#its the stress
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Happy Kidnap fam train sketches
Messy headcanons under cut
I like to think neither Maedhros or Maglor were sane when they got Elrond and Elros but in their own way, Maglor was half torn between thinking Eru gave him the twins and just wanting to do something good, Maedhors himself was pledged by his whole life tragedy and probably had a step back when the third Kinslaying happened meaning having more fewer conscious moments either thinking he was back in Angband or seeing dead people, the only reason he put up with the twins was because of his love for Maglor.
Maglor himself would never hurt the children but still did unintendedly, because of his instability, and I think it was first a week or two in with having the twins he tries to take really care of them, and quickly then he began to really love them and not just the idea of them, later the twins would too although still a little bit of fear that disappears over the years.
I'm a firm believer Maglor loved the twins and the other way around, but their love had its flaws because of all the trauma built around it.
Maedhros loves them too, he's way more unstable but might seem calmer in a way and easier to deal with, I like to think of Elrond more than once thinking about how it would have been better if he survived (if he finds Maglors) but quickly dismissing it when thinking it through.
Maedhros would probably have killed the twins without really thinking about it if he was the one finding them unless he found them a day or so after the Kinslaying.
#this is all stress drawing and mussing to calm down#at least i finished one of the papers i talked about so now i only need a half for tm#god i hate these#im gonna redraw them when the exams are over and post this all over again but with better read through headcannons#i just need to post something#that sounds so wierd#...#its the stress#theres no other answer#pride requests page will be out in a few hours#tolkien#jrr tolkien#silmarillion#maedhros#maitimo#nelyafinwe#makalaure#kanafinwe#maglor#elrond#elrond peredhel#elros#elros tar minyatur#kidnap dads#kidnap fam#silm art#tolkien art#digital art#my art
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Vinland Memes
*Askelad watching Thorfinn do something stupid*
Askeladd: "What an idiot, where the hell are his parents?"
Askeladd: .......
Askeladd: "Oh shit! Am the parent! Bjorn! Our son is being an idiot!"
#vinland saga meme#vinland saga#thorfinn#askeladd#bjorn#askeladd is balding because of Thorfinn#its the stress#thorfinn is a chaotic dumbass#bjorn is tierd of their shit
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well anyway
#i know why my thoughts are cycling tbf#its the stress#lol#but i was thinking abt how i just found out my manager is going to germany next year#ive always wanted to learn to speak german so maybe ill bully him into learning with me#for some reason this being a repetitive thought made me feel pathetic#despite the fact that ive done more international travel than he has at 10 yrs my senior#hello uh anyway
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My stomach hurts
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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happy pride month or something
#trafficshipping#treebark#3rd life smp#rendog#inthelittlewood#stressmonster101#fanart#art#trafficblr#3lsmp#stress is there bc shes usually the doctor™️ in hc fics#how do i tag this. help#guess which one of them is pregnant#its like 1 am over here man gn#yyuusart
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。゚゚・。・゚゚。 ゚. August will bring blessings.
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#let’s manifest this shit!#like we do every month#I just gave the keys to my former apartment to its owner#I am now free!!#woohoo!!#moving is stressful AF#anyway. august! I believe in you <3#august#positivity#cottagecore#blessings#affirmations#light acadamia aesthetic#classic academia#month#manifesting
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people with chronic pain and chronic fatigue will be like why does it hurt and why am I so tired
#i cannot stress enough how#i am people#people is me#i dont know whh i forget so often#i was just thinking this though and... its because i have chronic pain and chronic fatigue??#yeah#anyway#heds#chronic pain#chronic fatigue
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'Your children will be as abundant as the stars'
Stars, like seeds, are abundant.. But there is also the isolating distance between them as they've spread. It can be lonely but hope you feel safe and loved and there's beauty in the homes we've made all over.
#pomegranate#jewish art#jumblr#sending love to homies everywhere#im stressed out and tired but. its ok#we are still connected even with hundreds n thousands of miles between communities and i think that is beautiful#something i think diaspora communities in general relate to..#sleep now#seeds#clusters#trypophobia#just in case
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My poor, sensitive nervous system... 😭
Gotta make sure to get plenty of rest!
#sensory issues#sensory overload#autism#autism spectrum disorder#autistic#actually autistic#autistic experiences#neurospicy#autism memes#autistic culture#autistic things#neurodivergent memes#autistic memes#memes#autism awareness#autism things#autism experiences#post traumatic stress disorder#actually traumatized#trauma#trauma survivor#fight or flight#nervous system#adrenaline#autistic burnout#autistic community#mentally tired#tired#tism posting#its the tism
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i have been brushing my tooths too hard
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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clark and malfina
#mlp#my little pony#princess cadence#shining armor#fanart#soz its not too good im stressed n its to de stress LMFAO
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time for my oddly specific dni that is a joke and not real. ofc tag how many apply to you. dni if you:
like ranch dressing
think you “Get” the movie inception
are an only child
were/are into supernatural AND sherlock but NOT doctor who
were born after st patricks day 2002
dont like fruit or vegetables
took german in high school
have happily married parents
have a strong preference for the xbox over other consoles
have a name that was one of the top 100 in your country the year you were born
have or want more than two dogs
are a libra
are against writing/highlighting in books (like morally against it, even other people doing it in books that arent yours and have nothing to do with you)
have never worked customer service
like thunderstorms
are a man who works in tech
dont remember your dreams
dont have a favorite color
regularly wear jeans to bed
look good in hats
#i have a lot of anxiety so again i must stress this is jokes#many of these things apply to some of my dearest friends#a few of them apply to me. its whatever#ok to rb
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