#im done for boys. if i cant live by myself and not be completely destittue whats da fucking point!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#feel like a deep fried fucked up wokaj or whatever today#i need to start drawing again semi regularly or i will walk into oncoming traffic#im done for boys. if i cant live by myself and not be completely destittue whats da fucking point!!!!!!!!!!!!#i hate this stupid fkn job i hate the fucking computer i am going crazy for real#i wish the computer was art and delight again. i dont want to look at a screen anymore. i dont wanna do anything but make my next paychec :#i am on one this week it will pass probly but damn does it feel fucked up to be like this all the time. waxes and wanes#i feel like how many times can u be rubbed raw just constant grating friction with every little thing til theres nothing left to wear down#i am not developing a patina as life goes on i am not accumulating dirt and oil and grime like lacquer it is stress fractures bone regrowin#dragging myself through it every day over n over#rkgk
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