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kazoosandfannypacks · 2 months

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You're my rival. Of course I think you're pretty.

#textpost #words #kazzy's diary #this is not my way of telling you guys i have a new crush but i do have a worstie and he is objectively very pretty and i should say it #however he is too young for me and it would be weird if there was anything between us and i'm totally chill to just be his worst friend #and that's becoming a straight up rivalry and i am SO here for it i adore it #he's on lights out patrol at camp and i make it my goal to get my campers to bed and asleep (or at least lights out and quiet) before he #gets around to knock on the door and tell us to go to bed because he enjoys doing that and i enjoy depriving him of it #anytime anyone is hyping him up i make it my goal to yell 'boo!' very loudly and give a thumbs down #whenever we see each other we go 'ewww it smells like [other person] in here' or something similar and it's dumb but it's very funny #and we genuinely enjoy hanging out and we know that 'i hate you' is code for 'um actually we're friends' this is just how we communicate #but anyways yeah he's the prettiest boy and he's my worstie. (like a best friend. but a worst friend.) and we even have worstie friendship #bracelets. mine is a bracelet and his is an anklet and we wear them like. every day.#kazzy rambles in the tags #but anyways feel free to fandom tag.#(and in case it's confusing NO i do not have a crush on him.)

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allaboutlov3 · 3 months

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"i write sins not tragedies"

sincerely, marauders fanfic writers

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meamiiikiii · 1 month

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kagepro day...

#kagerou project #kagepro #ayano tateyama #cw suicide #<- mainly since main mv based on yeah....#listen i have been redrawing ayano scenes from the mvs for....#8? EIGHT?!?! years now #in a rotation of four songs #every august #i was not gonna stop this year SAFASDA #this just so happens to be the first time i am posting one of them!!#since i did not post anything. ever. before. lmao #maybe one day i will release older ones since i do think it is a solid tracker #of like my own art progression #but the other half of me is like....#old art..... oh......#oh kagerou project #you are so important to me for various reasons #and for the longest time one (1) yearly ayano drawing was like....#one of the few art things i would get myself to actually finish throughout the entire year #so very important to me art wise!!#but ofc kagepro is ALSO important for various... other reasons... that i will not be rambling about today!#and for those of u here for stars #dw i still have plenty... probably too many?#ideas!! and something is gonna be going up #uh today??? i guess??#for that since this day also ended up being the finale stream day of stars #for my dear friend squid #tag talk over i ran out of tags editing to make sure THIS DOESNT SHOW UP IN THE WRONG TAGS ASFASDASFASDA #ack it still shows up welp. sorry everyone!!!!

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vintageskeletons · 2 years

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LIAB-verse zukkas based on conversations @ssreeder and i had, because it's their birthdayyyayyayayayayy!!!

happy birthday to my one and only prison pal, cookie in my cookie day, wine to my lemon juice etc etc.

you're insufferably amazing and amazingly insufferable. never change sreeds! :) <3

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #zukka #sokka #zuko #leaving it all behind #risking it all #injuries #(just to be safe)#fanfic art #my art #now time for the rambly sappiness! SREEDY YOU BETTER LOOK DOWN HERE #happiest birthday to you you beautiful squid i hope you get showered with all the love today and every other day cuz you deserve it!#i love your stupid magic hands and your stupid magic brain but mostly i love YOU. you're a wonderful person and an awful jerk <333 #one day i'll bring you the honey cornflakes.. and our potato chips.. steal your boots.. come for your kneecaps..#(also very sorry this is MESSY. i knew we were travelling but didn't expect it to be on your bday week. i had to speedrun this ;( )#sorry i'll stop now! *crawls away to poke you elsewhere*#(did i plan to embarrass you on your bday? is this actually disguised fanart bribe? am i just an incredibly sexy genius?)#:) :) :)

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some-pers0n · 3 months

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Every once in a while I think about the ship I've been obsessed over for close to two years now and feel like I'm ascending to another plane of reality. Like sometimes you just encounter a ship that hits every single mark and is perfect in every regard and you're left stunned how something like that can even exist

#Anyways I'mma put the actual inane ramblings in the tags #Medic and Engie make me so ill every time I think about them for a while I feel like tearing into things and biting people and throwing up #How something like that can exist completely defies me #I don't know how something that perfect can exist #I'm typically a multi-shipper and while I still kinda am I honest to god don't really care to write other ships #Not cause they ain't good (they are pretty damn good) but because Engiemedic is just on another level #Like dammnnn!! that's why I've spent so long writing a fic about them!#I can't fathom it honestly how characters like that can exist #They're like a slightly warped reflection of themselves #They're both intelligent mentally ill lunatics with no morals whatsoever #The only thing is that Engie is marginally better at hiding it #If you go into headcanon territory than WHOO!! OHH DAMNNN #Like what gets me the most about Engiemedic is how they're so similar #They think and exist on the same wavelength #In tune with each other. Their neurons braided like wires #If I start talking about how the machine and the flesh are not opposites but rather one in the same we gonna be here all day #I just can't...believe the ship exists #Like man how does this happen #You want humour? Goofy wacky experiments and silliness of them violating several conventions #You want angst? Hell yeah they've got plenty of it #Fluff? Buddy I start wailing and sobbing if they accidentally brush hands while working on stuff #I could write about them for ages and not get bored they can fit in every circumstance #They make me SICK they make me CRAZY I love them so so much #They would do anything for each other #I look at what they have and I can feel like I understand what love is #I need to write more oneshots and minifics about them they're so flexiable and fun #Can't wait to do parallels with them in these upcoming chapters #Either way GODDDDD I love these two so much I could go on for hours about them #especially if I'm allowed to talk about headcanons #sp-rambles

