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So I just wanna say like Thank you to mha- even tho the series is over and my hyperfixation probably wont last as it did in higHschool
At leaSt Mha got me out of my fuckiN genShin ‘phase’😭😭 I actually wouldn’t call it an phase anymore as its just a game i play regularly(as a ‘chore’)
But it does feel nice to be drawing other characters besides ones from hoyo(especially genshin-)
#its just really nice yk#:>#genshin did help me alot with my art#but i feel like thats more with drawing women than anything#i dont rlly post WIPS bc i KEEP thinking I’ll finish when i rlly donT-#as w Mha#i feel like it will give me some experience w drawing men#or at least unique anatomy :>
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in the whitchlite carinval. straight up “caking it.” and by “it”, haha, well. lets justr say. My chad
(some gideon exploration & little doodles)
#ok i think i might be obsessed with freeform#its just…so low stakes yk?#and very simple#idk its nice to use for little things like this#it was supposed to be some ideas for day 18 of loa shiptober (tattoo artist/florist)#but i got sidetracked#what can i say#gideon lovers (cough cough dragon cough) enjoy your mans <3#i really like how the half body shot came out#gideons body type is so nice to draww idk why?#i definitely draw too many skinny ppl (i love you kremy but you’re literally built like a wine glass) so i enjoy some more variety i guess#conflicted over how the portrait came out#do i like it? do i not like it? who knows…what a mystery….certainly not me……..#i should probably draw torbek frost and gricko more#but my mind is preoccupied with middle aged man yaoi#speaking of middle aged man yaoi…….#ive embraced the cringe within (its dead! if youre not hurting anyone do what you want!!)#and written my second coalecroux fic (shoutout to my beloved mutual szare for beta reading it!!!!) and im in the process of polishing it up#so….stay tuned……#will probably draw a Specific Scene (tm) because im proud of it like a toddler is proud of their silly cute crayon scribbles on the wall#ALSO#thank you to the person who pointed out to me that gideon doesnt actually canonically have uneven horns its just hair#i have elected to adopt the uneven horns thing regardless because IMPERFECTIONS RAHHH#theyre more fun to draw for me#ok ill stop rambling now#thanks for reading <3#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#gideon coal#ouaw
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okay i'm glad to see you bring up the teasing of seungmin bc it was also rubbing me the wrong way but i didn't know if i was just being sensitive or what. obvs we don't know what goes on behind the scenes and obviously they all care about each other and tease each other as friends but when time after time the joke targeted towards seungmin is "we don't like him and he doesn't understand things" it's like. hm. it starts to feel mean spirited!!
sorry for the rant i guess i didn't realize how bad this was annoying me lmao
Yeah, tbf I think it's just one of those things where even if Seungmin is 100% unbothered by it, and the guys dont mean anything by it, its still fine and understandable for people who have ever been on the end of jokes like that- whether in your own friend groups or at school, at work, etc. to not really enjoy it.... So I don't think you're being sensitive! But also I did question even making my post last night for the same reason.
The jokes are also just not funny 90% of the time lately which makes it more egregious bc seeing any joke get beaten into the earth gets old eventually- like they do make jokes at his expense sometimes that /are/ funny, so I'm not saying they cant ever do that, it's just that the minute the jokes arent funny, well then its awkward at best or actively uncomfortable at worst so 🤷♀️
#plus i do just think its the added thing of staff making jokes but like... we dont know the staff?#so a jokey caption once in a while is fine but when its Not once in a while and its the same joke I end up going >:|#but i mean it was like the hyung line essentially making fun of him for only having a small circle of friends and not going out much#in his one kids room#I dont think at all any of them meant anything by it they were just taking a crack BUT you're doing it in front of millions of people#and it was only when jeongin went “Um actually i turn to him more than any of you and he's really reliable and a good friend” to which Han#also agreed and said seungmin's the person he has turned to when he's struggling a lot that they quieted down and like Yk#you can mean nothing by a joke about someone you're close to but at the end of the day if a couple hundred thousand decide to jump on it#i cant imagine it would feel very nice?#also again. its just not funny at this point#same way the im foive thing isnt funny anymore same way jokes about changbins weight or looks weren't funny#ALSO TO GO BACK TO STAFF: be grateful hes trying to make funny little moments bc you mfers are SLACKING#like maybe i'll accept your bitchy jokes about the guys when you guys start coming up with better ideas again#and do a decent photoshoot that doesnt look like it cost 5 dollars#thats a different topic though lol#negativity#< for anyone who wants to avoid 😇#ask
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Hi hello ( ◜‿◝ )
Ill talk more in the tags to keep the post short; hope yall have/are having a good day !
