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viktor's cute adorable pretty tortured genius messy fluffy hair that's all curly from twirling it around his fingers when he thinks and a bit dirty and out of place because he keeps pushing it out of his face when he's working uugggghh I don't even care anymoreee (bites my knuckles cause of how much I care)
#I think I will slam my head against the table#I'm not even thinking about it I'M NOT EVEN......#uuugggggghh#petting his head like one would pet a cat#did you know you can ruffle him and then smooth him back out
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guy who's cheek I really want to bite
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good news for machine herald fuckers: I am still working. I just updated the outline today and I am promising you some sloppy robot sex.
bad news: the premonition I was given by god tells me that this will definitely end up over 30k words so I need a few more weeks to complete it. apologies.....

#another update for you!#I've wrestled with the outline a lot#the end portion of this fic was really hard to get right for me#but I think it's at a spot where I like it#all that's left is to write it all out lol#another fic that's so long it's gonna crash tumblr lol#you will be able to read fully on ao3... thank you
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#thank you gary52787 you understand me#never liked a comment so fast#adding this to my vocabulary for the foreseeable future#yeah. I wanna feel him too
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clenching my jaw and biting my nails right now with the powerful, insatiable, insane urge to kiss viktor
#all over his face and his neck and his pretty lips#I will kiss him one billion times for ten thousand hours#until he's grinning all stupid#GIVE HIM TO ME IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!
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Viktor's legs running for the first time - 7/?
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last night I was playing marvel rivals (again). bucky on my team ran to me when the iron fist was attacking me, grabbed him and killed him so I was safe. and then he has a voice line that's like "got one :)" in the most SWEET INSANELY HOT VOICE I'M SERIOUSSSSSS THIS GAME IS AWAKENING THINGS IN ME
guys im totally serious when I say. once I'm done with this viktor fic I might brush up on my comics so I can write a fic for bucky, no idea what yet, but just. I need to. every time I play marvel rivals and he starts yelling again again again in my ear I start shaking like a fucking leaf in a storm!!!!!!
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mags i just had to come into your askbox and let you know you're the reason im obsessed with arcane now, thank you ❤️
I'm glad and also I'm sorry, my brain worms get all over my blog... they're very contagious........... (sniffles)
#hehe it's good to hear from you love#I'm glad you enjoyed it!!!!#who is your fave? :)#guess my fave (hard question)#ask mags
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guys im totally serious when I say. once I'm done with this viktor fic I might brush up on my comics so I can write a fic for bucky, no idea what yet, but just. I need to. every time I play marvel rivals and he starts yelling again again again in my ear I start shaking like a fucking leaf in a storm!!!!!!
#SORRY HE'S HOT OKAY LIKE GEEZ#also I did research on his lore. he definitely interests me#old ass angsty mercenary dude#but if I write anything I want to read thoroughly cause I want to get it right of course lol#me (luna snow main) chasing around my friend (bucky main) on my little ice skates every time he ults to make sure he kills everyone#with an evil smile on my face as they all die#I see metal arm I want to bite it. cannot help myself#I know there's like a thousand fics of him already IM VERY LATE TO THIS PARTY#but. I want him#marvel rivals your hot guy propaganda is working on me.
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giving viktor my sweetmilk for valentines day
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imagine my surprise when I got super into marvel rivals and I wanted to read fics of winter soldier because he's hot, I search for bucky x reader on ao3, and see 17,000 FICS????!!!!!
#im used to under 1k sometimes under 500 fics#in my little fan club of character fuckers#I'm sorry marvel / comic character fuckers I was not familiar with your game#I kind of want to get into it so I can have fun writing some fics too lol#I'm not really a movie person to be honest#but I'd love to read some comics!!#bucky and loki are also way cuter in the comics to me lol#I don't really simp for characters when they're played by real people actors
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knocks on the door enters anyway I HAVE A QUESTION. and muffins for the bother
how do you think viktor manages affection? because for some reason, he strikes me as someone very fond of it (with his closest people, though) and equally fond of being on the receiving hand. guy who would let you hug him a lot. guy who just leans on you if you're in the privacy of your home.
machine herald is probably Stupid you give him a genuine smile and there's smoke coming from his armour. guy who overheats
viktor is the most cat guy ever. he genuinely loves affection and expressing love through physical touch — it's very rewarding to him, makes him feel so comfortable and confident — he's just very private, and maybe a little reserved about it. in public, the smallest of gestures mean the world to him. brushing his fingers to yours when no one is watching, giving you a pat on the back or a squeeze to the shoulder whenever he walks by you. pulling you away from everyone to give you a quick kiss to the cheek. or just sitting in the same room as you, even in silence, makes him feel so much more relaxed. he's very affectionate behind closed doors though...
guy who stiffens like a puffed out angry cat whenever literally anybody that he doesn't know touches him. but when he comes home, he's hugging you and clinging to you and falling asleep when you run your fingers through his hair....
