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[ssaraexposs]

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa: the ultimate gentleman

[artidiya]

Cool cool cool

[apocalypticchaos-art]

Before he was gone

[koikoiii]

Another request from Instagram ✨

One more left

[oompaloompadidu]

CHUUYA X READER

this is the first part, I'm planning on doing other chapters later on. It's my first fanfiction that will be divided in chapters so I hope I don't mess up 😅. Hope you like it!

disclaimer: English isn't my first language, fem!reader

CHAPTER ONE — PROLOGUE (15 years old)

Y/n is a young woman who lives in Yokohama and she knows Chuuya Nakahara since several years. Some may find it weird, considering what a terrible fame this man has, but they do really look like an old married couple when they're together. Because of their past and the fact that Y/n has repeatedly helped him out he trusts her more than anyone else, and he promised himself to protect her and keep her away from trouble.

You've met him the first time after his friends at The Seep stabbed him, when you were both only fifteen. You're the one who rescued him and let him stay at your place for over a week. During these few days Chuuya fastly started to grow close to you, appreciating your effor in helping him even if you didn't know each other: it was a nice change from all the violence he's been surrounded with, and he definitely found it worth of respect. Anyway, he refused to tell you what happened to him and, which confused him, you didn't try to push him to say anything. Little you knew, indeed, that you were helping a new port mafia member and an 'long-time' (maybe a little too young to call him that?) criminal. During that week he felt like he's had all the kindness he always missed during childhood. He wasn't sure about why you were so determined to treat him, but man, he couldn't care less in that moment. He just needed help and someone to talk to after the shock of the betrayal. He isn't the type to like someone in so little time, or to be friendly with anyone, but he forced himself into avoiding to offend you in any way since you were being so thoughtful. The thing he remembers better is that you pronounced his name wrong. For a long, long while, if he had to be honest. At some point he even thought you were doing it on purpose, but then he realized you really just didn't know that it was 'Nakàhara' and not 'nàkara', so he kept quiet. Not even now he jokes on that, being the gentleman he is with you.

He still never told you what he does, during all these years whenever you asked he answered that he's an office employer. It's not totally wrong, or at least he keeps telling himself that. He doesn't want to lie to you, but he doesn't know how you could react if he confessed he's a port mafia executive. For all this time, he hidden it, so it would be messed up to explain everything. But he knows that's not the reason. In the seven years you two've been together you've been the only one to actually like him and treat him with kindness, never leaving him when he needed something. He doesn't want to ruin everything. Koyou keeps telling him that he should be honest, that you'll find out eventually, but what should he say? "I've lied for all this time, I'm actually a killer and I hope you won't hate me for this"?

sooooo, this is the first chapter 🩵 hope you like it 🩵

[iztea]

awkward helicopter ride back home

[evermorethecrow]

ASAGIRI EXPLAIN

[etrevil]

Chuuya you're japanese

[definetelynotavampire]

bonus:

single dad fyodor doodles

[justplaggin]

– in which sigma has an average bsd enjoyer experience

[calmlb]

something about Dazai being comfortable enough around Chuuya to be vulnerable and let him see his genuine reactions (especially his genuine shock) as he processes out loud is SO SO IMPORTANT TO ME

plus Chuuya not being shocked to see the genius at work tells us this isn’t the first time he’s seen Dazai actively figuring things out in real time…

the way Chuuya knows Dazai's nervous habits— noticing that Dazai is worried, and subtly checking on him. the way Dazai drops his facade in favor of putting all of his focus into the mental game at hand is such an obvious sign of trust & closeness for someone like Dazai, whose facade is his main form of defense

how they interact with each other in the downtimes when there’s nobody watching…

all i can think is, look how far they’ve come since they were 16 when Dazai couldn’t trust anyone with his plans. how even now, Dazai is always putting up his “all according to plan” front, even with the agency. how Chuuya is the one person we’ve seen him truly drop the mask around, and Chuuya doesn’t bat an eye. even their banter is ongoing, but subdued.

soukoku and their subtle displays of intimacy will be the death of me 💔

[sh1nsoukoku]

atsushi continuously realizing he is surrounded by absolute freaks

[beans-beneath-moonlight]

Why'd they have to drop him fifteen times 😭

[unicornpopcorn14]

Everyone. Do you realize what this boy is begging for? Do you even fathom the weight of what he just asked?

This is the same boy who declared the lengths he'd go to in order to live wholeheartedly.

And now he's begging to die. Just to save his friends. The only people he can call family. Without even an ounce of hesitation.

The devastation in his eyes. The desperation in his voice. I can't take it anymore-

[elorieli]

they’re so stupid I love them

[karmicpunishment]

SSKK FANS WE WINNNNNNNN