shouldn’t#come to school#idk why (actually i do it’s capitalism) it’s so normalized to keep going to school and work even if you’re sick#like you can’t miss for menstrual cramps or allergies even if they get debilitating. can’t miss for a mental health crisis#i’ve had coworkers throw up mid shift and keep working bc they can’t afford to clock out#i feel like it’s only acceptable to stay home sick if you’re continuously throwing up aka not useful for the business#ugh#rose.txt#tw vent
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‘You were my new dream’ or however the fuck that scene went
#I will now proceed to sleep for a million years#I put so much effort into this I feel like I just ran a marathon oh my GOD#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#my art#digital art#painting#digital painting#fanart#jayce talis#viktor arcane#artists on tumblr#art#jayvik#I actually can’t believe I was able to make this tbh#made viktors eyes shine for fun but also to make him look more like mel#gotta love those sweet sweet parallels
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sorry danny, sam will never think you’re cool
#danny phantom#danny fenton#sam manson#theres some ocs#college au#sam’s goth book club#i feel like she’d make a lot of good friends at a college#the trio has a highly rehearsed excuse for danny being weird#nobody has any idea what ecto-contamination is bc it doesn’t exist#ghosts are common-ish knowledge by now and amity is the known epicenter#stranger: holy shit your hand just went through that wall#danny: yeah it’s a medical condition :(#fentonworks is in on it too#for credibility#too bad the goths wanted vampires#moving to a new city did wonders for dannys popularity though#he’s got a lot he’s hiding so he can’t really take advantage#he probably knows more people number wise#but has less friends than sam#Tucker has a thriving social media life#but doesn’t get out much#hence that technus comic#can’t believe I finished this#lit took a whole ass week#hahahaha
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the imagery in this part of the ep was actually insane like this is genuinely beautiful










#MY COVEN 😭😭😭#agatha’s makes me feel things that i can’t describe#didn’t include billy’s cause his wasn’t a direct parallel to his card like the others were#agatha all along#lilia calderu#patti lupone#alice wu gulliver#ali ahn#jennifer kale#sasheer zamata#agatha harkness#kathryn hahn#rio vidal#aubrey plaza#mcu#marvel#marvel cinematic universe#agatha all along spoilers#aaa spoilers
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Hey tumblr.
I want to share a post from The Guardian that was published today.
“Inside the building, staffers said that Doge cultivated a culture of fear.
“It’s an extreme version of ‘who do you trust, when and how?’” said Kristina Drye, a speechwriter at the agency, who watched dozens of senior colleagues escorted out of the building by security. “It felt like the Soviet stories that one day someone is beside you and the next day they’re not.”
People started meeting for coffee blocks away because “they didn’t feel safe in the coffee shops here to even talk about what’s going on”, she added.
“I was in the elevator one morning and there was an older lady standing beside me and she had glasses on and I could see tears coming down under her glasses and before she got off her elevator she took her glasses off, wiped her eyes, and walked out,” she said. “Because if they see you crying, they know where you stand.””
Everyone should read this article about “DOGE” tearing apart USAID (and then read more reporting about how they are being allowed to do the same to other US federal entities). Elon Musk and his minions are violating our highest laws and destroying lives and livelihoods in the US and abroad. USAID is less than 1% of the federal budget— this isn’t about cost-cutting or “investigating fraud”. It’s about cruelty and seeing how much unlawful devastation and psychological warfare they can get away with, with the intention to repeat this process at one federal agency after another. They already have access to IT systems at the Treasury, NOAA, and other agencies, and have taken over OPM (essentially HR for the federal government), using the latter to send demeaning and threatening e-mail blasts to civil servants.
I’m urging everyone who reads this to recognize what’s happening here and how abhorrent and frightening it is. I wager that even most people who wanted Trump back didn’t want a centibillionaire technocrat making unilateral decisions on which parts of the federal government to “feed into the wood chipper” (as he has described his team’s actions at USAID in a recent post on X, The Everything App).
Please call your elected representatives and urge them to act against Musk now— before his actions make our legislative branch totally irrelevant.
I’ve been seeing posts about Musk’s coup-in-progress going around on here, but I feel like a lot of people still aren’t aware of the extent of it, and I really want to help get the word out. I’m heartsick for all the civil servants at USAID and beyond. Some of them, their unions, and some Democratic congresspeople and others are speaking out, but these workers need us everyday Americans to speak out for them, too.
Thank you for reading. And anyone who isn’t American, please keep us in your thoughts.
