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(CW: discussion of food)
Ya know people like to say vanilla is a basic pick for icecream but I think it has a lot more taste to it than chocolate. For me, chocolate blends too much with the flavor of cold when you first put it in your mouth. After it warms up then you get the nice bitter flavor but I'm way too particular to be restricted like that. Plus it doesn't always happen. If it doesn't then I'm disappointed with that bite.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate because it's consistent and reliable. I don't have to question if my sensory seeking needs will be met or not with each bite. To me, chocolate is the more basic option.
Although if we're honest, I don't really like icecream. And banana and pineapple are tied for the best milkshake flavor.
#cw is for myself#food insecurity is a bitch yo#cw: food#cw: discussion of food#inverted flowers ramble#anyway this is written in a way that sounds really bitchy but I mean it in a very mild tone#more of a thoughtful tone ig#im not lookin to go to war with chocolate icecream lovers ok?#my two brain cells just bumped together is all
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Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)
#dc comics#dc#batfamily#batman#damian wayne#stephanie brown#tim drake#dick grayson#cassandra cain#duke thomas#anyway. zdarsky run sure is something huh?#its still so funny to me that half of 148 was leaked a few days before like someone has it OUT for that book over at bleeding cool ig#i don't necessarily think this theory will come true I'm just imagining how stupid it would be if it did#I'm not super happy with the dialogue in the cass+duke+dick comic but i felt my og dialogue might've read too fanon#mainly just bc cass' last sentence was originally shorter/just ellipses and duke said smthin like ''wait? villain arc?''#which you could easily find in wayne family adventures. even tho it would've been appropriate for this situation 😭#now the dialogue just sounds kind of generic (esp cass') and it's BOTHERING ME AUGHH. this is the comic book fandom panopticon /j#anyway Bruce is in the retirement home in this scenario /j#me n my friends were talking over discord and came up w the cursed scenario that jason is tims robin in this (apart of the 'redemption' arc#-that he's been nail gunned with in this run. god this run is so weird when it comes to jason. like it doesn't outright dislike him-#-like it clearly does damian and (more obviously) cass steph and duke) but the tone of everything w jason is still bizarre#god. anyway yeah i didn't draw him but please picture grown man tank Jason in the robin undies (ala tt 03 but dare i say better)#also the dick being silly sketch was bc the issue i was reading had damian refer to dick as 'jolly'#specifically like ''unreasonably jolly'' or something like that (god i love when ppl find dicks cheerfulness deeply unsettling hehehe)#and i thought it was so funny. bc damian met dick when we has going through his ''bruce is dead'' depression-#-and STILL thought that dick was extremely unserious. he sees happy dick and is like ''what is wrong w you. genuinely''#but at the same time he loves it#i need to stop reading their batman and robin run so scatteredly (or i can just reread nightwing must die...always a possibility)#anyway yeah 👍 bad sketches be upon you#mine
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#just realized im jumpy and cheery when im around people to the point where i could come off as a kind of emotional person#but like. most of it is just masking? like most of the time its just my trained response to what i think is a social cue#and trying to figure out tone based on how people talk. so i tend to add an excessively positive tone so that i don't come across as mean#but like. my natural self is a lot more subdued.#of course there are highs and lows and a lot of the time im just zoning out and forgetting anything or anyone exists#and usually when i am hyperactive it's less the stereotypical adhd jumpiness and more... anger and frustration#i get jittery and idk what im talking about and it's not. fun.#and because i feel like it takes this additional work to kind of... be around people i tend to really enjoy my time alone#and i also. kind of suck at making friends irl. i just cannot approach people first#anyway idrk where this was going but being on tumblr all these years n especially now that i have such wonderful friends here im realizing#that im actually not as introverted as i thought. im just discouraged at the thought of having to decipher shit out with people#im truly a yapper at heart xD#but im also not as overwhelmingly positive as i seem#i just want people to know i love them. even if i really do overcompensate to show it#yeah. some self awareness stuff ig#megumi in the tags
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genuinely love the hapgood thou tbh & I kind of want to see it taken it further just for curiosity's sake if nothing else & see what it'd be like to actually change every use of tu to thou rather than just the particularly important ones like she does. I don't have the time or patience to do this unfortunately but I would like to read it
