#life sukcs

[noname-404s-blog]

[moonluv2r]

literally me and @sh1nryuiii27 :3

[azhar456]

I always beat myself up a lot, carry the burden of everyone, I want to change the whole world for the better, and burden myself beyond my capacity, so thank you for overburden me.

[f4line-k4fkyuunn-zzz]

Night does change , maybe a little too much

I remember last year, I suddenly saw I weighed 50 kg. My world shattered, two years of 3d for this?

Then it was 48-50 for two months, a hell, only shifting and never settling.

My high achiever mindset went out of the window.

I tried triggering my 3d, a lot, nothing worked and I kept on gaining weight.

Then girls around me started their honeymoon phases.

And I realised I'll never be happy again.

Low weight or high weight, I've lost the ability to be happy completely.

I listened to subliminals and they all had "Twilight soundtrack" and to trigger myself, I read "winter girls"

The me who used to study at night went to bed early. But failed to sleep. And when I felt everyone out, I sat in my living room, looking out to the main roads where heavy trucks went on and on, making terrible sounds.

And I read wintergirls, with the twilight soundtrack in my ears.

Winter, it's a season that always pains me. And I never had a single winter without an ed.

Yet I thought I was sad last year, it was nothing. Losing my academic achievement, losing my entire memory out of depression, gaining more and more weight, parents growing frustrations about my grades, my "friends" sudden change of attitude due to my losing beauty and not being the center of buzz anymore.

Life sucks.

[trudnadusza14]

Perfekcja mi jednak wychodzi perfekcyjnie ✨

[invader-is-cute]

I’ll be working on my fics and blogs when I get time, but life’s biting me in the ass and I'm trying to figure out that whole ‘college’ thing -touring community colleges to get an idea of what I’ll be doing- so sorry for that.

[zenobiavita]

[asencore]

I'm so tired.

[evenceflux18]

Dang it, they shoulda atleast gave me a time to rest tonight rather than overthink over another financial problem to deal with, and they had to trick me for that...

I already gotten scam on my one commission (I don't think they'll gonna show up not even an updates or anything..)

And now, even on my college, seriously? A very big disappointed sigh

They always expected me to always give them what they want on time and I'm getting frustrated how they think it was easy for me to earn even just a penny

I'm literally broke, why do they even expect me to pay with that kind of amount immediately...

And now it's going to be my fault for not paying them cause they gonna use my payment for their own use, when I literally said that I'm gonna pay them when I had the extra money and they hecking said "YES!"

Then what the heck is this kind of stunt they doin right now, c'mon😭

It's pretty rare for me to rant on my page but sometimes, when it's too much or it was overwhelming for me, I just wanna let it out here, sorry about it ya'll😔✌trying my best to keep it all together💖

[whyhaveidonethistomyself]

I crave many things but lately its

Violence

Chocolate chip cookies

Orange chicken and white rice

Waffles with berries

Gasoline and matches

A clear river to jump into

A warm bed covered in blankets and no consequences so I can forget my responsibilities

[noname-404s-blog]

My life 😢

[moonluv2r]

Why does my heart go on beating

Why do these eyes of mine cry

Don't they know it's the end of the world?

[trudnadusza14]

Mam nieodparte wrażenie że nadchodzący rok może okazać się tym w którym wzniosę się na sam szczyt

[nothing-to-me13]

Emocje mi jakoś nie sprzyjają do życia

[gay-moonstars]

i think one of the most disappointing things in life is coming to terms with the fact that no one will ever be able to give me the same kind of feelings that men in books, movies, tv shows or fan-fictions do. It’s a horrible thing to realize and it makes me want to cry every day :,)

[truly-soulless]

No olvidar nota 3/23

Empezar a expresar menos. Esperar siempre lo peor. Todos nos pueden traicionar. curiosamente lo olvide y sali lastimada.