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CHARLINKTOBER 1- Tout contre toi / Snuggled against you (Palet #3)
A piece on loneliness when your husband and headmate is fronting with no connection to inner.
These couple months, Jake was front stuck and completely cut off inner. Being away from him was a bit painful and I needed to vent that out.
Second piece was Jake's original idea, a good old Dirkjakehal to soothe the soul!
Charlinktober is a challenge proposed by @/charlie_genmor on Instagram
#mod dirk#my art#dav#homestuck#inktober 2023#inktober#did#osdd#i don't know how to tag lol#sorry#next day will be more cheerful#hopefully#hope is more of a jake thing tho
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We had a quest to give some (42) tank tops to a nearby settlement. Kwahu is a fast crafter, and we had lots of bison wool from our pet bison, Tequila, so we decided to take it. Why not?
Now we have allies! That's nice. They still get upset when we yeet toxic wastepacks into the ocean, though :(
So, remember that baby we have in cryptosleep? We haven't done anything with her yet because we were building a room (and also our dog died, then our triplet died, then we had a potentially dangerous creepjoiner, then we lost some limbs... It's been a hectic quadrum, okay??).
However, with the addition of a masterwork crib and a lick of paint, the room is finally ready, and so are the boys...
Of course, we couldn't have a baby without one last reprimand from Mechi. I wonder what the Jones boys will decide to call their new ward? đ€
I suppose we'll find out next time...
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This episode of "A Mechanitor's Message" is brought to you by...
... AugustĂn the Boomrat, who just arrived today and will keep me company while I play through the rest of the series,
and...
... These friendly little stars I made at work today and left sitting on a desk for one of my coworkers to hopefully find and surely be delighted by đ
#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#slightly more polished art than usual#Our first allies!!#Can you believe it??#our misanthropic bois have FRIENDS at last!!#good ol' bribery#never fails#now we just have to not piss them off with TOO much pollution and we'll be golden#also hooray for the baby!#And three cheers to Wire for it's artistic depiction of itself nearly being crushed#good job Wire#I'm sure the baby will love that#I look forward to the next chapter of âthe Jones boys struggle with their new roles as adopted unclesâ#I'm sure they'll do great#I love you AugustĂn the Boomrat#and the stars make me laugh#have a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious day!! <3 <3 <3
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Done with our favorite Spider-Boy! Spiderling? Spider... What was his name again?
Avengers paper cutout 6/?
#avengers paper cutout project#art#sorry it's been FOREVER since I did a thing for this series lol#lowkey I've had this done for like... a month... maybe 2 months...?#and just didn't post it because I wasn't 100% happy with it#but well. when someone has a bad day and you want to cheer them up a little you can't be chasing perfection I guess#I also want to do more bird art soon!#just haven't been feeling creative lately due to Certain Life Events:tm:#but today was the first decent day I've had in a while where I didn't go home and then immediately fall into a doom scroll spiral on the co#the couch#stupid tag word limit#anyway yeah hopefully you'll be hearing a little more from me soonish#and by soonish i mean like another 2 weeks probably...#look even when I'm feeling decent I am SLOOOOOOW at this lmao#uhh anyway there's only natasha left out of the OG6 so she's up next#actually probably similar color scheme for peter assuming it'll be a black gun on the hourglass bg#but I kinda hate the black lol it makes the edges look so bad!#we'll see maybe I'll find a picture of her with a different looking gun and use that as an excuse#enough tag rambling I need to post this and then get ready for bed lol#hope y'all enjoy my silly little art#which i guess is kinda seasonally appropriate now??#IGNORE MY RAMBLING UP THERE THIS WAS MY SECRET PLAN ALL ALONG MHM MHM I PLANNED THIS SO WELL
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im into reverse now...
