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It’s all about embracing the beauty of death and decay, baby!!! About celebrating the natural cycles of life and death!! I want to return to the earth!! I want life to bloom from my remains!!
#thinking about this stuff really helps me be at peace about my own mortality#what happens after i die?#the same thing that happens to every living thing#ill decay#decompose#things will eat me#other things will grow from me#its comforting
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Three minutes later...
#cam you tell im ill lol#doctor who#dw#dr who#new who#classic who#thoschei#doctor/master#doctor x master#fourth doctor#eighth doctor#thirteenth doctor#the master#the doctor#crispy master#decayed master#roberts master#war master#dhawan!master#spy master#memes#is this a meme idk anymore#dw memes#doctor who memes
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Marika burying her Omen children underground like she was trying to bury and erase any form of warning regarding death and the future. Every cruel course of action she took was poetically motivated by the fear of Death in the same way Gwyn feared the Dark in the Souls series, as he took every chance to try and seal it away. Miyazaki’s overarching villains or morally corrupt gods are almost always driven by fear.
It’s my favorite thing about them.
#allant is a weird exception to this#he’s driven by straight despair#but i think vendrick…with nashandra’s fear pouring into him…made a similar decision with the giants#and i suspect a fear of illness and decay could have partially driven laurence#not sure about that one#elden ring#queen marika#gwyn lord of cinder#dark souls#CrowNotes
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My take on a revived clover AU
I like to think that monsters preserved the human children as a sort of remembrance using similar magic to their food since it doesn’t expire, but since humans have more physical matter it only delays rotting rather than completely stopping it, and since clover had died being much less harmed because they gave up their soul rather than getting murdered they get to be the first to come back with minor changes since they didn’t rot that much and their internal organs stayed in tact.
Also in this au flowey kinda goes MIA on frisk and doesn’t wanna be friends/isn't ready to talk to them juuuuust yet, clover’s kind of an exception though :D which also means frisk doesn't reaaallly know about clover til weeks later cause clover isn't ready to face martlet starlo or anyone else until they feel ready, dying and choosing to be alone as a 12 year old can be not great for the brain
Flowey is technically clovers guide through the underground but is still trying to get the other humans to wake up so he’s kinda busy but will know if clover is near a save like in game.
I might give this clover figerless gloves to hide the more human-lookin' skin
Clover is actually essentially sneaking around places like waterfall and snowdin town, staying places that have small shops and less people that would be able to recognize them
The tumblr user howlonomy gave me so much brainrot in their au so look at it!!! Their clover is such a creaturr!!!! /pos
#art#sorry for the tags#drawing#uty fanart#clover uty#uty clover#ut yellow#undertale yellow#undertale yellow au#I might make more stuff when my laptop is fixed#howlonomy seems very cool but also I'm not @-ing them because jesus christ social interactions are terrifying and the concept of being#percieved also scared the heck outta me#Ap bio makes me want to explain magic in a microscopic sense y'know? like explain how magic turns into chemical energy which when you eat#goes through your bloodstream or by electrical signals and makes you heal fast#also like#debating whether the stasis they were in would be either because it stopped the cells from majorly decaying and deviding or whether it#continues the cell cycle but prevents dna from being damaged in this statis preventing things like illness or cancer while in a sort of#living stasis?#I'll think abt it some more#if you can't tell I really like science and art.#“lucky” clover au
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hii i love your posts especially the chuuya hcs!!!!! pls would u write scent Hcs for Chuuya, dazai, + hunting dogs if u can??? tysm the rest of the details r up to u 🥺🥺
a/n: OMG??? GOT MY FIRST REQUEST YALL.ᐟ.ᐟ of course, this is such a cute request.ᐟ.ᐟ 。゚(TヮT) I added ranpo, aku + fyodor cuz why not lol
―⟡𝘽𝙎𝘿 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙘𝙨.ᐟ
[Warnings: none.ᐟ✰] [Word count: 212 || 𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂.ᐟ]🍓
𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒 ✧
actually smells nice
doesn't wear strong perfume/cologne tho
smells like leather and parchment
a clean, faint sort of smell♡
𝙲𝚑𝚞𝚞𝚢𝚊 ✧
vanilla!!!!!
uses sTrOng perfumes, those expensive ass ones too
probably also smells a bit like wine, cigarettes, and ash
u sneeze when ur near him
𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚘 ✧
pays so much attention to what he smells like lmao
faintly flavored soap + clean laundry 🫧
^Nothing strong; his heightened senses hates that
always smells clean no matter what
𝚃𝚎𝚌𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚞 ✧
umm...i can't see him caring much lol
probably his weird food combinations??
