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gl0omboys · 1 year ago

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i could do a whole hour long analysis of this song and its meaning and how its so me coded and-

#ycgma my beloved #im obsessed with this album #wilbur soot #ycgma #losing face destroyed me

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aelswiths · 4 months ago

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*screams into the void*

#the way he like seems to be choking back a sob of emotions before he says this #he can't bear the fact that he's causing her pain #and that there's nothing he can do to stop it #even though talking openly would help her but he can't do that #because if he does he would have to be vulnerable and if he's vulnerable aelswith might think him weak #which is something he knows she abhors (even though she hates it because of her own feelings of being seen as weak and unworthy)#and he can't bear her rejection because he loves her and if she were to reject him it would destroy him #he can be this open with uhtred because its a manipulation tactic #he's using vulnerability to get uhtred to do what he wants and thats why he can be so open in this scene. he's doing it strategically #but to be open with aelswith leaves him (in his mind) open to losing her since he's caused her so much pain throughout their marriage #and he would have to face the fact that he's done that and she might not forgive him and he can't do that #aelswith is so upset in this scene because she thinks its his final way of saying to her “you aren't worthy” when really its a tactic #to help ensure that she and their children will be safe #but they literally cannot properly communicate with each other because of all of the painful history between them #I'm going insane #I love them so much #they are everything to me #literally everything #he loves her so much #like he could not survive losing her - just the way he clings to her all throughout s3 speaks to that #I really think that because of the similarities between uhtred and aelswith uhtred's betrayal makes him start to fear that he could lose he #and he just starts to cling to her for reassurance that she'll never leave and she won't stop believing in him #ok I'm done #for now #I'm crying #your honor I love them #they mean so much to me

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ratatatastic · 18 days ago

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Guess Who? Global Series Panthers edition.

my favourite dynamic for dumb games that don't particularly matter is sore loser who's trying not to be a sore loser and man who acts like winning means he gets the keys to the city rather than just a participation sticker

#eetu luostarinen #niko mikkola #florida panthers #2425 #the global series is a gift #if not because we get to make the finns sit down and do dumb stuff for us in the name of patriotism #im sorry pairing mikksy and luosty for content will always be funny #because of the way mikksy tries to downplay the irrational need of needing to completely destroy him (in competition) (but also-)#but also both of them choosing their fellow finns because god forbid they choose anyone else #you two are so predictable #“well ive got a 25% (to win) right now if i guess... (guesses despite the bad odds)”#the inherent need to destroy luosty calls to him because luosty is insufferable when he wins #but has mikksy considered hes worse when HE wins #TOOK THE 25% CHANCE TO BET ON LUOSTY BEING AN EGOISTICAL BASTARD SO WHO LOOKS BAD NOW #on par with “close your eyes for this part. what colour is mikkolas eyes”#[mikksy blocking the side of his face so if luosty cheats he cant win to which luosty doesnt cheat and still loses]#LUOSTY SMKRKING TOO OH HE KNEW #MIKKSY IS SO INSUFFERABLE WHEN HE WINS #THE SHARED LOOK OF GLEE WHEN HE REALISES ITS SASHA #“thats easy! thats too easy!! (sore loser)” “well try mine now (man who is literally set up luosty for success so he doesnt get sulky)”#“i mean... is it mo?” “(laughs of utter disbelief and a little concern)” LUOSTY YOU JUST ASKED THE ARE THEY CANADIAN QUESTION #AND MIKKSY SAID NO. WHAT DO YOU THINK PAUL IS?????#also this most likely being filmed after the “i think mikkola curses at me in finnish” saga MAKES ME CRY LUOSTY STOP TEASING MIKKSY #POOR MAN WAS SWEATING HAVING TO DENY IT AND SAY PAUL WAS JUST BEING FUNNY PLEASEEEE #“almost... lundy 😄” “of course it is” PLEASE #this just in the kitten has teeth now so hes on his way to being paul huh 😭😭😭😭#crying i love these two so much my emotional support finn pair

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starlight---starbrights · 6 months ago

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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery

