#i cant this was the only all women gym here and i am not going back to working out with men i think im just gonna start running

[ashmp3]

and by the way this was last nail in my coffin but they closed my gym. the one i have been going to for a decade yes i am so not okay

[woahajimes]

i feel so out of place

[winderlylandchime]

I’m just gonna go ahead and say sorry in advance the man lost his mind with the next ep but 3x04 1/2 ‘He would make great marketing for durex. Remember their covid ads? Funny as shit. Why is she here? Why can’t she take the kid with her to the hospital? I thought i gave Brian permission to hit this fucking kid? Yeah! Eat the chips you little bitch.‘ we got to Mel and Linds picking donors ‘FRESH SPERM?! LINDSAY HE IS 19- What are the-THEY CANT GO TO A SPERM BANK? THEYRE GONNA PICK BETWEEN THEIR FRIENDS?! Girl, what makes you think any of them want a kid at all or better yet with you? There is no way Brian would let that kid get into the ‘vette. JUSTIN! WHY ARE THEY CASUALLY SAYING HEY TO EACH OTHER? oh Justin hates this kid (Mel and Linds pick Mikey) MICHAEL?! THEY ARE PICKING MICHAEL?! MICHAEL?! MIKE? MIKEY?! Because he invited a kid to a comic book store? THAT IS LITERALLY HIS JOB! Thank god the diner doesn’t have more male waiters because she would think someone wants a kid just cause they told her the specials’ ‘WHAT IS WITH THEM MOVING IN SO FAST? I THOUGHT THAT WAS A YOU PEOPLE THING *waves at me*’. ‘Have you noticed that whenever Lindsay and Melly want something from someone they make them a meal? (mikey and Ben are taking a shower and he actually fake gagged) The only shower scenes I like are Brian and Justin’ ‘he’s going through Brian’s stuf- he has a lot of dildos, why am i acting surprised..HE STOLE HIS BRACELET! How dare you, you little shit! BRIAN HE HAS YOUR BRACELET! HE DOES NOT OWE ANY OF YOU ANYTHING ESPECIALLY NOT MONEY! I know I said hit him but this *points to the toilet scene* is WAY fucking better! Do Ethan next!’ He is once again using Shazam to make his playlist even better. ‘Usually when people start doing drugs, they become fun before they ruin their lives, this dude is just hitting the gym? Boring. Oh he’s angry and jealous of Michael isn’t he? Well that’s not healthy’ he is once again using Shazam, this is getting ridiculous. ‘OKAY BRIAN!! Oh damn, I don’t remember him being all 6 packy before. Why is a cop there?’ ‘Why is he surprised that he wont have full rights? Dude, you’re a DONOR! But don’t worry they never hold their word, they force the donors to step up one way or the other. Make sure you have life insurance. THATS WHY THERES SPERM BANKS MELANIE!’ And thee scene is coming up (my cousin thankfully reminded me to record him here bc she knew he’d lose his mind and thank fuck she did. Usually i record him for big moments but i almost forgot here) ‘HE ACCUSED HIM OF WHAT NOW?! *pauses tv* OH FUCK HIM AND FUCK WHOEVER MADE HIM! That is such a horrible and serious accusation to make cause some people, HA, some people..good one (his name), GIRLS! WOMEN! aren’t believed! And boys! Oh don’t even get me started and i know it’s ironic because im yelling at a boy BUT DIFFERENT! WE DONT EVEN GET TO COME FORWARD CAUSE WE SHOULD BE HAPPY WE GOT LAID! And if it was done by a man? Well then we are forced to be quiet because we get mocked since apparently gay is worse than rape. But Brian is gay, so of course he did that and nobody would think otherwise. Because gay means predator in their peanut shaped brain! Meanwhile PRIESTS exist! Or those weird family friends that you have to change outfits for when they come over but nobody calls that out. HOW FUCKING DARE THEY? You know what? FUCK EVERYTHING AND ESPECIALLY FUCK THAT KID! His family better know better, i have no faith in them but they owe him that! Nobody will believe this, he literally hates kids!‘ He then got up and went outside to smoke. I forgot that when the whole Florida gay ban bullshit happened, this man FLEW to florida to protest (we are nowhere near florida) so I should’ve seen this coming tbh. And when he came back inside he just went ‘I do wish they showed him being interrogated because I know for a fact my man was giving sarcasm and anger and funny insults!’ ‘Well look at that, it’s almost as if you shouldn’t move in together after like a week!’

Melanie and Lindsay’s insistence on using known sperm over donor sperm baffles me and must be because for TV reasons because it’s so bananas. LOLing at them making someone a meal… that is so true!

Ben not becoming more interesting with a drug problem IS A MOOD. And true.

His reaction to this storyline is everything. Factually, false accusations are incredibly rare and yes, it’s a double-whammy for boys. The other part of this storyline I hate? Is that Claire is right to believe her kid. So rarely do parents believe their kids and go to the police, when they should. I hate hate hate this storyline with a passion. I get why it happens (Justin still believing in Brian and doing whatever needs to be done to clear his name) but FFS CowLip why why why do you have to create a narrative around a false accusation?

YOUR BROTHER FLEW TO FL TO PROTEST? He gets all the fist-ally’s in the world! I love him.

[elysianslove]

hi! may i request hcs of the haikyuu boys watching/helping their significant other workout? maybe yoga or just a regular workout? would be sweet if it was all of them but i know there are so many, so mainly kuroo, kageyama, bokuto, oikawa and nishinoya <3 thank you!!

hi anon!! i’m sorry i didn’t do all the boys, but i wrote for the specific boys you requested. if you, or anybody else, wants these hc’s for other boys i’d love to do them hehe. hope you enjoy!

kuroo tetsurō

he’s so excited as soon as you’re like “hey wanna work out together”

like his whole body freezes up and then he just

screams

if you’re already like pretty athletic, he makes everything a competition

but doesn’t actually compete

he just wants to watch you 😏

no fr he’ll be like “i bet i can do more squats than you”

and then just doesnt squat and only watches you squat

this mf 😭

he gets way too excited and puts an alarm at 4;30 am to text you/wake you up to go on a run with him

you: see that’s what we’re not gonna do

if you’re not very athletic or you’re just starting to get accustomed to working out

he is so. encouraging

like sickeningly so

tries his best not to overwhelm you and does really basic workouts with you

but also if ur laying face down on the ground crying “i dont wanna do this anymore” he will NOT have any of it

good luck unsubscribing to his services

he just wants to see you succeed 🥺 👉🏼👈🏼

cooks you the best healthy meals you dont even feel like youre missing out on anything

now

yoga

listen he’s so cheeky

he’s so mf TOUCHY

couples yoga with kuroo >>>>

it’s so funny bc this man is so strong he can do pretty much any move that requires any type of strength but pull out the flexibility card and he will pass away on the spot

he also just likes to watch you do yoga

not just bc he’s a pervert

but also bc it’s just interesting to see you in your zone

buys you yoga pants just bc <3333

“u just wanna stare at my ass”

“how dare you i would never objectify my gf”

stares at your ass <3

kageyama tobio

remember when i said kuroo would make everything a competition but wouldn’t really care

kageyama cares

he’s so annoying youre just trynna have fun working out w ur bf but here he is trynna kill u bc he’s so much better at everything

okay but if YOURE better 🤑

it pisses him off at first but then he realizes he’s pissed off bc ur so hot and make his spine tingle

work outs with him are intense as fuck

like he goes all out

but then he helps you stretch and 😏 it’s worth it

if he’s helping you workout, he’s kinda harsher than he intends to be

and when he realizes that yk maybe he’s being a lil extra

he apologizes and just asks how you wanna do it

spends the night researching hehe 

is encouraging in a demeaning way like “do you WANT to regret not working harder” ur like tobio i swear on my life i will start crying

when y’all are done he does like give u a small kiss and the sweetest smile “good work” and it makes it all the more worth it

about yoga though

when he first watched u he was horny hwbwjwks

he was like oop what is this feeling

but then it clicked lmao

avoids watching you unless you’re doing it privately so he can embarrass himself less

if you invite him to join you it’s just rigorous head shaking but he loves you sm he’ll do anything for you

he just follows your lead and is listening so attentively and is trying to mimic your movements exactly and is so awe oh my god he’s so CUTE

once ur done and ur both just laying on the ground you roll over and kind lean over him and give him a kiss “thank u for doing this with me”

“we should do it more often”

not horny just in love with you <3

bokuto kōtarō

so hyperactive good luck keeping up with him

he’s also like

built

LIKE HAVE YOU SEEN. HIM???? no way he doesnt go crazy w the work outs

if you suggest to work out together he’s so excited and he just does everything normally the way he does at 2.5x speed and you’re just like bruh 🧍🏻‍♀️ slow down

you do eventually find your own rhythm that kinda matches his own

and it’s nice to have him with you because like if you’re at a gym and ur using a device across the room from him he’ll just yell and wave at you and blow you a kiss god i love this dork

after you’re both spent you just sit on the ground across from each other stretching just talking just vibing

gives you a big smooch in between everything if he can

it becomes a really positive addition to your life ngl

if he’s helping you work out

he is actually the fkn BEST

despite him being a work out freak, he doesn’t force that on you in any way

if anything i think he’d be super gentle

so cheerful when encouraging you

and rewards you a lot

too much probably

“20 PUSHUPS BABE !!!! LETS GO MAKE OUT FOR 20 MINUTES”

he doesn’t just say it he really does mean it when he tells you he’s proud of you

loves it when you do yoga

immediately tries to join in

“oouu teach me this move” proceeds to fall on his ass <3

 t’s okay he has a lotta cushioning 😏

he always wants to try the couples yoga moves

he saves them on his phone to show you later and you cant say no bc ur already in gear and the yoga mat is on the ground hehe

(if you watch cody ko and kelsey kreppel’s couples yoga video that’s basically how it goes with you two)

^^^ in one of the moves he has to like lift you up by your arms as youre sitting down and he’s standing and he accidentally just shoves your face into his crotch

you both couldn’t stop laughing until you nearly peed and thats the beauty of love

oikawa tōru

he has to repeatedly ask you if you’re s u r e you wanna work out with him 

if you’re s u r e you can keep up

please hand his cocky ass to him <3 

if you’re athletic, prepare to have him try to one up you every time you do something 

it’s so sweet though cause he’s so determined and he’s sticking his tongue out between his lips and you’re just like baby please what is this 

tells you to lay beneath him while he does push ups so he can kiss you 

you complain about how sweaty he is but really you just want him to take his shirt off <3 

okay two important things i want to go over

one. oikawa does not know when to stop. so, honestly, you probably suggested to work out with him to keep him in check and make sure he doesn’t overwork himself 

please make him drink water and take breaks when necessary :( 

two. his knee :( he would probably need to be very careful and he’ll teach you the correct way to massage it and prep it before he does any critical work 

if you approach him one day about helping you work out cause you’re clueless — yes it will get to his head

but like ??? he’s your boyfriend??? your very athletic boyfriend??? 

who else would u ask tf 😹

anyways he makes a whole like list and shit

organizes it so well with color coding and different handwriting 

keeps you up to date with your progress and always says things like “look how well you’re doing babe!” and gives you a hugeeee hug 

now, oikawa is either weirdly flexible, or not flexible at all

we’re gonna go for the first one for this yoga hc 

joins you randomly and starts doing the poses correctly right away ur like ??? sir ??? 

distracts you. so much. 