#so like#i never got to go to prom right; and tbh its not like prom is REALLY anything special but#i also didnt finish highschool; i dropped out for various personal reasons#(i went back and got my GED though)#alot of my childhood and teenhood wasnt like.. idk; it was more like i was having to live as an adult right#which yk unfortunately this is common#and just like alot of people i kinda yearned to have a somewhat normal time; atleast sometimes. prom was one of those things i really wanted#to do but i couldnt; so now i think#that maybe Daisuke wouldnt mind getting dressed up with me and dancing around the house or apartment or wherever we live at the time#just to make up for it#itd be nice#oh and his suit is clearly inspired by that clearlydusty person i reblogged from 😭😭😭 idk a pink suit on him looks nice#anyways if you read this i appreciate it; you didnt have to I just like to blab sometimes#my self ship with daisuke means alot to me and i also struggle to gush in dms so doing it in tags or on my posts helps me out 😭#love you guysss; and so do your f/os especially 🫶🏻#f/o#romantic f/o#self ship#self shipping#🌺🩷#yvie-draws-{✏️}
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does me being a scientist make my sluttyness on here hotter?
#bunny rambles#i love science and writing that post was really nice and like I'm happy it's helping ppl unclench and stuff but also yk.#im so insecure about being intimidating or a know it all that I usually shoot myself down instead of commenting on things so im feeling#a little activated on the insecurity front and i wanna be silly about it cause I've been sitting in my anxiety for a minute#im glad that like. people are being really nice and some are affirming that their doctors have said what I said#makes me feel less nervous that im just saying completely garbage 😭🩷#(i know this is very unhealthy thinking I'm working on it actively in therapy I just. ahhhh. too much thoughts in my head and no energy for#a 1:1 conversation still so word vomits barely anyone will read it is 🫡 im gonna take a hit and go wash some dishes now bye bye if u read#this uhhhhhhhhh ily kisses 🩷 ahdkfkshdjf)#also “being a scientist” feels like such a fake phrase but also I've been out of college for a few years and have been working as a research#tech for 4 years and I'm working on a solo project (i cant wait to go back to work genuinely) and stuff so i guess it's true#its just so weeiiird calling myself one ahdjsksjdjdk
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just spent HOURSS!!!!! of my day . making fop family tree. its got 63 people rn uhmmm yeah
i think i have everyone . maybeee missing a cousin or two idk
#fop#ck.txt#i'm losing my mind . errmmm we need that season2 STAT#i got all the fairywinkles . all the cosmas. all explicitly mentioned von strangles i'm not counting every portrait in . that one ep#i got all the turners . smaller stuff with vicky's family and hazel's and chloe's . mark's there. uhmm#you can have exes so . i got endless potential cupid's in there#and then his immediate family from the greek mythos . i am NOT doing more#its fop focus<3 i just want cupid there idk he's growing on me#OH i also have a few dimmadomes. not all of them ik there's a lot. the issue is idk how they all relate . and how many generation. thats in#thats info i need for this thing#i wanna say thats everything...................idk#there's no easy way to share it which is lame i worked . for hours.#on this little website#idk what else to add this might be everyone#there's a few ships and hc stuff but i'm trying to keep it mostly canon confirmed info so idkk.. yeah that might actually be everyone#except for wanda's one cousin but that could also be like .. idk. mafia family isn't always family-family it's complicated and#i give up on trying to understand it#the wiki considers them family-family so yk what sure . thats all i need idc. he's only missing since idk which uncle he's related to#it'd be cool if you could just add sorta . miscellaneous family members#everything else is great tho you can do a lot#i originally did this on a different site and it sucked#the site i'm sticking with tho is uhmmmm familyecho.com its really simple but in a nice way#i think i've been working on this on and off since 6 and now its 11 so gn everyone . maybe i'll try sending a link or something
