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"Everything I’m doing is an undoing, the deeds themselves are just misdeeds in the end." - Ingeborg Bachmann, from Three Paths to the Lake; “Eyes to Wonder”
'Katharsis' by David Schermann
#literature#quote#reading#writing#book#novel#author#writer#books#ingeborg bachmann#three paths to the lake#eyes to wonder#art#artist#photography#katharsis#david schermann#doing#undoing#deed#misdeed#eyes#wonder#lake#path
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A little pumpkin Got itself a grin, A living lantern It shall be to burn Out of whimsicality And glee. In its misdeed, There is no more greed That may corrupt souls As the fun consoles.
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It's always been intriguing to me that, even when Elizabeth hates Darcy and thinks he's genuinely a monstrous, predatory human being, she does not ever perceive him as sexually predatory. In fact, literally no one in the novel suggests or believes he is sexually dangerous at any point. There's not the slightest hint of that as a factor in the rumors surrounding him, even though eighteenth-century fiction writers very often linked masculine villainy to a possibility of sexual predation in the subtext or just text*. Austen herself does this over and over when it comes to the true villains of her novels.
Even as a supposed villain, though, Darcy is broadly understood to be predatory and callous towards men who are weaker than him in status, power, and personality—with no real hint of sexual threat about it at all (certainly none towards women). Darcy's "villainy" is overwhelmingly about abusing his socioeconomic power over other men, like Wickham and Bingley. This can have secondhand effects on women's lives, but as collateral damage. Nobody thinks he's targeting women.
In addition, Elizabeth's interpretations of Darcy in the first half of the book tend to involve associating him with relatively prestigious women by contrast to the men in his life (he's seen as extremely dissimilar from his male friends and, as a villain, from his father). So Elizabeth understands Darcy-as-villain not in terms of the popular, often very sexualized images of masculine villainy at the time, but in terms of rich women she personally despises like Caroline Bingley and Lady Catherine de Bourgh (and even Georgiana Darcy; Elizabeth assumes a lot about Georgiana in service of her hatred of Darcy before ever meeting her).
The only people in Elizabeth's own community who side with Darcy at this time are, interestingly, both women, and likely the highest-status unmarried women in her community: Charlotte Lucas and Jane Bennet. Both have some temperamental affinities with Darcy, and while it's not clear if he recognizes this, he quietly approves of them without even knowing they've been sticking up for him behind the scenes.
This concept of Darcy-as-villain is not just Elizabeth's, either. Darcy is never seen by anyone as a sexual threat no matter how "bad" he's supposed to be. No one is concerned about any danger he might pose to their daughters or sisters. Kitty is afraid of him, but because she's easily intimidated rather than any sense of actual peril. Even another man, Mr Bennet, seems genuinely surprised to discover late in the novel that Darcy experiences attraction to anything other than his own ego.
I was thinking about this because of how often the concept of Darcy as an anti-hero before Elizabeth "fixes him" seems caught up in a hypermasculine, sexually dangerous, bad boy image of him that even people who actively hate him in the novel never subscribe to or remotely imply. Wickham doesn't suggest anything of the kind, Elizabeth doesn't, the various gossips of Meryton don't, Mr Bennet and the Gardiners don't, nobody does. If anything, he's perceived as cold and sexless.
Wickham in particular defines Darcy's villainy in opposition to the patriarchal ideal his father represented. Wickham's version of their history works to link Darcy to Lady Anne, Lady Catherine (primarily), and Georgiana rather than any kind of masculine sexuality. This version of Darcy is a villain who colludes with unsympathetic high-status women to harm men of less power than themselves, but villain!Darcy poses no direct threat to women of any kind.
It's always seemed to me that there's a very strong tendency among fans and academics to frame Darcy as this ultra-gendered figure with some kind of sexual menace going on, textually or subtextually. He's so often understood entirely in terms of masculinity and sexual desire, with his flaws closely tied to both (whether those flaws are his real ones, exaggerated, or entirely manufactured). Yet that doesn't seem to be his vibe to other characters in the story. There's a level at which he does not register to other characters as highly masculine in his affiliations, highly sexual, or in general as at all unsafe** to be around, even when they think he's a monster. And I kind of feel like this makes the revelations of his actual decency all along and his full-on heroism later easier to accept in the end.
