#8? EIGHT?!?! years now
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kagepro day...
#kagerou project#kagepro#ayano tateyama#cw suicide#<- mainly since main mv based on yeah....#listen i have been redrawing ayano scenes from the mvs for....#8? EIGHT?!?! years now#in a rotation of four songs#every august#i was not gonna stop this year SAFASDA#this just so happens to be the first time i am posting one of them!!#since i did not post anything. ever. before. lmao#maybe one day i will release older ones since i do think it is a solid tracker#of like my own art progression#but the other half of me is like....#old art..... oh......#oh kagerou project#you are so important to me for various reasons#and for the longest time one (1) yearly ayano drawing was like....#one of the few art things i would get myself to actually finish throughout the entire year#so very important to me art wise!!#but ofc kagepro is ALSO important for various... other reasons... that i will not be rambling about today!#and for those of u here for stars#dw i still have plenty... probably too many?#ideas!! and something is gonna be going up#uh today??? i guess??#for that since this day also ended up being the finale stream day of stars#for my dear friend squid#tag talk over i ran out of tags editing to make sure THIS DOESNT SHOW UP IN THE WRONG TAGS ASFASDASFASDA#ack it still shows up welp. sorry everyone!!!!
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2 months of not drawing eight and now hes been attacked by gay beams. sad
#grim scribbles#eight(8)#agent 8#splatoon#octoling#agent 24 being butch4butch just felt Correct ok#ive had these guys for like 2-3 years atp and somehow im only Now thinking way more about their identities#especially eights . boy you are so genderweird
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Three-quarters through drafting Honor Bound wooooo
#local author must now lie on the floor for a bit#in part to recover from writing eight(8) sex scenes#tomorrow it is time to plan the drama and chaos that is chapter 10#fun fact: it's just over a year since Honor Bound was greenlit!#love that I've been able to hang out with these characters for this long <3 and that people are enjoying them!#384373 words now! aaaaaa
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just remember i was a different person like 10 years ago -- i'm worse now
I was 8 in 2012 so I can safely say I too am worse now
#i knew poland as a country at that age but I don't think i cared about that because there were a bunch of other countries#i was obsessed with china at 8#my mother would say china is communist you can't vote and i would just look at her like im eight I can't vote now anyway#i remember my grandma signing me up for online polish lessons never did them and fuck i want to beat up 8 year old me for that
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The pattern is that people straight up do not read™. or they read a 3-5 tweet summary of what happened and treat it as if they did. or because shonen expectations based on "the classics" is bullshit and significantly rotted people's brains when deciding wether an ending is good or not.
Which could be nothing right
yeahhh. i will forever regret reading the last chapter through leaks because it was a dreadful experience, and watching everyone ever shit on it for like a week after genuinely made me want to just get off the internet forever or something because i felt like an idiot for liking the ending (all this is my fault for getting too invested in both tumblr and mha etc etc).
All the "it's rushed" and pacing complaints barely matter to me at this point because you just cannot feel the pacing of something correctly when you're reading it exclusively through leaks. you can't absorb info like that. And don't get me started on the number of complaints and criticisms I've seen of the last chapter that are just provably bullshit (I saw someone say Izuku didn't get a statue lmao. yes he did, you just read the fucking leaks and watched twitter drama unfold instead of reading the actual chapter i fear).