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I'm going through so much right now and I really wish I had a partner by my side to make this process feel less lonely
#grey weeps#holy balls#i know i have really great friends by my side#but i know i take a lot of effort and they dont have time for me#and it makes it hard to believe that im not a burden to them#but i feel like in the instance of a partner#it was always easier for me to believe that im not a burden#sorry my posts are getting serious all of a sudden#im just like bleh bleh yk#and its not necessarily because i want to have someone to vent to all the time#itd just be nice to have someone who really does believe in me and i trust their words#just someone that I can tell all the awesome but challenging steps that I'm taking and they'll acknowledge it and my efforts
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The 2020 revival idea is cute but absolutely torture for me so I …kinda despise it sorry moots
#i see some supposedly support and like ok! Nice! I just really really really really hate the idea cough#Mostly because as much as 2020 felt somewhat nice it’s still a traumatic era of mine and something that is#Sadly forever a triggering memory for the things I’ve gone through#Tbh the revival is only really happening down on TikTok atm so I think im good to say it here#But yea fun concept its just not it for me yk?
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does any other demiromantic (or arosepc doesnt rlly matter) feel like. extremely awful when they experience romantic attraction or is that just me.
#spacie spoinks#bruh#like. while im experiencing it i wish so badly that i wasnt 😭#i feel disgusted. is this what romantic repulsion is???#cuz like ill be experiencing all the lovey dovey stuff yk#''ooohb i wanna kiss dem oooh what if we help hands'' romantic crap but its like. anxiety inducing#like it feels awful??? is this normally how it feels?? i dont like it.#it like. doesnt feel right or natural and im assuming its b/c i just like?? barely feel it ever?? and thats why???#strange as hell.#i recently felt romantic attraction 2 someone (it has been 2 or 3 years since i last felt it) and it came on really strong for like#a week and that was like the worst week of my life#i couldnt think abt anything else but them like it wasnt even like. fantasies or anything just like.#the concept of them. my brain would just be like ''hey remember this guy''#I LIKE COULDNT SLEEP#HOW DO YOU PPL ENJOY THIS????#me; clutching my head for ~a week: AUUUGH!! THE PERSON!!! THE PERSON!!!!!#im so serious this is how it feels w/springtrap. hes like a blight on my psyche#the feelings have faded mostly i think. i think im normal abt them again (thank god)#its so strange. i think a romantic relationship would be fun but then i start feeling the feelings and its. awful.#so horrid#also like. im considering that maybe the relationship i would like some day isnt romantic but a qpr#idk. ive never been in any kind of serious relationship (never wanted 2 and have never been approached for it)#sometjing 2 think abt i guess?#anybeans. i tire.#hope i never experience that again#ik that like in 2-3 years ill be like: ''man. idk what past spacie was talking abt. would be nice 2 feel romantic attraction again''#NO SPACIE IT WONT!!! REMEMBER!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU WENT THRU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So I got bored and I sort of drew girl kazuma in an hour bc I can ALSO design by @unamusedyams ‼️‼️
Yams I would like to say thank you so much for your contribution I needed asoryuri in my life 🫶🫶🫶
#ace attorney#the great ace attorney#dgs#dgs fanart#kazuma asogi#tgaa#tgaa fanart#tgaac#i got bored#doodle#genderbent#sketch#help what am i doing#i should really go to sleep#i have issues#kazuma asougi#kazuma and ryunosuke should’ve been girls that would be so cool and nice and everything yk?? just me? byjgasdhcgduasyjvcyhjas#as you can see#i am very normal#not losing it AT ALL#what the hell am i putting in these tags#okay i think that’s enough tags#asdfghjkl#damn its kinda ugly actually#why did i post this#dai gyakuten saiban#fanart
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always get so jealous of degrees that have like dedicated buildings and specially designed rooms and labs and equipment and shit bc IT gets literally none of that. we don't even have our own building they just put our classes literally anywhere
