#deku is a good friend

[xspidershex]

If only had I realized sooner

[charbies]

linktober day 29 - deku

[xskyll]

Izuku: Is this the second time I’ve hurt your hand? Gosh, Todoroki-kun, I’m so sorry. It’s like I’m some sort of…hand crusher, or something.

Shouto: What an absolutely silly concept.

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[dekusleftsock]

I think that there’s a fundamental misunderstanding of what exactly is…happening with Izuku’s character. Specifically in regards to chapter 425.

I’m glad that a lot more people generally recognize that Izuku is not a character that can be read at a surface level, given that he’s both a repressed person with built up emotion of basically everything and also a very glaringly HUGELY unreliable narrator, but that doesn’t necessarily mean I agree with the ways I’ve seen this most recent chapter spoken about.

I see posts, comments, etc with ideas like “Izuku don’t suppress your emotions! Open up with people! It’ll be okay I promise!” When that’s fundamentally not what is happening here.

There’s always always ALWAYS been a distinct difference in character throughout horikoshi’s writing when he is showing that a character is:

A—Avoiding emotions, thoughts, ideas less than ideal for them. Not opening up when they probably should about their problems given that they’ve been handed the space to do so. Just genuinely not acknowledging, feeling, or expressing emotions that they don’t want.

B—Reflecting on the ways they feel about the world, themselves, or other people given their new perspective on a situation. Not outright reaching out to others to talk about these problems/feelings, but instead waiting until the moment they feel they have the most confidence to do so with their new outlook on their own life.

And genuinely, guys, to grab your BkDk attention rn, this is the exact reason why Ochako’s reflection on her feelings for Izuku and thereafter decision to pull away from them WAS NEVER GOING TO END IN OCHAKO EXPLODING WITH HER LOVE FOR HIM.

This was another common interpretation I saw of Ochako and Izuocha for a long time. That because she pushed these feelings away, they were somehow going to explode in this unbelievable way and she would “get the boy” because of it. That her arc would surround accepting her romantic feelings and that she can’t just push away how she feels for a career.

But yk. That didn’t happen. At all. Nowhere close even.

The same kind of goes for Katsuki, allmight, etc. They all had moments in their arc where it was spent genuinely reflecting, and the only reason we as the audience never connected it in the same ways we do ochako or Izuku was ALWAYS BECAUSE the narrative showed their inner thoughts while doing so (mostly because Allmight’s arc after losing OFA and Katsuki’s arc on what it means to be a hero were so intrinsically tied, both starting at the same time and ending at the same time during the final war. And because they were so tied this caused their own reflections, development, and thought process to be broadcasted to us frequently throughout their arcs… to each other. They also somewhat shared aspects with Izuku, but these were cherry picked more often than not, like dvk2 for example).

To us Katsuki never seemed to be.. idk, suppressing his anger in any way because we were always told what he was doing and why (side note: this is why I’ve always thought arguments against Katsuki were so weird, bc unlike characters like endeavor or Ochako he wasn’t like… hiding who he was and how he was changing. Ever. Like the audience knows at all times past basically season 3 what Katsuki is thinking and doing. Like how do you watch this happen, stare me dead in the eye, and tell me how much of a terrible and awful teenage boy he is. Like damn I didn’t think we were this dumb. This is also my theory as to why he’s most popular, his arc is very… in your face if that makes sense). Katsuki’s entire mini arc on reflecting his mistakes and his childhood and his future is spent TELLING YOU that it’s what he’s doing. (I’m referring mostly to the endeavor internship arc, the provisional license exam makeup, and basically everything in the war arc related to him leading up to bakugou Katsuki rising here)

And see, Horikoshi will stare you dead in the eye, tell you “this girl has taken into consideration that she doesn’t want to waste her time training her career focusing on a boy because he kinda caught her fancy”, and y’all will still say that this will explode in her face.

Y’all this is a series about learning how to manage emotions, maturity in relationship to one’s emotions, how to feel an emotion, but in a way that is helpful. Horikoshi isn’t telling you “go buck wild, feel everything all the time and always express it”, in fact he explores why you DONT do that! Through Toga or Shigaraki, they show how grief and anger can genuinely consume you. But he also shows why you shouldn’t just put everything in a box to never look at or acknowledge, or why you shouldn’t just let your grief destroy the world around you, or pretending that some emotions simply don’t exist.