ALSO TRUE!!! machine herald viktor getting super hot when you show him love is my favorite trope at the moment lol. he acts like he doesn't care when you hug him but he's immediately all steamy
#our brains are on the same wavelength anon#give machine vik a little kiss and suddenly he becomes the best space heater#ask mags
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Haiii. Not to be parasocial but you're just such a delightful person. The vibes are so good they transcend space and time and radiate through my screen to fill me with warmth and comfort and im so so glad I found your blog and was able to read your writing and feel all the love you put into it. Short or long, I know it will be amazing bc of how much care you put into it. I'm writing a fic rn actually, although it's a gift for a friend and I've been stuck on it for months, but your attitude inspires me to keep going. So yeh, thank you for sharing with us, hope life's treating you well :]
I'm flattered anon... 😭💗 I would have never thought someone could feel that way about me or my blog haha. thank you for saying so, and thank you for enjoying my blog!! you are always welcome here 🤝
#I believe in you!!!!#sometimes you just need time to let your brain work through it too#I wish you well and will give you some of my energy to push past the writers block#hugs for you!! 💞🫂#ask mags
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I read 'A Little Death' a while ago, and I just wanted to share my own personal observation about the fic, and specifically the parts about cigarettes in them-
To me, smoking is like a sort of selfishness and love to Aki. At first, he's proud of passing on his indulgences to the reader- from seeing her avert it to fully embrace it. But then he feels guilt for making her smoke- for making her so selfish, forcing his love to her. Because selfishness and an open love is deadly to someone so self-objective and selfless and closed off like him.
Then, at the end of the hospital meeting where he realises his actions and his feelings, she throws him her box of cigarettes. And he smokes almost the entire pack- resting in the comfort of her own love that she gives him.
And after the encounter at his home where they make love and he fully realises how much he loves her, they smoke again. The reader asks for his selfish love, and he obliges- this time sharing the smoke of the tobacco through a kiss- connecting the two of them with the selfish love they have.
And it ties it back to his choice to live selfishly, to live with her at all costs. Even if one of them dies and the other has to deal with the agonizing heartbreak of it all, he still chooses it. Because life's better with a bit of self-indulgence, even if it kills.
yes!!! awe anon thank you very much for reading my fic and taking the time to send me an ask... whenever people talk to me about my fics or want to analyze them it makes me feel very special... that fic was one of my first favorites to write, I put a lot of time and heart into it 😭💞
the cigarettes are definitely a main motif with aki and the reader, I wrote the whole fic around the concept of "a little death" and so everything in the fic was supposed to tie back to that... the original phrase refers to sex, but aki's whole thing is that he taunts death every day (and gets a little closer to it with smoking)!! so that's what I was going for hehe. thank you for noticing and thinking about my fic 🏃♀️💕💞💓💗
#much love to you!!!!#whenever someone wants to talk to me about my fic... the most giddy feeling#and that fic is very close to my heart#the first fic that I really got super into and wanted to make it the best it could be haha#'lifes better with a bit of self indulgence even if it kills' yes!!!!#I love that sort of relationship between aki and the reader....#ask mags
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mags!! happy valentine's day from me, aki, and vitkor! 😋 I hope you have a joyous day today!! 🍫💐💓


HAPPY VALENTINES BELOVEDDDDD thank you very much... omg I'm blushing......... aki and vik double date (twirls hair around my finger)
#aki spends like a week planning the perfect date#vik almost makes everything late because he wants to cuddle all day#thank you for thinking of me love!!#I hope today's valentines day is relaxing for you hehe#treat yourself to something special 😌💞#I am currently feasting on valentines candy lmaooooo#ask mags
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omg never apologize for writing out of love... it always impresses me that you end up writing so many cute extra details
anon give me kiss (with consent).... give me the bestest largest warmest hug imaginable.........
#thank you for saying so... my heart is warm#I think I'm just really tired today so it's got me in an overthinking mood lol#just write!!! don't overthink it!!!!#I think of that robot guy very fondly if you couldn't tell#thank you for enjoying my writing...#ask mags
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do you think my fics are too long. asking for a friend
#okay the thing is#whenever I write I always set out to make it short#but then I get super into it and add more and more and more#and add so much detail and other extra bits that then mean adding more lore and such#like this vik fic was supposed to be nothing but gratuitous smut#the smut probably takes up. maybe 20% of it#and I always get into it in the moment but then when my brain is tired I sit back and think#ahaaa..... maybe this is way too long and too much#and I would be done ten years ago if I could just STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT STUPID GUY!!!!#I'll delete this soon you don't actually have to reply lol#I'm ranting more than anything else#stares at you with big wet eyes. as I add even more to the fic outline#we might be cruising for 30k words on this fic at this point lmao
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