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*The incompetently awful villain(?) in Sanditon, for instance, imagines himself another Lovelace (a reference to the famous rapist-villain of Samuel Richardson's Clarissa). Evelina's sheltered education and lack of protectors makes her vulnerable to sexual exploitation in Frances Burney's Evelina, though she ultimately manages to avoid it. There's frequently an element of sexual predation in Gothic novels even of very different kinds (e.g. Ann Radcliffe's The Mysteries of Udolpho and Matthew Lewis's The Monk both lean into this, in their wildly dissimilar styles). William Godwin's novel Caleb Williams, a book mostly about the destructive evils of class hierarchies and landowning classes specifically, depicts the mutual obsession of the genteel villain Falkland and working class hero Caleb in notoriously homoerotic terms (Godwin himself added a preface in 1832 saying, "Falkland was my Bluebeard, who had perpetrated atrocious crimes ... Caleb Williams was the wife"). This list could go on for a very long time.
**Darcy is also not usually perceived by other characters as a particularly sexual, highly masculine person in a safe way, either, even once his true character is known. Elizabeth emphasizes the resilience of Darcy's love for her more than the passionate intensity they both evidently feel; in the later book, she does sometimes makes assumptions about his true feelings or intentions based on his gender, but these assumptions are pretty much invariably shown to be wrong. In general the cast is completely oblivious to the attraction he does feel; even Charlotte, who wonders about something in that quarter, ends up doubting her own suspicions and wonders if he's just very absent-minded.
The novel emphasizes that he is physically attractive, but it goes to pains to distinguish this from Wickham's sex appeal or the charisma of a Bingley or Fitzwilliam. Mr Bennet (as mentioned above) seems to have assumed Darcy is functionally asexual, insofar as he has a concept of that. Most of the fandom-beloved moments in which Darcy is framed as highly sexual, or where he himself is sexualized for the audience, are very significantly changed in adaptation or just invented altogether for the adaptations they appear in. Darcy watching Elizabeth after his bath in the 1995 is invented for that version, him snapping at Elizabeth in their debates out of UST is a persistent change from his smiling banter with her in the book, the fencing to purge his feelings is invented, the pond swim/wet shirt is invented. In the 2005 P&P, the instant reaction to Elizabeth is invented, the hand flex of repressed passion is invented, the Netherfield Ball dance as anything but an exercise in mutual frustration is invented, the near-kiss after the proposal in invented, etc. And in those as well, he's never presented as sexually predatory, not even as a "villain."
#self-indulgently long tangents even for me but i had Thoughts!#i almost appended a third footnote to the second footnote. rip#anghraine babbles#long post#fitzwilliam darcy#lady anne blogging#austen blogging#austen fanwank#ivory tower blogging#anghraine's meta#eighteenth century blogging#gender blogging#i do think it's interesting that associating his flaws with lady catherine's is honestly fair - she comes to wonder about this later#but lbr that is totally understandable! lady catherine is the awful parody version of him!#but the times when elizabeth's assumptions are highly inflected by Yes All Men Actually generalizations she's utterly wrong#it's not some horrible misdeed but it's not really fair#not because she's oppressing him (lmao) but because people don't work that way#not saying that p&p is some huge blow against gender essentialism but i do think it's FAR less friendly to it than its fans are
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*sigh* looks like i've got to block anoth-
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None of the Batfam can be relied upon to pick up even one of eighty calls, but they will chew out anyone who misses one of their calls.
#They have a sixth sense for when it's a serious call#or they use binoculars to spot large lights#The second the errant sibling answers there's just a wave of sound as the get yelled at#hung up on#and then a second call informing them that's it's an emergency find some way to the Batcave thanks.#too many people's phones/comms buzz during what needed to be a stealth mission#too many people are hallucinating/in space/doing misdeeds/to answer reliably#batman#dc comics#batfamily
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Honestly my head canon for Whitney is that when he feels something that doesn't make him feel dead inside (pc) he freaks out. So his bullying is somehow apn attempt to control pc and an attempt to keep them away. Because if he can't control them, they will eventually leave him, so he needs to get rid of you first. Like the dude is an emotional mess, scared of any good emotions.
Imagine what a mess he is after waking up and realizing that PC rescued his sorry ass from the UB...
#Being pounded day after day in that place might not eat away his mind#but dealing with the current situation he's in sure as hell does#I love drawing confused and vulnerable Whitney#I love imagining he trying to recognize the little girl he used to beat and molest#Now has changed so much#all while he's paying for his misdeed#DoL: Homestead AU#dol pc#dollya ask#dollya art#alex the farmhand#dol alex#whitney the bully#dol whitney#ref: FGO manga - Salem#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart
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“Late 20’s, green eyes, 5’7, and hair the colour of…scarlet”
There was dirt found under her fingernails and toenails from Eastern Europe. Crushed to death under heavy weight. Her fingertips were blackened from dark magic use. The only thing she possessed was a library slip from the place her husband last fought, containing clues leading to the spell book that corrupted her and the place where she perished. She was alone.
