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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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"If you could have any superpower, what w-"
Shapeshifting. Shapeshifting shapeshifting shapeshifting. I'm a transgender therian, what the fuck did you think I would pick.
#andiv3r rambles#transgender#therian#therianthropy#transmasc#cladotherian#feline cladotherian#<- prev 2 tags may not accurately represent me#but i'm still figurin stuff out#cat therian#trans#trans guy#coyote therian#coyote theriotype#feline therian#feline theriotype#oh btw! i'm a therian :')#y e a h#finally comfortable enough to say with certainty#so if you don't support#get the fuck off my blog#thanks <3#andiv3r howls
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i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?
#actually borderline#actually bpd#being borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd splitting#fp bpd#bpd culture is#bpd shit#bpd relatable#borderline personality disorder#borderline#im going insane#screaming crying throwing up#im gonna throw up#self h@te#su1c1d4l#im so tired#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts
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Opening up is like talking to a cop, anything you say can and will be used against you
#cvtt!ng#self h@rm#sh cvt#styro#slef harn#sh addict#ed but not ed sheeran#personal vent#vent post#vent blog
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˚₊‧꒰ა Przeczytaj ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
Motylki aktywne na wrzesień - zostawcie coś po sobie જ⁀➴
Moje kochane gąsieniczki też zachęcam ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝
Zaobserwuje was wszystkich ᐟᐟ☆
Chudej nocy ୨ৎ Życze wszystkim szybkiego ugw
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Post wstawiony: 01:46 18/08/2024r.
#bede motylkiem#blogi motylkowe#będę motylkiem#b─öd─ö motylkiem#chce byc lekka jak motylek#chude motylki#chudego dnia motylki#chudej nocy motylki#im fat and ugly#jak zostać motylkiem#motylki any#jestem motylkiem#lekkie motylki#motylki#motylki blog#musze schudnac#bede lekka jak motylek#az do kosci#lekka jak motyl#tw ana bløg#self h@rm#tw s3lf harm#sh#ed but not ed sheeran#chce sie zabic#chce widziec swoje kosci
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I love when we don’t acknowledge it. I make a pan of lasagna and we sit at the table with the nice tablecloth and candles lit and you chatter about your day. I serve you another slice. We talk about what we should do this weekend. I serve you another slice. Your cheeks look rosy in the candlelight and the wine is making me warm and affectionate. I serve you another slice. You’re complaining about the jerk at work but you’re also looking a little full. We’ve finished the lasagna and I bring out the cheesecake. We don’t acknowledge it but you look up at me with heavy, dark eyes as I put some down in front of you. I do most of the talking while we eat dessert. You’re concentrating now on finishing everything I give you, keeping up the charade that you’re not stuffed to the gills with most of the meal I’ve made for the two of us. I know you’re at your limit but I play oblivious and ask if you want more. My resolve almost breaks as I hear the faintest little whimper, but I keep playing the game, not letting you know yet how good you look, how full. I clear our dishes and I let you wait, heavy, bloated with food, probably unable to get up and help though we haven’t acknowledged that yet either. In a minute I’ll take mercy on you, maybe ask you innocently: is everything alright? You’ll deny it at first, because that’s fun for us; you know that I know that you’re packed tight and turned on about it, but you don’t want to admit it to me yet. And you’ll finally put a hand on your belly and look up at me pleadingly.
“I’m so full”
“Oh?”
“I ate too much”
“Aw, my poor baby”
“My tummy hurts”
And the dam breaks and I’m all over you. We held out long enough, and your sore tummy needs my attention. I did this to you, after all. We both know that you’ll eat anything I put in front of you, you just can’t help it, can you? It’s fun to pretend that I don’t notice how much you’re eating but the truth is, I watched you like a hawk. I saw the way you shifted uncomfortably in your chair when I got you thirds, I noticed the way your shirt clung to your belly after dessert, how your breathing got heavier and heavier as you got fuller and more turned on. You did so well for me, baby. Now let me take care of that full tummy of yours.
