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"Everything I’m doing is an undoing, the deeds themselves are just misdeeds in the end." - Ingeborg Bachmann, from Three Paths to the Lake; “Eyes to Wonder”
'Katharsis' by David Schermann
#literature#quote#reading#writing#book#novel#author#writer#books#ingeborg bachmann#three paths to the lake#eyes to wonder#art#artist#photography#katharsis#david schermann#doing#undoing#deed#misdeed#eyes#wonder#lake#path
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A little pumpkin Got itself a grin, A living lantern It shall be to burn Out of whimsicality And glee. In its misdeed, There is no more greed That may corrupt souls As the fun consoles.
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It's always been intriguing to me that, even when Elizabeth hates Darcy and thinks he's genuinely a monstrous, predatory human being, she does not ever perceive him as sexually predatory. In fact, literally no one in the novel suggests or believes he is sexually dangerous at any point. There's not the slightest hint of that as a factor in the rumors surrounding him, even though eighteenth-century fiction writers very often linked masculine villainy to a possibility of sexual predation in the subtext or just text*. Austen herself does this over and over when it comes to the true villains of her novels.
Even as a supposed villain, though, Darcy is broadly understood to be predatory and callous towards men who are weaker than him in status, power, and personality—with no real hint of sexual threat about it at all (certainly none towards women). Darcy's "villainy" is overwhelmingly about abusing his socioeconomic power over other men, like Wickham and Bingley. This can have secondhand effects on women's lives, but as collateral damage. Nobody thinks he's targeting women.
In addition, Elizabeth's interpretations of Darcy in the first half of the book tend to involve associating him with relatively prestigious women by contrast to the men in his life (he's seen as extremely dissimilar from his male friends and, as a villain, from his father). So Elizabeth understands Darcy-as-villain not in terms of the popular, often very sexualized images of masculine villainy at the time, but in terms of rich women she personally despises like Caroline Bingley and Lady Catherine de Bourgh (and even Georgiana Darcy; Elizabeth assumes a lot about Georgiana in service of her hatred of Darcy before ever meeting her).
The only people in Elizabeth's own community who side with Darcy at this time are, interestingly, both women, and likely the highest-status unmarried women in her community: Charlotte Lucas and Jane Bennet. Both have some temperamental affinities with Darcy, and while it's not clear if he recognizes this, he quietly approves of them without even knowing they've been sticking up for him behind the scenes.
This concept of Darcy-as-villain is not just Elizabeth's, either. Darcy is never seen by anyone as a sexual threat no matter how "bad" he's supposed to be. No one is concerned about any danger he might pose to their daughters or sisters. Kitty is afraid of him, but because she's easily intimidated rather than any sense of actual peril. Even another man, Mr Bennet, seems genuinely surprised to discover late in the novel that Darcy experiences attraction to anything other than his own ego.
I was thinking about this because of how often the concept of Darcy as an anti-hero before Elizabeth "fixes him" seems caught up in a hypermasculine, sexually dangerous, bad boy image of him that even people who actively hate him in the novel never subscribe to or remotely imply. Wickham doesn't suggest anything of the kind, Elizabeth doesn't, the various gossips of Meryton don't, Mr Bennet and the Gardiners don't, nobody does. If anything, he's perceived as cold and sexless.
Wickham in particular defines Darcy's villainy in opposition to the patriarchal ideal his father represented. Wickham's version of their history works to link Darcy to Lady Anne, Lady Catherine (primarily), and Georgiana rather than any kind of masculine sexuality. This version of Darcy is a villain who colludes with unsympathetic high-status women to harm men of less power than themselves, but villain!Darcy poses no direct threat to women of any kind.
It's always seemed to me that there's a very strong tendency among fans and academics to frame Darcy as this ultra-gendered figure with some kind of sexual menace going on, textually or subtextually. He's so often understood entirely in terms of masculinity and sexual desire, with his flaws closely tied to both (whether those flaws are his real ones, exaggerated, or entirely manufactured). Yet that doesn't seem to be his vibe to other characters in the story. There's a level at which he does not register to other characters as highly masculine in his affiliations, highly sexual, or in general as at all unsafe** to be around, even when they think he's a monster. And I kind of feel like this makes the revelations of his actual decency all along and his full-on heroism later easier to accept in the end.
