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juniestar · 2 months ago

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My zine has a total of 170 upvotes on reddit and ppl are asking me abt trades and friends have asked me abt buying… im really excited! I think i know my next steps here

#i have 4 more planned one is gonna be v short like 10 pages one is gonna be around 52 one is gonna be an essay w photos of mine attached and #one is gonna be abt today #im a little scared bc the last time i felt such a buzz i was going into psychosis and abt to start an emotional affair and scare the hell #out of myself but i think I’ll b okay if i pace myself and just focus on grounding. im much more sensitive than ive given myself credit for #im always like rah rah i dont feel anything but its not that. i feel a lot i dream constantly but i have to keep my distance so i dont #fall off and lose it #also zines are nothing like an emotional affair. so i mean good thing is zines and i cant manipulate each other #like at least today ive been like ‘’woah im struck by inspiration!’’ and not ‘’hey is it just me or does that guy like me more than his gf?’

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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partners in crime or smt idk

#chuuya!!!!!!!!!!! rev the engine!!!!!!!!! make him fall off #literally bullying that one friend with their license to take you everywhere bc you still can’t drive #every time i remember dazai still canonically can’t drive i lose my shit #chuuya must’ve had his hands full #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #skk #lotus draws #drawing this humbled me so bad bc i learned that i cannot in fact draw motorcycles 🙏🏼#i persevered tho

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why-is-it-always-autumn · 2 years ago

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Love a self-inflicted time loop. The main character isn’t trapped. They can stop whenever they want. But how can they when things aren’t perfect yet? They can do better than this. They need to try again. They can get it right this time. They just need to try again. They can stop anytime they want. Just one more time. They can fix this. They just need to try again. There are still things to fix. They just need to try again.

#time travel #its about the tunnel vision #its about losing sight of what a win condition even looks like #its about writing off the entire timeline at the slightest inconvenience #its about increasing alienation #its about failing to notice that youre destroying yourself and in some cases making things worse #its about the atrophy of your own problem solving skills #its about treating your friends like unskippable cutscenes #its about gradually forgetting everything outside the loop #its about the fact that you arent even really trapped #its about making the same choice over and over again #its about falling hard into the sunk cost fallacy

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valtsv · 1 year ago

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microdosing on lycanthropy by vacuuming the insane amount of hair i shed on a daily basis off my bedroom floor

#🐉#you could literally make a wig out of the amount of stuff that falls off my head #and like. its not even that im LOSING hair. theres always more to replace it.

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wylanslcve · 1 year ago

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I'm not leaving 2023 without the knowledge that one day I'll see them fall through a ceiling together.

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Let the revenge games begin.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie huaisang #He's gonna call his 5 horse friends up. They have to go on a 14 year long journey to finish the job but by god they will do it.#The sheer chaos in the Audio Drama is really fantastic. Reminds me of those traincar murder mysteries.#The lights go off and there's a scream and then BOOM dead body. Who did that!!!#Okay it was qi deviation and he did it to stop himself from killing his brother. He did it to himself.#JGY sadly has the worst alibi ever though. Both the strongest motivation and also uhhh presence at the scene.#Not to nitpick but as someone who loves murder mysteries - I do feel like even *one* other suspect would have made it stronger.#I get that he tried to make it look like an inevitable Qi Deviation and that it *is* something within the family legacy.#And a big part of NHS figuring it all out comes down to his own perceptiveness and intelligence.#If you weren't close enough to JGY and NMJ of course it looks like an accident.#Sadly 'guy who plays the 'poor little meow meow card'' is also weak to 'guy who plays the 'poor little meow meow card''.#NHS was the better subtle manipulator at the end. That's probably the strongest mystery part of MDZS. And why he's in my top 5.#My man pulled the 'kill him just as he falls from the top of his game and loses everything' gambit and I love him for it.

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bamsara · 4 months ago

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is there a safe and viable way to hotglue my laptop charger into the actual laptop charging port? Arson has no battery and thus cannot work without being plugged up into a wall but I'd still like to use him for light work/writing with what keyboard he has left because i can't sit at my desk on really bad body days

i already tried using tape and that just. didnt work

#i lost a little bit of some chapter draft #not a lot only like 100 words that i already rewrote #but it was just because the charging port on the laptop case is chipped away and sometimes the charger falls out #which for arson means he just turns off #and i lose what i had #sara shush

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thetrolltolls · 1 year ago

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someone in the makeup department for pacific rim did a great job adding the bloody nose and making his eye look irritated and perfecting the whole scruffy look. and then decided he needs to be in Lip Smacker Pink Lemonade Ultimate Kissable Lip Balm. and i applaud them for that choice.