otherwise just a rlly faint, warmish smell from recently working out
*maybe some green tea as well🍵
𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚙𝚘 ✧
this man lmao
marshmallows, candy, and crayons all mixed together
probably haven't taken a bath in weeks
smells like whatever snack he's been eating that day
𝙵𝚢𝚘𝚍𝚘𝚛 ✧
something bitter, like dark chocolate
a slightly ink/woody smell??
very subtle
smells like how a typical russian rat would smell
𝙰𝚔𝚞𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚠𝚊 ✧
the people he killed😭
ok but jokes aside, he probably does smell like iron
earthy kind of
isn't really into perfumes or anything lmao
a/n: this was so fun to write!!! ty for this request, i hope u have a great day!! i really needa start writing more for ADA & DOA too lol
yall whyd this actually flop real bad :,) tysm for those who liked & reblogged ♡
𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾.ᐟ ʚ🍓ɞ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢs + ʟɪᴋᴇs ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ
o(≧▽≦)o
#bsd#bsd hcs#bsd dazai#dazai hcs#chuuya bsd#chuuya hcs#bsd jouno#jounohcs#bsd tecchou#tecchouhcs#bsd ranpo#ranpohcs#bsd fyodor#bsd akutagawa#hunting dogs bsd#armed detective agency#hcs#fluff#decay of angels#bsd fluff#softcore#i love them#bsd brainrot#actually mentally ill#port mafia
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Stages of Decomposition #1
First Stage: Autolysis
once death has occurred and the internal organs are no longer functioning, there is leftover CO2 (carbon dioxide), due to the organs that can clear any waste ceasing to operate. this leads to the body’s pH becoming acidic. studies have shown that over the course of approximately 20 hours post-mortem, the pH of the corpse will change from 7.0 to roughly 5.5. this drastic change in pH is harmful to cell membranes within our bodies, which may lead them to become damaged and allows the enzymes within the body to roam freely.
these enzymes then begin breaking down the cells, essentially eating them away, causing the stage of decay known as autolysis (also known as self-digestion).
during this time, other death states are likely to also occur, such as livor mortis (post-mortem hypostasis - basically the blood pools in areas of the body due to it no longer being pumped round and gravity now causes it to rest in place, this may cause dark patches on the body where the blood is resting) and rigor mortis (post-mortem rigidity - the body becomes almost frozen and stiffens, which is caused by the levels of ATP being severely decreased).
entomology is also an important post-mortem factor, as the study of which insects eating the cadaver and how many generations of said insect are living in the orifices, helps to determine the post-mortem interval (time of death).
#actually mentally ill#actually autistic#actually autism#special interest#hyperfixation#stages of decay#decay#decomposing#decomposition#post mortem#death#dying#deceased#science
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We are born to die. No matter how much we try, time will eat away at the memories we left and warp them. For our lives are short and meaningless. We came to this planet to destroy things, yet we still wonder why it's decaying.
Its our fault.
We are killing ourselves.
#vent blog#actually mentally ill#bpd thoughts#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#actually borderline#vent post#personal vent#vent poem#vent#vent writing#deep thoughts#deep feelings#thought#meaning#feel#sorrow#regret#loss#existence#grief#feelings#rural decay#decay#urban decay#venting#tw vent#born to die
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Rot Drake CR 9 Dragon
A nightmare of decay, the rot drake spreads disease and corruption wherever it flies. With its fetid breath and a mind driven by primal hunger, it leaves nothing but blight in its wake.
How would you fend off a predator that rots the ground beneath its claws?