“can i have a kiss— another one?— one more— one more babe— okay an—“ 

make out sessions ensued :)

nishinoya yū

actually i think noya would like to be in own zone kinda thing when he’s working out

probably blasting some katy perry in his ears ngl 

but when you tell him you wanna go work out with him?? 

now you’re both blasting katy perry in your ears 

stares. stares so much. provocatively. 

he’s your bf so you get it

but women have come up to you in the gym asking if you’re okay hbwjwkwe

makes you try out his routine while he tries out yours 

“wow babe this is sooo easy” he’s dying dont believe him

you guys probably have a handshake that’s so motivating to do before and after eeekkkk he probably makes you feel SO good about yourself after

takes you to eat the unhealthiest shit he can find after a workout because why not right ? chivalry? undead 😻

if you ask him for help he’ll accept right away

competes with you to help you improve 

“one day babe you’ll be beating me at these with such ease” 

he’s the loud kind of encouraging 

yells a lot

like so much 

body worship all the time <3333

“god u look SO good right now i love you so much” 

this simp i love him sm

anyways. onto yoga 

did i mention he stares 👁👁

because he does 

he already knows you do yoga and he will find out your schedule 

just. likes to watch you tbh 

if you offer to do couples yoga with him he refuses bc he likes the view where he is lmfao 

there are so many tiktoks of him just doing the dances while you calmly do yoga 

it becomes a trend lmfaowjwnsj

anyways yes best supportive bf award goes to noya (actually all of them who am i kidding)

end note; MY BEST FRIEND PAINTED AKAASHI FOR MY BDAY GIFT I STOPPED BREATHING ,,, anyways i hope y’all enjoyed this!! feel free to request some more mwah

[diorjadore]

i’d do anon but i know people have already seen my posts previously. i’ve been attacked a couple of times by men in his comment section on both his anime and car account! where i asked a genuine question related to the topic or answering he wrote in a tiktok. time and time again it’s the assumption because i am a vinnie editing account i cannot have interests outside of vinnie and am only doing it for attention and only like him because he’s a pretty face or whatever. i reply back and all of a sudden the men go quiet when i reply back and show knowledge about the said topic. it’s just beyond frustrating cause if men actually shut up and weren’t overbearing in the comment section it would actually be somewhat chill they don’t seem to realise that vinnie is always gonna have the i love you vinnie comments and that’s never gonna change. i am not one to back down when they come at me for being a female who has a fan page/who edits vinnie and i will fight back at the men

The men he attracts with his content on his other accounts r just rlly big misogynists that cant accept d fact that women can be many many things other than the stereotypes they learned from their misogynistic role models.

Ure right, they love to assume that just bc we’re vinnie stans, we’re only here for his looks when a lot of us want to learn abt his interests, not only for him but more so for ourselves! Idk shit abt cars but i learn little by little from his content n maybe he even pushed me to watch AOT 🙄 HAHAHAHAHA i would like to assume d men on his comments section struggle d most with getting women bc of their trash attitude that usually comes with a trash face.

Vinnie’s an influencer, he influences ppl to like these things n then there comes d men who gatekeep said things and theyre d reason d cars n anime n gym community r seen as toxic n not worthwhile to be in, theyre also d type to wonder why ppl dont like d things they like, further alienating them. Most of d time its not d actual material but d ppl who come with it.

Feel better love! Its abt time women stand up to these dicks who think they can dictate what women like. Almost always, theyre just hiding in a shell of their own insecurities that they project to us bc they themselves cant stem out of the male stereotype. They’re jealous that we have d guts to like “masculine” stuff while they cant like d “feminine” ones.

[souljoon]

Like a fool (pt.1)

pairing: teacher!jungkook x cafe owner!reader word count: 2k genre: fluff, smut, ex lovers au warnings: sexual content, slight dom!jungkook, sub!reader, unprotected sex (stay safe loves!)

synopsis: Everyone in the neighborhood knows you and Jungkook will inevitably end up in a wedlock despite the complicated status of your on-and-off relationship. While you want to keep a civil relationship with him, Jungkook learned not to care about labels long ago since the first time you two broke up. Whatever you’d say, he intends to keep his place in your heart taken for the rest of your life.

~~~

“Your beau is here,” Jimin prompted behind you.

Without turning in his direction, your attention to the carrot cake remaining glued to the carrot cake you were currently frosting about.

At this point, you wouldn’t even be surprised to see Jungkook on the opposite side of your bed in the morning. He seems to find it amusing to see you evidently pissed whenever he’s around. How couldn’t you? He not only takes over Jimin’s job but he often causes a scene with the customers in the cafe—which, to fuel more of your unspoken frustration, are students from the nearby community college.

You couldn’t admit how the attention he was getting from people of different gender identities still bothers you despite the mutual decision to call the engagement off. You understand your ex-fiance is a very attractive man. And his charisma could probably stir attraction from married women regardless of their age.

Over the course of six years of a complicated relationship with him, you two had already been in two break ups in college, citing his laid back self in college and your endless insecurities that urged you to try to get away from him, from the spell he had on you.

While you decided to pursue your dream to start your own cafe business post-graduation, Jungkook surprisingly landed on a teaching job in Jung-do High School which is also located in the same neighborhood two years ago. 

Footsteps are, again, back in the kitchen. “He just wore an apron. So I’m guessing he’s here until the shop closes.” It was Jimin, informing you yet again as if it was part of his job to report Jungkook’s every move to you.

This time, you sweep a brief glance behind. “Don’t let the counter vacant, Chim.” You say, cleaning up the cake board as a finishing touch to your masterpiece.

“He took over the counter, _____. How am I supposed to make him go away when he’s our own human advertisement. He’s attracting more customers!”

With a glare darted to his direction, you suggest, “Then I guess I should replace you with him, instead?”

Jimin visibly sulked, not really wanting to argue with you—his boss. “Fine!”

Six months. That’s how long you’ve been single since. Sure he had you wrapped around his fingers back then. But you wanted to prove to him and to yourself that you can live without him. However, it’s too impossible to keep up with it when he freely deems himself welcome wherever you are, maintaining his act of indifference toward the real score between you.

Intending to place the cake in the display, you finally went out of the kitchen-- ironically, just in time to run into him. Jungkook being the shameless ex-boyfriend that he is, took the cake in your hands.

He was wearing a gym class outfit— a pair of black adidas sweatpants, and a plain, white shirt over a black hoodie. If only you were not trying to stay as far as possible away from him, you’ll probably tease him about his own dress code. He doesn’t look like he just got out of his class as the teacher. He looked like he just went out of bed before he came here.

“Aren’t you supposed to be home?” You ask from behind him.

“I’m bored,” he simply replied.

“What do you mean you’re bored? Haven’t you just got off work?”

He spun around, startling you when you came face to face with him. If you couldn’t properly see his entire face before, you do now much to your annoyance.

He sighs. “I did. Look, I’m just helping Jimin-hyung out here. I won’t bother you, I swear.”

“You don’t have to because you’re not my employee, Kook.”

“Well, I could use some part time if you’re hiring.” Jungkook shrugs.

Here we go, again.

Your eyes narrowed to which roused him to raise his hands up defensively.

“Jagiya—”

“Lovebirds,” Jimin suddenly interrupts.

“What?!” You both snapped back at Jimin’s direction.

“Whoa, tone it down— you two. Restroom is right there in case you need to release the sexual tension. It’s getting intense out here.” He jests, making a shooing motions with his hands.

Jungkook wasted no more time and took it as his cue to grab your wrist, dragging you with him as he navigated the way past the kitchen into the storage room.

A temporary relief washes through you when Jungkook brought you in this enclosed, rather safe space instead of the restroom. However, dread slowly consumes your whole being when you hear the familiar sound of the knob locking.

Jungkook pivoted back, facing you. “Let’s talk here.”

Your eyes lingered down where his hand maintained his grasp around your wrist. “Why? There’s nothing else to talk about.”

“For the umpteenth time, I saw the landlord across the street like he was waiting for someone,”

You look up, quirking up an eyebrow at his sudden shot of a subject relating to Seokjin. “What’s your point?”

“I don’t trust him.” He deduces, childishly.

“What do you want me to do, find another leasing property? This shouldn’t concern you in the first place. You never once heard anything from me about Joohyun.” You mentally cursed, unable to stop yourself from mentioning the name of the woman he was seen in a restaurant a week ago.

“What’s Joohyun got anything to do with this?”

You scoff. “You know what, I don’t need to answer that. We’re not together anymore so it’s none of my business.”

Jungkook seized your attempt to leave, latching onto your arm just in time. As he pulls you back, you were met with the subtle amusement plastered obnoxiously on his face.

“We’re not done here, baby. So... Joohyun, really? My colleague?” A laugh slips out of him, seemingly pleased. You, on the other hand, felt insulted on his take of your serious remark. Your blood started rising up. So the rumors aren’t true?

You jerked away. Well... tried to, because your hand stayed locked around his firm grip. “Let me go, I need to go back to the kitchen.”

You stepped back when he abruptly inched forward. You were puzzled for a second, but when your back touched the surface of the door, you knew you fell from his trap as he steadied himself with his palms pressed flat above your head. You turned your face away, avoiding his heated gaze. But the gesture only gave Jungkook a room to nestle his head on the exposed skin of your neck.

The moment you felt his warm lips touch your skin, you squeezed your eyes shut. “You’ve been pretty good at keeping a safe distance from me, baby. You have no idea how much  I fucking miss you, missed keeping you all to myself like this.” He expresses in a thick, sultry tone.

You shake your head, knowing full well what he meant. “We c-cant, Jimin is--”

“--not here.” He finishes, pressing his lower body against yours and teasing your sweet spot with a gentle suck. The bulge on his mid-region was enough to make your panties wet instantaneously and your body heats up too quickly.

“Jungkook,” his name slips out of your mouth.

“Please tell me you’re still in birth control.” He desperately murmurs against your skin on the curve of your neck.

You frantically bobbed your head, lost at the hot trail of kisses he’s leaving on your skin.

With an eager pull of the strings on his nape and back, he rids the apron off of his front followed by a swift pull of his sweatpants with his boxers, just enough to release his hard member.

Your mouth instantaneously watered at the sight of the maddeningly pink head and aroused length, thick and hard just the way you remembered it the last time Jungkook fucked you. It happened in his car three months ago. You were too intoxicated then to control yourself from jumping up into his lap as he drove you back to your apartment. To keep your pride intact, you tried to steer clear from repeating the same mistake again. Not when you’re not officially back together.

Right now, you’re too sexually neglected to care about anything.

“I want you in my mouth,” you beg, not believing you sounded incredibly hasty than you actually have estimated.

He swats your hand off when he sensed your hand extending towards his crotch, “I’d love to fuck your mouth baby, but we don’t have that much time. I need to be inside your pussy,” You felt his palms scooping you up through your butt, sandwiching you between his body and the door. Your legs automatically weaving around his hips to steady yourself.

Then pushes your underwear aside, “This is probably the only reason why I love you wearing skirts. Easy access—fuck baby, so tight.” He barely sank his cock in, yet you could already feel the sting of your walls as they stretch around him.

Your hand flew to the back of head, eager to bury your fingers beneath his curly locks.

Just as you part your mouth to speak to encourage more his entrance, he suddenly propels his hips forward, pushing his dick to the hilt which roused a cry from you.

“Fucking tight! I’m gonna break you so much you won’t ever forget about me. You understand, darling?”

“Yes, yes, please fuck me!” You cried out, reeling from both the sting of your muscles caused by his forceful entrance, and the familiar warmth filling you full.

Without bothering to warm you up, he began a breathtaking pace despite his overwhelming intrusion. You didn’t mind, though. In fact, his thrusts were making your moans irrepressible and your thighs tremble in delight.

Jungkook places his head between the valleys of your covered mounds, not missing his faint grunts, lost in his own pleasure.

“You like that, huh? You like the idea of being fucked outside, baby girl? I’ve had enough this bullshit,” He growls with a series of rough jerk of his hips, forcing a cry of his name out of you.

“That’s right, moan my name. Just wait until I get you all alone tonight, I’ll make sure you won’t ever think of breaking up with me. Do you hear me?” He warns darkly, emphasizing the severity of his threat with a shove of his dick so deep his tip was heavenly kissing your precious spot from your insides.

“Oh god,” you lamented, deliriously.

You could already feel the building up in your abdomen just as fast as he started rocking into you. You’ve known him long enough for you to easily sense it was the same for him too, concealing his moans with his mouth latched onto your prickly skin.

“That’s right. Come for me!” he grunted in between powerful thrusts.

His command did the trick, sending your body forward as you exploded, your walls tighten around him with each snap of his hips against your pelvis. Soon enough, he jerked off his load inside you with a growl rumbling on his chest.

Grimace creases on your expression as he cautiously pulls his cock out, following his load combined with your juices gushing out of your pussy down to the insides of your thighs.

Barely recovered from the earth shattering orgasm you had for the first time in three months, you heard a series of banging coming from the other side of the door.

“You done, lovebirds?” Your eyes clenched shut in realization, quietly plotting the assassination of some guy named Jimin.

“Thanks for ruining the moment,” Jungkook retorts back. “Not a problem. You guys seriously need to get the fuck out, I ran out of beans in the jar and try not fuck each other here next time, yeah?”

Amused with the scene unfolding, Jungkook casually pushes your underwear back to its place, smoothening your skirt down as if nothing inappropriate had occurred here. He kisses the tip of your nose, before turning the knob of the door.

Couldn’t this get any more embarrassing?

