#im feeling a little grateful today
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sometimes i feel lonely, even when i'm surrounded by friends. and sometimes i feel happy, even when i'm all alone.
it's all okay. it's fine. it's nothing to be scared of.
#aria speaks .ೃ࿐#im feeling a little grateful today#for being able to enjoy solitude#it doesn't feel sad#or secluded#it feels#right.#it feels comfortable#and it feels like home.
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merry crimes from me and boothill 💝 i hope everyone has a fantastic day !! 💕
#sal.yap#boothill#honkai star rail#i didn't want to be too corny right out the gate but i have to say it here#im sincerely so grateful for everyone's support over the last few months 💖💖💖#i can't remember the last time i had this much fun writing#and i can't remember ever feeling so loved and connected to a fandom before#you're all fantastic and i love you all so much 💝 and i hope to see you next year too :)#also this was a Christmas gift from one of my besties and i owe him my life#yes the plushie's hair is as soft as it looks#search for Boothill plush on Etsy and you should find it :)#it came with a cute little sticker pack with bears and everything. so damn cute#the true gift is that now i can officially bite him any time i want#anyway enough chatter from me lol#im hoping to have a drabble out today!! not the long one just a short lil thing#LOVE YOU ALL XOXOXO ❤️🩵💛💙💚💙🧡🩵💛💛💜🧡🩵💛🩵💛🧡💜🧡💛🩵🧡💜❤️💜💛🩵❤️💙🧡
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I got a camp halfblood t-shirt from my girlfriend. I dyed my hair purple. I got a shirt-blanket with cats on. And I went cycling yesterday and now my muscles are just a little bit sore.
Life is great
#yes sore muscles are great as long as they just hurt a little bit#its like stretching your muscles#it just feels great#im grateful for life today
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sometimes i lose sight and forget love is the answer.
#im ill and in a cafe#feel like i can barely keep my eyes open#but needed to be out of the house to know whether i was ill or not#im grateful for the people around me#im grateful for my money#not feeling too grateful for my runny nose or droopy eyes but i still love and care for them because i love and care for myself#today has been difficult because ive felt upset and was holding on to it because something happened that triggered me#and was getting stressed about cleaning and stuff#just spiralling generally lol#but im happy im out of the house#it's a beautiful day#it turned from being sooo cloudy to being sunny so i might do a little walk just round some trees#because i love trees so much#i find them so incredible and beautiful!!!!!
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remember that it gets better! this world is full of so much love and opportunity!
#had a not great day today but honestly? I'll take how im feeling now over before#like if i had a bad day over a year ago id have to hole myself up in my room and kinda just fester in there#but now i have my own place! and its warmly lit and full of art & plants & i can play video games in the living room#and i can make whatever food i want#whenever i want and idk#its the little things that im trying to be grateful for#mid 20s are a trip man lmao
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It’s amazing how I am a nervous, timid wreck having to make phone calls until I hit peak efficacy of my adhd meds and then I can fucking do anything. Like this medication has actually turned me into a functioning adult and I still can’t fucking believe it
#she speaks#like I took it late today cuz I got up late so I’m functional a little later today#but like I just had to call five different pharmacies trying to chase down the generic vyvanse#and I wasn’t nervous once#like that’s not a thing that happens to me I’m always fucking nervous#EXCEPT NOT NOW CUZ IM PROPERLY MEDICATED#I could NEVER have made five phone calls in a row before I’m not even kidding#I would’ve gotten my dad to call because I’m scared and he humors me lol#but no I did it and I’m still just like eh had to be done wasn’t a big deal#and I’m absolutely marveling at that#like I don’t even feel tired after all that#and two of the pharmacies had rude ass techs answering the phone#one was SO SWEET tho#she goes I can look and see if any pharmacies around here have availability so you don’t have to keep making calls#and I was like OMG IF YOU CAN DO THAT I WOULD BE SO GRATEFUL#and she was just like of course and I’m sitting there thinking why the FUCK didn’t any of the others offer that???#like not even my own primary pharmacy offered that#anyway she gave me the number and I went#as earnestly as I possibly could#thank you SO much#and she was so taken aback she jus kinda paused and then went of course! it was my pleasure to help!#like no girl you just saved me a whole bunch of leg work I am indebted to you fr
