necroticghost

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tw sh/blood

I forgot about these, I like how it looks lol but they're older now. used them as a reference for a drawing today lmao

sfx/fake, not real

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Help this is TOO real

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ironic that my dream ability has always been flying, and falling off a building has always been my preferred method of dying

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I'm fighting the thoughts in my head all day long, I can't focus on anything

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fic planning be like:

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We can't ibuprofen our way outta this one boys

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tw sh vent

"are you ok?" no mf, I cut myself for like an hour and a half and then all the blood dried out and it hurt like a bitch to rub off and I got blood on my favorite pyjama pants that I JUST washed and these stupid bandages won't sit right cuz it's both my arms and I'm struggling to use them properly and I'm in so much pain and it's morning already and I'm supposed to go to sleep but I can't because I want to die so badly and also the scars will probably fade again in a few months and this will all be for nothing because people will just think there's nothing with me if there's no proof that I'm struggling

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dude having a body is SO scary

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lol

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22 reasons to die and 3 reasons to live this week, interesting ratio

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“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

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It's incredible that since I was 13 not a single day has gone by without me thinking about my mental illness.

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So like is this emptiness ever gonna go away or

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i am genuinely so over myself and how i act and what i do. it makes me sick

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what did i do to deserve to be treated so poorly as a child that it’s resulted in a incurable mental illness that haunts me every. fucking. day.

i could’ve been more

i could’ve done more

i could’ve been someone