#does anyone else think his lips look bright pink or am i starting to lose it #this is actually a picture of me in elementary school wearing my lipsmacker strawberry lipgloss after falling off the monkey bars #charlie day #newt geiszler #pacific rim

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starry-bi-sky · 18 days ago

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*stares at disciple SQQ falling into the abyss au*

oh you are so "SY-is-SJ" coded. You are so "fell into the abyss and suddenly remembered that oh i've been Shen Jiu this whole time, not just Shen Yuan. we are one and the same". you are so 'crumbling under the weight of the system and being in the abyss and the despair of never really being free and having suffered in both lives' built. you are so 'scrambling to come to terms with your existence and battling with which life is really yours, only to realize that they both are'. You are primed for going off the rails.

I'm so normal about this guys. i promise.

#svsss #mxtx svsss #svsss au #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #scum villian self saving system #scum villian #svsss role reversal au #IF I MAKE IT SY-IS-SJ THERE'S NO STOPPING ME FROM MAKING THIS AU QIJIU. LIKE IT MUST BE QIJIU IF I GO THAT ROUTE.#grinding my teeth. grips you by the shoulders tightly #the angst of YQY finding out SQQ fell into the endless abyss and falling into a despair that he couldnt save him AGAIN. him trying to go #through hell and high water trying to get him back. him and LBH are losing their shit. also the idea that YQY existed in SY's world too #not as an older brother but as a close childhood friend who was there for him for years up until their HS years where something happened #that caused a falling out. but YQY keeps trying to rekindle that friendship and never can in that world bc SY dies before they can reconnec #SQQ realizing that he misses YQY like a limb and thinking that if he sees him again he'll demand answers for his supposed abandonment but #also he just wants to hug him. just once. and then maybe punch him. not in that order. its the doomed soulmates guys. its the reconnection #obsessed obsessed obsessed. like HMMMM. SQQ knows YQY's fate from the book and the idea makes him so nauseous he has to sit down #bingqiu is fantastic but ALSO. QIJIU. 'SY-is-SJ' is decidedly perhaps my favorite trope for the time being if only for the pure and utter #self-hatred SY and SJ are going to inflict on each other. its about the mental breakdown guys. especially with chronically ill SY.#SJ hating SY for being sick. for being a shut in. they are a reflection of each other they ARE each other and they hate themselves #holding back from going off the rails about 'SY-is-SJ' au combined with him falling into the abyss #'no light no light' by florence and the machines is this au guys. ive decided it now

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arttsuka · 2 months ago

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Stanley 'I once had to chew my way out of the trunk of a car' Pines

#Projecting my very bad not good toothache on him because I can #there's a possibility that I'll have to take the friggin thing off isn't that just swell #losing teeth at 22. pathetic #gravity falls #stan pines #stanley pines #young stan pines #young stanley pines #cw blood #only a little tho #you can see it progressives becoming just saliva in the last pic #art #fanart #traditional art #watercolor #the other day the toothache was so bad I couldn't even swallow so I had a glass to drool into #btw he ruined both sides. not only one. all his molars are gon. stolem

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violent138 · 3 months ago

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Bruce definitely runs covert tests for brain damage on all the Batkids, an effort complicated by his own frequent head traumas and the fact that they're all nocturnal liars who quickly come up with ways to work around possible symptoms.

#I cannot imagine a group of people with whom it's harder to tell what's going on #Is Dick really tired and falling off the beam or is his brain damaged #is Jason unable to smell because his nose is too broken or #Was Damian not paying attention to Steph's story or is he losing his ability to recollect #Is Duke flinching due to his powers or does he have light sensitivity due to (you get the point)#Does Tim not know what time of day it is because Alfred spiked his energy drink with cold meds or because he refuses a helmet?#Is Cass [redacted] because of bad week or is this CTE?#as a few examples of the things that make Bruce shoot up while trying to sleep midday and drag a kid to get an MRI #batman #dc comics #bruce wayne #batfamily

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7roaches · 10 months ago

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posting my incorrect opinions @ night when nobody can see them

#my art #nightmare sans #dream sans #dreamtale #utmv #abuse tw #i think these r their internal dialogues i think this aspect of tgem coexists with their evil visage & good visage #like the mental equivalent of taking a bra off when u get home #theyre evil/good to others then theyre alone or comfy & they fall apart #i dont. fully belife that tho. i still have to oeel them apart & also revisit their lore #this is judt what i think theyd do based on daydreaming abour them fir. 6 years. & inevitably losing the plot a little #be so super niceys to me olease ibwill literaly cry & curbstomp u if u dont #also. forfot to elaborate on nm seeking means to an end of his life & how it afects his ‘work’. more on that later #boy why you so kaywhyess

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whatsfourteenupto · 4 months ago

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Today Rose gave the Fourteenth Doctor a t-shirt that simply said “Spiders Georg.” He’s got no idea what it means, but it’s a gift from his favorite niece so of course he’s going to wear it.