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my redbubble will be live soon ! i uploaded 5 designs so it'll show up soon, eventually- maybe ?... I don't know, I don't know much about redbubble, oops
check back again later for links to it ! I have over 200 patterns to upload though so it's gonna take a while for I to have a full collection of my designs- message me if there's some you'd like me to prioritize uploading, I'll deal with those first
#this is taking me as long as it does because my patterns are just a nightmare to prep for print jobs#they have hard non aliased edges; lots of little pixels & unprintable colours like extra vivid blues & all#all sorts of things printers hate and can't reproduce#so I have to heavily edit them by hand; and to boot it's a case per case thing so I can't really automate it#and to boot I have not a single clue what im doing- i only have the vaguest idea of what im supposed to aim for#but no real knowledge here; i dont know shit#I also have to upscale them bc theyre 2048px squares#but for printing shit it's better if they're At Least twice that#I get to tile the patterns for some stuff like scarves n shit tho which makes me SO grateful most of my content is seamless#but still#I also just realized that i have for the third time today forgotten to go look at what margins artists set for their shit#so i'll go do that bc i dont want to be ridiculously cheaper than other people but i also dont wanna risk being unaffordable#but like holy shit it's so painfully obvious i have no idea what im doing im so sorry fhdfgbhdjk#update : seems like people don't really move that far away from the baseline prices#well thats good news#i dont want to edit the percentages for all of my shit#i'm uneasy though#bc i just. hate doing shit with no formal education on the topic whatsoever#i kind of feel like a fraud; figuring that shit on the fly as if i can rewrite the book on how to do this#im basically constantly whinning to my print engineer gothfriend for help/opinions#but im still. not at ease at all
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abt like 1 hr no ref.
#feel like a deep fried fucked up wokaj or whatever today#i need to start drawing again semi regularly or i will walk into oncoming traffic#im done for boys. if i cant live by myself and not be completely destittue whats da fucking point!!!!!!!!!!!!#i hate this stupid fkn job i hate the fucking computer i am going crazy for real#i wish the computer was art and delight again. i dont want to look at a screen anymore. i dont wanna do anything but make my next paychec :#i am on one this week it will pass probly but damn does it feel fucked up to be like this all the time. waxes and wanes#i feel like how many times can u be rubbed raw just constant grating friction with every little thing til theres nothing left to wear down#i am not developing a patina as life goes on i am not accumulating dirt and oil and grime like lacquer it is stress fractures bone regrowin#dragging myself through it every day over n over#rkgk
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my dad is so cute he saw me struggling w psych exam prep and I'm gonna do psych in uni so he sat me down and let me know that I can change my mind any time :( and that he'll support me even if I decide I wanna scrap my degree and do something else as long as I put my full conviction and effort towards it
#i love my dad#it made me cry HGHKS#obv we're in a financially stable enough position that he can offer me that and im aware that nkt everybody has the same opportunity#but im really grateful because im still confused what i wanna do with the rest of my life too 😭#and im scared of the future a little bit even though im also excited#and hes giving me the opportunity he never had#its rly the common immigrant asian dad trope buh#but i rlly love him#he worked so hard to get where he is today i really do feel like a failure to him sometimes#so im alwaus a bit blindsided that he can love me so u conditionally#kal rambles#sobbing in the bathroom wroting this LOL if u told me 2 years ago id be crying over my love for my dad in the same place i cried bc i hated#him so much back then id laugh at u#he just loved me#i can tell my period is comign soon LOL im never this emotonal about it#my grandma just texted me gn and that she loves me bye i cant even see the screen anymore my family js so loving
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cant believe it’s my last day being 23.
#honestly this past week has been very hard for me#but at least yesterday and today I’m feeling a little better#and i have a lot to look forward to with all the fun things me and averi have planned#but damn like can’t believe it’s been another year that I’ve like. yknow. been alive lol#ive learned to be grateful every year when I turn another year older#because there was genuinely a time i didn’t think i was going to make it past 18#and here I am. about to be 24.#things may still be hard but im glad i stuck around#anyway…#ciaras tag
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Having an evening where everything is just. Good.
