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run,run,and then fly away!

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always remember gay men are the reason we dont have to pay for public bathrooms in canada

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☀️ VEIT-SYDÄMEN 🌑

i feel like the finnish version of this song is so underrated 😭 i honestly like the lyrics to this one most prolly Also this is a jester/medieval au for my ocs 🫶 theyre about 18-19yrs old in it when Things Go Wrong 🫶🫶🫶

translation in case u cant read the font under the cut:

💛: "i wanted to give you my all back then"

💙: "and, of course, that i did gift you"

💛: over your shoulder, i watched the horizon"

💙 "and, as you laughed, you did it to me."

💙: "you stole my heart."

💛: "you stole my heart!"

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francis farnsworth i love you forever

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Francis knows how much folks appreciate fast service! 🛎️

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HMMM. how fucking interesting is it that i can talk about tits and fucking and blood and everything under the sun on this account, and the second i post a photo to the trans tag, i get hit with a content label. hm. fucking interesting.

fucking pray tell what about this post is explicit. good fucking god.

@staff what the fuck is so nsfw about this post can u explain

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Everything I did for this episode was inspired by and dedicated to these two people standing on this stage beside me. A year ago, we were broken, drunk, and defeated. Today, we stand triumphant, glorious!

Game Changer 6x03 "Sam Says 3" | 7x01 "One Year Later"

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tragedy that i haven't seen anyone post this clip from the latest make some noise

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Izzy Roland once asked me, "Is this a kink?" And my response to her was, "I don't know."

Game Changer 7x01 "One Year Later"

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yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to

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i must take painkillers. painkillers are the pain killer

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im still losing it over the "how did high schoolers write 600 word essays before chatgpt" post. 600 words. that is nothing. that is so few words what do you mean you can't write 600 words. 600 words. this post right here is 45 words.

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Things People Don’t Mention About Top Surgery or Mastectomies

There is reluctance to do the surgery if you live alone, even if you have a good support system. One of the most stressful things was the hospital constantly asking about who would be looking after me, picking me up, etc. I really felt the bias towards people who are married and against people who are single. I don’t think it was intentional but it was definitely there. That being said you will definitely need a robust support system of some kind to get through everything in the first 4 -8 weeks or more after surgery. 

All your pill bottles will have safety caps and you won’t have the strength to open them on your own without a lot of struggling.

There are soooo many medications. Take them as prescribed and when they say take the level of pain meds you need to manage your pain, do it. I got opiods and ibuprofen. If the pain is bad 5-7+ on the 1-10 scale take the stronger meds. Pain can slow healing by causing stress on the body.

Drains are a pain in the ass. Every hour pushing the hoses so they don’t clog. Major drag but they are very important and if they get clogged it can cause issues

Sleeping sitting up, prepare for this. Lots of pillows or recliner or something. Practice for a week or more before surgery to get used to it. 

Sleep as much as you need. Don’t feel like you should stay awake or whatever because you are supposed to or it is day time or whatever. Listen to your body.

Drink lots and lots of fluids. You may think you are drinking enough but you probably aren’t. The fluid in the drains and the medicines and peeing all the time and sweating from the tight wrap. You need to replace all of this fluid. I think I have been up around 80+ oz the past few days.

The month before and a month after surgery eat a high protein and higher calorie diet. It will help with surgery and recovery. You need the energy and the protein to recover. 

Cut out added salt, caffiene, alcohol, and nicotine before surgery and during recovery. All of these can increase fluid retention, slow healing, or be dangerous with the meds.

Your chest will feel very strange. At first you can’t feel anything and then the skin feels tight everywhere and still strange. The recovery process feels real weird. Your whole torso feels kind of bizarre and new.

Ask all the questions. No question is stupid. It’s trauma to your body ask all the questions. YES all of them.

The tube (intubation) from surgery irritates the throat. Coughing from this sucks so damned much because of the binder and the chest tightness and what not. Find lozenges (Both cough drops and just candy) that you like. I say candy because too many cough drops can upset the stomach and you don’t need that after anesthesia and with all the meds. Also get popsicles.

Take everything out of packages you can before surgery. They are damned hard to open. Those paper cartons holding the apple sauce and snapping apart pudding cups and pulling apart pill blister packs.. ugh I should have taken them apart before the surgery.

Scissors are your friend and every package is an enemy. Seriously, get a good pair of scissors for packaging.

Also, skip 2 liters of pop, gallon of milk, etc. They will be too heavy to pick up after surgery. You can be more independent if  you get smaller size things.

Timers are your friend. All the phone timers forever. Also, handwritten or some other chart type to keep track of drain cleaning and taking meds. You will be sleepy and forgetful the first few days. Use other things to help you keep track.

Take stock of how your lights go on and off. Can you reach them while pretending you are a T-Rex. If not, especially ceiling fans and that, put long strings on the pulls so that you can operate them while you can’t raise your arms.

Also check your doors to make sure they don’t stick. You won’t be able to tug hard on doors or drawers or whatever.

Get yourself some treats. Food related or clothing or whatever. Treats will help.

Before surgery plan out and prepare at least a week of meals. Be sure to include some that are easy on the stomach like crackers, rice and chicken, etc. Just in case you have stomach upset from the anesthesia or meds. Gentle foods include starches and chicken/tofu that is low fat and low spice so that it is gentle.

Soft fuzz free and easy to get on clothing is essential. I went out and got a couple of those shorts and button down shirt pajama sets. Life savers. Also, get a size or two bigger than usual to accommodate drains and padded bandages and things. 

Strange pains, you will probably have them. 

Be sure to do the arm exercises as directed by your surgeon and watch your shoulders hunching. The shoulder hunching is from the chest tightness but you don’t want your back to start hurting. Try to sit up as straight as you can.

Pump action soap dispensers will be too hard to use the first few days.

Weeks before surgery, start teaching yourself how to do things without your arms; like standing up, getting into and out of bed, squatting, getting up from chairs, etc. Practice doing things with your elbows next to your chest like a t-rex; getting food and drinking, brushing teeth, taking meds, etc This will be very important

I am sure there are more but I thought some of you might benefit from the things I have learned so far from going through surgery.

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going insane thinking about sparrow and lark again. they are the same kid twice growing up. the same man twice as adults.

even identical twins usually end up looking quite different from one another as they age. differences in personality, hobbies, professions, etc all factor into who they are and how they look. yet sparrow and lark are still so similar that it's hard to tell them apart. even with as different as they are, they can still pass as one another well enough to fool normal.

i know in a lot of fan art, people give lark a bushy beard, or give sparrow long hair. even in the official art lark has a beard. but that cannot be right. these two take their identical-ness and make it a part of their identity. a single identity. if lark starts growing out a beard, sparrow is doing his best to do that too. if sparrow can't grow a beard, lark is shaving immediately. if sparrow wants to grow out his hair, that's a conversation with lark, because what if lark doesn't want long hair? they need to be identical, not close enough. if it wouldn't drive them both crazy, i'm sure they'd dress the same too.

if one of them thought he might be trans, that's an egg he would refuse to crack. if sparrow had even the smallest inkling in his head that he might actually want to be a woman, that would be shoved into the farthest corners of his mind, so far away that it's impossible to claw out again, because lark's not trans. sparrow would rather be uncomfortable in his own body than be different from his brother, because at the end of the day his brother is half of himself, and he cannot bear to let their shared identity slip away. this is another reason i'm mentally unwell about the oak family.

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silly little edits i made for myself

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"i put the gun to my head and i pull the trigger." | dndads tpvh spoilers

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