#is that selfish

[shadows-highlights]

ouuh i wanna history infodump but i dont want to just rant, i want like. someone to get involved and ask questions or something

[who-tf-even-am-i]

Feel guilty that I want attention from my boyfriend 🙃

[girlashfur]

new tumblr game. put in the tags a GENUINE flaw your fav(s) has. cant be something like "too kind" or "loves too much" like something genuinely bad messed up morally wrong they are or have done

[thepeacefulgarden]

[batllethinker]

Sometimes I wish I could just take all of my ideas and put them in somebody else's head, someone that can actually write and I could just see stuff come to life

[lesbianjamies]

Why did you do it?

[nothingbizzare]

You have a good heart

[pansyfemme]

google search how to unlearn extreme shame for feeling desire

[kelin-is-writing]

HELLO???? PRO-HERO TOUYA???? I’M FOLDING SO BAD—?????

[evercelle]

divorce era for today's warm up :)c

[the-crooked-library]

Nosferatu (2024) is unquestionably a multifaceted work, but what I personally consider to be the unifying idea behind its facets is that, for Ellen, Orlok represents validation.

Her fears are dismissed and called childish?.. He's a nightmarish manifestation of them.

She is consistently disrespected by everyone around her?.. He considers her his only equal. She never uses his title, it's permitted.

She is told to fix herself, misunderstood, and always isolated?.. He knows all the darkest parts of her and is delighted by them. He wants her just as she is, so much that he will lie, kill, and cross the ocean to find her.

The scene in their death/wedding bed is a direct parallel to the scene of her waking in that bed at the beginning of the film. She complains to Thomas that the "honeymoon is yet too short" and tries to pull him down with a kiss - however, he is worried about being late for work, and so he extricates himself and leaves. Cut forward to her sharing the same bed with Orlok, similarly early in the morning; he is startled by cock-crow and begins to rise, but she guides his head back down - and, even though he knows that he will die, he stays. He is her sexual and emotional desire, realized.

Given that there is a plethora of emotions Ellen is forced to suppress on daily basis, there is no singular correct interpretation of her relationship with Orlok. To erase any one of them is to render it shallower than it actually is; but there is no doubt as to why their attachment is mutual. To each, the other is something they’ve never had before.

[avituses]

We are two sides of the same coin

[bellaciao-ciao-ciao]

[omilkandhoneyteao]

Y’all I don’t ship JayVik cause I want Viktor 🙂‍↕️

[thepeacefulgarden]

[maladaptivedaydreamhq]

i love how we all took 'big mama' and ran with it when her canon reaction to being called that is

not that that's gonna stop me i love my big mama