I can’t say this enough, so let me say it now, mha is about the extremes of your psyche. That you should control something, but not too much. Everything can be harmful. Everything can be good.

Izuku is not controlling too much, he’s expressing just enough.

I LOVE shaming this dickhead at all times in all my posts. I love saying he’s an ignorant dipshit with a weird amount of distaste for a girl who just confessed to him. I’ve joked that chapter 348 is basically an entire chapter spent on Izuku calling Himiko a mean dyke. And yet I also believe he’s doing nothing WRONG here.

In fact, I’ll even say that this moment right here?

ISNT EVEN IZUKU DOING THE SOCIALLY APPROPRIATE THING ABOUT IT! But he’s still TRYING to reach out to someone he thinks MIGHT be able to understand. (And frankly, this moment is far deeper than what it’s being made out to be, to me it reads more like an unrequited friendship that Izuku both desires and has thought of them to have, while simultaneously showing the distance Ochako has successfully wedged between them for her own sake. Maybe it was always there though, maybe in weird, miscommunicated Horikoshi fashion, this is a representation of how Ochako always read all those “fun friend hangouts” as a little more than that, and without those feelings the friendship never really held any substance to her in the first place. Where Izuku saw his first real friend at UA, she saw little more than acquaintance)

Simultaneously, Izuku is genuinely reflecting on what it means for the world to change, to be a hero, to live after loss—and trying and failing to gain the connection he desires from individuals who can not and will not afford him that.

Izuku is ready for the world to change, a few select characters are also ready for the world to change (mirio, for example), but not nearly enough are. So maybe I’ll have to take this back if I’m proven wrong and I accidentally looked into this far past what everyone else did for no reason, but I genuinely believe with moments like this

And this

Aand this

That Izuku has come forward with that aspect of his character development. He’s reflecting on his new beliefs, not repressing his emotions for them.

[that1notetaker]

Mha chapter 429 Spoilers! Deku hugging ochaku mirrors exactly ochako's hug when Deku's 'heart' went out of control back all those chapters ago. In both cases, both their hearts were out of control because of someone else. Izuku because of Katsuki and Ochako because of Toga. Again, they're mirrors. They've been mirroring each other for a long time. Izuku knew exactly what to say, because he literally understands. He really does. Now, I absolutely loved the tenderness of the scene. The 'hey, you can let the ugliness out, I'm here, it's okay. You can let it out." Izuku has been dealing with his own closed-off heart for a long time, and we still haven't seen HIM open up properly. I'm not sure how the manga will handle it, IF it will. But it feels like there's something missing, for Izuku's character to round up. I vote for Deku vs Kacchan 3, a reversed of 'The only one that can accept Kacchan's feelings is me'

[kiisaes]

Deku literally was not emotionally available for Ochako but he was still there for her he’s such a friend we al need

anon i completely agree. i think ppl are being really mean about deku in the recent epilogue chapters

saying he doesn't deserve bkg (and to an extent all his friends) and that he's invalidating ochako's feelings and that he's an evil heartless murderer. when he's literally just a dude who nearly died and actually did lose his quirk for good this time and his dream's dead in the water and he now has survivor's guilt and believes himself a heinous killer and has no idea how to tackle all of that for his greater well-being because he's historically NEVER been good at tackling his deeper emotions or desires so he just shuts himself down

this is the deku y'all signed up for and when he finally shows real signs of trauma and guilt and pain y'all hate him in return. you guys suck. appreciate him or die

[arirovi]

“The Girl Who Loves Smiles” is an evocative and provocative chapter, which “shows” before “tells.”

I think most of the reactions I saw about the chapter reflected that.

From the first moment, the chapter was evoking memories of the plot and the characters in us and with great ease. We all wanted it to be about Ochako, because the title alluded to her and consequently, also to Toga, and it was (but not in the way i'd expected).

On a personal level, I was hoping for a more direct and concrete resolution on them. I wanted to know if Toga is still alive or not. Find out if Ochako knows anything about her current state and how she is facing the end of her own battle.

Would the chapter present a final confrontation between the two?