~~~

Thank you for reading and apologies for any spelling/ grammatical errors. I havent edited this yet.  Part 2 will most likely be posted on Monday or Tuesday :)

[qitwrites]

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It isn’t unusual to see Uraraka in the gym. It isn’t unusual at all to see her going at it against a punching bag, striking it with ferocious jabs and strong kicks, well-paced and well-timed.  It isn’t unusual in the least to see her wearing sweatpants and a sports bra, hair pulled out of her face as she sweats it out alongside her classmates.

It is unusual to see her face scrunched up like she’s on the verge of tears though. It makes something in Midoriya’s gut clench unpleasantly.

‘Hi,’ Midoriya says, wiping away the sweat on his neck with the bottom of his tee shirt. Uraraka simply nods, but her eyes don’t leave the bag. She does a one-two combo move, the bag making a satisfying thump with every hit.

‘Are you ok?’ he ventures, crossing his hands over his chest. He keeps his eyes trained on her face, and his gut twists when he sees unshed tears brimming in her big, round eyes. Uraraka wipes at her face with the inside of her elbow before she goes back to the bag.

‘I’m fine,’ she bites out between clenched teeth, and Midoriya knows she’s not okay. He decides not to push it too much though, instead moving to stand behind the bag and hold it steady for her as she pummels it. He can feel the force of her punches through the material, and her face continues to twist and contort till there are tears running down her face.

‘Uraraka,’ Midoriya finally murmurs, voice low, ‘are you hurt?’

‘I’m fine.’

‘You’re crying, you’re not fine-‘

‘I said I’m fine! Leave me alone Deku, just- I’m fine.’

The last time Midoriya had a gut feeling like this, he’d left Iida alone after his brother got hurt and nearly lost him. The last time he’d let his guard down, Bakugou had been kidnapped from right under their noses. And the last time he hadn’t fought to understand, he hadn’t persisted in his efforts, he’d let go of Eri and allowed her to be in harm’s way, an act he would never, ever forgive himself for. So now, Midoriya has a bit of an issue letting go.

‘We don’t have to talk about it right now,’ Midoriya grunts as Uraraka kicks the bag hard enough to jostle him. ‘But you have to talk to someone. Please don’t bottle it in, you know it’ll only get worse.’

Uraraka stops punching then, chest heaving as her eyes find Midoriya’s, and they’re filled with a plethora of emotions- pain, anger, embarrassment, rage, and so much sadness. They look defeated.

‘I am fine!’ Uraraka growls, thumping both hands against the bag. ‘I am fine because I have no choice but to be fine! Because the moment I stop being fine, I will lose. So, all I can do is punch a bag, shed a tear or two in private, and move on with my life because this is a battle I cant lose.’

‘You don’t have to fight anything alone Uraraka, you have all of us.’ Midoriya gestures at the gym, littered with some of their classmates. It’s not packed to capacity, but there are people around, their good friends.

‘I do have to fight this alone though. And I certainly can’t fight this with you.’

‘I don’t understand what you’re talking about. Please talk to me Uraraka, tell me more.’

‘There’s no point Deku. It won’t change a damn thing.’

‘But I want to understand anyway! Just humor me.’

Uraraka barks out a laugh before staggering away from the bag, her body angled towards Midoriya.

‘Fine, you wanna know so bad? Ok, let’s talk.’

She starts unwrapping her left hand. ‘Did you know that for every article or piece of news that goes up about my heroic deeds or my fighting, there are 8 others that talk about my measurements, which colors suit my skin tone, why I am in desperate need of losing weight, or something along those lines?’

Her right hand continues to methodically unwrap the tape with trembling fingers. ‘Every news channel I go to, no matter where, I have to read about how a female heroes’ love handles were showing while she was taking down a villain. Or how someone’s hair wasn’t perfect while they put their life on the line to do their job. And do it damn well.’

She finally finishes unwrapping one hand. ‘And did you know, that for every article written about your heroics, or Bakugou’s, or Iida’s, of which there are so many more than our female classmates’ by the way, there’s maybe 3 articles about things that don’t concern heroics? And they’re always respectful, not too invasive, somewhat curious.’

Uraraka moves to unwrap her other hand, but her fingers are shaking so bad, she can’t even find the end. Midoriya finally stumbles forward and pulls her right hand into his own, unwrapping it gently. He gives it a firm squeeze, urging her to go on.

‘I know the advice- stop listening to the tabloids, let it roll off your back, it’s not important, it’s not relevant. And I get that Midoriya, I do. I will continue to do my job. I will continue working towards being a hero. I will always do my best to save lives and defeat villains and keep everyone safe. I will.’

Her voice cracks, ‘But I also get tired, you know? I get tired of seeing people talk about me like I’m not even a person. I am so tired of seeing the female heroes objectified all the time. For them to be glorified for their looks alone and not their skills. We’re saving lives too, we’re not here to look pretty. We’re here to kick ass.’

Midoriya finishes unwrapping her hand but doesn’t let go, holding it lightly between his own. Uraraka stares at their hands and continues, ‘I want to be taken seriously. I work just as hard as you guys, and I want to be awarded that same respect but I’m not. And I don’t get to say Hey I’m tired today, if someone is disrespectful or puts me down because I’m a female hero I’ll let it slide because every time I do that, we take 3 steps back. I have to fight this fight all day, every day.’

Uraraka pulls her hand away and sinks down, resting her head on her bent knees. She slowly turns to look to the side, and she has a faraway look in her eyes.

‘I have been stared at since I was maybe 10 years old. And it’s not just me, it’s all girls. All women. We’re just stared at. Doesn’t matter what we wear, what we’re doing, where we’re going. I’m stared at. I could be in uniform, could be dressed to go to the mall or enjoy a day at the beach- I will be stared at. People, and men especially, look at me like I’m a piece of meat. I can feel it on the back of my neck, and yes, I can protect myself, but that fact that I even need to, why is that ok?’

Uraraka finally pauses, inhales deeply and a few more tears slip out.

‘I am tired, Deku. I am so tired. And I will continue to fight this battle, I will continue to stand up for Momo and Tsuyu and Mina and Hagakure and Jirou. For all the female heroes. For all women, everywhere. But I am tired of having to fight that battle in the first place. I’m just a little tired today. That’s all.’

Uraraka exhales deeply, and her entire body deflates. ‘I want to be able to walk out on the streets without my guard up because I’m a woman. I want to walk around wearing what I want and not have to worry about catcalls and judgement. I want to exist without the need to be perfect because when I’m not, it feels like I’m letting so many people down. I just want the freedom to exist as a human being, the same freedom so many take for granted. I want to talk about it, I want all of us to fight for it, I want to achieve it so someday, a little 10 year old girl can walk to her convenience store and not worry about the old geysers around the corner leering at her.’