This took about 40 hours, give or take a few

#I can tell you one thing #Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule #Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier #Insomnia also helps with this task #I was listening to the ost while working on it and… Live reaction #Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasn’t it shown more often !? IT’S FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came out…#A mother’s love ? Should’ve called this “I’m gonna fuck you up”#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny #The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I can’t recognize shit #my brain is melting and my eyes are on fire…#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People #Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night #Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slower…? I don’t know maybe I’m just loosing it with those freaking petals #For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeah… I thought it would never end… Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing #So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it #Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios #Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know #This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through #Note to self. Don’t do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach #I think i’m losing it #Back after a few weeks #God this white thread is doing my head in… I’m willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#I’m almost done. It’s finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins #undertale #undertale yellow #embroidery #I’m thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall

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malicious-code-103 · 1 month ago

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Call me Jack Townsend because I'm drinking too much coffee and always getting injured

#alas my injuries are not as attractive as his #nothing hotter than losing a leg and getting your ribs slashed or your face punched #but losing a finger i would absolutely hate and it would destroy me with my OCD #losing an arm would also suck but with my crooked leg i already limp so whats one less leg at the least the chronic pain will be gone #however if i lost my one good leg id be pretty fucked now that i think about it #spencer please destroy my left leg and not rhe right xoxoxo #tales from a gas station #jack townsend

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hekateinhell · 2 years ago

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me, a normie bitch doing normie bitch stuff:

remembering what armand said to lestat in blood communion: “I have loved you more than any being in all the world whom I’ve ever loved.”

me:

they make me physically ill

#it's so sad lmao it's such a raw scene and it's so important and it destroys me every time #i'm hormemotional and getting ready for class don't mind me 🤧#i love them so much and if you've read tvl/mtd/tva it's like okay armand we been knew but the fact that he said this to lestat's face #because he finally had nothing left to lose IT HURTS #armand/lestat #armand #lestat de lioncourt #vc #the vampire chronicles

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datastate · 1 year ago

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in light of new changes: do not give tumblr your money if you disapprove of what they are doing to this site, this encourages them to continue implementing changes at the expense of their userbase. use the feedback feature on /support to submit complaints, as attempting to mention staff/humans/any personal blogs from there may be falsely flagged as harassment (lest we forget partyjockers) & tank their ratings on apps stores with your same complaints over the new features they are implementing. please, feel free to bring up their insensitivity to disabled people regarding visual overload or epilepsy; tumblr live making it a dangerous place for american individuals, especially kids, as it shares their location and there is no permanent way to turn it off; instances of transphobic or racist harassment that has gone unmoderated despite reports; or of the fascist problem they have on here, which they do not censor in the least. they have the ability to make tags unsearchable and completely erase posts, yet never apply it to these violent groups. there is so much they could be doing, which the majority of the userbase has requested they work on, yet they refuse to. make your complaining productive and share it where it'll actually be heard.

#i still have screenshots from the partyjockers incident before staff completely erased it lol it's so frustrating #you may bring up their debt but frankly tumblr is a company foremost. you cannot make me empathize with it as if it is my starving friend #and if tumblr is simply choosing to emulate other sites... well. then there is nothing 'of' tumblr to keep around. let it die.#i don't want to lose the site that worked well enough for art and more obscure games but destroying that is what tumblr is doing #even before it collapses with financial problems. and you cannot let it guilttrip you into accepting whatever bullshit it does #what sort of pushover are you. really #jestersvaguely #i don't make posts like this and i haven't even been on desktop yet bc i am out but just... rubs my face. why #to all of this. why.

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girlcockholmes · 1 year ago

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one minute youre having the time of your life laughing at silly early 2000s effects like the tiny nasty gollum doctor and david tennant hovering around in an energy cloud and the next youre sobbing your eyes out watching the most harrowing sequence of personal loss ever put to screen