#HEAR ME OUT.. sonetto and matilda are sun and moon dynamic...but a really interesting one#because usually (not always!) we see sun as bright and cheering person and Matilda appears to be one (she even has such voiceline#i mean sonetto is usually here to help others and share her warm and light while matilda is more about herself (which is not bad#âa glorious sun as bright as matildaâ#and sonetto in more reserved.... she seems to be the quiet one here... like moon#yET... they have the symbols of sun and moon in them... sonetto has warm palette +her parade coctume portraying really sunny day#while matilda has colder palette and deals with moon when she is making divinations#next important aspect that...matilda is really influenced by sonetto.. not talking about her obv crush on her...but also in motivation way#matilda wants to be the center of the school like sonetto - the best student. she even got in school partly because of sonetto..#i believe her headband were inspired by sonettos as well... she takes things that were originally sonetto's and reflects it in herself#like moon reflects the sun's light#plus due to matilda's how to say...self-centered (in neutral way) attitude she hasn't yet shared much with others unlike sonetto has#i dont say matilda never helped anyone because its not true... i hope you got me#sonetto impacts others way more than matilda lets say this#to conclude matilda is the moon who really wants to be the sun and sonetto is the sun who sometimes wishes she was the moon#thanks for coming to my tedtalk#also fat matilda yay!#reverse 1999#re: 1999#reverse matilda#matilda bouanich#reverse sonetto#sonetto#also mesmer is my favorite character after matilda#mesmer jr#my art#fat art#fat positivity#fat matilda#fat mesmer
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peachyville horror has done Something to my psyche and i dont know if i enjoy it only bcs its slow and painful ......... for the first time in my life im sitting here, 5 days before a new episode is coming out, and im getting excited about it being dndads tuesday soon
#like. in no other media#ever#no matter how much ive loved it#have i sat down and thought âoh god i wish it would be x day already so the next episode would come outâ.#i tend to be fucking awful at consuming media#im a perfectionist at it#i overthink even fucking watching my favourite show (do i really want to rn should i save it for later am i awake enough etc)#but for tph im literally sitting here giddy thinking about tuesday#its so weird#it was sorta the same with s2 too but i got on board of s2 a bit later when things were already pretty dark#and i am SUUUUCH a sucker for happy go lucky funny media#like i fucking loved s2 (obviously) but listening to it was always also a bit more Serious than tph? idk how to explain#i just super like tph and it cheers me up a lot and at least now when theres no heady stuff going on its so relaxing and SO FUN#anyway#dndads#dungeons and daddies#the peachyville horror
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five stages of grief but itâs five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew itâs from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that itâs very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year iâve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so weâve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and iâm not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and itâs EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: canât stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didnât reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didnât talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc itâs the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didnât say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that âthey forgotâ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to âsurpriseâ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now iâm second guessing everything theyâre saying bc i thought we were friends and thereâs no reason why friends canât send each other#flowers or whatever but theyâve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#iâm never outright romantic with anyone?? plus weâre FRIENDS i should have no reason to think thatâs changed#but theyâre being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i donât NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and theyâre like no itâs serious bro whatâs serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they donât reply straight up in their next texts iâm gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah iâm overthink getting flowers bc whatâs the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think theyâre from a partner or something
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most relaxed girl in the world (who wants to kill you). everyone say hiii elias
