#im here despite how many times ive been forcd to hide and run away and lose myself
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im so fucking brave.
#⦻#sometimes all i have to do is sit abd think. i think about everything ive been through and now unlikely it was that id still be here now.#but i am and its scary and every day is still a struggle. but it feels worth it in a vindictive (?) way.#im still here despite how others have absolutely destroyed me.#im here despite how many times ive been forcd to hide and run away and lose myself#its so terrifying but im glad i have friends tht care about me and a husband that loves me more than any other treasures#yes im in pain all the time yes im angry#the 'good' thing about hitting multiple rock bottoms though is that the smallest things overjoy me#i get so happy over stupid and silly shit#bc there was a time i wasn't even Allowed to Think by myself for too long. to do anything othr than be adultifed and hurt and abused#so i relish in whatever delights of my life i get bc i know how much i fought for them. how much i need them#how much i deserve them just like any other being#big ramble i Was going somewhere with but im ending it here. pls int if read id appreciate it
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