#doctor who #fourteenth doctor #what’s fourteen up to #rose noble #based on how hard Rose and her friend laugh every time he wears it #he’s 95% certain he’s being made fun of #but he never remembers to look it up #Yaz sees it and loses her shit #literally falls over laughing #she’s the one that eventually has to explain it to him #Yaz is a Tumblr girlie I don’t make the rules #so is Ryan #they posted about their time with the doctor but people just assumed they were shitposts #or those stories that become tumblr lord #I’ve gotten off track #anyway the Doctor is Spiders Georg

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fortjester · 1 year ago

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LIES ABOUT SEA CREATURES by Ada Limón // "From Now On We Are Enemies" by Fall Out Boy // Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir // Eric by Mitski // Nona the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir // Bones and All (2022) // The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt // Ribs by Lorde // James MacAvoy as Cyrano in "Cyrano de Bergerac: in a free adaptation" by Martin Crimp // This Is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone

#my post #fuck off lou #parallels #web weaving #comparatives #music #song lyrics #poetry #htn #harrow the ninth #ntn #nona the ninth #tlt #the locked tomb #tgf #the goldfinch #bones and all #this is how you lose the time war #fall out boy #mitski #as per usual this is a bit of excerpt soup #and it's another one that's been sitting in my drafts forever and ever #i just like the use of context in this that's all. cyrano wanting roxanne. only able to use his words on behalf of christian #gideon and lee wanting from harrow and maren what they're not willing to give until there are no options left #red and blue talking about what they want for and from each other without ever saying those words specifically #wanting what is inaccessible to you unless you strive for it.#wanting something impossible or monstrous or destructive and wanting it all the more because of that #i just find it interesting

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rubyfunkey · 4 months ago

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Your half-Maiden Pyrrha AU is neat and your art is very soft and squeezable. Hope everyone gets really good hugs.

So anyway... aside from Cinder and Pyrrha's definitely toxic-yuri dreams/visions/premonitions/delusions, did either of them have a moment where such thoughts weren't toxic?

I'm not talking more wholesome thoughts, but definitely ones that just has them question their own sanity and intentions even more. More then if they dreamt of killing/getting killed by the other.

For Pyrrha, eventually she has to come to terms with the fact that she gets a thrill out of fighting Cinder (more so because she enjoys fighting someone who's actually on her level instead of being eager to avenge Jaune or whatever other excuse she's running on). I think she feels that same excitement during the fall of Beacon but it was easier to write that off as her just doing what any good huntress would do.

Cinder is a little frantic over the fact that she cant stop imagining Pyrrha killing her. Whenever they face-off she plays heavy defense, maybe even tries to flee the first time they see each other after the fall. She might bounce-back eventually because she's also batshit but for now Pyrrha haunts her

#rubulart #rwby #half-maiden au #rwby au #thoughts co-thought by hannah as always #replies #cinder fall #pyrrha nikos #lie ren #pyrrha just needs someone that can match her freak and unfortunately for cinder shes the only one #i might be writing cinder too off-base but this isnt canon anyway and i think cinder deserves to lose more #and pyrrha deserved to win more #if you can call this winning #i dont know if these thoughts are what you were asking about but it hope it landed somewhere on the mark

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months ago

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Market based mistakes.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen chao #wen zhuliu #Apologies for how much I skipped in the last part of this episode.#I do love the scene of Jiang Cheng regaining his will to live and the ensuing scenes of Wei Wuxian seeing him off at the mountain base.#At the same time I very much want to keep pressing on with the story.#The notes I have are for scenes I did not draw:#I still think a lot about the symbolism of food in both consumption and giving - especially in regards to the Yunmeng Trio.#Prior to JC leaving we see WWX out buying food for him. Something that initially falls through as JC runs back to Lotus Pier.#But here it comes back full circle. WWX gives away a part of himself to be 'consumed' by Jiang Cheng.#It is about being led by desire (JC wanting revenge to losing his will to live to wanting his core back)#and about being bound by duty to do whatever it takes to see those desires through to the end.#JC can't eat until he has his desire to live back. WWX carves out his own ambitions to help another reach theirs.#And it isn't held up as noble! Not even once! He is routinely punished and criticized for this sacrifice.#Being thrown into the burial mounds really is just symbolism for how we can give away every scrap of ourselves to others-#-and find ourselves at rock bottom. Alone.#When you hollow yourself out it just leaves room for something else to fill it. Something worse.

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