#so much of 10s arc this season has been about the loneliness of being the last time lord #and how he will never have a normal life. his companions will always be lost or leave or grow too old and die #and he finally finds the master. and no matter what now he has someone who can stay with him forever. but he chooses to die instead #he literally says. now i have someone to care for. LITERALLY THE WORST CASE OF I CAN FIX HIM EVER MR DOCTOR 😖💔#and then jack. literally unkillable. will live (mostly) forever. come with me…… and he says no too.#then martha. he was in denial about losing rose and used her to distract himself but now she is leaving too and he has to face it. ALONE.#and on TOP OF THAT! her saying shes leaving because she loves him. ohhhhhh. fucka you. basard. (rtd)#because he loves people too much and they love him too much and it literally destroys them…..#him as john smith. saying the doctor didnt even think falling in love was an option? LITERALLY FUCK MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!#he literally does everything he does out of such deep love for earth and humanity but he thinks he can never have it in return #AND THE WORLD KEEPS PROVING HIM RIGHT. EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED. ITS SO OVER #UGH. OKAY. literally 16 year old angst but idgaf its literally so incredibly devastating.#dw

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hyunrun · 7 months ago

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tw ed in the tags !!

#im feeling sooo awful abt my body today its crazy #i dont wanna relapse but also i have prom and grad coming up so its very very tempting #silly side note but ive been friends w some moots on edtwt longer than I've known some of my irls and that's crazy to me #anyway i was looking at tweets of me being so majorly uber excited abt final hitting 45 kg T-T like man omfg #feb 23 me was the skinniest id ever been and i was thriving !!#and i highkey wanna be that again #was my hair thinning and did my face look so gaunt it scared me at times? yes #did i also feel my prettiest + have the most external validation from strangers etc ever? also yes !!#i feel fat and ugly rn but I'm also just very averagely weighted #but i have a naturally broader built but i feel like i look bigger even if I'm not ?? 9ufdkjhjs #anyway its scary looking through old tweets bc I'm talking abt skipping lunch like everyday and stuff like that's scary !! don't do that #but also it makes me wanna do it again like if i could look like that again... id genuinely kill myself for it #i was kinda also p healthy back then LOL only ate god food #cardio every evening + muscle training every morning #anyway teehee thats all i very much dislike my body rn and i hope i can lose a bit so i don't feel like dying <3 #i have hope bc im only 5kg off what i used to be so !! shouldn't be too hard yaaya if i can just get back in the 40s ill be happy like a 47 #i got this !! hopefully will not destroy myself in the process yay #tw ed

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fauvester · 2 years ago

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realistically I do not think that anyone on cardassia would want garak in charge. I do not believe for a second that garak would want garak in charge. but perhaps that is what makes the idea of postwar castellan garak so funny to me. nobody refuses to budge an inch on their preferred candidate so they all collectively throw up their hands and choose the option that would make everyone equally unhappy

#dee s 9 #camera zooms up to the half destroyed stands of the cardassian senate #to where garak and bashir have been watching the castelliary debates and narrating like the old men from the muppets #garaks face caught in a perfect moue of horror and surprise 😶#he always wanted to serve cardassia. but not like this. NEVER like this #natima lang like ha ha well bitchboy. try shooting me now while everyone’s watching huh. least we can keep an eye on you #garak is going to do his level best to be cardassia’s george washington just to spite every single other politician #reinvent himself into a benevolent wise sisko president. julian losing his shit at how funny this is

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coquelicoq · 2 years ago

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natsume book of friends season 4 opening sequence has got me incredibly fucked up. the lyrics. kid natsume's tiny little legs and teenage natsume watching him run. the lyrics. nyanko-sensei burrowing into his arms. did i mention the lyrics? ending frame on the fujiwara family. including natsume. because he's part of their family. as the lyrics ask him to "please [not] keep suffering alone"? somebody fucking hold me.