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*The incompetently awful villain(?) in Sanditon, for instance, imagines himself another Lovelace (a reference to the famous rapist-villain of Samuel Richardson's Clarissa). Evelina's sheltered education and lack of protectors makes her vulnerable to sexual exploitation in Frances Burney's Evelina, though she ultimately manages to avoid it. There's frequently an element of sexual predation in Gothic novels even of very different kinds (e.g. Ann Radcliffe's The Mysteries of Udolpho and Matthew Lewis's The Monk both lean into this, in their wildly dissimilar styles). William Godwin's novel Caleb Williams, a book mostly about the destructive evils of class hierarchies and landowning classes specifically, depicts the mutual obsession of the genteel villain Falkland and working class hero Caleb in notoriously homoerotic terms (Godwin himself added a preface in 1832 saying, "Falkland was my Bluebeard, who had perpetrated atrocious crimes ... Caleb Williams was the wife"). This list could go on for a very long time.
**Darcy is also not usually perceived by other characters as a particularly sexual, highly masculine person in a safe way, either, even once his true character is known. Elizabeth emphasizes the resilience of Darcy's love for her more than the passionate intensity they both evidently feel; in the later book, she does sometimes makes assumptions about his true feelings or intentions based on his gender, but these assumptions are pretty much invariably shown to be wrong. In general the cast is completely oblivious to the attraction he does feel; even Charlotte, who wonders about something in that quarter, ends up doubting her own suspicions and wonders if he's just very absent-minded.
The novel emphasizes that he is physically attractive, but it goes to pains to distinguish this from Wickham's sex appeal or the charisma of a Bingley or Fitzwilliam. Mr Bennet (as mentioned above) seems to have assumed Darcy is functionally asexual, insofar as he has a concept of that. Most of the fandom-beloved moments in which Darcy is framed as highly sexual, or where he himself is sexualized for the audience, are very significantly changed in adaptation or just invented altogether for the adaptations they appear in. Darcy watching Elizabeth after his bath in the 1995 is invented for that version, him snapping at Elizabeth in their debates out of UST is a persistent change from his smiling banter with her in the book, the fencing to purge his feelings is invented, the pond swim/wet shirt is invented. In the 2005 P&P, the instant reaction to Elizabeth is invented, the hand flex of repressed passion is invented, the Netherfield Ball dance as anything but an exercise in mutual frustration is invented, the near-kiss after the proposal in invented, etc. And in those as well, he's never presented as sexually predatory, not even as a "villain."
#self-indulgently long tangents even for me but i had Thoughts!#i almost appended a third footnote to the second footnote. rip#anghraine babbles#long post#fitzwilliam darcy#lady anne blogging#austen blogging#austen fanwank#ivory tower blogging#anghraine's meta#eighteenth century blogging#gender blogging#i do think it's interesting that associating his flaws with lady catherine's is honestly fair - she comes to wonder about this later#but lbr that is totally understandable! lady catherine is the awful parody version of him!#but the times when elizabeth's assumptions are highly inflected by Yes All Men Actually generalizations she's utterly wrong#it's not some horrible misdeed but it's not really fair#not because she's oppressing him (lmao) but because people don't work that way#not saying that p&p is some huge blow against gender essentialism but i do think it's FAR less friendly to it than its fans are
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Something something the festive cheer something
#star wars rebels#fulcrum cubed#ahsoka tano#cassian andor#alexsandr kallus#Eat lots of good food and get into a food coma!!#Mom kissing Santa under the tree made you realize santa wasnt real heh amateur I had three hobos eating all my food#Ezra re acclimating into normal society and framing his bro on his misdeeds#When baby too Itty bitty to play with his toys and his 76905 wolves#The syndulla Christmas cards are getting out of hand and Han Solo is having beef with it like HOA lady does with landscaping#HOA of the rebellion Han#Cassian Andor is coolest guy in the rebellion I hear his hair is where he keeps all his secrets he once punched me in the face n I thank-#jacen syndulla#hera syndulla#kanan jarrus#han solo#leia organa#Be Compassionate#sabine wren
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Can someone call God and ask him if he can consider exchange Dream for Technoblade on account of faulty products or expired waranty or something along the lines? Cuz like I think everyone would prefer Technoblade uploads once a year to dream cancelling once a year, and like what's difference to God what Minecraft YouTubers hangs out in hell?