#MY DARK URGE CHARACTER EVERYBODY. CUE RAUCOUS CHEERING FROM THE STANDS (my 5 followers on this account)#I wanted to doodle some more ideas for her hair and try to figure out her armour etc but it was taking forever and I was impatient#so here is my first attempt at figuring out her face !! and one of these days once I've done a bit more of her playthrough I'll post some#writing. so far I have just over 10k words and none of it is very good lol#design notes: her face is inspired by statues of saints. I'm going hard on the religious connotations apparently#the krumau madonna was particularly helpful. thank you whichever artist carved it#she always has this exact expression. the slight mona lisa smile. her face CAN do other things but it looks weird when it does#and the little scribble next to her is her name in elian script. too perfect not to pass up#in this universe it is a cipher that she invented and almost no-one else knows I decided#ANYWAY. bedtime#oc tag#elias tag#bg3#baldur's gate 3#dark urge#my art#durge#fay draws
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This mornings sunrise was so gorgeous because of the smoke and now everything is sepia.... anyways logging off 𫧠will be starting a new book today havent decided what yet .... need to do some laundry and shower too. Also getting really into like lemon and honey in hot water so looking forward to having some of that :D okay byeee hope everyone has a nice week xoxo love you blog squad <3<3<3
#more three pixel photos from my shitty little digital camera clap and cheer#im also on period day 2 so keep me in your thoughts and prayers.... but my mother is fucking off to the uk for the next 2 weeks so yayyyyyy#l#september 2024
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I actually like the last chapter. I think the ideas are very good. I have my qualms on how some things were managed, as I always do, but I think shonen authors get tangled in the expectations of a shonen to the point it jeopardises their writing, often even when they're not lacking in skills
#I think the nothingnessâ the absenceâ the moving on despite everythingâ... is a good if heartbreaking idea#and we do see snippets of it throughout the entire mangaâ yet I think it is mostly lacking in execution#I like the quiet ways in which we see the characters mourn. How Megumi laughs at the letterâ#how Shoko muses about how Satoru should have let her take care of Geto's bodyâ the faint smile when Megumi agreesâ#how Shoko quits smoking againâ Yuuji giving this person hope and a second chanceâ making a reference to him not being executedâ#and giving Sukuna too a chance for him to take one day a different path#All those are very good ideas and all those are very moving quiet ways of grieving. But. It feels in general so lacking#There's so much of everything else in contrastâ even things that have way less importance narratively than this most of the timeâ#that it feels lacking. Especially with how one has to dig to find these things. There's so much that could have been done with the same idea#And done so much better. But the idea is good. The absences are good. The quiet presences are good.The nothingness is good if bitter and sad#But it could have been written better#I also think this ending with Yuuji apparently knowing about Sukunaâ his liesâ his little hint of softnessâ the potential second pathâ...#makes even more believable why he'd try at all to offer him a second chance. And I love that Yuuji knows him and I love that he still...#leaves the door open for that second chance to occur at some point. Trusting that Sukuna would walk that other path next time#And I love that without openly acknowledging Gojo he demonstrates that he hasn't forgotten him in his acting#How he gives that guy a second chanceâ how he jokes about him not getting executedâ how he wants to make sure peopleâ 'problem children'â#don't get left behind. He doesn't mimick Gojo in his power but in this flippant but caring aspect and thus he's not forgotten#I do like this. It's heartbreaking. Gojo's desire to be forgotten is bittersweet as it's in a way a desire for... normalcy and humanity#To be surpassed. It goes well with how Gege says Gojo can do anything and thus why he does nothingâ not even hobbiesâ#to leave something for the future generations and not being another wall in their achievements#Gojo's desire to be forgotten is in line with the constancy of his writing when it comes to being drunk on his status#and yet resentful of his loneliness. It's a mix of being left behind and not being left behind#For being left behind and forgotten would mean he is more like the rest. Just another step forwards#And he'd have done what he wanted to achieve. Sorcerers can't stop a long while to grieve but Yuuji takes his words and actions#into consideration and steps forwards. Does the same. Fulfills Gojo's expectations. Walks towards the future. And that's the legacy Gojo#wanted and not going down in history as a legend or the strongest. He was just a teacher. Like Yaga was. He was not even the principal#Just a teacher. His roleâ the role he chose for himselfâ has been fulfilled. Now all this could have done way better#Something of Yuta and Megumi given their dynamics with Gojo would have been good. But I guess Gojo's 'at least one' works well#with Yuuji being the one doing the work. Yuuji was also ontologically alienated since birth and still he too remained cheerful and flippant#despite being so lonely so I guess the final parallel is intentional. But it could have been managed better still. The idea is good though