#i'm actually almost done with season 4 because i have no self-control. and every time i watch the opening i'm like #no this has only gotten more potent since the last time i watched it. we are reaching danger levels #natsume yuujinchou #natsume's book of friends #my posts #season 4 is the season of tanuma just completely destroying me on every level. why is every single character like this??#every time he learns something about natsume he's like oh so this is what it's like for natsume?#and then it happens again and he's like wait natsume ALSO has THIS OTHER THING to contend with??#and again: AND A THIRD THING?? WHY MUST THE WORLD'S BEST BOY NATSUME TAKASHI SUFFER???#he just wants to help natsume deal with stuff and i am on the fucking floor #his thought process is just #this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe here's a way i could help him? he doesn't want me to though because it would #put me in danger. but i don't want him to be in danger either. and i'm telling him that to his face. i don't think it's really #gotten through to him but that's okay i will just keep telling him. now i'm realizing that the thing i did to help him maybe just made #things harder for him. this is hard for natsume. i wish i could help him. maybe sometimes the best way to help him is to just #respect his wishes and yet remind him that he can lean on people and that people love him as much as he loves them #the part where tanuma realized why natsume doesn't tell the fujiwaras about youkai gutted me #this kid is so emotionally astute and such a sweetheart #i just watched the episode where natsume loses his picture of his parents and his old house is getting sold and i cried. SO many tears.#tanuma putting his foot down for once like no actually you need to admit that something is bothering you this time #we can find this picture. ask us to help you do this thing that we can actually do for you. you don't need to be sad for no reason #mmm can't be coherent about it just rest assured it was extremely harmful to me and also exactly what i needed #anyway the season 4 opening song as the thing you say to your younger self who lives inside your current self because #you can't actually go back in time and be the person your younger self needed to have in their life. so all you can do is love that child #in absentia but so so so fiercely and with your whole entire heart #all you can do is give your current self all the love you have for the child you were #jesus CHRIST

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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after this

the chapter then ending on this

has me big time feeling like. this.

#speculation nation #fanny reads trigun #trigun spoilers/#HELP? ME???#face in my hands. i literally gasped when the wing first appeared #i was like 'thats GOTTA be vash right???' but it was like it was acting independently of him #only to be revealed that he was COMPLETELY losing it. nearly did the fucking angel arm shit again b4 crimson nails appeared #legato fucking sucks. rip sax man. zazie is my fav antagonist (nonbinary ICON). elendira is so fucking beautiful #poor fucking meryl getting caught up in all this. she's just an insurance girl and here she was trapped under an angel man #who very nearly set off his arm nuke for the THIRD. TIME.#he really is just a walking atomic bomb. one bad day away from killing another several hundred thousand people #him calling himself a murderer upon remembering what happened in july. that broke my fucking Heart #mr vash the stampede. eternal pacifist who refuses to kill even ppl actively trying to kill him. calling himself a murderer.#head in my hands. im utterly obsessed with his wings. im obsessed with all of this. holy fucking shit y'all #and then it ends with them being Losers once more. sometimes Loser4Loser is watching ur bf nearly set off his atomic bomb arm #and sometimes it's poking fun at one another and helping rebuild a town you were part of the destroying of #geeze. geeeeze. SO fucking much happened. jesus fucking christ #i knew it'd be a lot but i didnt know just how Much it'd be a lot. that tails image is just me rn for REAL

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youfreakinturltle · 1 year ago

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Not gonna get super deep into it, but to those that have sent asks that I haven’t replied to yet, I do apologize, I will be getting to them soon. To be completely honest, I thought I knew what a bad day was until every day this past month turned into more and more of a waking nightmare 🙃 thank y’all for your patience ❤️

#personal #me #my life #tw #literally went from almost losing my car #to almost destroying my relationship #to losing my mom last week #due to medical malpractice #and now having to plan her service #while also taking her sick dog to the vet #while also also having to face seeing her urn for the first time #and have I mentioned this all happened 2 weeks before my 25th birthday

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eorzeashan · 2 years ago

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Hunter Rejection Cringe Comp since way too much happened this chapter that I don't even know what to focus on

This is the first time I've seen him make this face and it's reserved specifically for SIS Garfield

Hunter: I owe command ten credits. You look awful, by the way.

You fool. I look better than you ever will.

Hunter: Legate. How's Quesh compare to Hoth? Find any pretty ensigns?

Eight: How you survived in this business I'll never know.

Hunter: bla bla I want to walk you around the galaxy on a leash

Eight: The thought of traveling with you makes my skin crawl.

Hunter: You wound me. (trying to hide fuckboy tears)

Eight: Were you this obnoxious to Ardun Kothe? Or am I special?

Hunter: I tried to behave for the SIS. But for you and me? Let's be baaad. austin powers voice: oh behave baby

Conclusion: Hunter down atrocious. Recommended course of action includes kicking him in the choobies, or perhaps engaging in close combat to relieve his wanting before folding him like a chair.