Art by Midjourney
#memimic#dnd#dnd5e#dungeonsanddragons#ttrpg#fantasy#dungeonmaster#dnd homebrew#homebrew#monster#creature#CR9#dragon#drake#disease#sickness#illness#poison#decay
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LISTEN TO ME. VIKTOR LEAGUE OF LEGENDS IN THE STYLE OF PHIL HALE. SHAKES YOU. VIKTOR ARCANE IN THE STYLE OF FRANCIS BACON. ARE YOU LISTENING
#something about. phil hale's rigid manipulation of the flesh and bacon's organic mutual decay#whatever.#you get it. the themes#wish i could paint but ill get back to you on if i draw anything about this#additionally. jayce TALIS in the style of Leyendecker. duh everyone knows that one#is this. anything#ART GEEK BEAM GO!!!!#ramblings of a madman be upon ye!!#arcane#league of legends#viktor#jayce talis#jayce giopara#whatever who cares. throws up#art#i guess#tag edit!!!#GIOPARA in the style of soviet era propaganda. both sides!!#the semi realistsic ones.#with his whole. Red Scare Hero™ thing he has going on yk
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The entire bsd fanbase: I want to see my little boy-
Bones: here he comes
#i want to see my little boy-#LOOK AT HIS PRETTY EYES AND PRETTY HAIR AND PRETTY FACE AND HES JUST ANGELIC#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd manga#bsd spoiler#bsd season 4#bsd season four#bungou stray dogs season four#bungo stray dogs season 4#bungo stray dogs s4#sigma#bsd sigma#bsd anime#decay of the angel#bsd decay of angels#bsd doa#doa#guys im pretty sure my life will be less hectic for a while so hopefully ill be back to posting as often as usual
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the green knight (2021) 🤝 the boy and the heron
movies with incredible visuals and vibes i enjoy watching but could not even begin to tell you what they're about or trying to say
#one has two hours of dev patel being pretty and the other has a butch woman. so they're worth it#i just watched the green knight for the second times thinking maybe ill get it this time but i really don't#i feel like that drawing of an orc reading ulysses#am i just not well read enough or am i stupid or is this movie intentionally and pretentiously confusing.#is it about decay??? honor???? myths???????????#is it a bunch of spaghetti on the wall and you get to decide what you see?#is it some auteur's incredibly specific vision several metaphor layers deep???#when i saw that one avant garde play of percival i understood the story Better than when we read and analysed it in class#the first time i went to see the green knight i thought it was going to be about bisexuality. alas it was not#IS IT ABOUT EGO DEATH????
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RAINCODE SICKFIC FINALE (SPOILERS)
My awaited finale to my RainCode Sickfics of the Heart Series is finally done at last!! This took me a couple of months to put together but I figured since I mentioned it months before and delayed it, I had to get it done as my next project. It's the MakoYuma sickfic where Yuma takes care of a seriously ill Makoto.
This fanfic is officially my longest RainCode fic to date, even beating HIWTHI's word length, so make sure to read it only if you have time! It's the final sequel to that fic as well.
Be Warned: This fic is on the angsty/extreme side with a few trigger warnings. Such as Vomiting, Psychological Trauma and Implied Suicide. Please take caution/care if you read!
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Also yes! This is the second commission I received from FTAngel! (if I'm gonna commission someone for official looking work, then I'll ask for both my targets getting cared for hehe :3) This illustrates a scene toward the end of Chapter 7 (the fic will feature it as well)
There are actually a few people I'd like to shout out/credit for this fanfic's creation. So thank you all for unknowingly inspiring me ^-^
@gardenofskeletonss
Your art and thoughts of Makoto's past as a test subject were very helpful fodder to make this fic super angsty and tie to how much this poor thing has likely suffered. Helped me write down some good dialogue for the hallucinations and freakouts in the delirium stage. So Thank you for that!
@alfiely-art
Your small fic where Makoto age regresses when he got stressed gave me some good thoughts for writing Makoto's delirious behavior. Although I'm not a huge fan of age regression, reducing Makoto to a vulnerable and needy child-like state when super ill was a lot of fun! I love the idea of him being reduced to that since he never could be a child (and he is 3 freaking years old lmao)
@shiut
Those sprite edits you made really fueled my juices to continue wiring this fic. Having a picture in my head of what a vulnerable Makoto looked like was such an inspiration boost so thank you for taking the time to make those edits! I hope you don't mind me using some of them in the fic's 5th Chapter. Also your theory and thoughts of homunculi not being able to die from illness was briefly mentioned as well.
@draconicsparkle
Thank you for being my beta reader. I usually don't trust others to read my work but given how well your reading does with the community and in general, as well as you being a Makoto superfan, your encouragement really helped me feel more confident in continuing and getting this done. Thank you so much again.
With that out of the way, I hope you all enjoy the story!! I will still write more sickfics for RainCode, but this is the final one that I consider to be canon/post canon.
So I hope it delivers well!
Eat up RainCode and MakoYuma fans!
Hope the meal is to your liking~ ^-^ ♡
#whumpcode#not my art#rain code#rain code spoilers#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#pixelfics#my fanfiction#sickfic#caretaking#angst#whump fic#illness whump#fever whump#tw emeto#tw sui implied#tw trauma#sick whump#angst with a happy ending#THIS ALMOST BEAT MY LONGEST EXISTING FIC#i went a little crazy w this one#may be a while before I write whump this extreme again#I’m lowkey nervous about it so I hope people like it#i hope despite it I do their characters justice here#also yeah the commission is amazing !!#angel did such a wonderful job on it aaaa >w<#these two are DECAYING MY BRAIN… 🧠 💥#AHR
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[ ty for giving the picture, @thundersyst3m , but like i said in dms im going to text format it cause sight issues ]
for people(including us) that have trouble identifying emotions, i think this would be very helpful :). also might help writers :D
happy;
joyful; feeling, expressing, or causing great pleasure and happiness.