#did i potentially get exposed to covid while on vacation? yes.#am i coping with it by staring out my window at the sunset? yes#but also this is mostly unrelated to that.#i feel pretty alright now. i struggled for a long time with anxiety and depression and it is by no means behind me#but...... now i get to see the small glimmers more and more often#and i am unfortunately for everyone else unable to not wax poetic about it#everything feels like it has a small shimmer to it now. i spent all day driving through corn fields back home.#what a wondeful journey: i got to see part of my home state ive never seen before. see what the small farm towns on state roads look like#get a glimpse of the people there. their lives are so much like mine. feel the connection between us as we pass; never meeting#the sun on the grass. pools of water in the fields from the last storm. the tilled soil. sun glinting off of the grain silos.#laugh a little at a few of the town names.#idk man. it used to bore me that so much of everything is the same#but the fact that i cam see beauty in the world when it used to be just so much gray? unparalleled. im so grateful for it.#a few years ago i would have judged my stepdad for getting solar-powered UFO lawn lights. today seeing it light up made me smile.#and it's so nice#i will not apologize for being overly sentimental in the tags about driving through rural indiana. it's my post lmao i do what i want#but yeah im just. so grateful for the opportunity now to see more of the beauty that i didnt used to be able to see.#it's comforting now. things may get bad. but there will still be tiny violets growing around that one guy's mailbox along state road 24.#one day i will see something like that again. i got to see it today too. and I'll savor it
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Honestly think you're one of the best writers for Alastor in this fandom! Your stuff is always brilliant and the characterisation is perfect!
Had the idea last night: Alastor and reader going multiple rounds, and reader still wanting more and being full of energy but Alastor being absolutely out of it and completely shattered, so he uses his tentacles instead, because what kind of gentleman keeps his lady wanting?
Just an excuse to request tentacle sex with everyone's favourite "deer".
a/n: im gonna be so real with you, im not really sure if the tentacles are like, real apendages or if they're part of his shadow soooo i wrote them as the latter. hope it makes sense!! thank you love :') y'all are too nice 🩷
if there was one thing you weren’t expecting to still have in hell, it was your damn hormonal cycle. you didn’t necessarily have a period, but by god, you swore you still ovulated. it felt even worse than before, the primal need threatened to burn a hole through you. you always felt like a bother to alastor during this week of the month, begging and pleading for him to fuck you for hours. but, alastor never turned you away.
today though, you were especially needy. alastor had already made you cum a handful of times and had cum twice himself. he was exhausted. yet, there you were at the edge of his bed, eyes still filled with lust. “my goodess…” alastor chuckles, shaking his head. “i’m not sure i have much left in the tank, darling.” he cups your cheek, watching tears well up in your eyes. “i-i’m sorry-” he shushes you before you can continue. “did i say anything about stopping? i’d never dream of leaving my lady hanging when she needs me.”
“but…” you frown, watching alastor’s smile turn to smirk. “i have a few tricks up my sleeve, my dear. lay back.” your eyes widen as there’s a flash of green light, followed by five tentacle-like appendages sprout from alastor’s back. “w-what?” adrenaline surges through you as well as a mix of excitement and nerves. “you’re gonna… use those?” you gulp, watching the tentacles slither towards you. “why of course!” alastor snickers, seeing your apprehension. “don’t you worry that pretty little head of yours." he coos, watching with hungry yet tired eyes.
the shadow apendages wrap around your thighs, cold to the touch but not unpleasant. as they slowly spread your legs, another slides between them. it's almost embarrassing the way your legs shake with anticipation, the cool tip of the tentacles swiping up your slit. "o-oh, that's..." you sigh in relief when you're suddenly being filled. "how's that darling?" alastor hums, watching as you open wider around him. "that's... oh god alastor..." you pant, every slow thrust of his tentacle-like shadow making your head dizzy.
the foreign feeling of being stretched so wide has you already teetering on the edge. without warning, alastor curls the apendage while picking up pace, making your eyes roll into the back of your head. "gonna-" you mewl, hips arching off the bed with every thrust. "k-keep going please. 'm gonna cum." every whine makes alastor almost wish his cock was back inside of you, knowing just how hard you're clamping down on his shadow.
but the sight of you writhing, gripping the sheets like you're life depended on it was something he's grateful to be seeing from afar. the buildup to your orgasm comes strong, the coil in your stomach snapping from the tension and- "oooh, you really liked that, hm?" alastor's voice is heavy with arousal, pulling you back to reality after cumming. your vision slowly returns, heavy breathing filling your ears. you barely register the soaking mess you've made on the bed. "oh my god. did i..?" your face goes red, embarrasmemt setting in once again. "yes, my sweet. you did, and made quite the mess for us to clean up."
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Man some days i just nmmmmmmmmmmm. Being jewish is different for everyone I know. And when i forcefully put myself in jewish spaces i have to remind myself that its still DIFFERENT. I may not find anyone who I share similar ideas about judaism with and thats okay. Thats okay thats okay thats FINE!!