Midoriya doesn’t move to interrupt her, not once. He listens, he absorbs, he aches. Because he knows- everything she says is true, and he can’t relate. He doesn’t face the same treatment. Granted, he faces his fair share of criticism, but his hero persona Deku does. And it’s usually for the way he fights, how reckless he can be, or sometimes how silly his bunny ears look. But never about his body. Never about his personal life. Never about his measurements, at least not in a sexual way.

And Midoriya has never been stared at, especially in a way that makes him feel small or hunted.

When Uraraka makes no move to continue, Midoriya sits on the floor, legs crossed and hands resting in his lap.

‘What can I do? How can I help, if at all?’

Uraraka mirrors his position, and for the first time since he spoke to her that day, there’s a ghost of a smile on her face. It’s a genuine one too, soft and barely there, but honest.

‘You’re a good guy,’ she says, smiling a bit wider. ‘You’re kind, you’ve never made me feel small or objectified or anything. And you don’t speak that way about other people. You speak in terms of strength, and you acknowledge everyone, regardless of gender or other parameters. You’re doing good.’

Uraraka looks to the side, and Midoriya follows her line-of-sight to see Bakugou doing crunches while Kirishima shouts encouragements at him.

‘In an ideal world, people would think more like Bakugou did during the sports festival.’ When Uraraka sees the expression on Midoriya’s face, she bursts out laughing.

‘I’m not saying we need more Kacchans around Deku, don’t worry,’ she reassures him, still giggling. ‘I’m saying he didn’t hold back; despite the backlash he was receiving. He did his best against me because he knew I was strong, and he took me seriously. We need more of that, of being taken seriously, of being on the same ground as all of you. That’s what we crave- being acknowledged as equals.’

‘Uraraka, what’s wrong?’ Iida says from somewhere behind Midoriya. Uraraka quickly rubs at her eyes, trying to get rid of the tear stains.

‘Nothing, nothing,’ she murmurs, shooting Midoriya a look. ‘We were just talking about some stuff.’

Tsuyu sits down beside Uraraka and pulls her into her side. ‘You need anything?’

‘This is good,’ Uraraka says, leaning her weight into the frog hero. Tsuyu tightens her grip protectively, and the girls speak to one another in low voices.

‘She’s fine,’ Midoriya says to Iida as he stands up. ‘We were just talking about how differently we experience the world as male and female heroes.’

‘Ah,’ Iida says, voice subdued. He pushes his glasses up his nose. ‘I’ve read the statistics, it’s honestly disheartening. The number of female heroes ostracized from the hero community for absurd reasons, the number of hate crimes committed against them, it’s outrageous.’

Midoriya doesn’t even realize he’s gone into one of his mumbling rants as he says, ‘Is there anything we can do, like right now? How can we make a difference in the position that we’re in? We are still quite a while away from being pros. We do have licenses though, and we are known in the community. We also have students from affluent families that could help make a difference. But tackling the media is always a delicate matter and-‘

‘Start by taking steps yourselves,’ Jirou says, placing a hand on Midoriya’s shoulder. ‘Of course, all of what I’m about to say doesn’t really apply to you since you do it anyway but speak of us the way you speak about your male counterparts. Treat us with the same respect. Talk about us like we’re human beings with feelings. Just- it’s so systemic, all our biases and all our assumptions and how we treat and view women in society as a whole, so change will take time. We just have to take it one step at a time.’

Jirou takes her hand off Midoriya’s shoulder and shrugs, ‘We don’t want to be coddled, we don’t want special treatment, we don’t want any advantage or upper ground. We just want to level the playing field.’

‘In the meantime, when one of us is tired of fighting the system,’ Tsuyu says, getting Uraraka to her feet, ‘ice-cream and some queer-eye can’t hurt anyone, kero.’

That gets a smile out of Uraraka and Midoriya. The group slowly makes their way out the gym, nudging each other and cracking silly jokes. Jirou confirms that there’s 2 tubs of ice cream in the freezer, and Iida offers to make them popcorn even though he isn’t personally that fond of it. 

There’s an unpleasant clench in Midoriya’s gut, but that’s ok- identifying the problem is the very first step towards fixing it.

And when he looks around him, he thinks they have a pretty good shot at getting it right.

[itsjustmyfantasyroom]

Save me

Once again based on a Gone epidose, but we will pretend it’s Nick.

Warnings: None really, just fluffy cause i cant help myself.

WC: 1483

Enjoy x

You had just walked in your door from the gym. You needed something to distract you knowing what was going on, but you were surprised and confused when his name showed up on your screen. He was meant to be on a date. You had overheard him talking to Fin and Sonny about it. You were jealous and sad that he didn’t see you like that, so to try and get through the night you went to two classes at the gym back to back and then did another couple of hours. When his name flashed on the screen you wanted to let it go to voice mail. But of course when it came to Nick your heart took over,

“Nick?”

“Y/N, how are you baby?” Nick slurred over the other end of the phone.

“Ah- are you ok?”

“I need you Y/N. Can you come and get me I can’t drive”

“Where are you?”

“That Mexican place we went to last week”

Your mind was running a 1000 miles an hour when the cab pulled up outside the restaurant you had spent a night at last week with Nick and the rest of the squad. You paid and got out walking in through the door. You looked around the room at all the faces when your eyes found him and you started to walk towards him. A half-eaten meal in front of him and a full meal in front of an empty seat opposite him.  Nick was sitting back in his chair, both arms on the table, a bottle of beer in one hand, looking down with his jaw clenched.

“Nick” you moved the chair out to sit down.

“You were at the gym on a Saturday night?” Nick raised an eyebrow after looking you up and down, his eyes were glassy. He reached in pulling his car keys out of his pocket dropping them on the table in front of you.

“Yeah, we don’t all have dates every weekend” you rolled your eyes back “What happened?”

“She didn’t like my kind of baggage. A middle aged divorced Dad wasn’t her thing” Nick half smiled before he shot back the rest of his beer.

You looked over Nick’s shoulder catching the eye of one of the waiters signalling for the bill. You let Nick get up and he stumbled out of the restaurant and you walked to the curb flagging down a cab, you would come back tomorrow for his car. You both got in, Nick only moving to the middle, you got in sitting right next to him giving the driver your address,

“Guess a pretty lady is taking me home after all”

“Don’t think your luck is going to change that much” you shot back not being able to look into his eyes.

You were hurt and mad. He never saw how you felt for him, going out with women he didn’t even know, who didn’t know him and accept him like you did. You wanted all of him, his past, his baggage, everything and yet it still wasn’t enough. The cab was back at your place in no time, you paid and both got out. Nick was having trouble standing straight. You grabbed his arm throwing it over your shoulders Nick leaning into you.

Once the lift arrived at your level you walked Nick out and lent him against the wall while you opened the door. Then you grabbed his hand and pulled him inside towards your bedroom. You flicked the light on pulling him to the bed. You took off his jacket and he dropped onto his back lying flat on your bed. You took his shoes off and then rushed out grabbing a bottle of water and some pain killers. You were surprised when you came back in and he was still awake staring at the roof,

“Here” you walked to the bedside table sitting the bottle of water and pain killers on it “Get some sleep” you went to walk away.

“It should have been you” Nick mumbled.

“What?” you turned to face him with an eye brow raised.

“I see you. I see everything you do for me. It should have been you on that date with me tonight”  

“Your drunk, you don’t know what you’re on about” you turned on your heels turning off the light and closing the door behind you.  

You got comfortable on your recliner with a spare pillow and a blanket leaning it all the way back so it was like a bed. You tried your hardest to fall asleep but you couldn’t, Nick’s words running through your head. Eventually you gave up trying turning on the TV to see what was on.

It was early hours of the morning, you still nowhere near sleeping, half way through a Sex and City episode when you heard your bedroom door opened and Nick walked out in just his boxers and undershirt. You looked over at him surprised he was even walking around,

“You ok? Do you need something?”

Nick looked down at you, lifting the blanket off you and moving to lay between your legs resting his head on your chest resting an arm around you. You took in a deep breath resting your right hand on his shoulder and your left hand going to run through his hair running along his scalp. The room was silent for a long while, just the soft back ground noise of the TV till Nick spoke,

“Just because I was drunk before doesn’t mean I didn’t know what I was saying. I meant what I said”

“You seemed to have sobered up enough now, so say it again” you shot back.

Nick tilted his head up to look into your eyes,

“I see everything you do for me. It should have been you on that date with me tonight and I’ am sorry it wasn’t”

“Why did you call me and not Carisi or Fin?”

You pushed the chair so that you sat up straight and you moved over so that Nick could move from between your legs to sit next to you and you threw the blanket back over his lap,

“You’re always on my mind Y/N. The whole time she sat across from me I was comparing her to you and she didn’t match up to you and I was stupid to think going on a date would get you out of my head” You looked down and tried to process what had just been said to you, when Nick titled his head to look into your eyes “Can I ask you something?”

“Sure” you nodded.

“Why were you at the gym tonight?”

You took a deep breath sighing,

“I heard you talking about the date with Sonny. I wasn’t going to sit at home thinking about you being on some date and taking her home doing to her what I want you to do to me. So I did a couple of classes and worked out for a bit”

“Did that get me out of your head?”

“No” you scoffed back “Made everything worse, coming home alone and I started to picture you in bed with someone else after buying her dinner”

“A dinner that should have been brought for you” Nick sighed.

“Apparently” you whispered.

“I’ am so sorry Y/N. I don’t know what I was thinking”

“Honestly, me either. But it always the way isn’t it. Never see the one you really should till it’s too late”

“I was an asshole, but it’s never too late. I won’t let it be”

“And if she hadn’t of walked away you wouldn’t be here Nick”

“But she did walk away and I’ am here with you where I wanted to be all along”

“If that is what you really wanted you would have made it happen.”

“Y/N come on, you really going to make it that hard me? I said sorry” You shrugged your shoulders and looked down at your hands. Nick reached for your face, turning it towards him, but you kept your eyes looking down “Look at me Amor”

You very slowly started to look up into his face before you met his eyes. Nick slid his hand from your cheek to your shoulder pulling you towards him. His lips resting on yours kissing you softly at first. He poked his tongue out slightly running it along your bottom lip. You parted your lips and titled your head and the kiss deepened. Nick pulled back so you could both catch your breath, leaning his forehead on yours,

“I’ am sorry Y/N” Nick whispered.