Looking back, I think expectations played tricks on me again, but that's because, as a human being, I look for patterns everywhere. The pace of resolution of the previous two chapters had been just what I expected from this last one: a direct and concrete resolution, both for Todoroki facing Touya with his family, and for Izuku facing Spinner.

The change of narrative pace in this chapter, I think, affected many of us quite drastically and I have the feeling that this abrupt and unexpected change was put there with the intention of provoking us, but not in the sense of making us anxious (for the idea that there is not enough time to tie up all the loose ends), nor addressing the typical revenge speech of those who like a certain ship (we all know which one).

I think it was intended to evoke Ochako's motivation as a hero and provoke a real emotional connection with her in her process to endure that weight (at this particular moment).

The first time the chapter shows us Ochako, she is literally and figuratively silent (her mouth is covered), as they talk about Shoto, Kacchan, and Izuku's central role in the war. Of course, she was also a part of it, so why isn't she also included for her merits? And so, the first hint that someone is feeling pain appears in the form of an sfx, which is evocative of his own battle with Toga. The way of showing this, in white, invites us to remember what she did almost by force (since there are no flash backs), rather than focusing on the present plot.

Then she disappears from the scene for a moment and what are we supposed to do with these seemingly inconsequential pages? While I was glad to see how things improved on a social level; how Kacchan, Edgeshot, and the rest were inching forward, I was still bothered by why now?, when there's a bigger part about Ochako to address? Then Ochako returns to being the focal point and her first words are in response to what a civilian said, reaffirming what we already know: that everything is going better. However, just as she appears falsely cheerful, we as readers are forced to place our attention on these distractions instead of the pain (like Ochako did to).

It's frustrating and it's painful that everything seems to move so fast but in slow motion at the same time, that everything feels so superficial and mundane, when there is something more important that should be happening under the surface. And why does everyone seem so optimistic so quickly? Where is the feeling of the aftermath of something so terrible? The guilt? The trauma? The emotional resolution?

The thing is, we've been provoked to feel like Ochako all along. The narrative, so far, shows us what Ochako wants to see, the day-to-day life that Ochako struggles to experience, because it's what she supposes she should do and feel about it no matter what (and us with her).

And then, Tsuyu comes to tell us other thing that we were already shown before: Ochako is not responding, but not only to the most obvious thing, the text message, but to her surroundings and not to her friends either.

Now is when the “telling” becomes the center of everything: Ochako directly explains to us why she was not included in the group of heroes, her companions, who gained admirers (there were no recordings). She tells us, like an echo while reaffirming it to herself, that everything is improving, that the city looks like before, that it is time to be optimistic and positive because the war is over. She reminds us that he has been hiding his own pain because she loves seeing people smile, since that is a sign that they are happy moving forward.

However, even though she is saying it, she does not remember any smile of her classmates in particular (the words are on a black background) and instead, the only smile she remembers is Toga's, but whose image is tinged with the pain of his battle scar (which at the same time represents special, intimate connection with her).

In a few pages, all the evocation and provocation increase in a crescendo until reaching the point of no return. Ochako can no longer suppress the truth and neither can we: that the one smile she apparently couldn't save weighs more on her than all the other smiles she can see day after day.

It is a very intimate chapter, which seeks to incite a feeling of empathy and vulnerability with the character.

I don't know about you, but I felt very vulnerable too while watching her break down.

With this slow and almost artificial, forced rhythm, I felt that she invited me to live this repressed pain with her and to hope that, somehow, there is a kinder way out that does justice to everything she is having to endure.

And yeah, i hope the next chapter goes well.

[ellisbian]

i was a hardcore tododeku and kiribaku shipper back in 2017, i liked how their relationship developed and damn if it has been horikoshi who wanted just going deeper in all of the relationships who deku and kacchan have only for then reinforcing the deku and kacchan’s one and leaving all the doubts behind: these two are made for each other, and the one who don’t see any traits that izuku and bakugou share are the one that still babyfied izuku and make bakugou just a bully

[ramblebramblefun]

Kacchan hasn't even been gone two full days and Izuku has already managed to Commit a Crime.

If Kacchan has to interrupt his vacation to bail Izuku out of jail, then Kacchan will end up in jail. For murder.

Izuku does not want to be murdered. Or to interrupt Kacchan's vacation! Kacchan has earned this vacation! Izuku will not, cannot, be the one to interrupt it.

