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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

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My eyes hurt from staring at my laptop for so long, my ears hurt from listening to the song over and over again, my butt and back hurt from sitting on my chair for so long BUT ALL THIS WAS WORTH IT! PEACE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!

[YT]

Art and editing by me

Song by Lin-Manuel Miranda, What’d I miss

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i tried to confess my sins and you called me a saint

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fell in love with someone who doesn't know i exist and i don't think i realized what was happening until too late

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here’s the closeted furries “hey man… can u bum me a cig” and “the one uncle nobody invites to the family reunion but SOMEONE keeps telling him where it is anyways”

if you want an idea of what john is like, imagine hau from pokemon sumo

ALSO the ppl who kept asking me for trans thomas art, HERE he’s trans in this au (; 

ft John:

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doots for @sleepyeule !!! i created a friend for their gremlin!alexander

it’s thomas, but he’s a classy cat spirit who likes to be called ‘tom’ 

smug little shit

his eyes are dark purple, btw

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the thing about living in the city with your parents is you can't go outside and just cry and scream at the universe and the sky

i feel like that would fix me

temporarily but still

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blew up at a friend over something really small and i feel really bad idk how to make it up to them, don't want to seem like im lovebombing

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you forgot

4. Really fucking gullible

So like are the criteria for histrionic just like

1. ~ Horny ~

2. Need attention 24/7 or i’ll die

3. Dramatic bitch

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“but what if i’m being annoying :(“ everyone’s annoying dipshit it came free with fucking being alive and existing. now go talk to your friends

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need art advice but ive been very susceptible to splitting on the only person who gives me art advice today. let's see how this goes

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i screamed in your face that i hated you

and you grabbed my hands

and said "that's not healthy"

and i started to cry

"im worried for you"

yeah... me too

me too

fighting every piece of myself right now

i want to cut you off

because this isn't healthy

you don't deserve this

but i know that would hurt you too

i want to tell you all this

but im not making this your fucking problem again

this shouldn't be your fucking problem

god now im /pos splitting on you

instead of /neg

that's good at least

im so unstable

goddamnit

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oh god yeah im also bitches help

Bitches be having horrid self esteem issues over one (1) person’s post on the interwebs. (I’m bitches)

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fuck. found myself /neg splitting on a friend and my god i forgot his bad it feels. i love them so much and it's breaking my heart how much i hate them rn

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"deciding to say this is gonna be hard because part of me feels like itd hurt someone" THEN DON'T SAY IT OH MY GOD LISTEN TO YOUR GUT ISTG

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that one friend where usually im like "wow you're so awesome i really look up to you" and occasionally im just like "mate what the fuck is wrong with you this is the most wrong take ive ever heard /md"

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"why are you like this"

comment i made internally. unsure if it was supposed to be directed at myself for just the universe but either works tbh