“I forgive you”

Nick pushed the recliner foot rest down, stood up and grabbed your hand pulling you up into him wrapping his arm around your middle leading you to your bedroom,

“Next weekend, dinner, movie and you stay at my place?”

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[freebooter4ever]

i’ve seen the discussion going back and forth on boundaries and sexual objectification, and i don’t have much to add to the conversation other than to say everyone is allowed to determine their OWN ‘lines’ and just because we don’t vocalize them doesn’t make them any less valid. but here’s the limits i set for my blog if anyone feels it is important for them to know (<3):

personally I consider ‘characters’ fair game for anything goes, with ‘public personas’ a little more iffy. ‘RPF’ isn’t new - it just takes on a new more accessible/visible form nowadays. i remember reading my first fic about a ‘real person’ back in my LOTR fandom days - it was a story in first person perspective about the main character meeting orlando bloom on a plane before he was ‘famous’. like a lot of these types of stories, it wasnt so much about the person as it was about the meet cute. the actor was just a convenient placeholder with a handsome face and some personality quirks thrown in to make the romance/dialogue more specific. i personally dont read much xReader fic nowadays, but mostly only cause i’m an old fart who can’t relate to the ‘you’ format. i miss the good old days when people actually created OC’s and then inserted them into things LOL. but also LOL if you think i’ve gone an entire year of quarantine without some imagined personal fantasies of joe mazzello (or steve aoki in the years before)(ramilicious can attest to this. she can also attest to most of these fantasies ending in friendship rather than anything explicit cause that’s just how i roll these days lol). the line i draw is i would never post these types of fics in a place where the subject could accidentally find them - you have to go looking for this stuff on tumblr, most fics are given explicit ratings and under read-mores. with the blacklist tags it’s pretty easy to filter things out. its even easier to add filters to ao3 searches. i am NOT going to do something like message steve aoki and say ‘yeah i watched that movie Ibiza like five times, here is my 1k fic where you’re the dj and i’m the one night stand’. but obviously people still enjoy imagining scenarios like these otherwise movies like Ibiza wouldn’t exist?

for art, i consider anything already on display up for grabs, we all know a certain person’s ass is all over the place...all you have to do is google ‘need for speed’ and rami’s name. HOWEVER, in the case of actors i personally would not draw anything more explicit than what’s already there. i’m not gonna draw full frontal nudity for rami (unless he gifts us with it in a movie, i suppose) or anyone. this is 100% a personal choice for me. 

i was a sophomore or junior in college when i volunteered as a figure drawing monitor where i’d time the nude model’s poses and help them set up the stage and lighting and such. there was this one guy in his mid forties probably, a regular who came every week, and i always thought of him fondly till one day (the day after i ran into my Hot Programming TA during dinner and later sent him an email begging him to go on a date with me because i was desperate for kissing experience)(and Hot Programming TA emailed me back within minutes saying yes) this artist guy who i saw all the time and thought i knew fairly well, decided to draw me instead of the model. which would have been fine except he drew me naked. i was NOT naked at the time, i was wearing a shirt, and a bra, and a full prairie skirt with alternating calico and floral patterns. he drew what he imagined was underneath all that. he came up to me after the figure drawing session and showed me his drawings and told me i had been ‘glowing’ and my response was to laugh it off awkwardly and get the hell out of there as soon as i gave the model their pay check. but inwardly i was thinking a) i was NOT glowing for this creepy man twice my age and b) i did NOT give him consent to sexualize my body under my clothes and then SHOW me that objectification. i never said anything to him or anything else, i continued to be the monitor, and i continued to field off creepy advances from him including multiple job offers, but when i finally realized i could just...stop..and i passed the student volunteer monitor job on to my friend naeem, i also realized that what that older male artist did was NOT ok in my book. and it was probably not something he would do while naeem was monitoring.

nowadays im working in an industry that regularly objectifies female bodies. in the past year alone i have had to deal with requests to make breasts bigger, i have been given character rigs that in addition to the usual elbow, knee, and spine joints also have ‘nipple’ joints but ONLY for the women (to make them jiggle for animation), every time i send out a female pose i get it back with notes that push it further into the sexy type of body language reserved for women (twist the spine more! sway the back more! give it ‘energy!’), i have been told to erase wrinkles and fat and pores but ONLY for the women (men you ADD pores bc realism! and manliness!) and this is all me working for a company that is actually fairly progressive in terms of sexism compared to OTHER studios.

like it or not, sexual objectification is a huge part of specifically women’s lives and how we react to that is our business. for me, turning the tables and putting men on display feels like fair’s fair. i cant stop the men from doing it, so if i want to enjoy sexualizing male bodies, damn it im gonna! like dang it, boy do i want to send steve aoki a thank you note every time he posts a video of himself doing those ice baths during the sunset golden hour bc holy shit gorgeous or working out in his gym wearing VERY little clothes, but i dont because i know what its like when someone imposes their personal fantasies on the subject. or, god, there was that time i had to unfollow nicole’s insta for a while bc i had a very explicit dream about her and realized, shit, i need to take a break and get my emotions under control before i can refollow. and god some of the stuff i see dudes sending her during her live videos on mental illness/meditation is TOTALLY gross and not something they should be confronting her with. and she’s not even ‘famous’ famous. or how some fans send their idols explicit direct messages without consent. THAT feels inappropriate to me.

a part of me feels like i shouldn’t have to defend this. men don’t. they’re even encouraged in mass media to sexualize women. but i also recognize the importance of talking about consent. the importance of recognizing that a celebrity deserves to have their boundaries respected. these are my lines in fandom. other people have different lines they won’t cross, and that’s okay to me. i block or blacklist any blogs or tags i think go over the top.

heck, even in fandom-only spaces i still try to keep my own more sexual fantasies off this blog and only in private messages with my friends and mutuals, and i feel like that might come across as unintentionally prudish or judgmental sometimes. i’m not ‘horny on main’ very often. but like...every time i reblog that particular ‘washing machine’ gif of joe mazzello am i thinking about him naked and thinking about how he’s got very loooooong feet, and ‘gee i wonder if that means /other/ things are Too Big for my tastes’ but also ‘gosh wouldnt that make a pretty picture to draw’???? hell yeah.

i dont know who is gonna actually read this essay but yolo i guess :)

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

yeah same, i follow some fic accs that occaisionally post smut and its like mmmmm is the fluff writing enough to balance the posts that gives me finger burn trying to scroll past it? but yeah thats probably the way to go

ah i wasnt there for the teaser but i can imagine that was tantalising. lmaoo yes but to be fair i do have a writing acc called channiesbigheart so... balancing it out? but i absolutely am whipped beyond belief. it was a TRAVESTY how COULD they have. yeah the b sides gave him more lines but they werent the ones that were performed over and over at stages. yessss the line distribution in this album is impeccable, im pretty sure the thunderous stuff was some of their best distribution

hehe i can understand that, sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know? mmmm the differences are a bit nuts, it was 14 degrees today and in less than a week its going to be 32 or smth. BROOO that would be legendary, i bet theyd treat their artists rlly well and have great music as well ahhh but its a lot of work adn commitment. yES that is a mood if ever i heard one.

its the same in australia as well, sadly, you have people who hold up harry styles and lil nas x for breaking gender roles and wearing make up adn steryotypical womens clothing (and keep in mind i have infinite respect for both of them theyre honestly doing so much for the de-dehumanising of gay people and those who wear whatever they want), and calling the kpop boys gay and other things for doing the same thing, when theyve been doing it for years and gotten no recognition smh its so tragic. yes, anyway YES ONLY 6 MONTHS I AM FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES A BBY STAN altho i considered myself a fully fledged stay like 2 days after i got into them cos i just spent all day researching and fixating. YES someone said it. it feels like theyre losing a huge chunk of why a lot of people liked their music in teh first place, which was that whole dna, dope, fire mood. and even doing bright songs is fine, liek they should do what they want but i feel liek the western music industry is so fucking toxic that they feel pressured into making these decisions. dont get me wrong, theyre good decisions from a business perspective, theyre getting record breaking sales but still. mmm yeah honestly yg just needs to get its shit together or get out

oooh! not into nct but i see a lot of him, he seems rlly talented. ahh yes another channie ult lmaoo i feel that, my list is growing in leaps and bounds as well. mmm yeah i think i will, im just going to try to save enough money :) mingi appealed to me mostly for the voice (like felix smh what is it with me and deep voiced bois) but also his soft visuals and the whole cutesy thing he has going on i rlly liked. yes i did get into them while he was on hiatus, but im still mostly a casual stan, ill listen to the album when it comes out but i dont think ill obsessively look over everything to do with it, like skz. HAH WE'RE MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT. lmaooo the thot line describes them perfectly, why are they all so damn attractive. especially seonghwa, like that man looks like a character from a book, cardan greenbriar vibes anyone? mmhmm! his vocals are absolutely insane. ty! yeah im excited altho idk how theyre every going to beat border:carnival, that shit was impeccable. ahh no stress, enjoy teh groups you stan atm!

ahh thank you so much, ill keep that in mind. hehe thats good! hopefully its soon :( ah ty, it means a lot. ill think abt that and hopefully talk abt it a little more :)

ah, no it was inside our gymnasium but to get to the other side of the stage you had to exit the building, go around the back and then enter through the other stage door. ah tysm! im glad too. mmm same, they baffle me. ;n; noo so sad :( ahh, thats um not smth i put on here, but im in high school so make of that what you will :)

thank you! ive done a majority of them, i just have maths, an english presentation and an economic assignment due now so im pretty much home free. yeah i feel like hes the epitome of here for you while being inescapably far away. haha she sounds like one of my friends. lmaooo why is that me. hmmm i feel like youve answered a lot of them in that answer so maybe just ateez, enha, txt and bp? if you stan them? :)

ahhh no problem at all, proud of you for managing to overcome the procrastination! progress! mmm thats good! ahh pls do let me know if you ever decide that, i cant promise i wont cry but do what you gotta do :)

<3 w.a. 🐺

hi! sorry for the late reply, i didn't know how to construct sentences yesterday e.e

yeah sometimes it's the perfect balance! i personally don't like fics that focus mainly on the filth? the plot has to carry the whole fic somehow and the smut is just something to add to the mix. also, i'll follow you on your writing blog! i keep forgetting to do so, damn it.