#thoughts#i can read french well enough to get the vibe in passages of the original ofc but ig some of it is just curiosity to see what it'd be like#to read like. Modern longform prose in english thst consistently uses this distinction all the way through. it's really interesting getting#little glimpses of it in hapgood#and also just as an experiment with translation.#in that like. what if instead of sacrificing the t/v distinction for modern tone re: avoiding antiquated pronouns we decided retaining the#distinction is more important actually.#idk contemplating. chewing on it#where's that bit abt translations being about emphasis & sacrifice & choose how to do that in which directions
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fuck the ndia
no, seriously, these bastards are so incapable of admitting that they don't actually care about the Australian people that they want to blame people who don't follow their (self-admittedly) complicated instructions to the dot on the i's for "wasting money" by accruing aids that they actually need. they punish people by refusing to help people buy clothing accommodations, mobility aids, transport and then making them wait for replies. a kid died. a 19 year old on an ndis plan died in their home because the ndia didn't help, didn't give them the support that they needed to the point that the last thing the kid communicated to anyone was a text asking if the ndis responded to their request for 24 hr support.
Menstruation products are only available as a support if they are deliberately and specifically required by the disability, not if your period is affected by your disability, not if you have a particularly difficult menstrual cycle that is exacerbated by your disability, only if you have an issue that is specifically and evidentially caused by your disability.
They want thousands of dollars worth of reports that list each thing wrong with you and the way you live, they want several years worth of doctors visits and personal accounts and bank statements. All so someone that doesn't even have a medical degree can tell you that it's not cost effective. Can tell you that under rule 34 of the 2013 ndis act they can legally say, "sorry, you're not worth the money".
And then when you give them that truly unnecessary number of personal details and evidence they don't even look at it. They don't read the letters from the specialists. They ignore evidence and say that it doesn't matter that that recommendation came directly from a professional/specialist. They don't look at the receipts and testimonials and papers you've found and researched on your own time to prove that this aid will help, this prescription will help you live a better, calmer, happier life not marred by as much pain and suffering. A life that's living and not just surviving.
All because they don't care, because the government made some stupid decisions decades ago and every time they get an opportunity to change they dig themselves deeper and say don't worry about the inflation, don't worry about the cost of living, don't worry about how your body and your country are failing you.
People on a disability scheme like the ndis according Australian Institute of Health and Welfare are twice as likely if not more to commit suicide than the general population. Men who are disabled are more likely to commit suicide and more likely to consider it (doi: 10.1093/pubmed/fdy197).
They hire lawyers that call in soft voices to tell you that you need to resubmit years worth of evidence, that "that's not what the agency is for" when you ask for the recommended number of hours. And legal aid is no help, they want you to wait until you're booked until you ask them for help even when you've been told specifically to ask them for help. And because this is happening all over, the support workers and advocacy groups are overrun and overworked.
The ndia only cares if it will make them look good on paper. The ndia will tell the general population "look how much money we saved" while the disabled looks on in agony, while they are denied medication, support, aid, transportation, therapies and god knows what else.
#and that's not even getting into the pitiful amount that pensioners get#thats a whole other problem that closely ties to this but i don't have the spoons myself#this was very emotionally driven but i meant every word of it#ndis#ndia#disability#disabled#disability rights#vent#technically ig#im just so fucking sick of them#you can be on the disabilities pension and still not be “disabled enough” to be on the ndis#and then when you fight to be on it they treat you like you're lower than dirt#and then if youre plan managed youre more likely to be treated poorly. lose access to your money. or be outright denied anything you need#without so much as a say so#but thats still preferable to self management according to the ndia#i have to look into how to vote against this shit for the next elections#sometimes australia sucks#can you believe grammarly's tone checker thing thought this was at any point positive
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dodie's instagram stories from suryalila (jan 2 2024)
#tone shift from that last reblog but i went over to my nightly ig story watching and i just thought this needed to be on tumblr they're so#cuuuuute!!#dodie#doddleoddle#absolutely agonized over the order since the tree was posted before th selfie but i like it more like this so#my phone goes b&w to remind me to sleep and these look so good in b&w too now i want to post that but i wont unless someone asks me to
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I saw in your notes that you had to cancel your birthday so happy (possibly late) birthday!!
