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I didnt realize till now. Till sings the last
"Leave no regrets"
instead of Luka??
Till steals Luka's line when the other times they both go back and forth with the chorus of Blink Gone
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OH. He probably. Actually. Almost steals the round especially with that score because of that
Plus adds to his spirit blazing back
Quite literallly in the lyrics:
And this hot, fiery thrill
Blazes up in the sky till the end
Which he sings as a motivator after Luka's first provocation to remind Till of Ivan
And actually protrays how he finishes the round when Mizi shows up
Mizi, who is named after Till's song, Unknown (Till the End) ?
I
#fucking up my ears the past hour realizing they didnt go back and forth there while listening to r7 and a blink gone video w/o the MR#ive been wondering in the back of my head what caused Till's score to go that high when he was fumbling really bad just before#besides Till being the genius singer he is#and i feel Till's voice is louder than Luka's in the final tick tock tick tock tick tock blink gone#like Till stealing the song also plays in the aliens' image of him being rebellious and fiery#when this was actually done out of love and relief and happiness#alien stage#alnst#alnst round 7#alnst till#alnst luka#alnst mizi#alnst ivan#sorry i am just realizing and im going through it rn#They make me so ill#(kit)^2#blink gone#it is sweet of Till to sing 'till the end' when his earlier motivation was for Ivan#Even out of guilt
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Luffy week day 4:
Emotion
#luffy week 2024#luffy week#one piece#monkey d luffy#sabo#they’re brothers your honor#they make me so ill#I saw a lot of ace and luffy stuff today so drawing this was healing :)#wish I’d figured out a way to see sabo’s face as well but oh well#dressrosa luffy is so goofy i teared up while drawing luffy’s crying face and then zoomed out and laughed
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no no no i am never getting over this.
he sat there all day.
he sat there all day.
HE SAT THERE ALL DAY. HUGGING HIS KNEES BECAUSE HE WAS SO UPSET DAZAI JOKED ABOUT DYING. because he couldn’t cope with the thought of losing dazai. because he knows dazai’s own bad thoughts are the only thing he can’t save him from. because he just can’t imagine truly being without him.
was he sitting there, all day, thinking about what his life would be like without dazai? all evening, imagining what would happen if he really died? past dusk, feeling all the guilt and sorrow and grief of a hypothetical? a hypothetical that was just… too possible, too feasible, too awful. he sat there. by himself. ALL DAY. because of ONE JOKE. just. thinking.
I AM UNWELL.
#THEY MAKE ME SO ILL#not a ship post#platonic dazatsu lover#they are the brOTP ever#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#dazai osamu#atsushi nakajima#bsd wan#bsd#bungo stray dogs
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Day 12 of Mobtober: 🌧️ Rain 🌂
Heavily inspired by this chapter from the fic “Out of Body” by @simpleidiotpsychic (@bobmoss on ao3). Serizawa means a lot to me, so I like to think he’d be really happy to finally experience rain again. :)
#mobtober2024#mp100#mob psycho 100#mob psycho 100 fanart#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#tome kurata#they make me so ill#my art
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couple of bonehead bozos <3
#tlt#griddlehark#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#they make me so ill#i need to be sedated#tamsyn muir
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been a sec since i drew them :) LET THESE BOYS REST
sketch under the cut
the eepers
#im so ill#they make me so ill#malevolent#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john malevolent#private eyes#jarthur#my art
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Jack Dawkins and Belle Fox THE ARTFUL DODGER
#the artful dodger#belle fox#jack dawkins#belle x jack#thomas brodie sangster#maia mitchell#tvedit#tvgifs#cinematv#perioddramaedit#romance#huluedit#*#they make me so ill#how am i supposed to do this
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#an old drawing i figured i'd post :)#happy new year to whoever reads this!!!#TOTK#tears of the kingdom#Link totk#link tears of the kingdom#link zelda#zelink#pinky promise...#i love them so much#legend of zelda#Loz#they make me so ill#fan art#my art
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3am fruitcake art… something simple and fun :]
#digital art#silly#doodle#roblox#dandys world#dandy’s world#dandys world art#dandys world sprout#dandys world cosmo#cosmo x sprout#sprout x cosmo#fruitcake#they make me so ill#goddddd i luv fruitcakwe#ignore how much ive been posting btw HELP
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I don't think I've ever talked about it much, but I LOVE this scene. Ochako getting closer, their noses touching and they eyes don't look away. It was such an intimate moment between them, and despite the situation they were in, it was something so innocent. Confessing your feelings, opening up to each other, without fear or apprehension. Without judgment. There was no "villain" and there was no "hero", it was just them.