Which means that he absolutely, must not, on any account, get caught.

Covering up your crime is also a crime! So Izuku is going to have to commit at least two crimes to hide the fact that he has already done a crime, and maybe Kacchan had a point about how Izuku absolutely must not be left to his own devices, but making Kaminari babysit Izuku like some kind of crime-baby was just plain mean. To Kaminari.

Izuku can run circles around that guy.

Kacchan should have made Mina do it. Oh well! Kaminari's not awake yet, so all Izuku has to do is-

"OPEN UP! THIS IS THE POLICE!" The bellow was accompanied by a pounding fit to wake the dead. Or Kaminari.

...

Kacchan is going to kill him.

[k3r0deku]

i love the trope of katsuki breaking down kirishima’s door in the middle of the night cus he’s having a meltdown over being in love with deku

[everypanelofizuku]

Chapter 69 - Interview with Midoriya

[chandralia]

Horikoshi updating us on the fantasy au:

[sugawara--san]

the au where deku and kirishima have actually been internet bffs since middle school is my new fav omg

[that-spider-fan-over-there]

Something about Izuku I keep thinking about is how much he's a downright hypocrite and the only reason he isn't called out on it is because he's one for himself and not for others and at the core of it all it boils down to his pending childhood issues and the *vaguely gestures* "relationship" he and Katsuki have- I mean, just out of the top of my head:

Wants to be a strong and dependable hero but is at his weakest when he's alone.

Says to Himiko he would never hurt someone he loves but was the reason Katsuki was forced to dance with death until his own sacrifice. Hell, I'm expecting him to actually accidentally hurt Katsuki (Physically? Emotionally? You decide) next time they talk.

Wants to save people with a smile but barely cracked genuine ones during his battle with Tenko- I can think of two(?), and even then those felt more like a resignation (379 and 412 iirc) than actual smiles.

Being aware Kacchan's a jackass, fine, but the entire "Imitate the people you love/admire" themes, having an attitude when heated or absolutely Done with anyone's BS (makes sense for someone who grew up besides a kid in the Inferiority-Superiority Complex but still) and "This is a battle between All For One and One For All, you can't keep up" is still very much pot calling the kettle black (it's because his "arrogance" is rooted in selflessness and desire to be useful but that's for another day)

Deadass called All For One out for being a lonely man pretending to be a "Demon Lord" yet will not admit he himself thinks a he's just a lonely kid pretending to be a hero; and by the time he seemed to be growing out of it: Paranormal Liberation Front.

"IT'S YOUR POWER, ISN'T IT?!" Cool, nice of him to comfort Shoto and try the same with Touya, now if only he could do the same in regards to himself and OFA-

Wasn't able to connect with Tenko at all and that's why he failed but it's wild to me he'd still the one who even at surface level could relate to):

Spinner, because they're nerds who were ostracized based on Quirks/lack thereof looking for a purpose and were unable to help him because of AFO's interference;

Himiko, because they want to be like others (because they hate themselves at least a little bit) but also show love in a way others wouldn't accept and;

Touya, because they wanted to prove they could be useful to others and be heroes to the point of actively harmed themselves while using their own Quirk.

Hell, when you think about it he related to the crying child but he could've used Literally Anything from his relationship with Katsuki to try and reach Tenko, but of course he didn't, that means he'd have to think about his own issues and yet he saw Tenko's issues no wonder he didn't get the job done-

Also can we talk about him saying he relates to Ochako confronting Himiko but she actually succeeded- Or even Shoto wanting to forgive Endeavor; I keep recalling both Ch. 322 him saying he won't forgive Tenko for anything he did (understandable but still) and Tenko going "And I won't forgive anyone". Connecting these three instances are huge stretches, I know, but really, he hasn't addressed the apology he got- combined narrative punishments for empty platitudes.

Kept saying he needed to improve in his control with OFA: had to get beaten up during his internship and in the Summer Camp for that lesson to stick... Then he heard the words "Control Your Heart" and decided to Not Address It At All.