Haha thanks it was last year in September lol!!
And actually I did get to do birthday plans it was just kinda miserably bc the reason I was going to cancel was due to conflicts with my mum (and her making me feel like an awful person about it), but my other mum didn’t care and we went anyways and it was actually fine (the concerns my mum didn’t happen)
Also I was going through basically a platonic break up as well so crazy month lol
But thank you, and everyone who sent me flags, it was nice to get some positive interaction during all that!
#i think I said I cancelled out of mental health reasons#yeah my mental health issue is my parents#they technically did give me mental health issues I definitely was depressed last year before this incident#full context is I have a brother who was 3 and my mum thought he would have a tantrum at the restaurant bc it would be late#and she told me in a way that made me feel like a horrible person for even suggesting going out and never considering other people#the whole summer beforehand was about similar conflicts#but we went anyways and my brother probably enjoyed himself more than I did lol#i just checked all my discord msgs bc I talk to my friends about my parents a lot (it’s good to have a paper trail so I can know exactly wh#and how I’m traumatised by my parents lol)#and apparently after days of me asking my mum if we’re sure we can go and she’s happy to go out and to let me know if it won’t work#she made a backhanded comment the day before we were going to go out#where basically my brother was asleep and she said in a moody tone that this is what it would be like if we went out#and I was just devastated bc I gave her plenty of ways out and at that point I actually had my hopes up about it#and she didn’t say we can’t go she just shat on the idea so backhandedly#oh wow it was such a headache#we cancelled and we’re gonna do it Monday#and then last second we went out that day anyways#yknow when I wasn’t prepared and didn’t get enough sleep#my god#worst birthday actually#at least my sister was there she was cool#anyways sorry for vent ig??#anon#ask#personal
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I’m midway through Giant Robo and as much as I hate to point out something that reminds me of getter bc I say every mecha I’ve watched since has been very different:
I immediately notices two characters who have green hair and not only did I call they were siblings just based off of that but they are related to a mad dead scientist. I am once again wondering if Imagawa had the Kei is Genki plot point from the start and the team still used it after he left because this scarily aligns with what fucking happens later in arma. Like I heard he took his script with him but there is- so much foreshadow in the eps he did to the entire family plot line that unfolds in arma. So many lines Saotome saids about Go alluding to he’s a clone, a line from Musashi pointing out Genki is different, even Genki always had that yellow shirt in group photo that upon a second look feels like a *girl* would wear it and not a boy, but they have the cap still. Not to mention like I’ve said in a couple recent post MANY times is the weird factor that Kei originally was a side character, even my one friend pointed this out. Sure, she does show up in the manga when Sho isn’t around much and she did pilot shin getter during that point, but it’s not like she did much since Ryoma was doing the fighting for that section and then she died.
Also just the fact Kei is two characters merged into one is something imagawa would’ve done, given his other works he’s Frankensteining all these characters together and Giant Robo predated Arma, it’s not out of line for him to do something like this again especially when he keeps the same story telling beat of throwing his viewers into it and not explaining a thing. (Also I haven’t seen G gundam but KNOW family is a theme there for him too)
I’m always gonna go insane whether or not what we got in arma was actually lacking Imagawas original vision or not but this made me go more insane.
