#it really drained my energy

[xitsensunmoon]

He's a bit too excited to see you clock in

[himero-love]

1/7

woke up with another nightmare about A & had an extremely hard time breathing, even while writing this. they really fucked up my sense of life being disabled. it’s been going over & over in my head about how disabled they called me ever since they said that a month ago. told my therapist awhile back & it hasn’t helped. feel broken :(

trying to remind myself of good things- yesterday i got praised in front of everyone by the higher ups by how i handled the er situation. they kept looking over at me & talking & smiling abt how well PM staff adapted, communicated & took the right measures. i cringed away from the praise & looked down when everyone clapped at me. i had a really hard time at work yesterday even though ik people value me & respect me more and more. i feel like a horrible person even though last night the new client took me aside to say how empathetic & supportive i am, even though the clients literally made me a shirt. i typically feel horrible in the mornings before meds & i also woke up at 6 after getting home pretty late, so it’s likely that but… :( work + reminder of how betrayed i was by A & all the friends around them. my therapist & friends agree abt how poorly they handled things & even how angry she was on my behalf. i like my therapist a lot- she even helped me through the canada & engagement thing & made me feel like i’m not crazy.

i’d like to get to know my fiancé more & send letters to canada. she’s so sweet & kind. i think that’d be nice :,)

drove home from work & a coyote just stared at me for awhile, without fear 😭 yall

also sobbin, finally brought this shirt home 🥹💗

had to work things out with someone today, but i think i resolved it best i could. proud of myself for being brave. happy that others aren’t surprised by my bravery & knowing that’s now an integral part of my character :)

[beaft]

they should invent a me that isn't exhausted all the time

[moeblob]

Argenti! I might not be playing rn but I love him and I've only seen people being salty lately so I wanted to give us a pretty guy to look at and appreciate with no drama.

[usagifuyusummer]

More silly and fun practice sketches on the Victorian Era FOP AU lol. Just gonna post them here first while we're still developing this and busy with our real-life duties as students.

There's actually a ton of my thoughts in the alt text of these images lol. I hope it's still there. I will also include the links of the existing posts relating to this AU to keep track of what has been created.

Origin Discussion Posts

Updated Character Designs 1

Updated Character Designs and Concepts 2

Concept Art 1: Boy with a Parasol

Tumblr Asks 1

Credit: @keyintheeye-blog original creator and the default character designer of this Victorian Era FOP AU.

I will post my other thoughts (something like a what's happening update) on the repost of this later. Gotta get back to my unavoidable university duties... Have a nice day tho 💐

[34saveme34]

perfect together

[xoxoemynn]

Really missing the gay pirates tonight, lads (gn).

I've got nothing clever or meaningful to say.

I just really miss them and wish we knew we'd be getting them back.

[borderlandsmostwanted]

I think the twins had the potential to be the best borderlands antagonists if they were handled properly. Like if gearbox pulled more from reality it could have been a really interesting concept about parasocial relationships, the dangers of blurring the lines between online and reality, and how idolization can turn someone into a faux god

[platykool]

im back

[frankenvampzap]

can i get a fyozai.... pl ea s e

hello dying fellow.

here's your order

[king-crawler]

hey, even if you end up not doing some entries for the sake of the length of the video, could you post the full uncut version of the iceberg with all the entries?

Probably not, sorry :[ Do keep in mind I'm not cutting out any entries because of length (i love long iceberg videos), more so just keeping the ones that I personally think would make for an interesting topic / cool discussion, which will be like 99% of them anyways bc diving into fandom culture is fun ! If it helps I don't think I'll be deleting anything on the public iceberg, I think I'll probably just make a copy of it and use that one for my (hypothetical) video. I might also combine a few entries, idk yet we'll see! I hope that's not upsetting :') Again I still don't know if I'm making this thing but it seems fun in concept, I'll just have to find the time which might be a while... Regardless I do appreciate the entries that have showed up and how its filled up so fast ❤️ I genuinely can't believe how much stuff showed up that I'd never heard of before

[defiledtomb]

Ouroboros is updated! FORUM POST ||  PLAY DEMO HERE

In this update:

- Fuck around, find out (New intro-path)

- Fuck (A full flashback chapter with L)

- oh, fuck. (Meet Lena and hear her out)

I am sorry that my progress has been so hidden and so angsty. I promise that I am trying my best, and man, I will never get used to being so public about it. Thank you, dearly, honestly, so very much, for your support and patience. I couldn’t have done any of this without you.

I will answer asks in any spare time I have, with every ounce of energy I can muster!

[aeliem]

ink is not doing well (click for better quality)

so this is a vent? kinda? i mean i did start drawing this when i felt like shit but it turned into its own thing at the end so idk

loosely inspired by this dtiys

timelapse under the cut

[aayakashii]

you ever get so tired and stressed you literally could cry because of how tired and stressed you are

[elenadoeslife]

It has been an incredibly loaded & emotional week, but I just wanted to come out here to tell you that I'm okay :) I also want to say thank you to all of you who reached out to me in some way.

I really appreciate you 💕 I'll be back soon!

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Some mild existential dread in the house today