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agendercryptidlev · 1 month ago

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If IWTV the show ever decides to adapt a substantial amount of "The Vampire Armand" I need them to make Armand and Riccardo be the doomed siblings of all time. Riccardo was so sweet but so underdeveloped in the book and we get his backstory from Marius. I wanna see Riccardo being the best possible big brother, helping Armand adjust and dragging him out of the house to see Venice, gossiping and joking with him. I want them to bond over their similar backgrounds, being the two kids Marius bought while everyone else is there as a student, as a child of a well off Venetian family. I want the realization that the human the Rome coven fed a caged and starved Armand is Riccardo to make people cry.

#IWTV #TVA #TVC #Interview with the Vampire #The Vampire Armand #The Vampire Chronicles #Armand #Armand TVC #Armand IWTV #Riccardo IWTV #Riccardo TVC #I really felt like there was a lot to be done with Riccardo and Armand's relationship that never really got developed in the book #so I hope the show would give it a second chance #my biggest dream would be Riccardo teaching Armand to play the lute #cause in the vampire lestat Armand says he played the lute but in the vampire armand it's riccardo who plays it #I think there's a lot of potential for Riccardo to like slowly realize Armand is being abused while being entirely powerless to be anything #more than a shoulder to cry on #also show us Armand seeing his ghost lol

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princema-k · 3 months ago

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so i played through the entirety of tgaa2 with runo's DLC outfit it's what he canonically wears in my mind and it's absolutely great!! he's so snazzy and it compliments both susato's DLC and kazuma perfectly. i absolutely adore chuunosuke

only problem is. because chuunosuke is in EVERY shot with a vacant smile, i can't take emotional scenes seriously anymore

imagine me, reaching the climax of the third chapter of the game, there's the reveal and it's all sentimental and heart-wrenching. and i have to stare at this:

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strawberrryangel · 6 months ago

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“there’s things, there’s people, feelings, that i want to experience differently than i have before, maybe even for the first time.” i’ll throw up. right now.

#‘maybe there’s more to it all than i thought’#SHAKING HIM BY THE SHOULDERS #HE DIDN’T WANT TO DIE!!!!!#my god.#he literally needed cas so bad i’m crying #today was a good day that’s been taking a turn for the worse but i have this episode playing on the tv #god he makes me insane #destiel makes me insane #destiel #supernatural #spn #spn rewatch #dean winchester #castiel #s10e16 #tw emetophobia #tw vomit #strawbsposts

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corrupttheconscience · 2 months ago

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my dad excited to watch a movie with his son: oh yay! So what’s this movie called again?

the queer mentally ill son who is about to sob through most of the movie: ok is I’ve heard really good things, it’s called I Saw The TV Glow :D

#i saw the tv glow #I’m sorry dad lol u did not get it but you supported me and it means more than a lot to me that you let me cry on your shoulder even tho u #We’re so confused! And didn’t understand what it was going on or why I was crying #I love you #mental health #queer #movie recommendation #the pink opaque

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batsplat · 5 months ago

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Former MotoGP winner Marco Melandri has had a pop at reigning world champion Valentino Rossi via his Italian online blog marcomelandri.it. Melandri believes Rossi was fed bespoke tyres by Michelin before the French company were ousted from the MotoGP series after Bridgestone tyres won the sole supplier contract. Moreover, Melandri believes this is the reason Rossi's domination of the series is slowly diminishing: 'This is down to the fact that they don't make tyres anymore just for him,' wrote Melandri. 'This statement is meant to say that maybe Michelin, in 2004, had more than a small hand in the results. More like an arm.' There's more: Melandri goes on to say he believes Lorenzo's 'armchair' celebrations at this year's MotoGP from Le Mans had a more sinister message: 'Taking a closer look at it, you start to see more: the chair was yellow... like Valentino's yellow... which would say: "I, Lorenzo, am taking your place on your yellow chair".' When questioned about the stunt at yesterday's MotoGP press conference, Lorenzo looked puzzled, replying: "But the chair was green."

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"Lorenzo's celebration was serious stuff, with a subtle yet biting message that only some will pick up on. Did you get it? Let's take a look at it together," Melandri wrote on his official website marcomelandri.it, with his words subsequently translated into English by Italian website GPone.com.

"When I rode by on the cool down lap, I saw Lorenzo sitting in front of the video screen and my first thought was: 'He is enjoying the sight of his own victory.' But noooooo!!!

"Taking a closer look at it, you start to see more: the chair was yellow... like Valentino's yellow... which would say: "I, Lorenzo, am taking your place on your yellow chair."