Supposed to surpass but he's really All Might's successor in every way that counts: Smile so nobody will worry, keep fighting even though you are destroying yourself, be so selfless you'll make your friends desperate enough to make you stop for your own good, hide every single thing you can about yourself, the only difference is in the bed they made: Toshinori lies in omission most of the time, and Izuku thinks he lies in white when almost every other character's in the dark, but as long as there's a dream of bright smiles in the future, who cares they're now forcefully entangled in this nightmare, right?

And these are just the examples I can think of the top of my head, there might be more, but. No wonder we've been "panicking" (let's be real his therapist already scheduled him for Ground Beta atp-) Shoto and Ochako brushed him off by accident in Chapter 425, it's the consequences of his hypocritical ass coming back to bite him-

(I am not hating on him, by the way, it's just something about him I wanted to point out. I like that aspect of his. Makes him more human. But jeez can someone call him out and make him practice what he preaches? XD)

[musicfeedsmysoul12]

… in the Grandpa Torino AU, Izuku 100% calls All Might ‘Weak Man’ as a kid cause he keeps beating the guy up. And like yeah it’s mostly the man letting him but holy shit is this kid Feral as fuck. Gran loves it and records everything.

He’s moved in with his daughter after her husband fucked off (and Gran tracked him down to kick his ass) and he loves it. It’s how he gets All Might to babysit so much being on site. Inko finds it funny, and goes about her day as normal.

All Might who once had a bite that took three weeks to heal from Izuku knows that kid is going to be a hero one day. He’s kind of proud and feels a bit of vindication. A Quirkless hero. Finally.

Inko did worry about it for like five seconds then found her dad teaching Izuku where to but to cause maximum pain. She decided her son would make it.

[bkdk-myrelationshipacademia]

Deku

I don’t have time to think right now. I wasn’t expecting him to start another fight, but then I realized he didn’t even use half his strength or even his quirk. It was a solid punch, but even I knew I could handle more of a hit before I actually bruised. Then he smiled; a devilish smile I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. Obviously, he wanted to fight but I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction if he wanted to stay under house arrest longer then let him. Before I could even speak he was already in the air looking like he was coming in for a kick. I rolled to the side dodging just before he landed. I needed to stop overthinking if I was going to avoid the rest of his attacks without getting hit again or fighting back. My voice took over as he turned to strike again this time with a classic right hook gunning for my side where he had hit me the first time.

“KACCHAN STOP! I WON’ T FIGHT YOU!” I yelled as I dodged his next strike.

“This isn’t a fight. It’s a spar. We aren’t even using our quirks.” He responded quickly coming in for another hit which I blocked and backed away to put distance between us.

Kacchan lunged forward at me as he aimed a flurry of punches. His strikes were quick and precise. However I managed to sidestep each incoming blow. Kacchan’s brow furrowed in frustration as his attacks seemed to hit nothing but air. But he seemed to have adjusted his strategy, launching a spinning kick aimed at my midsection. I ducked quickly as the heel of his foot narrowly missed my head.

“YOU BETTER HIT ME BACK DEKU!”

~~~

Kacchan

His movements were fluid; he was able to dodge or block every one of my attacks. Which is good. I know he’s too much of a wimp to hit me back. He doesn’t want to get in trouble. Too afraid of all the rules, always overthinking, worried about getting in trouble or expelled by Aizawa. Which is perfect for training his reaction times without being able to think about attack patterns or strategy which is why my hits are so sporadic. No real pattern.

With a sudden shift, I dropped low, aiming a sweeping kick at his legs. Deku’s reflexes were quick, but this time, he misjudged the distance. He stumbled back, barely catching his balance. I seized the moment, launching myself with a powerful jump kick. Deku barely managed to raise his arms in time to deflect the impact. The force of the kick sent him crashing into the back of the sofa, causing it to slide several inches across the floor and it only stopped when it hit the wall. Before he could think I was in the air aiming a punch right for his face. As I got closer he managed to move his head just far enough to the left making my fist hit the wall.

~~~

Deku

I moved my face just in time, but I was trapped. His forearm was putting a lot of pressure on my chest while his other arm was still against the wall where his punch had missed and his knees were against my waist on both sides, locking me in place. His face came in close again just like last night. I think what I saw in his eyes was joy. He had trapped his prey proving once again that he could beat me.