#dream#dsmp#dream situation#technoblade#for context Technoblade is in hell not for his misdeeds or atheism but because only in hell there is pvp#he's basically doom guy#and like if we can't gt techno can he at least post a tweet saying “cringe” or something along the lines#i mean surely there's access to tweeter in hell
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I can’t stop thinking about that conversation Gi-hun and Jung-bae have while on watch, the one that manages to pull out the Gi-hun everyone knew before the games. His entire demeanor transforms, as if it were sitting there beneath the surface, only with something heavy and suffocating weighing it down. His eyes widen, light up as they’re unburdened for just a moment with the thought of saving everyone from an ending like his. It’s just Gi-hun in the moment again, his tone of voice drawn out in that almost bemused, whining sort of way, playful and bantering. There’s hope to it. When Jung-bae mentions getting soju after the fact, even though when he says it he’s not sure he entirely believes he’s getting out alive, Gi-hun allows himself that second, one where he and Jung-bae do get out, and do get those drinks. Where he can regain those snippets of normalcy where he’s laughing with a friend, and maybe he could heal, slip back into what had always been natural for him, and not this darkness inherited from the friend who had died in his arms.
I also can’t stop thinking about how In-ho took this away from him. Maybe you could call it the games taking it away, not In-ho personally, but he did wield the gun. He could’ve made a choice to turn that gun around, to point it at the rest of his soldiers, or even himself. But he chose to do what he did, and it tore away the last shred of hope Gi-hun had of ever really returning to who he used to be, even if it had just been fantasy, of keeping something old and familiar that kept that light tethered. Helped remind him that he wasn’t alone, that it didn’t always have to be this way. But the games, the Frontman, they punish him by waiting until the very last, hopeful 'he'll be back with the magazines' moment, then abruptly pull away that razor thin rug. With these remnants of his past ripped away from him, what else is there for Gi-hun to do but continue to suffocate? Get crushed by that heavy thing, pulling everyone he can out from underneath until it’s only him left laying there. No light left.
#my mind knows no peace#side note: my feelings surrounding inho are COMPLICATED#i could both raise my hand in his defense yet jab him right in his silently assessing little eyes#both gently comfort or toss him into the ocean right behind junho#pull yourself from the water wet and pathetic and#face your misdeeds you scoundrel#ughhhh#(you don’t deserve gihun and yet you both really do. wreck each other#love each other 😫)#seong gihun#park jungbae#hwang inho#457#inhun#squid game
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maybe this is an unpopular opinion, but i think helena saying “i think you’ve overestimated your contributions and underestimated your blessings” to cobel in 2x03 is more indicative of her lack of awareness about the real brains behind the severance chip than it is of anything else — be it out of malice, deep disdain for cobel, or what have you. theoretically speaking, what purpose would it serve jame to tell helena the truth: that not only is he a complete fraud, he stole the concept of severance from harmony cobel, a grief-stricken young girl? he’s been exploiting children for labor and indoctrinating them into his cult for decades now, is it that difficult to believe he’s been brainwashing his own daughter since birth? imo, she has one true purpose in his eyes — being the placid public face of lumon and the severance procedure — and he will do whatever it takes to keep his child, his corporate puppet, in line.
#severance#severance spoliers#helena eagan#this doesn’t excuse any of her own misdeeds#but i think she’s largely kept in the dark#*
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The Maker’s silliest soldiers.
#I like how a lot of the codex entries for the Crows speak to some of their less horrible past misdeeds#like standing with the Wardens and the Elves at times#it really speaks to the idea that they aren’t becoming sudden heroes but are returning to their roots#I go back and forth on whether I think they should realistically be dissolved or not#but anyway I’m using this for fic purposes please enjoy#antivan crows#Antiva#Treviso#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#codex#datv
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he brought this upon himself
#s4 aka butcher receives retribution for every misdeed hes ever committed#billy butcher#annie january#hughie campbell#becca butcher#joe kessler#the boys#d
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we really don't talk enough about how cesare (who proclaims himself to be honorable) actually has an extreme level of self-absorption and narcissism. they jump out on different situations especially in his vindictive sexual harassment of the women he slept with for wounding his ego. like his abuse of ursula (who was deceived by his chivalrous façade) for leaving him and taking a will of her own vs. his aggressive grabbing of caterina's breast when she taunted him at his sister's wedding (shows that he's still bitter over her rejecting him at forli).