#meg text#getter robo#giant robo#also I’m sorry if this evolved into another getter tangent and not a lot about giant robo#I like it so far but I’m waiting until I finish it to sort my thoughts given this is a shorter one#also a lot is going on LMAO#my only guess now with imagawas OG script is like- the dinosaurs would've been around and the hayato framing would be addressed#shin dragon would be more of a horrifying thing then what we got at the end#ryoma would PROBABLY be around the whole time so I don’t think Kei would’ve replaced him#and ig the tone would be more intense the whole time where as it kinda calm down a bit#man I still want the story of the drama to be revealed but it probably won’t ever happen#it’s a two decade old show and imagawa happy doing whatever now there’s no reason to touch it#but I’m always gonna theorize about this more then actual getter stuff /hj#also funny how Kei doesn’t have a weird apparent powers bc I hear that’s a common thing with imagawa#But go took her place ig
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#im so fucking sick of people#like i try to go out and do stuff and talk to people but when i try i js feel like people are mocking me#like yesterday i was returning a flare tights that i bought online and i usually hateee returning stuff#but i went to the physical store to return it and the woman at the register was so meannn#like i have curly long hair and it sheds more than ”normal“ hair ig and there was ONE strand of hair on the tights and she plucked it off#like slow and dramatic and looked at me with disgust#and then she held the pants up and there was like a piece of cotton or whatever its called on it and she plucked it off and she looked so#disgusted and she js talked to me in the worst tone but i finally got it returned#and there were so many people in line behind me#i just wanted to cry#and another thing#i hate going outside where i live bc my friend knows someone who lives in the building next to mine and that friend is like oddly obsessed#with me for some reason#and shes literally filmed me one time when i was on the same bus as her and sent it to my friend#and my friend thought it was hilarous#and my friend has only told me about her filming me once so idk if shes done it other times#but its so fucking uncomfortable and i already struggle sm with paranoia and feeling like im being watched#i just wanna isolate myself and hide from everyone im so fucking tired#vent
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Whenever they take the paranoid cunt out of Max's personality in something I literally get so mad. That’s like his main character attribute
#max dillon#spider man#spiderman#electro#marvel#dinu yells into the void#this isnt based on anyrhing in particular more like a hodgepodge of thoughts. annoyance at tssm and jmd electro mostly.#ive probably talked to ppl abt this more in depth but literally so sick to me when max is like NOT a asshole in something-#-with misanthropic and paranoid sentiments like that’s literally probably his most consistent comics traits#1) being a bitch and 2) some form of difficulty or hardship in interacting with other people that’s not super#‘’’’’sympathetic’’’’’’’#tssm is probably the most egregious example of it like yeah he gets mad ig and does some shitty things but its like#clearly meant to be a story thats like ‘AGHHHH IM SUCH A MONSTERRRRR’ tragedy which is so. boohoo who fucking care#or fucking light the night my increasingly behated which takes most of max's bite and bark and general unpleasantness away to make him-#-seem more easily redeemable / the same archetype of Tragic protag jm always fucking uses#and like its not even hard to make decent max adaptions that portray him differently…#tasm2 is a messy. messy movie.#but it did rly good making max more serious/darkly toned as a villain whilst retaining his weird or kinda fucked up qualities#i shoild probably stop tag rambling im just like. i dont think comics electro is meant to be a simple/uncomplicated villain.#but like hes complex in a way where he’s still a prick. and gets So Scared. this is importsnt to me
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the way my heart sank . lol
#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious#but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her#and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree#so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call#and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated#and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad#and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so#confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not#want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should#but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐#which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening...#i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same#instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and#work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad.#like. im Afraid.#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow#idk what else i can do#i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first.#shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk#i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me#like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w#the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at#me for trying to help . idk#UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me
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S03:E09 - Star Scream's Ghost
Octane tries to hide from Decepticons, but finds Star Scream's vengeful ghost in stead.
TALK TO ME MY BEAUTIFUL BABYGIRL WITH A DISORDER or however the saying goes.