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billions also comedy gold presenting winston as a scapegoat for abuse culture fans when it's like but hey it can't be actual scapegoating if you Enjoy It or consider it Justified or experience Reassurance from Its Opportunity For A Group Cohesion Substitute For A Cohesion Based On An Inherent Equal Degree Of Belonging, The Absence Of Which Allows For, Encourages, Reinforces, & Rewards Scapegoating
it can't be Bullying if someone's Weird or you Just Don't Personally Like Them or Nobody's Actually Stopping You, Maybe At Least If They Don't See Too Much Of It, Maybe Others Are Supporting It
it can't be Abuse if you're just doing things Normally or are Following Rules or Aren't Feeling Malicious And Aren't Getting Divine Revelations Otherwise and probably it's just that a lot of abnormal people are being whiny &/or unfair &/or the Real malicious ones. kinda just like how that scapegoat is the real person ruining everything and really just forcing you to treat them like this
#might note hardly limited to billions; the series doing bog standard suffocatingly common [Being Normal can't be abusive] replication#nor is their Unaware Replication Of [it can't be ableist if i'm not reacting to ppl who walked up & said Hi I'm Autistic]#well abuse & traumatic treatment can't be Everywhere. like how umm sexism can't be everywhere. neither can white supremacy. ableism. cmon.#oh please not everything can be political. Just Be Normal. which makes it ''apolitical.''#now we all agree abuse can't ever be made palatable; insulated; easy. now ppl doing it never said it wasn't That bad.#if they did they must have been maliciously lying. whereas when i say it can't have been That bad; i mean it :)#and if that person says it was; well they must be lying. or clueless. or a pussy. or scheming to destroy me. Must be. Gotta#& we wouldn't be able to look around & see contexts of imbalance. who's vulnerable. who's life gets smaller. who's supported automatically#who's supported if someone even posits they May have done anything like No; Impossible; now instantly definitely get their ass#you can just go on all day about the ''um i'm just the Realistic Normality vessel'' arguments made boundlessly in bad faith#being like ohh Everyday Interactions / ''Normal'' Semi/Public Situations Can't Be Uncomfortable Imbalanced Dangerous Abusive....#if they are that must be So Rare & created only by Rare Bad Actors with Malicious Mens Rea (itself a great concept to make any act Okay)#something framed as Extreme must be an outlier. could never be part of everyone's everyday life & some much more than others.#could never be what's defined as Normal (associated with Superiority) like how Abuse can't be shit i'd think of as Normal#like how damn if ya don't just wanna kill the autistic coworker and everyone agrees & would clap & cheer if you did And That's Great#you'd have to feel Weird / Abnormal about it! b/c Weirdness & Abnormality is what's bad!#like the autism or the cptsd (the Real abuse can only be: inflicting the existence of a victim's survival skills on Superior Normals)#or whatever else gets pathologized with Polite ABA arguments about how it's not ''social skills'' so hide it or suffer the consequences#winston billions#having that perspective too like oh [our blessed successful conformity] [their barbaric xyz Issues]#if the best you can argue for or against smthing is as Normal or Weird respectively like. no. what's behind that door#the authority figure/s who must be supported lest this all crumble. vs the ruinerrrrrr#billions recognizing winston & tuk the next most shitted on would probably get along & have a mutually supportive friendship#billions also recognizing that mutual support better not be Allowed to get that far. lest this all crumble#like look see we Knew it. we knew the bottom tier ppl who don't really belong in the group who we bully & scapegoat are Always Ruining It.
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I would like for life to stop hurting for a little while. Maybe. Pretty please.
#speculation nation#this sounds emo but im just in literal pain right now#geeze what a week this week has been. but i got through it.#thinking ahead... hm. i need to go back over my school stuff. i dont remember any huge deadlines due next week#and that cant be right. theres always Something.#oh right i do have an assignment due. tho it's not a huge one.#i have a project due the week after next week that i'll need to work on. but itll be mostly class time for that.#got another assignment for my persuasion project due... i think the week after next? wont be too hard tho.#and i need to really get to work on reading my books for gender communication. it's almost the end of october.#soooooo somehow i DONT have any huge deadlines this coming week. thats so strange and abnormal.#if i was responsible id work on my reading over the weekend. or do more cleaning.#but i'll be fucking honest kitten im at the end of my fucking rope#probably the sleep deprivation and hellish 9.5 day of bodily torture. i hurt.#i will feel more hopeful and happy go lucky later.#i keep trying to point at all the nice clean apartment to cheer myself up but i am just like. this is my torture chamber. no happy.#i will grab some food and then play the sims 2. and then i will feel better.