"sometimes putting someone in a situation so horrible it would be considered a violation of human rights is theraputic, ya know?" putting it this way just silenced me but yes. angst just feels more realistic. it isn't always happy endings irl so i tend to do it a lot.

falling into skz is so easy! it felt like that for me too. stanning them felt like getting sucked into a blackhole. also yes i agree. kpop is nothing but an industry after all and it runs on money so i get why they do what they do as well.

i suggest we not talk about haechan because i will literally not shut up but yes my boy is an ace :( chan is also sooooo easy to love. and the chan's rooms just solidified his place as ult. having something to look forward to every week at a time when my mental health was just plummeting into the depths of tartarus just helped me be stable. oh yeah, mingi's deep voice is indeed sexc. and he has some wack ass duality as well! and i think seonghwa was one of the people i nearly considered as bias just because of his visuals because wow that's one beautiful face. and true, idk how enha's going to beat border:carnival. i don't like all the tracks simply bc of taste preferenceds but i like more than one so i consider that a lot already.

bro that gym should've had some sort of a covered walk :// also i miss being in high school sO DAMN MUCH. but i still feel like i am because time stopped when quarantine started and i was still in senior year at the time.

my ateez bias is wooyoung! it wasn't that much of a shocker to my kpop stan irls because i was a jimin stan for the longest time. enhypen is jake and they kept pointing out that he looked like seungmin sometimes so it's like chan's aussie-ness with a tinge of seungmin (the other guy in my skz bias line, in case i haven't mentioned it). txt is huening kai! i find it hard to believe that he's my age because he looks a lot younger? o.O and he always looks good damn :(( sigh for blackpink it's lisa! i tend to bias the maknaes of yg groups, it's a pattern i've noticed but don't intentionally do!

DON'T WASTE YOUR TEARS OMFG. you can always reach me elsewhere if i like disappear off this blog.

[spyoikawa]

Hello, i saw ur flower shop and i loved it. But im stuck between tulips and roses. So you Can choose😛

Pls whit a boy form Haikyuu😘

Personality

Im a capricorn, ISTP, crafty and a daredevil. I will do anything people say i cant do. "You cant slide down that" watch me do it. High pain toloranse, a lot. I am all over the place, but the thing is that i am Introverted. Lol, cringe combo of being outgoing and intro at the same time. Im street smart, layback, chill but with spice. Im rly random, i can switch up easy. I love to outsmart Ppl in games and sports. I may sound energetic, but Im not, i just click with those Who has the same vibe.

Im 5’8, girl, straight dark blond hair to my shoulders, blue eyes. Lean and atchletic bulid.

Hobbies

I train a lot in the gym, hates running, i wresel my friends and family, i do sport shooting and sleep a lot. I love card and board games, horror movies and to pull pranks.

I saw someone specify the crush or sum like that so imam do the same((:

-Taller than me, into sports or is atchletic

-Will put up with my pranks, play fighting and my attitude.

-not someone whos over the top, but right in the middle.

Take your time, no stress. Im in highschool too so i Can feel ur stress and pain. Thank you😘

*inhales* IM ALIVE AND BACK WITH MY FLOWER SHOP

@sussebassen thank you for your request! I never require types, but it definitely helps a lot! And I totally get being introverted yet out going at the same time lol

Rion's Flowershop: Tulips

(Maybe a hint of roses if you squint)

This will be a fun request seeing that I match you with the one and only,

Tanaka Ryuunosuke

Relationship Dynamic

- Alright, first things first, he will be your number 1 hypeman, he absolutely supports you in anything so long as you don’t get hurt and it’s not too stupid or reckless

- But take a step back, I feel like people's first impression of tanaka is that he is extremely energetic, a complete simp and is overly chaotic. And while that may be true at times, let’s not forget how great of a dude he is

- Drinks respect women juice, is a great teacher, hes supportive, and always tries to see the best in people. Thats why he’s a great senpai

- Knowing all this, he would be one of the best boyfriends for you. He would laugh and help you with all your pranks, and also understands your introverted so he can back off and give you a silent day if you need it

- He can also match all your energies and vibes too, if you wanna do something more chill like watch a movie or play games all day, he’ll bring blankets and snacks. If you want to go to the gym and mess around a bit, he will hype you up and cheer you on, while also giving you friendly competition

- And while he can be over the top at times to intimidate others, he’ll dial it back real quickly if he notices he’s bothering you or his other friends

What do you guys do together/What’s it like with them

- Like I said in the last section, he’s just here to vibe with you!

- He will take you on many amazing dates, and bring you little gifts and be romantic as possible. But if you’re not into that, he gets that! Just staying indoors and talking or taking strolls together are ok with him too

- He just feels so lucky to even have time with you, so he will savor anything he moment he gets

- Should he get the chance to take you on a date however, he will do something active and moving!

- I’m not saying he will drag you to the gym or do a marathon, but he will take you to parks and fairs so you can see all the attractions, or go to the city with cameras to sight see and take silly photos all day, or maybe a beach picnic so you can play with the water or sand later

- He just wants to make sure you are happy and having fun!

What they like about you

- Literally everything, but go off

- Seriously though, he adores all of you. Your attitude and creativity, your chillness and vibes, your appearance (but its whats on the inside that matters most to him, this is just a bonus :D), your relationships with your family and friends, etc

- Just everything about you seems so welcoming to him

- He also appreciates having someone who has a similar energy to him and can back him up. Just like how he always backs you up, you’ve always got him too, and he really loves that

Beanie tanaka supremacy

This was really fun to write, thank you! I honestly was feeling horrible and thought I would need to extend my hiatus, but I felt better after writing this! I hope you like your request and if you dont, let me know and we'll see what we can do!

And once again, its late and I'm tired so let me know if I absolutely fucked up the format, grammar or spelling, cause I want my writing to be good!

This was a part of my forever ongoing event, so if you liked it, go check it out and send in a request!

[backtobackbakubabe]

Baby its Cold Outside (PART 13)

Bakugo X Reader 

It’s beginning to feel a lot like Christmas! 

Words: 2122

PART 1 HERE, PART 2 HERE, PART 3 HERE PART 4 HERE PART 5 HERE , PART 6 HERE PART 7 HERE PART 8 HERE PART 9 HERE PART 10 HERE PART 11 HERE PART 12 HERE PART 13 HERE PART 14 HERE

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“OI dumbass! What are you doing? Let me help you with that!” 

It was Christmas eve and you were just trying to organize the presents around the tree. Your baby bump was more like a baby basketball at this point. Only a few more weeks to go before the world had a new Bakugo. You groaned as you straightened up bracing your hands on your lower back. “Thanks babe... there’s only a few more. Your mom stopped by earlier today and dropped off a bunch of stuff. Like it took both of us like five trips to the car to get all of it unloaded. I’m assuming it’s mostly baby stuff.” 

“Wouldn't surprise me if it was all baby stuff.” He helped you over to the couch. “The old hag won't shut up about the little guy.” 

He organized the last of the presents before joining you on the couch. He pulled both of your feet into his lap and started to rub them. “She loves you and she's excited about having her first grandchild. I cant tell you how many times she's given me a speech about how you are too good for me and you’re the kid she’s always wanted and I cant screw this up.” 

“Aw babe she loves you too you know. All she could do was talk about how cute you were as a baby and how exceptional you were. Said our kid was going to be amazing with my heart and the Bakugo genes. Naturally she did throw in a couple jabs about your attitude but she does love you..” 

He leaned over and put his head in your lap, “She is right though... I dont deserve you. I’m thankful every day that you saw something in me and decided to give me a chance.” 

“That is not true! Bakugo Katsuki you take that back right now! I am not too good for you! If anything you’re the one who's constantly taking care of me.” 

He snuggled further into your lap, “I love you. So much. And I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you.” 

You giggled, “Katsuki if I didn't know better I would say that sounded like a proposal.” 

“So what if it was?” He pushed himself up and into a kneeling position on the floor in front of you. With sure hands he pulled a small red box out of his jacket pocket. “Y/n... I’ve been carrying this stupid ring around for probably six months now. It’s not that I didn't want to ask you sooner... its just you know how stubborn I can be. And for some reason I had made up my mind that I was going to propose on Christmas. I know it’s your favorite holiday and I dont know, its probably stupid but I just wanted it to be special.” He opened the box to show off the most gorgeous ring you had ever seen. 

“Y/n would you do me the honor of being my wi- Oi are you crying?” 

You had tears streaming down your face, “You try having the love of your life propose to you with the most beautiful ring ever in existence while being eight and half months pregnant full of fucking hormones on fucking Christmas eve of all fucking nights! Of course I’m fucking crying!” 

He just smiled, took the ring out of the box, and held it to your finger, “So is that a yes?” 

You wiped your tears with the hand he wasnt holding, “Yes! Of fucking course!” 

He slid the ring onto your finger before giving you a soft kiss. He cupped your damp cheeks in his hands, “Mrs. Bakugo... Has a nice ring to it.” 

You chuckled, “Damn I thought I was going to be Mrs. Zero... Is it too late to change my answer?” 

He squeezed your thigh, “I’m afraid us Bakugos don’t come with a return policy. So it looks like you’re stuck with me.” 

“OH! Yuuto will be so happy! At least once a month he asks if you’ve proposed yet. He’s always saying his quirk keeps telling him its the only logical outcome and it was making him anxious that we weren't engaged yet. Every time I would tell him no he’d just say ‘Any day now would be nice.’” 

Bakugo laughed resuming his place on the couch with arm draped around you, “Not much of a filter on that kid huh? Well I’m surprised he kept it a secret this long. I actually told him about this a month ago. He kept bugging me about it that one day I came to eat lunch with you and decided to hang out with the class the rest of the day. So eventually I told him so he’d calm down.” 

“Sounds like Yuuto. Did I tell you he took down Aizawa in his final exam? Took him all of ten minutes. I tried to tell him how awesome he was and all he had to say was, ‘I have him memorized at this point, all logical outcomes led to me passing.’ The kid spent weeks prepping by watching every video of every teacher fighting. He knew every move before it even happened. He's something else.” 

“I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, he reminds me of Deku, except way smarter and honestly more tolerable. I love how blunt he is, even if he doesn't mean to be. He's honest and to the point and I can respect that.” 

It was obvious how much Bakugo cared for Yuuto. He worked with him every now and then when he had free time. It made your heart soar with how patient he was with him. In a way they both lacked social skills but they both strived to be better versions of themselves. Sometimes you thought Bakugo took more away from their training sessions than Yuuto did. You wouldn't be surprised if when the time comes Ground Zero got a new side kick. 

You flinched as the baby started kicking. It wasnt the first time but this time seemed to be bit harder than usual. You grabbed Katsuki's hand and placed it on your belly, “He’s kicking!” 