“Good,” he said “your reaction times were quick and you didn’t have time to analize my movements like you usually do.” I could feel the air in his words against my face. His nose was less than an inch from mine now. He still hadn’t moved. That’s when I noticed our position. He was basically in my lap on the couch. That's when I felt my face flush with heat; I wanted to stand up but I couldn’t, and he was looking right at me so there was no way to hide the blush that I was certain was on my face. That’s when he turned just as red and used the forearm that was on my chest to push himself up and stood immediately facing away. He was silent.

I stood up quickly, “Well that was a good workout, but we should probably get started on cleaning especially considering this place is now covered in our sweat… I mean your sweat and my sweat not our sweat. Two different sweats…” God I’m dumb. “I’m gonna go get cleaning supplies.” I think my voice was probably three octaves too high and about two times the speed that it should have been. Luckily, he didn’t look like he wanted to talk about it any more than I did.

~~~

Kacchan

I was sitting in his lap. I should have thought a bit more about that landing. Then he blushed. What is that even supposed to mean? Then I blushed. God I hope he is too stupid to know what that means. What am I even saying. He’s an idiot of course he is too stupid to know what that means.

“Well that was a good workout, but we should probably get started on cleaning especially considering this place is now covered in our sweat…” Our sweat? “I mean your sweat and my sweat not our sweat. Two different sweats…” Of course he had to correct himself but with every word his voice picked up in pace and it was already ten times higher than it needed to be halfway through the sentence. “I’m gonna go get cleaning supplies.” Good we aren’t going to talk about it.

I started to move the couch back to it’s place and clean up the workout supplies from earlier putting everything back to where it belongs. Then he walked back in carrying disinfectant, a mop bucket, brooms, and basically everything we would need to get this place spick and span. Ugh spick and span sounds like something that damn nerd would say.

“Well I brought everything we need to make this place look nice and tidy.” Ugh that’s almost as bad as spick and span. “Let’s get started.”

~~~

Deku

We cleaned mostly in silence. I was too embarrassed to bring up anything that had happened and he probably enjoyed that I wasn’t bugging him. We finished the common areas after about three hours. Meaning we had about three more to get the hallways upstairs and start cooking dinner by the time our classmates were home. Plenty of time.

After the hallways we went downstairs. We had about an hour and a half before our classmates got home. Kacchan was sitting on the couch. The same couch that we had both been on earlier in the day. I definitely shouldn’t sit with him. Too late my feet were already walking towards the spot next to him. He was looking at his phone so he didn’t notice until I was already sitting down next to him.

“All this space and you HAD to sit right next to me. You damn nerd.”

~~~

Kacchan

All this space and he CHOSE to sit right next to me. I must be delusional. He must have a reason to sit next to me. Maybe this is where he always sits and I’m the one who’s intruding on his space. Who cares? We haven't spoken since this morning except about our cleaning duties.

“Well I know that you said dinner was my job, but if Aizawa stops by to ensure we completed our tasks he may be upset if he sees you standing there doing nothing while I do all the work.” He was shifting a bit in his seat if he thought I didn’t notice him moving closer I definitely did.

“Your point?” God I'm so weak his shoulder was touching mine.

“My point is that you should at least look like you are working. I won't make you do any of the heavy lifting. I'll do most of the cooking and I’ll plate everything up. But you can add seasoning and do the easy stuff so it will still be mostly me.” He started shifting his legs back and forth and every so often his knee touched mine I could barely think all I could say was…

“Fine.”

“We have some time before we should start. What do you want to do in the meantime.” Absolutely nothing I wanted to sit here very still with his shoulder against mine and our knees touching every few times that he swayed them for as long as I possibly could. I would rather get in trouble for not making dinner than move from this spot any time soon. I think that I could stay here forever.

“Nothing.” I said. At which point his knees stopped moving and his thigh was resting against mine. Doing nothing was the best decision I could have made. We just sat there like that for a while and eventually his head fell to my shoulder. I thought he did it on purpose. I thought he was finally going to tell me what he thought about me. If he thought about me at all, but then I heard his breathing get a little deeper and I realized he had fallen asleep, so I just stayed still. Who knew how long he would sleep for. I turned my head toward him and smelled his hair. Mostly it smelled like the chemicals that we had been using to clean the house, but under that it smelled like him, like comfort. I am so weak.

~~~

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