#I think i’m losing it
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Undertale yellow flowey embroidery
This took about 40 hours, give or take a few
#I can tell you one thing#Embroidering while having arthritis is really not a piece of cake. When you hand cramps just by holding it at an angle.#At least I can be grateful for my empty schedule#Makes embroidering till the sun rises back up so much easier#Insomnia also helps with this task#I was listening to the ost while working on it and… Live reaction#Occupied turf is so good actually !? Why wasn’t it shown more often !? IT’S FIRE !?#I forgot I only did a pacifist so I got so confused when neutral Flowey came out…#A mother’s love ? Should’ve called this “I’m gonna fuck you up”#The number of time I got my ass handed back to me in this fight is not even funny#The first time is great. The second I only discern my favorites and the sudden change in style. By the third loop I can’t recognize shit#my brain is melting and my eyes are on fire…#Advantages on doing it during daytime. Eyes hurt less. Good stupid tv to listen to in the background Disadvantages. People#Advantages on doing it at night. Alone. Personally work better at night#Disadvantages. No good TV. Time goes by slower…? I don’t know maybe I’m just loosing it with those freaking petals#For reference one petal took me about 3 and a half hours. So yeah… I thought it would never end… Took out almost all my yellow.#When the line tangles itself in the back and you realize only close to the end of it that half went missing#So you have to go backward to entangle it and loose 30 mins because damn it#Cats are not helpful in any of those scenarios#Why do I feel the need to make the back perfect when nobody else but me will know#This is the last time I do one so big without thinking it through#Note to self. Don’t do it standing up when the cats are awake. She just destroyed my stomach#I think i’m losing it#Back after a few weeks#God this white thread is doing my head in… I’m willing to bet my leg half the time I spent on the face was me untangling it.#I’m almost done. It’s finally over. Dark brown took exactly 4 h and 13 mins#undertale#undertale yellow#embroidery#I’m thinking of doing Boris the wolf next. Because I just found the perfect rendition to put on my wall
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Currently struck down with a migraine and refusing to move but in my head there is a little achilles saying “there is no glory in suffering, lad” and I don’t really know what to do other than listen to him
#next to him there is a little patroclus saying ‘let’s take ibuprofen together’#it’s a beautiful sight really#I think I’m losing it#anyways#advil time!!!
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You didn’t burn out but we did..
#heartbroken#sad aesthetic#grieving someone who’s alive#sad poetry#spilled poetry#this is depressing#poets on tumblr#sad#sad thoughts#love#i think i’m losing it#i love him#broken hearted#broken
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Don’t know how your creative process work, but mine you can imagine two personalities in my head, one needy and the other reliable, and it goes like this:
“Oh! Oh! What if they do this and that, and then they could-“ Slightly taps my own shoulder.
“Hold on little one, I’ve got you” Starts writing frantically
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#hugs for everyone#But not because I have anxiety and hugging scares me#but you can hug me#what the fuck am I saying#anyway#achilles come down#black and white aesthetic#philosophy#musings#i think i’m losing it#black and white#achilles and patroclus#achilles x patroclus#books and literature#classic literature#romanticism#aestethic#dark academia#dark romantica#aestheitcs#aesthetic#aesthetics#dark academic aesthetic#classic academia#chaotic academia#academia#moodboard#gang of youths#song of achilles#tsoa achilles
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explain how I feel too tired to move and yet my sluggish lil brain is managing to write something im quite happy with?? like??
can you???
i can’t.
#i don’t understand#like wtf brain#helloooo#i think i’m losing it#<I love that that’s a popular tag on here#lmao#hi guys#gonna write a second chapter while fatigued#it’s going good tho#so#new process?#bad process#but it’s working#yayayay
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i’m inventing a new word for the feeling you have when you just wrote two thousand words of dense academic analysis and you’re staring at your computer screen with skyrim music playing quietly in your headphones, realizing you have to write at least another thousand words before tomorrow
the word is panktimble
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Mermay 🧜♂️2023🧜♂️ Merhammy gif/w music 🎶
#mermay#happy mermay#merhammy#mermaid vibes#hamster#mermaid gif 🤪#i think i’m losing it#lol#mermay Madness#hamsters#my stuff#got carried away with mermaids 🧜♀️ today
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The need to cause pain (lovingly but gleefully) to 3 characters is killing me a little bit
#twilight#twilight saga#aro volturi#jane volturi#alec volturi#fanfiction#how do I do this#i wish i was normal#why am i like this#i think i’m losing it
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why is everything so bad?? It’s light outside, this is not fair.
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You know the voice in your head that you think in?
Yeah- mines British. I don’t know why. I’m not British.
#shitpost#random#chaoscore#yeah idk#cryptidcore#choas#things#voice#British#the voice inside your head#think#thinking#words#i think i’m losing it
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ophthalmologist tumblr what kind of fucking astigmatism turns an LED light into miserable demon eyes
#it only happens when I’m spacing out too#then when I notice the light splitting and pay more attention it blends back together#I think I’m losing it#spewpurr posts#spewpurr doodles
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Something inherently divine about midnight snacks.
I’m just a man making buttered cinnamon sugar toast and relishing every goddamned second.
I will feed myself at the final hour and it will be holy.
Toast with butter and cinnamon and sugar and a glass of cranberry juice. That’s the closest thing to god there is for me.
This is the closest happiness will ever get to me.
Life is full of wonder.
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That moment u decide to make a Toy Story dorm
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stop i just realised i barely post my own thoughts here I JUST REPOST STUFF NO WHAT here are some original thoughts i’ve been having
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