#they make me so ill#I can't#togachako noses boop#eskimo kiss...#togachako#toga himiko#ochako urakara#bnha#mha#bnha spoilers#season 7#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#screaming
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Defying God - a parallel between Fyolai and Stavrovensky
The Demons brainrot is taking over, and you know what happens when I acquire a new interest: my brain WILL find a way to connect it to my other interests, whether I like it or not!! And this is essentially what it's about xD I've come here to present a parallel I found between Fyolai (Fyodor & Nikolai from BSD) and Stavrovensky (Verkhovensky & Stavrogin from "Demons" by Dostoevsky). Before I start I want to clarify a few things:
• I don't think these two pairings are similar, I just love picking up any crumbs of connections I can find between my interests, even if it'd count as reaching.
• This interpretation (in either character's case) is in no way "the only true way of looking at it". It's merely one interpretation out of many and I chose to focus on just a few aspects out of the many others there are to explore in these complex characters.
• Feel free to add onto or disagree with anything I say! I'm interested in your thoughts :D
WARNING: There will be spoilers for Bungou Stray Dogs and Demons.
The reason Nikolai wants to kill Fyodor is because he feels affection for him. Emotions are a prison to him, and he basically seeks the opposite of what his emotions make him want to do. Thus, in the face of affection, which makes you want to be closer and wish the best for your friend, he does the opposite and decides to kill said friend, going directly against his feelings in an attempt to prove free will. But here I want to focus more on the "You want to defy God in order to lose sight of yourself" part, specifically the bit about God.
One part of my interpretation is that Nikolai associates God with control. If there is a God who controls all, how can there be a free will? He wants to go against Him and His creations (the human mind, morality, etc.) to prove that it's possible. But God is very abstract - the idea of God is influential but varies depending on cultures, etc. For this point, I'll use the example of the biblical God, or, more specifically, some attributes commonly assigned to the idea of God:
• omnipotence (all-powerful)
• omnipresence (all-present)
• omniscience (all-knowing)
What I am leading up to is the fact that these traits can, in one way or another, be applied to Fyodor. Fyodor's character represents everything Nikolai wants to defy. Nikolai hates control; he wants to fight the idea of God and prove the possibility of complete independence. Fyodor (though not in a "direct" way) could be seen as a symbol for God. He knows everything, he is always present (metaphorically and sometimes literally, the way he spawns sometimes I swear-), and he seems to control everything. Only few people actually see him, but he pulls the strings behind the scenes, and his power is felt everywhere. For Nikolai, to kill Fyodor is not just a protest against his feelings of affection, but can also be a symbolic act of defying "God", of killing "God", by killing Fyodor.
This is supposed to be very symbolic and not taken literally. I feel the need to repeat this because I personally dislike the notion of Fyodor as a literal God (and disagree with the idea of him having a God-complex), so this is merely about the God-like traits he possesses, like a "substitute" for the idea of God, and how it interacts with Nikolai's philosophy. (I've also exaggerated some points for the sake of simplification - for example, I don't actually believe Fyodor is in control of absolutely everything, etc.)
Moving onto Demons:
Pyotr Verkhovensky grew up religious and (assuming based on Stepan's description) with a fear of God.
Now he's an atheist and very anti-religious. He plans to overthrow society, and destroying religion + everything it preaches is part of that plan. But interestingly enough, he picks not himself as the official future "ruler", but someone else: Nikolai Stavrogin. He chooses Stavrogin to be the role of the leader in Verkhovensky's ideal society. But not exactly the "leader" in the traditional sense, because he wouldn't necessarily give Stavrogin all the power. He would simply use him as a "pawn" (for lack of a better word) while himself pulling the strings behind said society. With that, Verkhovensky puts someone else above himself, in a God-like position, but he wants to do it while still keeping full control over Stavrogin. By doing so, he would overcome his childhood fear of God because instead of being controlled by God, *he* will control God.
(Same case here, not the literal God, but the character who he assigns God-like traits to.)