#some shit#its not called cisformers#spacing his name out for mild search avoidances ig.#MOST CONFUSING 1ST HALF OF AN EP iv ever seen. AND IVE BEEN WATCHING THIS SHOW.#i thought i was correcting for episode out of order ness but now i feel even more confused#NOT THAT. ep order really has to do with. truely. just scenes that are BARELY threaded together.#idk who octane is or why hes the cons are trying to kill their own guy well ig he mentions it on his date with whatever auto bot this is.#where something is comically failin to kill him#[all said with the. thats. why im here. tone]#screamer girl where are uu
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:^(
#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^#thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too#n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but#also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH#n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl#just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh#to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha#anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE#but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like#an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse#its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow#i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee#but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others#like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺#im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh#instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some#of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess#idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad#for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow#and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea#YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future#whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now.#god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u#feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr#It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!
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finished fmab
#blythoughts#OK SO#love it. love everyone#ALPHONSE!!! MY SWEET ALPHONSE like he is so happy and i love him so much#Ed coming in clutch YES KICK HIS ASS! and hoenheim is cool too ig..#i hated mustang so much when i thought he killed maria ross!! i still have residual hate from the og FMA lol#but when he was hunting down envy i have never rooted for someone more. he was right for that#riza hawkeye my queen... again if she believes in mustang i simply must believe her. she deserves everything actually#i wanna name my fav characters but theres too many... Ed and Al ofc. Hawkeye Izumi Mustang Greed/Ling#love Ross Fuery and Havoc the absolute legend#i loved the darker more serious tone of fma 03 but i love the number of characters in fmab and how they all come together in the end.#hawkeye and mustang absolute power couple. they are so cool. i got so mad at how cool mustang was because i still wanted to hate him 😭😭#also love the protagonist moments that al got near the end. he got to make his own decisions and sacrifices and they paid off!!#10/10 will haunt my brain forever#fma
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remember that time deku said that he acts like bakugou when he really wants to win? no...? haha yeah me too...
#this isnt Every Single Instance of him imitating bkg but its the ones i thought were notable#see also: the entire 104 minute run time of heroes rising#i need to make a companion to this thats all the times that bkg acts like deku#(theres more than youd think!!)#bnha#og post //#not intended as romantic bkdk but if u take it that way then u do u ig#the tone of this is supposed to be like.. lil brother imitating his older brother
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Literally will sit and rewatch the episode of Super Salaryman the first photo is a production image from just to see Tsutsumi's character super excited to see the monkeys <3 love him dearly and the show as a whole big serotonin boost <3 also less Hostage Situation shot of the second one
AND OKAY I WOULD'VE TOLD YOU ABOUT RASEN IF I KNEW YOU LIKED ADO THE SONG S L A P S AND SO DOES THE INTRO SEQUENCE IN GENERAL
One Google Search Later how could you not tell me bout this show sooner the premise sounds so fuckin cute hold ONNNN 😭😭
OH BUT YEAH MY ADO FANATICISM WASNT EVER MADE PUBLIC IG LMAO yeah i love her :)) the intro IS mundo cool (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)
#snap chats#GORILLA PLUSHIE ITS SO CUTE PLEASE THE NECKLACE awful funny.. i had an abandoned comic where i had jo win a big animal stuffie..#in another timeline it was a gorilla but nay it was a penguin this time 😩 badtz specifically but listen he an animal..#just ironically a penguin at that... lmao.... was supposed to be for masato but w/e w/e i abandoned that thing moving on#OH BUT DOUBLE FUNNY TIMING honestly i finished god of risk today#and since it was what got me watching the show in the first place i didnt expect tsutsumi to speak in a higher voice when speaking english#not a bad thing Obvi its only cause toda's tone was relatively the same when she'd speak english that i was 'surprised' ig#i personally talk in a lower tone when speakin another language so i just thought it was neat to hear a different case#OH BUT RIGHT THIS SHOW again this sounds made cute.... gonna finish this comm sketch then ima star binging oops 😔#wait Funny Timing Triple Combo my dad texted me today for some reason. my sis def snitched to him that i was sad last week#he's texted me a lil more frequently as of late... 'snap how is this related'#because my dad loves superman so superman always reminds me of him SEE it's related#yeah :) anyway ill Maybe watch that after this sketch im almost done (❁´◡`❁) if not then DEFFF tomorrow im so excited
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