#i'm insane about every aspect of his personality and psychology like i loooove dissecting that side of him#bro could never handle any woman standing up for herself without turning to humiliation and asserting dominance i fear#like neil jordan clearly intended to romanticize him but arnaud's portrayal strives to make him more sinister and layered mwah#mind you cesare's darkness and hypocrisy is all francois' improvisations and we love him for it#the way i'm sooooo turned off by the fandom's persistent narrative of him but then i actually remember how he is and i go like...oh <3#moslty because they have spent over a decade reducing cesare to a flat “hero” by stripping away his most interesting aspects#my preference for juan among the bros is not only bc his story is moving but also bc his characterization feels very authentic and raw#and by that i mean that his misdeeds are as fleshed out as his human side which makes him extra engaging#he also doesn't have a group of fans always yassifying him mostly bc he isn't “conventionally attractive”#even though neil's intention is to make him the unappealing foil to cesare initially#but shit gets real once you cast insanely talented actors with brains like david and francois#caterina sforza#ursula bonadeo#tw abuse#tw sa#the borgias#cesare borgia#tb text post
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(regarding the dftr au) i think the mc should take Sun's leg with them. so that when they bring the dca home they could place it on the chimney shelf. like a souvenir. right between a crystal ball and a tiny camel statue.
KEEPING HIS FOOT LIKE A TROPHY??
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is it misogynistic to critique a flawed female character? of course not. is it misogynistic if the only characters you find yourself investing time into actively critiquing are the female characters? i mean, if i were you i'd maybe invest some time into self reflection.
also lets put our intersectionality caps on while we're at it. maybe you find your critiques being levelled more frequently, with more intensity at a queer/gnc presenting character, or a black character, so on so forth.
we can all be flawed and any good character is flawed. that's what makes them interesting. but perhaps we can dedicate more energy into dissecting the misdeeds of dudes in media more often as well. i don't know. how about that?
#ppl yapping up n down about the misdeeds of vi or mel or cait seem to have nothing to say abt jayce or viktor or silco#or ppl who wanna yap in my face about abigail marston or mary linton are too busy givgling about found family w dutch to critique him ig#there's always nuance in a discussion#but it feels like sm of the discourse surrounding female characters is just ppl wanting to punish women#mel medarda#caitlyn kiramman#arcane vi#abigail marston#mary linton#arcane#rdr2#thinky
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Honestly my head canon for Whitney is that when he feels something that doesn't make him feel dead inside (pc) he freaks out. So his bullying is somehow apn attempt to control pc and an attempt to keep them away. Because if he can't control them, they will eventually leave him, so he needs to get rid of you first. Like the dude is an emotional mess, scared of any good emotions.
Imagine what a mess he is after waking up and realizing that PC rescued his sorry ass from the UB...









#Being pounded day after day in that place might not eat away his mind#but dealing with the current situation he's in sure as hell does#I love drawing confused and vulnerable Whitney#I love imagining he trying to recognize the little girl he used to beat and molest#Now has changed so much#all while he's paying for his misdeed#DoL: Homestead AU#dol pc#dollya ask#dollya art#alex the farmhand#dol alex#whitney the bully#dol whitney#ref: FGO manga - Salem#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart
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None of the Batfam can be relied upon to pick up even one of eighty calls, but they will chew out anyone who misses one of their calls.
#They have a sixth sense for when it's a serious call#or they use binoculars to spot large lights#The second the errant sibling answers there's just a wave of sound as the get yelled at#hung up on#and then a second call informing them that's it's an emergency find some way to the Batcave thanks.#too many people's phones/comms buzz during what needed to be a stealth mission#too many people are hallucinating/in space/doing misdeeds/to answer reliably#batman#dc comics#batfamily
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