#wanda is no saint but this scene gave me chills. for all of her misdeeds Wanda never deserved to be found alone#agatha all along#agatha along spoilers#agatha harkness#wandavision#hahndavision#marvel#wanda maximoff#doctor strange in the multiverse of madness#doctor strange mom#multiverse of madness
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#WHAT DO YOU MEEEEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN#TINY FUCKING BABY THANG WHAT THE FUCKKKKK#WHAT DO YOU MEAN MARIA KNEW IT!!!!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN MARIA KNEW IT //WHEN IT WAS SMALL//#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE BIOLIZARD WAS EVER SMALL!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!#i had always assumed the biolizard was like... before maria's time. before she got up there yknow#its fucking me up that she knows about it at all let alone knew it before it became ''''''the biolizard''''''#like..............#the new gerald journals show he was none too fond of the biolizard#like in the ''ohhhhh my god we fucked up''/haunting him of his own mistakes and misdeeds sense#but like maria knowing it before all that.... did she also see it getting all fucked up and going wrong#did she know. did she understand it was all for her. surely she must have....#you know i never cared about maria as a Character before all this. she was neat just as Concept/event in the series yknow#but everything ive seen for shadow gens the past few days/weeks [wrt dark beginnings] has been like man.Man. i get it now. im understanding#sonicposting
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Had a small thot and I needed to scrib- LR still being very special but the insta healing comes at a cost
#being reminded of their misdeeds n sins every time they look in the mirror hhhhHH#trigun#trigun maximum#livio the double fang#razlo the trip of death#trigun manga#drawing#sketch#digital art#art#fan art
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Interactive - Favorite Burp Scenario
I need something to take my mind off the fact that we are home to the dumbest, most bigoted fucking assholes on this planet, and I feel like a lot of you probably feel the same way right now. So, how about another interactive game? Send me character requests via my askbox here and I will respond with my favorite burp scenario to imagine for them. (Note, ideally, keep it to characters I know or that you think I may know)
#interactive post#community game#burping#burp kink#belly kink#i think back on all the movies where the president hides a horrible crime they committed years back#and how they carry out these horrid conspiracies to cover up the truth of their misdeeds#oh how fucking quaint that all feels right now#here in america?#you can incite an insurrection and get your freakass cult to storm the capitol on live television while erecting (lol) a gallows#the whole world can watch in horror#you can get indicted on 88 felony charges#convicted on 34 of them#your generals came come out and admit that you like hitler#and in a few years the people will just happily send you back#don't worry the media will treat you like a completely normal candidate and sane wash whatever crazy bullshit you say too!#because gat dammit groceries are just way too expensive#sure your own party and awful policies CAUSED prices to soar but it's not like the media will ever point that out when they conduct polls#also the same fucking idiots crowing about grocery prices hear trump's tariffs will cost them thousands more yearly and they're fine with i#im so fucking tired and i know you are too#just look out for your lgbtqia+ friends right now#they're gonna be hurting right now especially if they don't live in cali#and even cali's not some liberal fucking haven either#we just voted NOT to end slavery in this state!#like what the actual fuck?!#no seriously...what the actual fuck?#anyway look out for each other and try to keep your own corner of the world safe from maga's stink#and don't tune out either because they want to exhaust and beat you
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[lightning flash and thunder clap] heh heh heh... ho hOO Ho hO HEE hEe HeE hEE HUERH HUERH HUERH......
#using my powers for evil(?)#so glad we were able to get the nice covers#front table was covered with stuff i picked out today (:<#library cockroach misdeeds
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benson becoming a monster, born to the frankenstein of his stolen childhood and ruined life, his hands fractured and bloodied screaming remember, i am thy creature in that barren school parking lot; i was benevolent and good, misery made me a fiend
#the passenger#benson#‘i ought to be thy adam / i am rather the fallen angel; whom thou drivest from joy for no misdeed’#‘everywhere i see bliss; from which i alone am irrevocably excluded’#been rereading it recently and benson as the monster to sheppards frankenstein goes kinda crazy to me#especially the contrast of frankenstein being unable to banish the monster he created from his mind versus sheppard-#who doesn’t even recognize benson. doesn’t even hint at it. was able to move on. crazyyyyy
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People complain that wormies misconstrue what Worm is about to try and sell it to a tumblr audience, but I'm lying about that shit on purpose for fun. I'm telling girls into Steven Universe that it's a found family story about recovering from trauma. I'm anon messaging YA authors it's ACOTAR but with superpowers and lesbians.
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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right
#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding#lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have#like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away#and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars#esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing#only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine#sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds#this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff#like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow#^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby#magolor#krtdldx#myart
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