#my writing#text#wg text#stuffing#I don’t remember all my tags lol it’s been so long since I’ve been consistently active on this blog#I’ve been like a live wire this last week (h*rny) so yes I did write this at work
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Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#bpd#depressing quotes#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#selfharrrm#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$u!c!d3#$h tw#$h h4rm#$h vent#$h tumblr#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#mentally unstable#bpd vent#borderline blog#bpd safe#bpd fp#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts
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“where do you see yourself in 10 years?”
dead.
#cvtaddict#988blr#beansblr#made of styro#s3lf harn#bpd safe#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline culture is#selfharrrm#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#self h@rm#s3lf mutilation#slef harn#tw sui vent#tw sui talk#suic!de#tw sui ideation#suic1de#svicide#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#borderline problems#bpd problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#self destructive behavior
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zajebales raz to zajebisz wiele razy:
#bede motylkiem#blogi motylkowe#lekka jak motyl#motylki#motylki any#chude jest piękne#chudej nocy motylki#jestem motylkiem#będę motylkiem#chude ciało#energy#self h@rm#@n@ diary#tylko dla motylków#az do kosci#do kości#porady dla motylków#dieta any#ed dieta#eating disoder trigger warning#depressing shit#musze schudnac#pamiętnik motylka#motylki blog#chce byc lekka jak motylek#blog motylkowy#bede lekka jak motylek#lekkie motylki#tw ana bløg#anor3c1a
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”I feel like such a temporary person in everyone's life“
#quotes#tw depressing thoughts#i wanna kms#actually borderline#self h@rm#cvtt!ng#$elf h4rm#cvtblr#s3lf mutilation#bpd#bpd feels#vent blog#tw sui vent#personal vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd vent#vent post#vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#tw sucidal ideation#i should kms#tw sui implied#su!cidal
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#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#personal vent#vent blog#ventcore#vent
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jak się czuję po napiciu się litra wody przed posiłkiem żeby czuć się najedzona:
#bede motylkiem#lekkie motylki#blogi motylkowe#chce byc lekka jak motylek#chudej nocy motylki#ed but not ed sheeran#jestem motylkiem#motylki blog#self h@rm#motylki any#az do kosci#nie chce być gruba#chce widziec swoje kosci#nie chce jesc#chce byc idealna#nie chce jeść#chce schudnac#chce byc szczupla#chce byc perfekcyjna#chce czuc kosci#chudajakmotyl#chude motylki#chude jest piękne#chude nogi#nie bede gruba#bede lekka jak motylek#nie bede jesc#snejana onopka#tw ana bløg#@n@ tips
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bpd culture is i just went from euphoria to rage to depression to rage again to derealization to emptiness to
#bpd shit#borderline splitting#borderline thoughts#borderline vent#bpd#bpd blog#bpd life#bpd things#borderline personality traits#bpd relatable#being borderline#actually borderline#borderline pd#borderline#borderline blog#borderline culture is#borderline life#borderline things#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#bpd culture is#actually mentally ill#self h@rm#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder
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why the fuck am I the way I am
#i want to use all the insults i know on myself#im so tired#vent#venting#i'm sad#depressing shit#vent blog#mentally fucked#mentally tired#tw depressing thoughts#actually mentally ill#suixide#su!cidal#angry#self h@te#tw selfhate#i hate my self#anger issues#mentally drained#mental illness
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Windows 95, 2000, XP and Vista disks
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#a e s t h e t i c#windows#windows 95#windows 2000#windows xp#windows vista#cd#disks#cybercore#y2k#cyber y2k#old internet#old web#00s#2000s#tech#moodboard#cyber core#old windows#y2k nostalgia#y2k aesthetic#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#tech aesthetics#tech core#tech blog#vaporwawe
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i fucking love tearing my skin open it feels so so pure
#mypost#vent#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd#actually borderline#borderline#self h@rm
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