#i just. do not think it is as bad as some people want to make it seem. i know not to take people who make cashier peaked in high school deku#jokes but like some of yall are treating this as if it's a major failure of the manga ? ? ?#it's underwhelming if you want#it didn't touch on stuff you wanted it to touch on whatever#i personally think that it did okay with the constraints it clearly had#like even without going into shonen jump conspiracy theories horikoshi had been doing 15 pages chapters for a while now#I also think that a lot of disappointment comes from fanon interpretations becoming canon in people's minds especially regarding izuku#and like do not get me wrong i had mixed feelings when i read the chapters i still have mixed feelings on some aspects (hawks what r you#doing etc etc)#i dont blame people who didn't like the ending for not liking the ending#i am just very annoyed by some justifications for not liking the ending#i don't even bother arguing with anyone at this point bc i don't want to be that person (too often) and because it just straight up makes m#feel bad lmao#anywayssssss i probably wanted to say something else but i forgor#oh no yeah listen. maybe you think it's lazy and maybe it is lazy to do an 8 years timeskip and leave a lot of stuff up to the reader#i personally really like this choice. important points were addressed and the rest can be speculated upon by the fanbase and by god.#we are the mha fandom guys. we can speculate. we love to speculate. we have EIGHT YEARS#you can do literally whatever you want man#i already have my personal canon for what happened during the eight years and believe me it helps a lot with the mixed feelings lmao#again. horikoshi did Not have a lot of space the story clearly had a lot of plot changes halfway through. i really do think this is more#than okay. this ending is not the end of the world i promise.#anyways i originally started like citing bs criticism i saw and then i thought ok lets not. inside thoughts etc etc.#i am not a meta analyzer i regularly learn i've misunderstood something about something or misremembered a plot point i am Not the person#for actually good meta and a lot of very insightful stuff on how we are very much not the target audience and lack cultural context go see#pikahlua lmao#mha manga spoilers#mha 430#mad mha ramblings//#ask//#i almost want to say ask to tag lmao? i have the mha cri/tical tag blocked so if anyone needs the opposite for me being overly positive
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nine after destroying the universe
#sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers#listen this is probably exactly what happens when you give a troubled 8 year old the power of a god so#he’s a little shit until the jig is up and then runs behind his older brother when it all goes to shit before you can hit him back#he never really apologized though which was fine before bc he owed everyone nothing but THEN tried to beat the shit out of them#and then FREAKED OUT WHEN EVERYONE ROLLED UP AFTERWARDS LMAO#not a diss against nine at all this is the most eight year old behavior#but I will say the ending was a little rushed#I know nine was conflicted and was almost talked down before the huge fight but idk it felt weird for him to be as hurt by sonic as he was#to the point at which he nearly obliterated everything and everyone in his way#only to kinda give up at the end after Sonic apologized to him like sir you were literally airing him out the WHOLE time#on the grocery store PA system and NOW you’re good???#idk how I feel about it because again it is a very kid thing to do to just act out without thinking but it’s also nine who is v calculated#anyways#sonic
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i'm not trying to be mean but if you're not american and you have no idea how the american voting system works, maybe just shut the fuck up about the 2024 election. thanks.
#seeing a bit too many people who go 'well why can't americans just xyz' and it's s/t that literally doesn't exist in the voting system#if you want to discourse about the election maybe do some basic research on how it works first & then come back with ur loopholes#gonna be honest. losing it over how many people are tying to suggest voting third party this election. THIS election.#im sorry but the political landscape in america is so aggressively binary right now that it will literally take years to make a viable#third party candidate and so far there's been literally no one with the charisma and backing to pull it off in like 8 months#the last person to get any significant vote as an independent was 30 years ago and even that was only 18% of the vote#and he didnt even get ANY electoral votes. NONE. you cannot! win! without! the electoral votes!#something libs have been trying to fix for YEARS but can't. bc republicans know how much electoral voting helps them.#anyway im getting mad about it again but pls shut up about third-party voting until you've actually looked at third-party candidate history#bc i promise you it is actually not an option esp for an election in EIGHT MONTHS.