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polycrews · 1 year

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ddcds. for u (hopefully ur day will b a bit better!)

had to take a second to respond to this because dear GOD this made me lose coherent thoughts. ahem

#asks #ddcd #i. i want to start up a good feral tag ramble but the only thing i can think of is to break down wailing /pos #my friend. beloved acquaintance of mine. you canNOT keep doing this one day you will fuckinf kill me of heart attack on the spot #i keep stepping away from this every couple minutes i haven’t felt this much emotions in eons. please have the courtesy to picture-#-my tone as that of soft awe. i am barely forming comprehensible sentences out here dear god #i’d also like to mention that i am in love with how you draw carapace. it all flows very smoothly and feels correct in an indescribable-#fuck the tumblr tag limit #-sort of manner.#your expressions are immaculate and manage to perfectly encapsulate these two #just. everything in general makes me even more fascinated with. well. [gestures abstractly]#please be ever so kind as to excuse me while i yell into a pillow for half an hour. i will be delivering you all of my money-#-as compensation for this on the morrow. thank you #fave

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ofmdee · 17 days

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🖤🤍

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z0mbies · 14 days

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im so fucking brave.

#⦻#sometimes all i have to do is sit abd think. i think about everything ive been through and now unlikely it was that id still be here now.#but i am and its scary and every day is still a struggle. but it feels worth it in a vindictive (?) way.#im still here despite how others have absolutely destroyed me.#im here despite how many times ive been forcd to hide and run away and lose myself #its so terrifying but im glad i have friends tht care about me and a husband that loves me more than any other treasures #yes im in pain all the time yes im angry #the 'good' thing about hitting multiple rock bottoms though is that the smallest things overjoy me #i get so happy over stupid and silly shit #bc there was a time i wasn't even Allowed to Think by myself for too long. to do anything othr than be adultifed and hurt and abused #so i relish in whatever delights of my life i get bc i know how much i fought for them. how much i need them #how much i deserve them just like any other being #big ramble i Was going somewhere with but im ending it here. pls int if read id appreciate it

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genekies · 3 months

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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umemiyan · 4 months

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the good news is that i got my prescription and it should be ready soon but it’ll be too late in the day to take it so i got a cold brew in the meantime to see what happens lmao

#rambles.#i am not usually a consumer of caffeine but i’m desperate #still going to talk to a psychiatrist tho ✌🏻#like the stimulant shortage isn’t even the problem here it’s literally just my doctors office being trash at communication #thanks for getting back to me DAYS later ❤️#what if i was someone who needed an even more serious medication #anyways. sorry for burdening everyone with my crackhead agenda i am just SO done with all this #there’s always some issues with like every. fucking. medication.#from the controlled substances all the way down to my fucking antacid

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evilmagician430 · 7 months

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who up sinning their fest

#one of my worst recent hyperfixations i'll admit #and i dont even have an excuse like ohhh i used to read this back in the late 2000s before all the terf shit #no i got into it in late 2023 this school year cause i stumbled across the tvtropes page #and i was like 'sinfest'? isnt that the name of that terf Twitter comic? but the cover image showed a sick ass artstyle so i read it #and im just obsessed with it now its such a strange spectacle. its like a political cartoon and a newspaper comic at the same time #my fav era has gotta be late 2000s maybe early 2010s sinfest... hell maybe even mid 2010s sinfest if i ignore the sisterhood #now every strip is just about jewish people or calling trans women groomers #and almost every once-likable character is now canonically a terf and/or racist and/or antivaxxer etc #or theyre just not in the comic at all anymore like my dear criminy and fuschia #i hope we never get another appearance from them godbless #cause last time we saw criminy he was helping squig and slick break a terf out of she/her penitentiary. with fuschia's permission #theyre definitely the best part of 2010s sinfest. a bygone era #the best part of 2000s sinfest is the sharp artstyle and lil e just being evil #and the best part of 2020s sinfest seems to be. um. laughing at how ridiculous it is? its kind of hard to enjoy though.#i intend to stay updated on it because i like being able to say i've read all of sinfest start to finish #but man i gotta get an adblocker soon cause i read it on the official website cause idk how else to read it online and the ads are constant #really funny when ur reading a strip criticizing the prevalence of ads in our day to day life #not as funny when you remember tatsuya is probably making money off of them. so yeah im gonna install ublock #but the problem is i usually read it on my school computer to pass time. and that technically isnt my computer so i cant download ublock #anyways. i could ramble on about how much i love and hate and am obsessed w sinfest all day but heres some fanart of the characters.#id like to make my own headcanon version of sinfest aka sinfest if it was good #but headcanons arent enough... i need to kill tatsuya ishida #sinfest #squigley sinfest #monique sinfest #lil e sinfest #the devil sinfest #tangerine sinfest #images that are horrid to see and look at #mspaint

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volfoss · 8 months

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do u guys like her...

