#hpd splitting

[hamilton-ventblog]

fuck. found myself /neg splitting on a friend and my god i forgot his bad it feels. i love them so much and it's breaking my heart how much i hate them rn

[loveshickk]

[k9emote]

Would you do some BPD emojis by any chance? Love your art, the white & blue shading looks so sterile /pos

Cluster B emojis lets go

BPD

BORDERLINE

NPD

NARC

HPD

HISTRONIC

ASPD

SOCIOPATH

SPLIT

FP/PARTNER RAMBLING

Put in details to each disorder design! Psychology special interest :)

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is realizing your partner did something bad, splitting, resolve the issue, then 2 hours later sob and sob about how much of a horrible person you are for being mad at your partner

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[strangerlsdanger]

Am I sometimes attracted to people romantically or am I just histrionic?

Do I like them romantically or am I just splitting/excited by a new person?

Do I want to be *with* them or do I just want to be them?

[unlovablecreatureofsin]

Someone: *slights me in a very minor way* Me: *thinks of the most hellacious, out of pocket insult that is very specific to them and would hurt them in ways words cannot describe but does not say it bc I am nice..*

[ontheoutside-lookingin]

Honestly haven’t felt this dark or dead or numb in a long time. I had a huge fight with my partner last night that resulted in a pretty violent meltdown, smacked my head against a wall and now have a huge gash in my forehead. I lost a lot of blood and haven’t eaten in 24 hours (technically have but can never keep food down when there’s serious unresolved conflict in my life)(same w sleep, technically a few 15 minute intervals but effectively no food or sleep in over a day) anyway this is not to lament about how horrible my life is I have a lot to be grateful for this is just transparency about how bad mental health conditions can get. This is what a bpd meltdown can look like for me. It’s comorbid with other conditions that definitely play a huge part. There’s a lot of splitting and emotional dysfunction and fight or flight trauma response and dissociative amnesia involved.

For a long time I was a huge advocate for removing stigma but would also always hide and mask my struggles with mental health. I understand now that transparency is required to tackle stigma so that’s what I’m doing.

Mental health is not cute sexy coquette delulu romanticized effy stonem manic pixie dream girl whatever whatever, it’s fucking dark and ugly and scary and it’s really hard to be face to face with the worst of it. It absolutely sucks and there is not a single nice or romantic thing about it.

[floralgraveyard]

hi sorry for thinking no one wants me constantly im just mentally ill ass fuck

[that-rabid-lemur]

Wouldn’t it be nice to have a non-toxic cluster-B discord server??

I feel like every single one I join is like,,, yikes. /gen

I would love to make a safe place for people to talk about how our disorders make us feel and act in a safe way!! If I get enough votes in the poll I’ll make a server :D

[hamilton-ventblog]

blew up at a friend over something really small and i feel really bad idk how to make it up to them, don't want to seem like im lovebombing

[loveshickk]

ILL DIE WITHOUT ATTENTION !!!

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

jealousy is going to kill every relationship i have i swear to god. not just jealousy over who my FP hangs out with but i’m also horribly jealous OF my FP and it absolutely WRECKS my logical empathy towards their struggles and i actually hate myself.

[catz-brainz1234]

Something really traumatic happened last night and it's caused us to split our agere cg.

I'm just so tired, man.

I just wanna give up,,

-⭐️🌊

[twinkdrama]

feels like my life is an amusement park and im riding a new rollercoaster each day

[honeyhpd]

i really be reliving my childhood rn. hiding in the bathroom because it’s the only place with a lock and privacy. sharing a room with someone who no longer seems to care about helping or working with me. not having any friends i trust to tell everything. family members seem to be ignoring me and i literally can’t tell if they’re doing it on purpose or if i’m warping simple misunderstandings.

[floralgraveyard]

hi sorry for thinking no one wants me constantly im just mentally ill ass fuck