I am undecided (with both Nikolai's and Verkhovensky's character) whether this could be read as a solely subconscious intention or if it would make sense as a conscious one as well. Given that both have a different "main" goal (Nikolai focuses on emotions and Verkhovensky on the revolution) I lean more towards thinking it's subconscious (if present at all - like I said, just interpretations!)
It doesn't help that Verkhovensky describes his vision of Stavrogin's leadership as "hidden": Everyone believes in him and his power, but only very few people are said to actually have laid their eyes upon him. When I first read this part, I was honestly reminded of Big Brother from Orwell's 1984, but eventually realised that similar things can be said about God as well.
While these are parallels, they don't come without differences. Nikolai needs Fyodor dead, Verkhovensky needs Stavrogin alive. Nikolai wants to kill Fyodor for a sense of freedom, Verkhovensky wants to keep Stavrogin for a sense of control. Yet both symbolic goals are bound to fail:
Fyodor turns out to be unkillable, and Stavrogin ends up dead.
At the end, "God" stays untouchable.
#they make me so ill#I stay up nights thinking about them#fyolai#fyodor dostoevsky#nikolai gogol#bungou stray dogs#dostogol#fyogol#bungo stray dogs#bsd#demons#demons dostoevsky#verkhovensky#pyotr verkhovensky#nikolai stavrogin#Бесы#Достоевский#Верховенский#Пётр Верховенский#Николай Ставрогин#Not a ship post but this sure is fueling my enjoyment of their relationship#I need to dissect and study their dynamic under a microscope#Thank you Dostoevsky#Btw This is my first analysis post here if I'm not mistaken#I'm nervous please be nice#I will draw them now
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Neil and jean bestfriendism makes me want to eat drywall. They care so desperately for each other without an agenda. They just,, care. Jean cares in a quiet way, tending to neil's wounds in evermore. Chastising him, telling him if he just submits it'll be easier for neil. He doesn't want him to suffer anymore than needed. In turn, neil seals jean's abusers' death with a brush of a pen. Telling him "Grayson will never bother you again." A promise jean won't suffer from him anymore. I love them so much they're so different and yet-
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i got the chance to witness the most romantic scene in cinematic history last night
#THEY MAKE ME SO ILL#i cant do this#i’ll never shut up about them#saw 2004#sawposting#saw franchise#saw 20th anniversary#lawrence gordon#adam faulkner stanheight#cary elwes#leigh whannell#chainshipping#chainshipping reunion
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show of admiration for the most handsome man in penacony~
#they make me so ILL#soft sunturine... save me...#i feel like sunday has a weak spot for hand/knuckle kisses#jus generally a hand oriented guy#holding hands? hell yeah#placing soft kisses on his s/o hands?? even better etc#i love biohazard yaoi but i need them to be soft and happy#sunday hsr#hsr#honkai star rail#star rail#hsr sunday#penacony#aventurine honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#sunday honkai star rail#sunturine#sunven#avenday#aventurine#aventurine hsr#hsr aventurine
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My heart
For the full image: Twitter post Bluesky post
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How to say “I love you” in Blue Lock
I don’t really want to play soccer, but being with you isn’t a pain, so it’s fine.
Now that I can fight without you, being with you is even more fun
And then there’s this asshole...
I made it this far because of you. Since you allowed me to play soccer freely, I’ve grown this strong on Bastard München. But I can’t climb any higher that way. I figured that out in this match, I no longer need the freedom you give me. Forget about me, Ness. Find yourself a new king. It’s easier for me to live in restriction.
#come to blue lock#we have all kinds of couples here#the pair from the classic misunderstanding soap opera#the sweet best friends to lovers#and now the doomed “I want to be loved but I don’t think I deserve it coz I’m a piece of shit and I only know how to be a piece of shit…#...and your loves makes me feel things I don’t know how to feel and it’s fucking me up so I’m letting you go” asshole#and his confused ex-boyfriend who doesn’t understand why they broke up#i hate them#they make me so ill#but to be honest I’m seeing a pattern in these love confessions#and so I still have hope for kainess#kainess#nesskai#nagireo#reonagi#bachisagi#isabachi#nagi seishiro#mikage reo#bachira meguru#isagi yoichi#michael kaiser#alexis ness#episode nagi#blue lock love#miyamiwu.src#blue lock
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