#swtor #agent replay #swtor hunter #oc: orradiz #his face in the first made me lose my shit he looks so done with him #😒#i'm also debating writing a little oneshot between them but hm. hmmm.#hunter doesn't deserve enough of my effort #admins personality is one that cannot stand this guy but completely gets the vibes he puts off with agents #that being said. thesh protocol one. eight i'm ordering you to destroy that man in less than a minute

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fukashiin · 2 years ago

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I GAVE CRUSH A LISTEN AND IT’S SO JAMIL TO YOU

i will shove leona's staff up your arse

#moots — ♡#IM KIDDING I LOVE YOU SM #I DESEVRBE THIS AFTER MY ASMK HELP???!!!#the lyrics decked me in the face suckedj the soul out of my body destroyed all my bodily human cells so hatrd #CAN I TALK ABT THE LYRICS #look up the definition of unrequited love and crush pops up #omg the thought that jamil would be the victim og suchs feelings #YOU WILL SEE ME ON FOX NEWS TONGITH #omg and not to stir some heat but imagine if its because of kalim #LIKE HE GETS TO HAVE EVERYHTING #BUT JAMIL GETS NOTHING!!#AND HJE SO DESPERATELY DOESNT WANT TO LOSE THE PERSON HE CAN FINALLY CALL HIS #TO SHARE HIS HEART WITH

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save-mohamed-family · 5 months ago

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My campaign is verified and added to the Gaza Donations page with number 192.

Thank you for documenting my campaign from the following accounts:

@sar-soor @heba-20 @el-shab-hussein @90-ghost @soon-palestine@ibtisams @marnota @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @i-am-aprl @northgazaupdates @fallahifag @fairuzfan

I love you all 🙏🙏♥️🌹

I am Mohammed Almanasra, 32 years old, married, and a father of three children: Abdulrahman, 6 years old, Sarah, 4 years old, and Lina, 3 years old.

My story began with the loss of my parents and four of my sisters, who were bombed and lost their lives along with their children after the events of October 7 and the severe war on Gaza. Now, I am facing a severe injury to my leg, which is at risk of amputation if I do not receive the necessary treatment. My wife, children, and I are displaced, without parents or siblings, and my wife is also suffering from uterine cancer.

Recently, I moved to the south of the Gaza Strip, fearing for the lives of my children. We left behind our memories and our new home, for which we had not finished paying the installments, in addition to losing my job. Currently, I live in a tent that does not protect me from the heat of summer or the cold of winter, and without the minimum necessary livinng basics including water, food medical care, clothe and even bedding .

I suffer from a chronic asthma and severe attacks from tightness and an extreme allergy in the ear and I need medicine that are not available, or very expensive .

Under these difficult circumstances, after five attempts at displacement and narrowly escaping death from the bombing, I am trying with all my might to protect my family, the most precious thing I have.

My dreams were shattered, and my house was destroyed, and I found myself living in a tent no larger than 4 square metres. My work turned from a tailor to a street vendor in order to barely buy a few crumbs of bread to feed my children.

Look at what happened to my children because of the intense heat and the insects that thrive in the summer season. Every day, I take them to the hospital to treat them due to poisonous insect bites. I implore every kind-hearted soul to help me protect my children.

My son, Abdul Rahman, has a deep passion for playing football and is a devoted fan of Real Madrid. He always dreamed of playing football at his school, but the war prevented this dream from coming true.

Where are you, Real Madrid fans ?

Help Abdul Rahman achieve his dream.

Every donation will make an enormous difference in helping me save my family.

I feel very sad and embarrassed to ask for help, but I have no other options left. I know that this request is difficult, but I also know that there is still humanity and living consciences and I believe in miracles.

Your support during this extremely difficult time will give us hope in the midst of devastation and despair.

If you have any inquiries or questions, feel free to ask me, please!

To everyone with a compassionate heart,

To all who understand the essence of humanity,

This is a message from my innocent children, who trust that their words will reach everyone who truly understands the meaning of childhood.

We cry out to you, asking you to feel our sorrow and pain, and to extend a helping hand to us in this time when we are in desperate need of your mercy and compassion.

My name is being repeatedly added to many public and private donation campaigns. Please, be a support for me in this difficult situation.

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Sincere greetings & thanks

Mohammed & the family

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