With his hands on your belly and his forehead on you shoulder... this was what true happiness felt like. “Babe? How would you feel about a Christmas wedding?” 

He turned to look at you, “I’d be fine with that. Would give us about a year to get everything figured out. The baby could be the ring barer, that’s be pretty fucking cute..”

“No... I mean like tomorrow. Fuck it. I dont need a fancy wedding. I just need you. We can renew our vows later if we want to, but I’m done waiting. I just want to be married.” 

He gave you a wicked smile, “Look babe I know you're desperate to lock me down but I honestly think you’ll be a little upset later down the road if we did the bare minimum. So how about we compromise? You call our parents, I’ll call our friends. Tomorrow night we’ll have a small courthouse wedding with just us, followed by a dope ass after party with all our friends and family. How does that sound?”

You threw you arms around his neck, “You are so perfect! Oh my gosh!” You pulled back, “Shit what am I going to wear? Im huge! I won't fit into any of my nice dresses! No where will be open either! It’s Christmas eve!” 

He sighed, “Okay just this once... I’ll pull the Ground Zero card. We can ask Sasha, the women who does all my hero costume alterations if she could have something put together by tomorrow morning. Let me make a call.” 

Half an hour later you were sending over a few pictures of dresses you liked to Sasha. She said not to worry and she’d have a dress ready in no time. Shit this was happening. You were really getting married tomorrow. 

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You spun a few times in front of the mirror. You dont know how she did it but Sasha was really amazing. She came over a little after lunch and did last minute alterations and she somehow managed to make you look beautiful and not at all like an oversized marshmallow. 

Mina came over and helped you with your hair and makeup. She, Kirishima and you and Bakugos parents were the only ones that would be at the actual ceremony. Momo, Denki, Dylan and cementoss were over at the UA gym decorating it for the after party. You had decided that that it was big enough and secure enough that you all could have a good time without worrying about paparazzi trying to sneak in. Katsuki had gone a bit overboard with the after party invites. Claiming he wanted everyone to see you were off limits. As if they hadn't known that already. 

You felt like a total cliche with your shot gun wedding but honestly you didn't care. You were starting a family... starting a life with Katsuki. Its all you had ever wanted. So as you walked down that isle all you could do was beam your most endearing smile, and all Katsuki could do was return the gesture.

It was time for your vows. You knew Katsuki was nervous because he's not always the best with his words, or expressing his feeling for that matter but he surprised everyone in the room. “Y/n. A little over a year ago... One year, one month, and four days ago to be exact. You threw a snowball at my head. And shit are you lucky I was already so far gone over you already. That may have been the day we officially started dating but I fell in love with you years before that. I fell in love with you the day you pantsed me outside of UA with all of our future classmates watching and I’ve loved you every day since. Any girl who could be that pretty AND put up with my bullshit. Definitely a keeper. I may have had weird ways of showing it. And I’ll be the first to admit I was a dick from time to time. But you bring out the best in me and I cant imagine a life for me without you in it.” 

You stuck your lip out, “Aww Katsuki that’s so sweet. Oh shit you're going to make me cry again.” He slid the wedding ring on your finger giving your hand a quick encouraging squeeze. You have no idea where or how he got wedding rings on such short notice but you weren't going to ask. 

“Alright so I guess it’s my turn then. So we've obviously been friends for years now. But we've also been rivals for years as well. We always competed at UA in just about everything. We competed for better grades. We fought constantly, literally with our firsts just as much as we screamed at each other. Just the other day we tried to see who could fit more marshmallows in their mouth. But the only thing I've ever been better at than you was English. Which brings me to the only time you ever asked me for help... Your Oscar Wilde paper. It was in your dorm room that day that I truly fell in love with you because that was the first day I saw the kind, soft side of you that I’m so familiar with now. And like Oscar Wilde once said, ‘You dont love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.’ and baby you sing that song every day in the little things you do for me and I don't think it’ll ever get old.” 

A single tear fell down his cheek which he was very quick to catch before anyone noticed. “You may now kiss the bride.”

And just like that you shared your first kiss as husband and wife. 

Later you two were sitting at a table eating cupcakes at your after party. All of your friends dancing around you having a good time. You leaned over so he could hear you over the music, “I never knew you liked me all that time. I’m sorry it took me so long to catch up.”

He gave you a wicked smile, “I’m used to waiting on you by now. I’m just sorry you actually thought you were better at English than me... I never needed help on that Oscar Wilde paper... I just wanted an excuse to spend time with you.” 

[daydreambts]

Seokjin threw his head back, laughing hard at Sakura’s gym comment, making him pepper kisses all over her face. “Don’t you worry darling I won’t miss out on gym days. But you’re right though a few kilos is nothing for me. You’ll always be light for me to carry no matter what. I really am excited to see your belly grow though.” Seokjin smiled pressing another kiss to Sakura’s temple. He held her close to him before sinking the both of them down into the rose smelling water, pulling her immediately into his chest. “I cant wait to try them out with you too sweetheart. The chocolate one sounds delicious. Might even have to have dessert in here if you know what I mean” Seokjin teased wiggling his eyebrows playfully at Sakura, laughing as he was in a really good mood. He leant back against the wall, rubbing her back up and down gently watching his soon to be wife and mother of his baby with so much love. “You’ll have to tell me when you need massages love since your body is gonna go through a lot of changes. I want your pregnancy to be the least painful I can make it for you. You truly are such a strong women darling. I am so proud of you. You’re gonna have to get used to me telling you how proud I am of you throughout your pregnancy my love because I really am so proud of the women you are, growing our little bun inside of you and keeping them safe until they’re born.” Seokjin praised rubbing her belly gently starting to develop a habit since he knows once she starts showing his hands won’t leave her stomach. -🐥

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I laughed at Seokjin's suggestive words, snuggling against his chest. "That bath bomb is not going to be edible! But you're right... You're going to have dessert here. We're supposed to make love on every surface of our house, that's only proper." I said with mock-seriousness. I looked back over my shoulder to gaze at him, caressing his cheek, smiling at his doting words. "I'm just too lucky: you already pampered me before, and now even more so, with little bun in here." I shifted around to face him, straddling him and resting my chin on his shoulder. I noticed redness on the skin of his back, and as I tugged for him to lean away the side of the bath, I saw that they were the scratches I left on him earlier. "Hmm, speaking of the gym, what do the people at your gym say about these? I always end up running scratches across your back, I think they would be noticeable at some point," I giggled, then kissed a long one that reached his shoulder. Looking deep into his eyes, I gave him a sultry smile. "I guess everyone knows just how good you're giving it to me... Well, after they notice little bun growing, they'll definitely know."

[tartagilicious]

Hi there love! I hope you are doing well! Can i please request a ikemen sengoku matchup. ^0^

❤🥰 i am a aries, infp, Hufflepuff female 🦊 i am shy and difficult to get to know, i tend to bottle up my emotions, my friends would likely describe me as incredibly stubborn, gentle, kind, over dramatic, goofy and fun loving. I am pretty aloof and blunt, i like i will 9/10 times tell you to your face how if feel about you if you ask 🙈once u are part of my inner circle i am playful, teasing, i am an extremely sarcastic person that makes snarky remarks under my breath and my kind of humor is a bit of dark and self deprecating 😂 I love my friends and family and will fight anyone how threatens them, although when it comes to me you can do or say anything to me and i wont do anything (I honestly cant stand up for myself). I swear like a sailor although i am trying to get that under control, however the road rage is real.

i love nature and animals (i love my lil bunnies and dogs), i love working out/going to the gym #gym is life😂

i enjoy cooking (i am now officially a chef), wine tasting (fancy way of saying getting very tipsy of different wines most nights), spending time with friends (especially if there is tea to be spilt) although i do need lots of alone time to recharge my social battery, i like conspiracies, reading, writing (Fanfics and im busy with my Masters in nutrition >“<), romcoms, running/working out and  sleeping. As much as i love spending time outdoor i also enjoy lazing around the house being a lazy potato. I definitely zone out and daydream all the freaken time

I tend to blush easily which i hate 🙈i enjoy my own alone time and i definitely dont like crowds and loud sounds (ie you will never find me in a club). I am a picky eater despite my degree in cooking (i basically only eat candy, carbs and protein), i love cuddles although i look like someone that wouldn’t. Ive been told i come across as calm and confident, while in truth on the inside i am really scared and insecure.  I am incredibly awkward when it comes to boys and have been told my sarcastic comments are x100 when i talk to them (oops).

I am very go with the flow, and i never burn my bridges 🙈 i am very forgive and forget🦊, like no matter how badly you hurt me.

🙈 Thanx so much dear ❤ Sorry if this is TMI🔥Cant wait to see who i get matched with 🌈🎀

**ok, after very deep consideration (lol), I’d match you with Yoshimoto! 

my boy unfortunately isn’t a very popular choice, but I can really see someone with your personality being a good fit with him! please give him a chance if you’re interested 🥺

firstly, he’s a very open person. described as a ‘lady killer’ by pretty much everyone around him, social interactions are a breeze and he has no problems talking to anyone, despite how much he may or may not know them. it’d be very easy to get close to him because of this, no matter how awkward or shy you may be. I think your stubborn and gentle combo would intrigue him, not to mention how it turns into something much louder after he gets to know you. he could definitely get behind that, especially considering how fun you sound! he really needs an opportunity to let go, and I feel like someone like you would be the perfect person for him :)

he is 100% alike in the fact where he doesn’t let anyone threaten those he cares about. so, I feel like having that kind of mutual connection would be very helpful and not to mention sweet 🥺 he’s also the same where he’s weak in protecting himself sometimes, so it’d be great having each other around for that reason as well! 

He doesn’t really get angry as much as he does get frustrated, so your tendencies would be  a bit hard to get used to, but I feel like he’d work well with it. after all, he does spend most of his time around people like Kenshin, soo- 

he has a million little hobbies! and he would be thrilled to know yours! cooking, wine tasting, and social events with friends are all completely up his alley. he can’t cook extremely well, so imagine the nights in the kitchen with you teaching him a new recipe! or, going wine tasting! he has expensive taste, so I bet that’d be a blast. and of course, social events — you’d be a model couple the entire night, 

as I mentioned earlier, he’s smooth around women, but I think that if he were serious about someone, it’d be the opposite. don’t get me wrong, he’d still flirt unabashedly just to see you get flustered, but he’d probably also fluster just as easily if the positions happened to be reversed. he’s the type of lover that would mostly prefer to go along with you want, so long as it’s reasonable, so nights in or out are okay with him. plus, your love of eating unhealthy — he doesn’t really do much of that since he likes to maintain his appearance, but you bet he’d have a cheat day for you. nothing’s off limits here. 

he likes your confidence — it’s something that he wishes he had more of — but when you’re breaking down, he’ll always be there to help you back up. he knows all too well the struggles of life, and wants no one to go through anything close to the turmoil he does. plus, your sarcastic comments will goof very well with him, esp considering how much he flirts 💀

[stonerbella]

Okay so I’ve gotten a bunch of Rosella/school prompts (but especially this one in particular) so I decided to write something that has become longer than I intended. So imma drop the first 500 words or so!!! Here ya go, ya sapphic nerds!