interested; showing curiosity or concern about something or someone; having a feeling of interest.
proud; feeling deep pleasure or satisfaction as a result of one's own achievements, qualities, or possessions or those of someone with whom one is closely associated.
accepted; generally believed or recognized to be valid or correct.
powerful; having control and influence over people and events.
peaceful; free from disturbance... tranquil.
intimate; closely acquainted.. familiar, close. | OR | private and personal.
optimistic; hopeful and confident about the future.
liberated;
(of a person) showing freedom from social conventions or traditional ideas, especially with regard to sexual roles.
ecstatic; feeling or expressing overwhelming happiness or joyful excitement.
inquisitive; curious or inquiring.
amused; finding something funny or entertaining.
confident; feeling or showing confidence in oneself.. self-assured.
important; of great significance or value; likely to have a profound effect on success, survival, or well-being.
fulfilled; satisfied or happy because of fully developing one's abilities or character.
respect(ed); admire (someone or something) deeply, as a result of their abilities, qualities, or achievements.
courageous; not deterred by danger or pain.. brave.
provocative; causing annoyance, anger, or another strong reaction, especially deliberately.
loving; feeling or showing love or great care... showing or feeling affection
sensitive; quick to detect or respond to slight changes, signals, or influences.
playful; fond of games and amusement... lighthearted.
open; allowing access, passage, or a view through an empty space.. not closed or blocked up. regarding emotions,, being open to ideas/feelings/thoughts.
inspired; of extraordinary quality, as if arising from some external creative impulse.
sad;
bored; feeling weary because one is unoccupied or lacks interest in one's current activity.
lonely; sad because one has no friends or company... solitary.
depressed; (of a person) in a state of general unhappiness or despondency.
despair; the complete loss or absence of hope... giving up.
abandoned; having been deserted or cast off.
guilty; culpable of or responsible for a specified wrongdoing... a feeling of having done wrong or failed in an obligation.
indifferent; marked by a lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern for something.
apathetic; showing or feeling no interest, enthusiasm, or concern.
isolated; far away from other places, buildings, or people; remote. | OR | having minimal contact or little in common with others.
empty; containing nothing.. not filled or occupied. | OR | (of words or a gesture) lacking meaning or sincerity.
inferior; lower in rank, status, or quality.
vulnerable; susceptible to physical or emotional attack or harm.
powerless; without ability, influence, or power.
victimized; single (someone) out for cruel or unjust treatment.
ignored; refuse to take notice of or acknowledge... disregard intentionally.
ashamed; embarrassed or guilty because of one's actions, characteristics, or associations.
remorseful; filled with remorse.. sorry.
anger;
hurt; cause physical pain or injury to. | OR | an 'attack' to ones feelings/state/interests.
threatened; state one's intention to take hostile action against someone in retribution for something done or not done. | OR | someone's intention to take hostile action against you in retribution for something done or not done.
mad; very angry.
aggressive; ready or likely to attack or confront... characterized by or resulting from aggression.
frustrated; feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, especially because of inability to change or achieve something.
distant; far away in space or time. | OR | (of a person) not intimate; cool or reserved.
critical; expressing adverse or disapproving comments or judgments.
embarrassed; feeling or showing embarrassment. <- a feeling of self-consciousness, shame, or awkwardness.
devasted; destroy or ruin (something). | OR | cause (someone or feel) severe and overwhelming shock or grief.
insecure; (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. | OR | not firmly fixed... liable to give way or break.
jealous; feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. | OR | feeling or showing suspicion of someone's unfaithfulness in a relationship. | OR | fiercely protective or vigilant of one's rights or possessions.
violate(d); break or fail to comply with (a rule or formal agreement). | OR | fail to respect (someone's peace, privacy, or rights). | OR | treat (something sacred) with irreverence or disrespect.
furious; full of anger or energy... violent or intense.
enraged; very angry... furious.
provoked; stimulate or give rise to (a reaction or emotion, typically a strong or unwelcome one) in someone. | OR | stimulate or incite (someone) to do or feel something, especially by arousing anger in them.
hostile; unfriendly... antagonistic.
infuriate(d); make (someone or feel) extremely angry and impatient.
irritated; showing or feeling slight anger.. annoyed.
withdraw; not wanting to communicate with other people.
suspicious; having or showing a cautious distrust of someone or something.
skeptical; not easily convinced... having doubts or reservations.