#us politics#elon musk#I can’t sleep well and I can’t draw#I feel like we’re in a nightmare#how did it get so dark so fast#the tone of this is a little stiffer than I’d usually address a tumblr audience#but I did write this originally for FB#where thanks to the algo like… three people will see it probably
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JONATHAN ARCHIVIST IS NOT STUPID SQUAD I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU
#that’s 👏 what 👏 we’ve 👏 been 👏 SAYING#GOD i can’t believe the arguments i’ve seen from people insisting jon is stupid#it feels like another life#anyway people like to blame horror protags for whatever happens to them#simply bc it was a bad result#tma#jonathan sims#the magnus archives
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i could be a good mother!!! please. i could be a good mother.
#sometimes i think id be shit bc#like#cus parents !!#but like#i know i could be#eventually#but idk if i want kids#but i do so bad#but like i don’t#i feel like i can’t#oopsies#just had a life crisis in the tags!! 🤭🤭#i’m too young to think about this stuff
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bugs when you lift up a rock
#jumping in between the persona games is such a curse oh my god#i’m playing p4 actively simultaneously watching tumblr user haliai play p3 and in addition hyperfixating over p5#it’s just reference after reference after reference i can’t catch a break 😭#shoutout to the justice arcana‼️ gotta be one of my favs‼️ go featherman and dead moms am i right?#anyway i want to play p5 again soon for akechi…..missing him very badly i wish p4 had a character like him#“but adachi—!” nuh uh doesn’t count#ANYWAY AUGHHHHHH shuake save me shuake…….actually missing them like a bitch 🙏🏼#everything reminds me of them#if i think abt them for too long i genuinely start to feel sick#persona 5 royal#p5r#persona 5#p5#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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The true meaning behind FNAF princess quest
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#fnaf gregory#princess quest#security breach#I actually really like princess quest#especially its main theme is so good#I haven’t done any comics on it just yet because I didn’t know exactly what to do#people still have pretty intense theory fights about PQ#which I never wanna step on toes I’m an artist not a theorist#BUT I GOT this idea#I never really considered how Gregory and Vanessa feel about the game?#I feel like Vanessa in some way knows it’s about her#BUT GREGORY? doesn’t see it#to him she’s nothing like princess BAHAH#TO BE fair she has tired killing him before#kid can’t help but be a lil blunt 🩵
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can’t share much more of this WIP, but god I love drawing these two 🥹🥰
#this is from my short comic in that radioapple anthology I was telling y’all about the other day#also I fucking love clip studio paint#it’s still challenging but the more tutorials I watch the more I love it#I can’t wait to get more adept with it#in other news#remember when the us would k*ll nazis?#that was super cool I feel like the us should do that again :)#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#radioapple#lucifer hazbin#Lucifer Morningstar
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Just a ball of curiosity and a threat to no one.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#I feel like I’ve already seen them in this meme already#but can’t for the life of me rmb#had to draw it for myself anyway suishdi#it fits them well#manfred is too cute with his lil gremlin noises#and Emmy is just such a dear
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what was the best and/or your favourite film that you watched for the first time this year?
#tough bc I watched about 160 films for the first time this year…#and dont feel like u can’t name multiple because im about to say SEVERAL:#Lawrence of arabia / a woman under the influence / 12 angry men / the good the bad and the ugly
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recently, Israel sent down hellfire missiles near a hospital in Gaza, which are missiles that explode into blades that slam down and cut through anything in their way. (link)

There is a video of a man with his legs newly amputated, screaming in a pool of his own blood. I won’t share the video, because it made me vomit into a toilet, but either trust me it exists or go look for it yourselves.
There is another video of a young girl, crying silently after her legs were blown off in an explosion. She explains tonelessly to the camera man that she doesn’t want fake legs because they’ll just remind her of her real ones. She is 13. (link)
A hospital is told to evacuate and they do, all the while waving white flags in a show of surrender. The IDF shoot at them anyway. (link)

Meanwhile in Israel - they begin to enforce one of the most draconian anti-free-speech laws in history.



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Israel also claims to be the “only democracy in the Middle East”.
Israel has bombed hospitals, fishing boats, schools, refugee camps, power sources, water tanks, evacuation routes. They have killed 80% of Palestinian journalists, they have killed 100 UN workers, they have murdered over 4,000 children in 34 days. Because of the lack of food and water, Palestinians have begun to die from starvation, cholera.
If you still support Israel after all this, I believe you’re completely lost. Utterly without any humanity. Nothing could ever excuse this.
In Australia, there is an ongoing list of protests planned, as well as a permanent camp out being set up in Naarm/Melbourne to block Israeli transport company ZIM from shipping weapons. Congressional staffers in the US are finally being gotten through to - in spite of their rampant greed and long-suffering inhumanity, even they can recognise when their phones won't stop ringing with people saying flat out they'll never vote for them again.