"Am I sitting down with the popcorn to enjoy my spectacular victory??? No, I am sitting here watching you cross the finish line, because I already passed it..."

Melandri also blasted Rossi for his response to the celebration and comment about the one-tyre rule.

"Valentino's statement: "I did it ten years ago"... Weak... followed by: "Now, with spec tyres, the rider can't make such a difference." This is down to the fact that they don't make tyres anymore just for him," wrote Melandri.

"This statement is meant to say that maybe Michelin, in 2004, had more than a small hand in the results. More like an arm.

"I don't want to say that anyone is right or wrong, but only put forth my theory that aliens don't exist," added the San Carlo Honda Gresini rider, referring to the label applied to MotoGP's present big four of Rossi, Lorenzo, Casey Stoner and Dani Pedrosa.

And Melandri wasn't finished yet. He also gave his opinion on Rossi's 2011 plans and thinks it is simply too dangerous for Rossi to leave Yamaha if Lorenzo stays.

"I really want to see Valentino on the Ducati next year, but I think it is more likely he would go to Formula 1!" he wrote. "Not because the red bikes aren't competitive; I actually think they are much more competitive than you think. It is just hard for him to leave Lorenzo alone on the Yamaha, now that the bike has an incredible balance. It is too, too, too large a risk."

The Italian Grand Prix, the home event for both 2005 title runner-up Melandri and reigning seven time MotoGP champion, starts on Friday.

"In Italy they have a unique way of presenting bike racing to the general public: when Valentino wins and stages a celebration, it is an incredible show. But when others do it, they downplay the whole thing... hmmm!!!" said Melandri.

#remembered this and i am CRYING jorge's response takes me out every single time #ik melandri accused valentino of switching up towards him but it is SO important to remember all these men are deranged #like you cannot take them at their word either!! lemme defend vale's god given right to just find some blokes kind of irritating #melandri saying the ducati is more competitive than people think is a very brave thing to say -#- from someone who finished 2008 in the ducati factory team p18 to his teammate's p2 #ik implicit casey slander was not the point of this post but i won't stand for it anyway!!#'melandri believes this is the reason rossi's domination ofthe series is slowly diminishing' brother hes 31 and just fucked up his shoulder #brr brr #//#mm33 #wall tag

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faaun · 9 months ago

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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quietwingsinthesky · 8 months ago

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in the amelia pond au, amelia’s aunt does still send her to therapy between doctor adventures, but since amelia is now secure in the fact that he’s Definitely Real since both rory and mels have also met him and because she lost a tooth last week from tripping on the stairs of the tardis, she doesn’t bite any therapists this time around. and besides, her therapist is a very funny lady. she reminds amelia of her doctor, with how her voice will flip and jump in volume and accent and tone on a whim, with how she’ll talk to amelia like they’re conspiring together. she keeps the pictures amelia draws of the doctor and their adventures for her, even hangs one or two on the walls. she listens very intently to every detail, which no adults in amelia’s life do save the doctor himself and river song, whenever she’s around. and best of all, whenever she tells amelia’s aunt that amelia is doing just fine, don’t you worry, she’ll grow out of this, she winks at amelia so that amelia will know her therapist is only playing along to wave away her aunt’s suspicion.

it is a little odd, though, that she insists on only being called Missy. but amelia is quite used to odd by now.

#not the point of this post but. please do imagine amelia and rory and mels and the doctor all having escaped from Real Actual Danger #rory has the energy of a cat with its fur all puffed up and looks like he’s either going to start crying or yelling at the doctor #mels is standing on the box the doctor got her so she could see the tardis console better and studying the way he flies it very intently #and amelia is still full of energy and adrenaline and can’t stop racing around the tardis like a hyperactive gerbil. because if she stops #she might have to be scared instead but if she can run long enough she’ll forget to be scared at all and when she collapses exhausted all #she’ll have left are the exciting happy memories #and then she misteps racing up the stairs. shouts! the doctor and mels and rory are all at attention immediately. mels moves first but rory #is closer and helps amelia back up. and then the doctor is crouching down in front of her. ‘let me see. oh that’s a lot of blood. that’s.#how much blood are you able to lose again? its more than this. probably.’ amelia’s whole face hurts. but the doctor’s rambling is familiar.#it helps. and he’s only so talkative when he’s sure he has a solution. besides. rory’s head’s nestled on her shoulder and mel’s got her #hands. the doctor wipes blood off her nose and her chin. tilts her head up and goes ‘aaa’ sticking his tongue out until she does it too.#and he tells her to feel her upper row of teeth with her tongue. she does until she finds the gap.#it still hurts. hurts more when she nudges it with her tongue all bleeding and raw. but she just lost a tooth! and you know what that means.#they have to find it. or else how will the tooth fairy leave her any money?#(the doctor hears her say that to mels as they search. and he glances off to the side and makes a note to go back and make sure it *was* her #aunt leaving her those coins. and not something else. which he does. and finds out her aunt wasn’t leaving her any coins at all.#he can’t just let that stand! so the doctor becomes amy’s tooth fairy as well.)#and that is how amelia loses a tooth on the tardis.#amelia pond au