#''as we go into shabbat today lets remember to think about hope in light of the recent anti-lgbt legislation''#..................im gonna get cancelled for saying this but SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP!!!#i care about that stuff but. it has NOTHING TO DO with shabbat#i go to shabbat to get away and get free food and be surrounded by nice people and feel a little closer to family#okay shabbat is about family if i have to think about ANY current world events at MY sacred dinner i will kill myself#reminds me WAY TOO MUCH of catholicism. where EVERYTHING in current events and your life would tie into religion#''oh your dog is dying? i'll pray for you. i'll pray for the homeless. i'll pray for nurses.#i'll refuse to get out of bed until i can thank god for something im grateful for today. i have to think of something#ill keep track of my sins so that when i go to confession i wont miss any''#like WHAT!!! WHAT!!! your religion is not your life!!!!!!! its your damn religion!!#just in the same way as where you're from is not your life. you can celebrate it but it doesnt fucking structure and define you.#and seep into every conversation!!#sorry i just got an email and it really upset me
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ᡣ𐭩 the good girl . • ° . * :. coming soon
Rafe Cameron's eyes hungrily trailed along your figure as you stood in front of his desk. Your short, black mini skirt accentuated the curve of your ass, while the tight Ash blue Coco Channel pinstripe button-up top left little to the imagination. Rafe couldn't resist leaning in closer to his desk, pretending to work while secretly reveling in the sight of your cleavage spilling out from the open buttons. He couldn't stop thinking about how good it would feel to tit fuck you, and he only snapped back to reality when he noticed you holding a clipboard and some folders in front of him, completely unaware of the effect you were having on him.
Your flirtatious little smile falls flat as Rafe's bloodshot eyes bore into you with a mix of anger and desperation. "Did you have your coffee today, sir?" you ask innocently, trying to diffuse the tension. But Rafe is in no mood for games, still reeling from a cocaine binge and now tormented by a crippling hangover.
With gritted teeth, he demands his papers, mentally envisioning thrusting your head down onto his throbbing cock and fucking your mouth.
You slowly hand over the papers, your fingers brushing against his as he snatches them away.
A shiver runs through you at the contact. Rafe's eyes flick down to your chest again, lingering hungrily. You shift uncomfortably under his intense gaze.
"Is there anything else I can help you with, Ms. y/l/n ?" Rafe asks, his eyes fixated on your parted, dark red lips, imagining the sounds they'll make when wrapped around his thick cock.
Rafe studies you intensely, now watching as you smooth down your mini skirt that seemed to ride up your thighs. "Um." you murmur coyly--a sound that sounded to close to a moan and got Rafe wondering how your lips would feel wrapped around his throbbing cock, again. "Remember Rupert Hemmings?" you cooed, recalling your boss's persistent advances. "He's asked for another lunch meeting today to discuss the property in Morocco." You recall. Will you whimper for him? or will you cry and gag, begging him to stop?
"And what exactly did you say?"Rafe's piercing stare never left you, his handsome features twisted into a smirk -- as always.
"Just do what you always tell me," you replied coyly. "Just say no."
Rafe's lips curled into a smile—a really boyish one. "Good Girl." He praised you, repeating "Just say no" himself, but with great instinct.
You smiled shyly at him, grateful for his praise for your work.
Rafe's grin widened at your obedience, praising you as a "good girl" for following his orders.
Maybe you would do neither while you were taking Rafe's cock-- Rafe thought-- perhaps you would just sit there like the good girl you are for him and swallow him whole.
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a/n-- im so excited to work on this series, currently foaming at the mouth about it.
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how to be rich and luxurious⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🌺
we must first understand that being rich is a state of mind. you could be broke and not poor. never poor. poor is a state of mind. and that choice that u make to be rich or poor is ultimately yours cuz u control ur thoughts.
so how do we radiate luxury and become luxurious? through having luxurious thoughts. we know that what we think manifests so lets think things that make us richer in every aspect of our lives.
LUXURY IS AN ENERGY ;
when you exude the energy of luxury, YOU’LL ALWAYS BE LUXURIOUS. the luxury that u exude will manifest. thoughts manifest. have luxurious thoughts -> a luxurious reality WILL manifest. its rly that simple ✨
CULTIVATING LUXURY ENERGY ;
u cultivate luxury energy, like i mentioned before, through luxury thoughts. but if ur not used to thinking luxury thoughts/have a lack or poverty mindset, here are some affirmations to start and guide thinking.
im grateful that im so abundant and rich in the things that i love
im like barbie cuz i have more then enough of everything
i have SO much, that i can bless others with my riches
i live my life lavishly
you can cultivate luxury by doing things that make u feel rich and luxurious. some things that help me to feel that way are.
drinking drinks from a designated cup or wine-glass
silky robes are EVERYTHING. or wearing lingerie and matching bra and panty sets
consistently practicing self care every single day
wearing jewelry
ofc everyone has different things that make them feel rich and different classifications for what luxury is and isn’t and that’s your choice to make ultimately.
i recommend making a list of what makes u feel luxurious and doing that often. literally when i go to costco or a whole-sale store and have free samples i feel luxurious 😭 bcuz im INDULGING.
that goes to show that u dont need to do the most to feel luxurious right at this moment. and that leads me to my next point.