#ive got classes in the humanities building the law building#classes in between like scientific labs with chemicals and radiation and shit#lile yeah sure we dont really need any equipment#we can just use any random room with computers and we're good#but man. itd be nice yk#closest we have is like. the server room? its next to the IT student lounge but even all thats in the geology department#one of my lecturers mentioned it the otber day actually#said they were preparing us for when we go into the workforce becayse tech guys are always in the basement#me.txt
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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if im so tbh i underestimated how blue james mcavoy's eyes could look. like until i rewatched first class for the first time in like A Decade last month i thought all the posts of him on the beach were just edited but no he genuinely has the heart of the ocean in his eyes
#xmen#charles xavier#snap chats#it is 1am and i dont wanna pack for college tomorrow so im just. yk. breathing and thinking of my silly mutant family#anyway no extra notes needed i get erik like if i fumbled those beautiful eyes id throw up personally#theyre not a scary shade of blue where its just. BLINDING and leaning towards icey#theyre like a really nice azure ... i swear his eyes are not that striking during the rest of the movie#but maybe they are. i will simply have to rewatch the movie. tragic !!!
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(for @foolforbuffy || further explanation about this post)
So first things first, Willow ressurected Buffy which ended up leading to Warren trying to kill Buffy, and with that Tara died. This doesn't mean Taras death is Willows fault, it just kinda happened, like Tara would've survived if they had decided to go out for icecream, they were both just really unlucky.
When Buffy was shot things weren't looking that good for her. Like she may have slayer healing but she was shot in the chest. Slayer healing probably only really kept her alive for as long as she did so she didn't die imediatly like Tara.
Because Tara died, Willow absorbed all the books and went dark. Now more powerful than ever, she saved Buffys life, since we've espablished Buffys life was actually in serious danger.
Meaning if that bullet had missed Tara, Buffy might've died instead. And Willow would've lost one of them either way. But since Buffys ressurection ultimatly caused Taras death, Taras death also then ultimatly caused Buffys survival.
Its a life for a life.
And Willow accidentally ended up chosing Buffys life over Taras that day when she ressurected her.
#'i put her in the bullets path' - willow in the comics#also 'i chose you over her' - willow to buffy in the comics#this all connects very nicely to the theory that willow always knew the ressurection spell was a life for a life she just thought itd be#-*her* life#cause yeah. she lovesboth buffy and tara a lot more than herself#in the perfect reality for her they are both alive and well#anyways its hard to put exactly into words how it all connects in my head#but itsreally like. if buffy being alive cause taras death then taras death has to cause buffys continued alive-ness yk#its really depressing and great and complex#and the saddest part is that little willow'genre aware' rosenberg overthere is so completly aware of all of this#willow rosenberg#tara maclay#buffy summers#tillow#willow x tara#summerberg#yes this is about both tillow and summerberg if you hadnt already realised#'i laugh like me again. she laughs like *you*'#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs season 6#pzyii rants#btvs s6#buffy fandom
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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DANNY -- 2017 Azerbaijan Grand Prix
#the energy in that first gif. I can not explain it. its so fucking hot#f1#daniel ricciardo#rbr.dan#kyle.gif#f1edit#danielricciardoedit#baku17#awooga#I really do love giffing the red bull suit its so easy to colour#like#the am and the rbr suits are the easiest and sexiest ones to colour theres no competition#merc is also nice but just easy n kinda boring bc its simply black yk
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