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robinyourcreator · 25 days ago

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mentors! teachers! librarians! old ladies you see at the grocery or the knitting shop once in a while! middle aged men who are regulars at the same hardware store! the teenagers who come to the local game shops board game events and THEIR little siblings!

do you believe you dont share common humanity with any of these people?????

or do you have bizarre ideas gatekeeping the "sanctity" of friendship limiting it to only people you could have gone to high school with???

"what do a 19 and a 28 year old even have in common"

WE ARE ON THIS BIG BEAUTIFUL BLUE EARTH AT THE SAME TIME, ENJOYING THE GLORIOUS EXPERIMENT THAT IS HUMANITY, GOOD SIR!!!!!

this isnt even about dating-- like fuck no you couldnt PAY me to date someone in their early twenties NOW!!! but this is how we're being about FRIENDSHIP??????

#when i was fifteen and Going Through It bc i was a Fifteen Year Old Lesbian (though i didnt KNOW that last bit)#one of my truest friendships was with the thirty five year old mother of three at church #she was the mia maids counselor in YW and she is STILL one of the coolest and most charismatic people i know #though we lost touch when their family moved out of state #her oldest is a hs senior now!! im so proud!! but to Me she's still going to be four years old forever #like. when i am Friends with a significantly younger person its not the Same as Friends with age peer #older friends tend to give more to younger friends than they take and vice versa. you dont burden a teenager with the messy details #but you listen to theirs! you give them perspective and a shoulder to cry on and they give you perspective and hope for their bright future #god.#as an Autist who really struggled getting along with my peers as a teenager i was often #relegated to babysitting (which i loved!) bc i Get kids theyre much more straightforward #or to being The Good Kid hanging at the adult table bc i was polite and thought i was So clever #i would not be Me without community #and community is just a web of people supporting each other #what is friendship if not that?

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harrylights · 28 days ago

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ok. i played some guitar and cried for a while and there’s just one thing i wanna say here

for anyone who’s feeling overwhelmed, unsure how to navigate this grief, I’m here for you. whether this is your first encounter with grief or not, finding connection and community is so fucking important. especially the first little while after, but even years and years out as well.

grief can make us feel more prone to self isolation. it can feel like smth that’s so heavy you’ll never find the words for it anyway, so there’s no point in reaching out and “being a burden” to someone else by talking about smth so sad. and with this kind of grief, it lives in this ambiguous place where most ppl won’t understand why it might affect us the way it does. not everyone is gonna get it. but that doesn’t mean you need to shoulder it all yourself

as much as I have not been very active here this year, I am 10000% here for anyone who feels lost and needs someone to talk to. whether it’s about grief or not.

i love you all so much

#one thing that grief has taught me is that every single connection we have #even connections that seem small or fleeting or whatever #mean so much more than we can ever know #all we have is each other and sometimes there won’t be another chance to say ily to someone or to be a shoulder for someone to cry on #so just. know that i’m here #no question is too small or too silly or too weird #no reminiscing on old times will be too much #literally whatever y’all need #i’m here #ilysm #rowyn rambles