#twist rambles #having to write the id for this like. heres all the diseases.#sorry im like... ive been researching on and off all day and i truly do think i could fix her. pray fo rme that buyee shipping wouldnt be #too bad bc i want her soooo bad #bjd posting #and shes DIRT CHEAP. 1000 yen. like thats NUTS. they keep having to put the auction back up bc NO ONE will bid on this thang.#anyways. i am pretty confident now after all the research that... i could remove the face paint and resculpt her nose and then. paint it #again lmao. thankfully cordula (my resinsoul li/my VERY pink doll) has also had to have been full head painted so like... it shouldnt be to #bad? and w already having a body that SHOULD perfectly fit (given i can figure out the neck connector lol) i can just... paint her head to #match the body if i do go thru w it. i dont normally get like... this focused on what i assumed was an impulse purchase (havent bought her #yet) but i just... i keep thinking abt her like. i genuinely curse the autism object empathy bc every day ive been like checking the sales #page to see if it will truly be MY burden to bear.#anyways. i am making this post to get thoughts on her. do you guys see the cuteness hiding under the scaries.#if i DID get her it would be a massive liveblog adventure as i clean her up so. know that if you are invested in me deyuckifying beasts lol

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months

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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

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windwardstar · 3 days

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it certainly is something talking about getting meta/bottom surgery as a nonbinary they/them enby and getting she/her'd and called a girl by the people i'm talking with

#monday trans ramble #and its like these people have no problem correctly gendering the people who pass or meet a threshold of signaling for the correct binary #meanwhile my enby self is just left here getting misgendered by medical professionals who work with trans people every day #and then has to watch the irl friends either not register that they just misgendered me or visibly pause and do that i am deliberately corr #correcting myself and taking great effort to use your correct pronouns despite knowing you for three years #also like i am just like hmmm at what point do i start assuming the repeated “two more months” from the receptionist is because she doesnt #think im trans enough and is just coming up with reasons for not scheduling me #also this is why “what protocols are in place to help make sure the correct pronouns are used/someone isn't misgendered” is a question #i have to ask because i was misgendered by 5 different people during my top surgery revision and at my post op while the person was taking #taking a picture of my chest

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dinosauring130 · 20 days

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You know you have a problem when you start RELATING to the song Waving Through A Window

#lol just wrote the sentence 'everyone gets sick of him eventually' and started spiralling because it hit too close to home #because my friend didnt text me back and because a different friend who I was always with walked into my common room said hi and ignored me #and don't get me wrong she was talking about me behind my back so I am trying to distance myself but fuck it hurt #im so tired of everyone getting sick of me #but i know its my own fault so i guess I can't complain #my social anxiety is so severe at the moment that i can't really handle much social interaction anyway #and I can't stop crying because I'm so sick of feeling this way #and i have my writing workshop tomorrow and I'm really scared #and the one person I want to talk to didn't text me back so now I'm scared to ask her for help #because I'm also riddled with guilt every time I go to her for help and I'm convinced she views me as a burden #BUT I MEAN THAT'S NEITHER HERE NOR THERE I'LL JUST COOK MY BURGER AND CALL IT A DAY #pls ignore this #personal #rambles #ramblings

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mcskullmun · 1 month

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We’re okay 95% of the time but sometimes we remember that we likely won’t be able to transition until we’re like 20-fucking-5 and get the insatiable urge to Throw Things

(Cw for some trans-related rage/desperation in the tags)

#the nhs #can go fuck itself #free healthcare is great #but not when the waitlist is practically longer than my own fucking age #(an exaggeration)#but fr guys I want to Bite Shit #these two fellas in a human trench coat just want to be fucking people #and I don’t get why we have to wait five years to perfrom to some fucking doctor so they can decide #ahh maybe this one shall get to live #and the cis people in my life are lovely about me being trans #but Kinda Weird about me wanting to transition #barbra why you look so horrified when I say I want to grow a beard #geoff i appreciate that transitioning is a huge decision #but consider that fact we’ve been thinking about it every day for the past three years #this is not spontaneous #it is a fundamental part of why i am the way I am #and like #the people that are Okay with the idea of HRT #don’t even like talking about surgery #they’re nice about it but I can tell that they’re horrified #this thing I practically yearn for terrifies them #and I know I can’t wait until I medically transition to start living #but that’s what it feels like sometimes #I’m waiting to fucking live #im sitting in a body that is dead in a life that is dead #waiting to live #and it’s hard #it’s so fucking difficult sometimes #im here for the people going through this shit too #skull’s ramblings

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