disgust;
disapproval; possession or expression of an unfavorable opinion.
disappointed; (of a person) sad or displeased because someone or something has failed to fulfill one's hopes or expectations.
awful; used to emphasize the extent of something, especially something unpleasant or negative. | OR | very bad or unpleasant.
avoidance; the action of keeping away from or not doing something.
judgemental; of or concerning the use of judgment. | OR | having or displaying an excessively critical point of view.
loathing; a feeling of intense dislike or disgust... hatred.
repugnant; extremely distasteful... unacceptable. | OR | in conflict with... incompatible with.
revolted; rebellion.
revulsion; an intense, violent, sometimes physical dislike of something.
detestable; deserving intense dislike.
aversion; a strong dislike or disinclination.
hesitant; tentative, unsure, or slow in acting or speaking.
fear;
scared; fearful.. frightened.
anxious; experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. | OR | wanting something very much, typically with a feeling of unease.
insecure; (of a person) not confident or assured; uncertain and anxious. | OR | not firmly fixed... liable to give way or break.
submissive; ready to conform to the authority or will of others... meekly obedient or passive.
rejected; dismiss as inadequate, inappropriate, or not to one's taste. | OR | refused to agree to (a request). | OR | fail to show due affection or concern for (someone)... rebuff.
humiliated; (make someone) feel ashamed and foolish by injuring their dignity and self-respect, especially publicly.
terrified; cause to feel extreme fear.
frightened; afraid or anxious.
overwhelmed; bury or drown beneath a huge mass.
worried; anxious or troubled about actual or potential problems.
inadequate; lacking the quality or quantity required; insufficient for a purpose. | OR | (of a person) unable to deal with a situation or with life.
inferior; lower in rank, status, or quality.
worthless; having no real value or use.
insignificant; too small or unimportant to be worth consideration. | OR | (of a person) without power or influence. | OR | meaningless.
alienated; experiencing or inducing feelings of isolation or estrangement.
disrespected; feeling a lack of respect for.. insulted.
ridiculed; (someone or something) to contemptuous and dismissive language or behavior.
surprise;
startled; feeling or showing sudden shock or alarm.
confused; (of a person) unable to think clearly... bewildered.
amazed; greatly surprised... astonished.
excited; very enthusiastic and eager.
shocked; surprised and upset.
dismayed; cause (someone) to feel consternation and distress.
disillusioned; disappointed in someone or something that one discovers to be less good than one had believed.
perplexed; completely baffled... very puzzled.
astonished; greatly surprised or impressed... amazed.
awe; a feeling of reverential respect mixed with fear or wonder.
eager; (of a person) wanting to do or have something very much. | OR | (of a person's expression or tone of voice) characterized by keen expectancy or interest.
energetic; showing or involving great activity or vitality.
#decays rambles#emotion wheel#emotions#writers#writers on tumblr#actually mentally ill#mentally ill#emotion help#neurodivergent
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doa as awfully edited pinterest memes again but they slowly become more unhinged (no cut bc i want to wreak havoc on your dash)
(^^THIS ISN'T MINE BUT IT'S FUKKIN BEAUTIFUL)
#TOO MANY FUKUFUKU SHIP MEMES BUT THESE OLD MEN ARE SUPERIOR FR#omg they're SUCH AWFUL QUALITY LMFAO#ILL DO HUNTING DOGS NEXT (?maybe??? haha idk)#mostly fukuchi and bram bc they don't get enough love#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd memes#bsd doa#decay of angels#bsd decay of angels#bsd fukuchi#bsd nikolai#bsd fyodor#bsd sigma#bsd bram
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Stages of Decomposition #2
Second Stage: Bloating
Once autolysis has occurred, the bacteria within the body begin to produce various gases, these include gases such as ammonia, methane, carbon dioxide, etc. which result in the body bloating - during this time the body can temporarily double in size.
At this stage of the process, putrefaction will begin being produced, as well as the discolouration of skin and the presence of specific insects that have been drawn to the corpse by the odours being released.
The insects present on a corpse allow for the Post-Mortem Interval (PMI), also known as the time of death, to be determined via the study of forensic entomology. Certain species of insects will only be present upon a corpse within certain stages of the decomposition process. The species, as well as how many generations of these insects exist within the orifices of the body, allow for us to discover how long a body has been deceased.
#actually mentally ill#decomposing#decomposition#stages of decay#forensic entomology#post mortem#actually autism#special interest
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i wish i had the energy to end it rn
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd problems#bpd mood#i really really really do#but i have no motivation for anything so here i lay..decaying slowly#i want this to end#all of it
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