#money problems tw

[ghoulsplay]

Just a little psa under the cut of what’s going on in my personal life and why activity will be all the fuck over the place even more so than usual but also why I may be quiet on discord or in messages. I’m being really brave about it tho ~ tw for health issues, hospitals, death mention, similar topics.

a month ago my dad was hospitalized and he’s had a lot of health issues over the years, he’s been through a bunch but generally speaking lives a normal functional life but every now and then he hits a bump in the road and has to go back to the hospital. this time is different. it’s going on longer, he’s not getting better, there’s no real timeline on when he can come home and we don’t even know if he will come home and because of his certain health issues he can only go to a hospital that specializes in what he has and it’s 3 and a half hours away and no one else in my house drives. me and my mom are fucking scared and unfortunately we don’t really have a good support system. the people around us are very much self serving people who don’t care about anyone else. so we sit and we think the worst and we wait and have to figure out bills and transportation on top of it all.

and because timing in my life is utter shit, the week my dad went in i had started a brand spanking new job that has been very overwhelming and a lot to deal with and im very much doubting myself and my abilities and all in all i’m just ? exhausted. some days i don’t want people to even look at me let alone talk to people.

i’m in a position where i’m in a rush to finally get my license but it’s a lot of anxiety i have to push through to get there and it’s super trying because my mom would be relying on me fully to do so. i finally got my permit, 12 years later than i should have, but there’s still a lot of steps to take and frankly the world is kind of caving in at my feet

that said, distractions are the only thing keeping me from weeping my days away so sometimes i’ll be super active or super chatty. other days i may be silent. it’s a rocky situation and all i can do is my best rn.

[lapdogchase]

[numbpill]

i think im at a point where i am ready to truly leave my abusive partner

he pulled me down by my hair and beat me last night for literally talking which he at times decides is just the utmost disrespect despite the fact that i have always spoken my mind + he continues to tell blatant lies about me to my face which makes me speak up. its like he is baiting me to be able to hurt me. ugh

sorry tw tw tw

anyways i need money to get my own hotel room which seems like the most reasonable option at the moment (yes we live in hotels its called hidden homelessness its way hard)

anyways pls rb if you can i need all the help i can get rn. mre graphics soon sorry for the downer energy but i have no other resources tbh

my apple pay is 828 266 8648

my cashapp is $jaybeelerclt

anything helps, a room for a week (its way easier to pay by the week instead of daily) is 430 bucks over here not expecting to actually hit that but if anyone can do anything i really appreciate it

[imtotallynotanothersameperson]

work is so weird for me

i do something kinda stupid and then i want to quit or die because of it and never see anyone again

but then i go back and i say and do the same stupid things like i dont agonize over it at home

gotta pay the bills tho

but it’s probably going to end in a hospital bill :/

[amandackles]

me when my entire life is kinda falling apart and all i want to do is to end my suffering and miserable life after 19 years trying and never got anything good that could help me but all i can do is stay here so my parents don't go crazy and k-word themselves too, and do everything my mom want and making my friends laugh about my shitty life because i am too guilty to vent and do a trauma bomb on them, and pretending that my older sister don't exist anymore because she left me here even tho she just went to live her own life.

[violentviolette]

i miss kaneki

[the-gnomish-bastard]

Just found out Lich Gramporl is a necrophiliac, not a necromancer. I’m ashamed of supporting his efforts now.

[blehboyspost]

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[meowmeowrobot]

I love being a catfish ^^ like I'm ugly af irl but I know how to do makeup soooo

Like I'm still ugly but not as ugly hihi

Hate being ugly but what does a girl do, just not be ugly? How?

I'm not just ugly I'm also F A T!!!

Ew ew ew

I wish I was th1n and pretty and I wish I had money so I could have bought all the cute clothes and bags and accessories and all the cute stuff I want!! I could also have bought figurines and other collectibles and I'd bought my own apartment so I could surround myself with all the things I love, and also I could isolate myself from everyone and just rot away in front of my computer where I could become the ultimate icel who just plays computer games, drinks soda (0cal ofc) and watches 🌽-c+p hihi

Also! I would buy a beautiful vanity a bunch of makeup AND wigs so I could turn into a million different people and I could also cosplay!

Ugh I wish I had money

[eggmeralda]

do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

[s3d4t3m3]

I've dropped $135 for a gram of coke and a gram of ket that I finished that same night and proceeded to buy another $135 worth of KC but $40 worth of clothes is just to much for me...

[lovelesslittleloser]

People should be more afraid of asexuals, because they’re the only people that are immune to one of the seven deadly sins

[the-wannabe-hero]

If the cat paw you get when you boop my blog isn't black I'm going to cry myself to death

[twmydiary]

we love selling nudes bc you feel like it's the only thing you can fucking do to help your money issues except no one is fuckimg buying anything so you're just pathetically begging the internet for help and no one is helping

[ashmp3]

and by the way this was last nail in my coffin but they closed my gym. the one i have been going to for a decade yes i am so not okay

[mosspapi]

My mother really likes the rug I'm making for my apartment and said she's genuinely considering commissioning some from me. And like. I seriously deeply appreciate the thought and the fact that she likes it so much that she not only wants one of her own but will pay me for it too, but I don't think she realizes that actually doesn't do anything. "My" bank account is still owned by, managed, and accessed by her and my father. She can put money in or take money out whenever she wants. She sees all of the transactions that go thru it. If she pays me for it she's just moving her own money from one of her accounts to another one of her accounts but this time I know it exists. It's not MY money even if she pays "me".