Find resources to help Palestine globally at Ceasefiretoday.com
#I just have no words#how can you heal this kind of inhumanity#and I know Israel does not represent the interests of all Jewish people. I know there are Israelis who oppose the genocide full heartedly.#i honestly try to see israel as an entity separate from judaism as a whole bc every anti-zionist jew ive seen in protest denounces it.#says it goes against all the values they hold#and the power that jews who stand against this genocide have#ill just be forever grateful to their bravery to stand against these horrors even though it could alienate them from their peers.#even though i know now israel tries to integrate itself as much as it can in the jewish identity.#how they affirm that netanyahu does NOT speak for them#but the circles everyone keeps running in talking about whether or not israel IS committing genocide (it is)#or whether its committing war crimes (it is and many times over)#how worldleaders wont even say the word ceasefire like its fucking cursed#i feel like we're all being collectively gaslit#I just can’t comprehend all this suffering and having the power to stop it and not DOING ANYTHING#israel#gaza#free palestine#palestine
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something so fucked up about Chat Noir’s whole deal is that he is in a lot of ways Adrien playing a character. Like Adrien picked up his miraculous and was told he’d be a superhero so he was like “ok, time to act like a superhero!” and he lets himself have fun w it and play up the role and let loose and kind of just allow himself to be silly and goofy and have fun and for once in his life not care about performing Perfection™.
But. But none of the other characters KNOW THAT. So everyone just sees Chat Noir and is like “look at this guy’s ego. He’s so full of himself. Surely it’d be fair to knock him down a few pegs” without being aware of how few pegs he actually HAS. He’s like the “insecure character who overcompensates in ego” trope except he’s really not doing it unironically, he’s just having a fun LARP pretending to have self worth in his off-hours but nobody else is on the same page about it being a game and he refuses to tell them. He just dramatically pouts about it and lets them laugh and pretends like he’s not internalizing it and it is almost 3 am and my brain forced me to write this instead of sleeping I’m gonna take a melatonin
#writing this my brain was like: what if he actually likes it?#what if he likes people openly criticizing him in ways nobody actually does to Adrien agreste?#because Adrien Agreste is perfect and can do no wrong. maybe he enjoys being insulted or something#and then I remembered chat noirs multiple breakdowns about feeling unworthy and yknow what yeah I don’t think he likes it LOL#do normal people actually fall asleep when they lie down#if you can’t tell I recently decided to make my random ml musings your guys’ business instead of keeping it to myself#hope you enjoy#buggachatter
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Alucard [2021]
#castlevania#castlevania fanart#alucard#castlevania alucard#castlevania nocturne#castlevania nocturne fanart#castlevania netflix#sotn#castlevania sotn#daeyumi art#i drew this back in 2021 for the og castlevania netflix s4 release#and tbh i think it was my best piece for a really long time after- i’m still proud of it today#like u know that feeling where none of ur other work at the time was up to a particular level#but u drew or created smthn so far beyond ur skill level at the time that even years later ur like. ‘how did i draw that then’#this is that piece for me#anyways i can’t believe i never posted it here#i guess just bc it’s so old at this point#anyways happy castlevania nocturne s2 release i’ve rly been enjoying the season so far
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He’s totally a Bat
Danny Fenton is a new student at Gotham University, and he’s got secrets to hide.
But everyone knows what the biggest one is. He’s terrible at hiding it.
He’s obviously the civilian identity of one of the city’s vigilantes.
Black hair and blue eyes? Check.
Around the right height? Check.
Surprisingly strong? Check.
Has experience in martial arts? Check.
Knows tech well (which would make sense for their gadgets)? Check.
Has weirdly good reflexes and situational awareness? Check.
Clearly doesn’t actually feel threatened by rogue attacks? Check.
Has very strong opinions about certain rogues and aspects of vigilante work that sound like they come from experience? Check.
Often very tired, like a vigilante working at night would likely be? Check.
Occasionally misses class or comes in late without a proper reason? Check.
Definitely is hiding things about his past and personal life? Check.
It all lines up. Yeah, there’s a possible flaw in that no one ever saw him around Gotham prior to that year, but that could easily be explained by something like homeschooling.
The only argument his schoolmates still have is which vigilante he is. They’ve even got a betting pool going about it with a sizable amount of money on the line.
…and all the while, Danny is blissfully unaware of any of this. He’s enjoying his college life and the greatly reduced number of ghost things to deal with (not none, but few enough that he’s only occasionally late or missing sleep)
#has someone done this yet?#i feel like someone must have but i can’t recall seeing it in this way#mistaken identity#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom x dc crossover#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp prompt#dp x dc prompt#dpxdc prompt
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