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Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now
(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)
(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)
Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh
#(I'm emotional because I've been feeling bad about it all lately. enjoying things I make I mean—art or ocs or frivilous things.)#(So remembering that song and when it came out. That I couldn't see them in person. But i held onto it my own way. As something I loved)#(Something I still do love a lot... Parts of me saying no—you don't hate it. No. I'll help you remember more. I'm a little misty about it.)#The song is just The Killers - Run For Cover. I couldn't see them in person all those years ago—family went without me.#All my new oc rework with Zin and Hunter and Caia were like a year old or so.#It's a little silly. But the character Zin's derived from was a lightning mage so I stuck to it—I like monhun's zinogre for what its worth#So there's recurring theme and imagery. Thunder's not lightning but the sound and the feeling after the flash the flame and strike.#There's that meaningful thought—the story is the aftermath of a big tragedy. It matches what I like in monsters and other chars.#And at that time—my favourite band I missed out on puts out a really good song I download everywhere and it goes like:#He motioned me to the sky/ I heard heaven and thunder cry/ Run for cover/ Run while you can baby don't look back/ You gotta run for cover#And it goes on of course. The rest of the song's still really good. There's more that fits but point is; More evocative imagery.#So there. Why my bundle of OCs—Zinadia Hunter and Caia's story—is called Thunder 20XX. minus the 20XX. That's tongue-in-cheek#About some day I'll manage to make something tangeable or broadly shareable with them. I guarentee this century!#Thunder... oh my darling Thunder. Eight years man. More than that if I really want to count pre-rework INTO the complete original work. but#I like that it's definably 8. I like that I remembered I've always loved them a lot. Always been my thing to lean on even by name...#I need to get to sleep. Ive gotten a little more emotional over one song than I'd rather regularly be. Give it a listen maybe? Goodnight#Armour clanking#I need an oc tag#What have you gathered to report to your progenitors?🎶Are your excuses any better than your senator's🎶He held a conference#and his wife was standing by his side🎶He did her dirty but no-one died🎶#I saw Sonny Liston on the street last-night black-fisted and strong singing🎶Redemption song🎶#He motioned me to the sky🎶I heard heaven and thunder cry🎶RUN FOR COVER#What are you waiting for—a kiss or an apology?🎶You think by now you'd have an A in toxicology🎶#It's hard to pack the car when all you do is shame us🎶Even harder when the dirtbag's famous🎶#I saw my mother on the street last night all pretty and strong singin🎶The road is long🎶#I said 'Mama I know you tried!'🎶But she fell on her knees and cried🎶RUN FOR COVER#Just run for cover - you've got nothin left to lose...
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Hey hello can i be sad on main or will the heavens unleash 7 thousand ravenous hawks upon me
#river rambles#vent post#tw for basically everything bellow just saying it now#sorry the last 8 years of not a single reason to live are getting to me <3#i hate being alive i hate being trans I hate being autistic and not able to work like a normal person#to provide my transition to myself instead of having to rely on parents that kiind of support me? (dad) or are straight up pulling -#the 'you're making MEEE SUICIDAL!' card (mom)#i hate not being able to talk to people like a normal person#it's not even just the autism anymore i feel like i've been the worst version of me for such a long time i dont even know where to start#dysphoria is so fucking bad and getting worse every single day and any semblance of trans positivity winds up feeling toxic#like even body neutrality feels like an insult. im at a point where i want to tear myself apart just when i'm sitting still#i hate being told to wait for things to happen#the dreaded 'it'll get better'#it hasnt#it's been EIGHT. FUCKING. YEARS#nothing helps. i've exhausted every option within reach. no words of encouragement help at all#literally the only OPTION is to wait. and i've had! ENOUGH OF IT!#I've dreaded pride every year because it feels more and more like i'm living a lie being there. im not PROUD of being trans.#All i feel about it is misery. All the time. I hate my body so fucking much i cant do a single thing i want to do#most of my early years after figuring out im trans i tried to just ignore it and focus on pride about my sexuality#since i couln't transition then anyway#but as time went on and i became an adult and there's still not a single glimpse of light on the horizon. I can't focus on it anymore#because you know. those things are interconnected. So now i just feel like an unlovable piece of shit!#Like i will never be what i was meant to be. what i want to look like.#and i dont even want to try for any manner of relationship before that . because even if anyone DID like the current version of me#that's not even me#birth is a curse and existence is a prison etcetera
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fate/Grand Order, Fate/stay night & Related Fandoms Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Fujimaru Ritsuka/Oberon | Pretender, Female Fujimaru Ritsuka/Oberon | Pretender Characters: Fujimaru Ritsuka, Female Fujimaru Ritsuka, Oberon | Pretender Additional Tags: Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Cuddling & Snuggling Summary:
In the aftermath of the situation with Wandjina and Knocknarea, Ritsuka and Oberon stay in bed and talk for a little bit. [Spoilers for Summer 8]
#AFTER EIGHT HUNDRED YEARS OF WRITERS BLOCK I WRITE OBEGUDA FROM SUMMER 8!?#WHAT IS THIS CURSE!?#obeguda#fgo#anyways they were so sweet in the event i died so many times#i now write this as thanks for the food from the event
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The first time I saw a pokemon laying eggs I got so nervous that I threw up on it.