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Random unrelated OC drawings from the second half of this year that I didn't post until now \o/
#mydrawings#MyCharacters#last-day-of-the-year-cleaning-the-files have some arts#i'm shy so i don't post about these guys often but rest assured they live in my head rent-free#i really like that littol Morgue drawing actually it cheers me up#i find it very funny next to the spookier ones asdfgh#the downside of Bisig becoming more popular is that now i'm less inclined to share non-Bisig art because not as many people seem interested#AH WELL#it's a me problem isn't it XD
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life update !!
#off to do an art degree in september (everyone cheer)#which means moving 5 hours away???? hopping from one small town to a slightly bigger one that's right next to the sea!!#gonna be living off chip cones and pints im calling it rn#2 weeks ago we adopted the sweetest lab pup in the world#name is technically teddy but primarily goes by sunshine or fat boy depending on the time of day#his current love is kfc gravy#which is valid#current games im playing are ts4 (on my 5 week straight which is crazy man) sdv acnh fortnite and minecraft#with some dabbling back into friv#bc what else is there to do in life other than miss what life used to be like?????#turn 20 this year!!!!#hashtag scared#started getting tattoos and more piercings too!!#cherry.txt#dl
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Coworker informed me that she will now be coming into the office every Wednesday and Thursday!!!
#need coffee first#coworker is a tad to cheerful in the morning#now she will be in the office every week#im going to need extra coffee those days#she is a nice person but she talks more than me#and fast one subject on to next with out a break
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I've told you this before but you are an inspiration to me to keep going when I'm lost in the darkness. You're apologetically you and I admire that a lot. You're passionate about your projects and I will always be your biggest cheerleader to see you through to the end of Captain's story.
ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CANâT REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.
#asks answered#I recall very thoroughly our conversation#It's because of that I have more reason to rise like a phoenix from my ashes#It's why I can lose sleep and feel like I haven't#My passion has transcended to a whole new level#People are fearful of the next age of AI. They believe they'll usurper us humans.#But no matter what a factory produces.#What is engineered the level of emotions that is conveyed in the human spirit is BOUNDLESS.#I believe I'm starting to see why we were created in images of our gods#We're able to reach infinity.#To create worlds through stories and offer unity in trying times. We're powerful.#I don't think any AI can ever defeat me. In the way I feel anymore#Their speed and reaction time the ability to function may overwhelm me#But I will create a universe in which they cannot ever be programmed to overtake.#From my soul and spirit alone I will carve my story#Emotions and stories all through the lens I've written and to yet write.#And even if I'm still here writing these stories with no audience. Or you do move on! I will have these cheers saved and use them#To prevail over all my dark days that may come#Or wanting to stop I'll find a way to write these stories until I'm beaten and can't get up anymore#You deserve a hug <3#Thank you for yourself!
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my partner and i broke up so I am now going to be a slut (I am emotionally incapable of being a slut)
#we were on a break with a time limit and they decided to call it off before the time limit#so to some extent this was inevitable#because why would we be on a break if we were compatible?#im such an idiot for believing someone who couldn't commit to me after several months could commit to me after 2 more months#i don't even know if i truely believed it or if i was lying to myself to try and delay my heart break#after we broke up i downloaded dating apps to see if they would cheer me up#because they apparently cheer him up! give him the validation i couldn't!#but they didn't cheer me up#they made me feel worse#because thats not how i experience connection and validation#and it doesn't make sense to me that anyone does#they probably have several dates already scheduled!#whenever we broke up the first time he went on a date with another person litterally the same day!#and then a few days later they hit me up like hey i miss you would you like to come over and talk things out#and i fucking did! like an idiot !!#and i know that if they try that again anytime in the next month (break time limit i set) im going to fucking fold again!#because im a romantic who believes in giving people chances#they are a great person and were a great partner i am just emotional right now
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