“Hey Arizona, how you likin’ the rain girl?”

“Yeah, you may need to buy some warmer clothes.”

“Not that we mind that Arizona tank top.”

The three boys laughed, high fiving one another as the girl in question crossed her slightly oversized flannel over her chest. Rosalie was just as surprised as the rest of the humans when a low growl escaped her lips. She was barely showing any skin. Pigs, she thought, trust me I am acutely aware of every inch of skin showing. She had been looking too, but not for the same reason as the pervy adolescents gawking in her direction. Instead Rosalie had spent her class period imagining ways to distract the classroom full of humans just long enough to take a taste of the new girl. Not enough to do any harm, of course. She wouldn’t do that to Carlisle. Just enough to quiet the overwhelming urge to taste the girl who had dominated her thoughts and senses from the moment she arrived in the small town of Forks.

Rosalie realized the boy’s eyes were still on her. The growl had both confused and terrified them. Shit. “Hey Mike, how’s your neck? Emmett told me he had to break up a little choking match between you and a hundred pound weight the other day in the weight room.”

The boy to Mike’s left hit his friend’s shoulder and laughed.

“Bruh, you cant bench 100? I bench 180 EASY!”

The third boy joined in as Mike turned bright red, grabbing his bag and heading out the door. The boys continued behind him, taunting him about his lack of gym experience. As soon as the last boy left the room, the new girl’s eyes met the blondes. She seemed shy...embarrassed maybe? If this girl only knew. Her eye contact alone had rendered Rosalie uncharacteristically speechless.

“Uh...thanks for that. It seems like every boy has something to say to me today.” She shrugged as she continued, “What are you going to do, boys will be boys and all.”

“Absolutely not.”

Rosalie snapped back. The girl jumped back in surprise.

“I just mean...that phrase is fake. Objectifying women is inexcusable.”

The other girl smiled, her cheeks red.

“I’m Bella, by the way.”

She reached out her hand and before Rosalie could stop herself she felt her cool hand against Bella’s warm, human skin. She pulled away quickly, suddenly very aware of her every move. Luckily, it was Bella who spoke next.

“You said something about an Emnet? Is that your boyfriend?” Rosalie chuckled and shook her head.

“Emmett. My brother.”

Bella’s cheeks flushed red once again. She would have to stop doing that if they were going to spend an extended amount of time together.

What was she doing? She had barely introduced herself to the girl and she was already setting long term goals.

“It’s okay, we aren’t blood related,” she smiled at her personal joke, “my four siblings and I are adopted. Most people make the dating assumption but nope, he’s just my best friend.” She beamed with pride for a moment before remembering her surroundings and putting on her usual stone-cold exterior. This girl is messing with my image. Bella seemed surprised at the information. If only she knew that was probably the least interesting thing about her.

And with that the warning bell rang- indicating to the students that the following period would begin in three minutes.

“Well thanks again…..” she trailed off as she realized she has never asked the blonde her name. Rosalie smirked as she filled in the blank.

“Rosalie Cullen”

Bella blushed again as she repeated the name. “Thank you, Rosalie Cullen. I’ll see you here same time tomorrow?”

“Wouldn’t miss it.”

Tag list (so far!): @rosaalee @awesomealmaa @effervescent-emmett

[theloreofwhatilove]

A couple listens into folklore I started thinking that most songs could do for giving more storyline/context in the teenage love triangle and I find that very interesting

👱🏻‍♀️❤👩🏼‍🦰❤👩🏽‍🦱

In my fantasy this love triangle is all female, thank you

1️⃣ peace - betty's pov - she's confessing to james but also laying the cards on the table, she likes james and she wants to be with her but she's not ready to be out/public, james is out and she's asking james if it would be enough if only the both of them new about their love

2️⃣ seven - james' pov - james shares with betty her story as a lesbian, and also that shes noticed betty's home situation with her dad, all this while assuring betty she feels the same and she doesnt mind keeping their love a secret cause it'll last so long. also I interpret "before I learned civility I used to scream ferociously any time I wanted" as james saying that even though shes out in the sense that people know shes a lesbian, shes not herself 100%, she was in Pennsylvania and she learned the hard way to be a more "socially acceptable lesbian" like "not rub it on people's face" which means that she stops herself from doing and saying many things when around others

3️⃣ illicit affairs - james's pov - in the first verse shes giving instructions to the other girl, hereby referenced as augustine, while the in the second verse we find out that Augustine is being unfaithful given she has a boyfriend. a boyfriend that could enter james room and realize shes been there because of the scent alone, so probably her boyfriend is a friend of james. in the choruses james is reflecting on their relationship aloud while breaking up with augustine telling her that she was a rebound and that she lied to her (probably in telling her she loved her or that she and betty werent together anymore, or both). the last verse is augustine's reaction/side of the conversation

4️⃣ mad woman - augustine's pov - shes still hurt and angry and bitter from her conversation/break up with james, and when she reacted to it james told her to calm down, that shes acting crazy, telling her she shouldn't be so angry if she was double playing too and stupid stuff like that because james is stupid af. james told her shes still with betty, so in the second verse she says "women like hunting witches too, doing your dirtiest job for you" saying that she hates betty more than she does james and she knows that's wrong but she cant bring herself to care. in the outro shes patiently waiting for everything to explode because she went to Inez, the gossip girl, and told her what happened knowing she'd go to betty and tell her but shes not getting the reaction she expected, betty is not reacting anything like her "mad and scathing" but betty silently withholds herself from james instead, going as far as to change homeroom to not face her

5️⃣ my tears ricochet - betty's pov - she just found out of james's infidelity and is grieving and questioning if she brought this upon herself by not come out with their relationship. she doesnt have the strength to face james so she just avoids her, meanwhile james pretends nothing happened still texting and calling her even though shes not responding. betty cant go home because she cant go to james now that shes feeling miserable because shes the reason of her misery, but judging by james's texts she can tell james is missing her too and it hurts

6️⃣ betty - james's pov - she finally finds out why Betty's been avoiding her: she knows about her summer affair, Inez told her. its betty's birthday and shes thinking about showing up at her party, wondering what will happen once their face to face. the song is james's picturing in her head how the conversation will go down, planning on excusing her unfaithfulness with young ignorance. this is when we find out that james saw betty with someone else at prom, she left the gym al rolled up and augustine picked her up and that's when the affair starts. keep in mind betty didn't know who the affair was with until this point, where james tells her

7️⃣ exile - betty and james's pov - I know this duet includes a man but let's ignore that. this is how their conversation goes about when betty answers the door to find james there. james tells her about the prom night, how she showed up but found her laughing and dancing with a guy and she felt pushed aside, "you're not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending now?" "if you're not mine what am I fighting for?". betty tells her she saw her staring at them with loathing eyes and her fists tighten at her sides and she knew she had put james through a lot but the way she looked at her still hurt, "I'm not your problem anymore, so who am i offending now?" "you broke us apart, but you're the angry one". the bridge is betty breaking the relationship for good, letting james know she wont get her back and james gaslighting her (kind of)

8️⃣ hoax - betty's pov - this is betty's not-sent-letter to james where shes reflecting, thinking about how all summer long she knew something was wrong between them, she had this feeling, but she was still willing to fight for their relationship because she thought james was too and just needed time so she was walking through the blue expecting to meet james on the other side, but at that point james was already too far gone. their love was a hoax all summer long

9️⃣ this is me trying - james's pov - this is james not-sent-letter to betty. in the first verse she talks about how rough their break up was and how she kind of knew it was gonna happen and she cried a little before knocking on her door that day, "this is me trying to fix everything". in the second verse shes talking about herself post-break up and how she realized she got tipped off for nothing and threw away a great love because of her jealousy and paranoia, and shes been dealing with it drinking on bars and talking to strangers, "this is me trying to forget". in the third verse she talks about how shes been at parties trying to meet new girls but she still feels raw from their break up, she still wants and loves betty, and shes constantly missing her and thinking about her, "this is me trying to move on"

1️⃣0️⃣ august - augustine's pov - this is augustine's not-sent-letter to james. augustine is reflecting on what she had with james, realizing it was never real because james was never hers, and the signs were there, she just was far too hopeful that james felt the same to see them

1️⃣1️⃣ cardigan - betty's pov - this is betty reminiscing about her first love as an adult now, or at least a couple years later. shes pondering about how most adults, and sometimes teenagers too, underestimated her just because she was young, thinking she was naive or ignorant. but she knew many things, in the first verse we are told that she saw james walking out of the gym at prom and getting in augustine's car, but she never thought they would have a thing as she and james were fine, and augustine was dating a close friend of theirs. the first chorus is a kind of cynical "I knew you" as in I though I did but it turned out I really didn't. the second verse is about how james probably thought she would get away with it and betty would never find out, in that chorus betty's saying she knew something was up that summer because james was not as available to her as before. the bridge is about how she shared her insecurities with james, and she assured her she'd heal her but she cut them open anew instead. the third chorus is about how even though she came off as strong the breakup really marked her and hurt her, specially because james was trying to get back together. we find here that she didn't move out, her dad left eventually. on the outro shes talking about everything she knew when she was young but everyone thought she was too young to really know how life works

1️⃣2️⃣ the 1 - betty's pov - much like cardigan this us her reminiscing about her first love as an adult, this could work in a high school reunion type of scenario, when they see each other again. betty tells james about her new projects and that shes now out and proud, and sometimes still thinks about her in fleeting moments. she says shes grateful now for how horrible their break up was as it helped her grow. both "the greatest films of all time were never made" and "the greatest loves if all time are over now" are about how she thinks if it would've work out, their love would've been one of the greatest of all time, in the bridge we are told the whole reunion shes hiding back from asking james if she thinks so too, and what was needed to be done different for them to really become a folklore song like james said on seven because james arrived with Rosé, her fiancee, but a side of betty wants her to do it, even if it means to dig her own grave