To that one Butterfree, I am so sorry
#to be fair i was 8#and my parents were all the way in Wyndon#and I was in the wild Area#she layed her eggs right in the garden#8 year old me was panicking#first time i daw the miracle of egg laying🥲🫡#i work at a research facility now and see egg laying all the time#but again I WAS EIGHT#pokemon#pokemon irl#irl pokemon#pokeblogging#pokeblog#rotomblr#pokeblr#rotumblr#pkmn irl#pokemon roleplay#quill storytime#butterfree#galar#bug type pokemon
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lmao sending this image to my psych when he gets mad at me that I'm discontinuing the meds
#tbh i should do this for all 8 meds I've been put on over the years with no remission of said depression#like bros I'm just Traumatized TM and until i get a therapist who can adequately treat the PTSD#it's just gonna continue#so maybe help me find a highly trained trauma-informed therapist instead of continuing to wreck my body with antidepressants#we've tried!!!! eight!!! if antidepressants were gonna help i think one of them would have by now!!!#American doctors listen to your patients just once challenge impossible difficulty#rray.txt
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it’s calling me (trc set on my bookshelf)
#personal#i hate this sm i want to watch sab and read for pleasure etc etc but. AAAAA#actually getting slammed in this robotics class i naturally had the audacity to go wow after six assignment due today only having two due#this upcoming week is such a relief! and then BAM they assigned us eight (8) more things in class all due next week obviously#or this week i guess now ?#this is two! fucking credits! cannot believe the shit they put us through. sooo so badly i want to reassure myself like this is a weed out#everyone says the first year courses are the worst but like. hello. there’s no way it will not get worse from here#the engineering chronicles
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HELLA I NEED TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE COLLEGE CHRISTMAS IN THE UK AS WELL. IM IRISH AND TODAY WAS COLLEGE CHRISTMAS AKA EVERYONE WEARS CHRISTMAS JUMPERS AND GO PUB CRAWLING FROM MORNING TILL NIGHT. LIKE LITERALLY MY FRIEND HAS BEEN DRINKING SINCE 8 IN THE MORNING AND LAST I CHECKED SHE WAS STILL OUT. Pls let me know if you have this in the uk as well or if us Irish really are all just alcoholics xx
I DONT THINK WE DO NO??? like we have xmas events and shit but generally uni students here drink…. every day of the week even without occasion so it’s kinda hard to tell???? HAVE FUN THO OMG
#oh to be on a pub crawl rn#from EIGHT though???#nah i couldnt hack that I’d be down by 12 at a push#my tolerance is steady and all but my fucking antics are so childish when I drink#literally act like a year 8 on their first wkd#i don’t know when to stop and it ALWAYS ends badly#you’d think I’d learn by now but no#have funnn this sounds so nice I need to dig out my xmas jumper omg#ask
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I AM A PLATFORMING GOD!!!!!!
(...except not really cause I still need the 38 time trial relics for that coveted 106% 😭)
#crash 4#holy shit can't believe i finally did#took me for fucking ever but all the n.sane relics are officially mine#now all that's left is to do the time trials and that shiny platinum trophy will finally be mine 😤#fun thing though is how im supposed to respond if someone asks how long it took me#if we're counting from when i played the game for the very first time back in june#then eight months#but if we're starting from my ps4 harddrive shit the bed and i had to do EVERYTHING over from scratch#(and i mean literally everything like i had 30/38 of the n.sane relics)#then just 4 months#which is funny cause it took me like only a month to get 29 of those n.sane relics the first time#and then THREE MONTHS to get crash landed's#only to lose all that progress the very next day after i finally beat it#that level was giving me so many problems and for absolutely no reason#that being said this time i beat it in like a couple of hours so that was a plus sjkhskdfhsdf#contrary to what i sounds like though i actually beat each level WAY faster the second time around#only reason it took me longer was because i was only playing the game for like an hour a day and not the 8+ i had been doing before#successfully caught up to where i was before the fated crash (hehe) just before the new year#and completed the last eight levels plus the 6 flashback tapes i was missing over janurary#now to see how long those platinum time trial relics will take me lol
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It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
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