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bunnihearted · 3 months ago

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#today i thought about this a lot because #it was a veryyyy bad day noise wise #it goes up and down even if im generally easily disturbed by noise #but sometimes i feel more ok with it and can cope somewhat #but some days it is just extra bad and it is physically painful and im constantly stressed #today was one of those days where i almost just broke down and started screaming and crying #i managed not to. but god my upper body hurts a lot bc i get so tense and i cannot relax #all the CONSTANT noise is so painful lol #so yes i thought about it a lot today bc i was doing bad and i realized.. even if i already know #how like.. amazing it is that i can feel such a way .. and that in this existence a safe space for me does exist #his voice just does smth to me on metaphysical (is that the word?) and undescribable levels. it just /reaches/ me #it's so cool that i have physical reactions to just hearing the sound of his voice? i feel my heartbeat slow and my body relaxes and im like #idk how to explain but i feel soothed to my bones and my soul feels cradled. it's like his voice just erases everything else #i just think that is so amazing? like how can that be? how can i experience all of this inside of my existence?#im just in awe of how that can work. how this person's voice has such effects on my being. how it makes my hyper stressed body just feel #okay and calm and soft when i exist in the space of hearing his voice..#maybe i sound crazy :$ .. but thats just how i feel. like today when i was on a walk..#and omg it was noise overload it was crazy i felt my entire neck and throat and shoulders hurt so bad and i wanted to scream and rip my #hair out. i just kept imagining his voice and wanting to just be in that space and soothed state my body enters his voice alone puts me in #im not sure if thats weird or bad of me.. :c but thats just what happens!!! and selfishly i crave it!! i'd never be demanding or forceful #i have more than i couldve ever dreamed or asked for. i can listen and breathe and be ok. and i can imagine his voice too..#soft fluffy cloud that envelopes me.. maybe i *am* crazy or too intense but its just the truth #and ig what im trying to say it is that im infinitely thankful & grateful for this. that i can have felt this. & know it exists like wow??

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littlemoriflower · 1 year ago

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#‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. my diary ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.#♡⋆⭒˚｡⋆𐂂 my pics ♡⋆⭒˚｡⋆𐂂 #mori kei #mori girl #another coord post because i said so <33 #also i really liked how this one turned out so yeah maybe in a few years i'll look back on it and cry but at least i enjoy it now #and that's all that matters #as always concrit is more than welcome (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+#ps: i wore this to go watch the fnaf movie lmaooooooo 😭😭😭#pps: i was channeling my inner grandma with that shawl over my shoulders :“)

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introspectivememories · 2 years ago

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so are we just gonna politely ignore bernard collaring tim or.....

#i think bear is really possessive #and i think it'd be kinda funny if tim didn't know until he walked into the batcave #and everyone side eyes him #tim innocently: what?#dick: i would say congratulations but this is honestly more than i ever needed to know #jason muttering heatedly: how am i the only one in this family that's not getting laid #bruce hopes that if he doesn't notice he doesn't have to think about his tim growing up #bruce later that night crying into alfie's shoulder: when did he grow up?! i feel like it was just yesterday jason was beating him up #alfred dryly: it was yesterday. we had to pull them apart.#anyway obv don't collar people without having a proper conversation about what that would entail for the both of you #but anyway tim finds out and he and bear have a long conversation #i am too lazy to properly write up that convo but best believe i will be daydreaming of it as i fall asleep tonight #bernard dowd #tim drake #dc #timbern

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balkanballad · 7 months ago

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had a day that made me think oh that was a bit heavy on the symbolism, wasn't it

#j. talks #went to visit my brother in his uni city and also connected it with an event there #I know this event because I went there once with a uni course that of course was with my fave former prof #so I know she's usually there but it's a bigger city and Friday and there are a lot of things at different locations #chances are not zero but I thought come on if anything it will be casual running into her #well as I was waiting with my brother and a whole crowd of people to be let in who do I hea #and see :))) yeah it's my fave prof. and I told my brother and he told me to go and say hi but there were so many people already talking to #her and also going there and saying hi so I simply couldn't. I literally froze our shoulders were nearly touching but she wasn't even facin #me and taking and I just followed my brother and he was like???#what was that?? and I didn't know. and he asked my why I looked so shameful out of all the emotions I chose shame #and I don't know. I don't know why shame I consuming me no matter where I go. but she was busy and imagine I go up and she has no idea who #am anymore. they had to burry me right there and then. so that was that :) now #the name of that street of the location burned into my memory as I was facing the wall well it's the name of [redacted] who I never really #get over and it's been 10 years now soon. and we had a similar experience in December :) where I would have loved nothing more really than #to talk (in Decembar definitely also other things that I miss on some days very much) but I barely got a wave #so yeah :) I actually had a great day but I am more than overwhelmed. I feel like crying and hiding #taurus season is apparently not here to save me? idk #is this all about wasted potential and shame stopping me? maybe. but how the fuck do I get it out of me

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meownotgood · 1 year ago

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i love the idea of aki being really strong without seeming like it especially because of his uniform. manhandling or carrying someone with ease and not breaking a sweat. you never really pay too much attention to it until he rolls up his sleeves and you see his forearms or hands. im drooling.

he definitely doesn't look like it. even when he's out of uniform, he's on the leaner side, he isn't crazy muscular. but aki is a lot stronger than he appears, much more than anyone gives him credit for.

dont forget that he regularly beats up guys from division 2 in boxing matches without even trying... he's really quite tough....