INDULGE YOURSELF ;
don’t deny yourself the things that u desire and the things that you want. if u want ur fun little drink, have ur fun little drink. get ur nails done, take urself shopping every now and then. if u can’t afford to get these done, do it yourself.
you have the ability to make yourself feel special and luxurious. the idea to this is to cultivate the feeling of being rich or the feeling of abundance and luxury.
start a collection that you can have a lot of, change the perspective in which u see the things that u already own. kind of like seeing a cup have full then a cup half empty?
THINGS TO BE RICH IN ;
be rich in knowledge, be rich in culture, be rich in relationships, be rich in beauty. be rich in whatever interests that u might have.
to be rich in knowledge -> seek higher education, study, read lots of books, start writing and seeking knowledge in whatever interests you
to be rich in culture -> learn more about ur own culture and the culture of other people. explore and educate yourself on religion and customs that interest you. be well versed in another language or in something that’s important in todays media and pop culture
to be rich in relationships -> don’t close yourself up to meaningful relationships that you have. don’t take everything seriously and practice being social.
to be rich in beauty -> take impeccable care of yourself and your body. pamper yourself every single day and pick up habits that serve the highest good for your appearance.
to be rich in ur interests -> become well versed as i said before in whatever it is that interests you. there are countless resources online that can help give you information and direction on going about ur interests.
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Firefighter!Simon Riley x Reader - Locked Out
“Riley! Bad dog!”
You don’t have time to look up before a familiar German Shepherd barrels into you, knocking you to the ground and sending your keys skittering across the sidewalk.
You sputter as the dog licks your face before a hand grips Riley’s collar and pulls him off you. You wipe the dog slobber from your face and look up expecting to see Simon, instead you see a broad man with a short mohawk, attempting to reign in the overexcited dog.
“Sorry leannan, dinnae mean fur ‘im tae get away from me,” he said as you started to get back on your feet.
“S’alright,” you say, brushing off your pants. You give him a quick once over. He's wearing jeans and a tight fitting navy T-shirt with the fire department’s emblem on it.
He gives you a lopsided grin. “Lek whit ye see, bonnie?” He teases.
Your face feels warm as you attempt to stutter out a response.
“I'm only joking, lasso,” he chuckles at your embarrassment. He glances at the bakery door. “Gett’n off yer joab? Ye must be that wee thing the LT acts so sweet aboot.”
You stare at him for several moments, having little idea what he's saying. “I uh… I was just getting off work yeah,” you finally say. “Bakery's closed for the day, sorry.”
“Oh naw, I wasn’t look’n tae buy anyfing,” he said warmly. “Jus’ walkin’ Riley ‘ere.” He stuck a hand out. “Ye can call me Johnny.”
You shake his hand, giving him your name as well. “It’s nice to meet you,” you say. “I don’t mean to rush off, but I need to get home.” You stick your hands in your pockets, finally registering that your keys weren’t in their usual place. You pat your other pockets before looking around at the ground.
“Whit ye look’n fer?” Johnny asked.
“My keys,” you say. “I think I dropped them when Riley ran up.” Your eyes scan the sidewalk before spotting the storm drain by the curb. Johnny seems to read your mind as he walks over and looks through the grate.
“Wee charm oan it?” he asks.
You groan. Of course your keys had fallen into the storm drain. How were you supposed to get into your apartment now? Your landlord was away on holiday and he hadn’t left a spare behind. He wouldn’t be back until tomorrow night. You’d just spend the night in the bakery, but you’d already locked up for the night and no one would be back until morning.
Johnny seems to sense your distress as he claps you on the back, knocking you from your thoughts. “Ye can stay wi’ us at th’ station house,” he suggested. “We can even get yer keys oot th’ drain fur ye.”
“I don’t wanna be a both-” you start to say but are cut off by Johnny.
“Dinna fash!” he beamed at you. “ Nae trouble at all.”
Before you could protest, Johnny wraps a muscular arm over your shoulder and starts to guide you back to the station, grinning to himself as Riley trotted happily next to you. Simon was going to love this.
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As a treat, here's a second one today <3
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