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We really are living the Era of hustling gays on the BL-sphere. But who would’ve thought that Hwang Da Seul would be the one bringing duplicitous characters to KBLs?
The first half of the show plays all the expected beats from the director-writer: somber mood, grounded and realistic approach, intimate shots and this cold and harsh atmosphere, but I must say that when it comes to the craft this might be her best yet. Da Seul has technically never been better, the framing, angles, close-up shots, lighting, volume, you can tell she is doing the absolute most with very little she is given. The contrast between this and Where Your Eyes Lingers is striking, it’s amazing seeing how much she evolved since then.
Story wise, this is also a different one. Because while the first part could easily be taken as To My Star 2 depressed cousin the second half devolves into something entirely new and unique.
The moment Dohoe and Juyeong meet again something feels off, and not just because Dohoe vanished for twelve years. Yes, there is baggage between them, one dragging the past around and the other wanting nothing to do with it, but there is something more lurking around. Hints of what could be happening are slowly dropped along the way, other turns come without warning, the story being told here is still a novelty for KBLs.
Korean dramas as whole tend to depict perfect characters whose biggest flaws can be overcome or erased with the power of love. It’s not the case here. If anything, it’s the power of love that detonates the boys’ relationship and shows a different side of Dohoe that most didn’t see it coming when the series started. Juyeong was predictable for most of the run — the revelation that he knew everything about the scam was a nice curveball — and while we all expected Dohoe to change, seeing him take a dark turn was a (delicious) surprise.
He doesn’t make excuses, he has an evil side: Scamming his way to place where nobody bothers to look into his past, the series shows the many moments where he could’ve easily taken a different path, the openings to come clean with Juyeong, dragging Hyeon Ho with him and not letting go while knowing that he is just stringing him along. He could’ve cleared the mess he created, but as we know, he is committed to what he sets his mind to, it all boils down to him running from the past. None of that would’ve worked on the hands of a lesser actor; Nu Rim (in his first protagonist) and Seon (in his acting debut) are together another Da Seul staple: Couple oozing chemistry.
Whenever they meet in the first half the mood lifts, when they see each other in the second part the pressure rises and when Hyeon Ho is with them the tension skyrockets. Again, Da Seul has never been better behind the camera, she gets everything from them, every single emotion. But the show is not without it’s faults. My biggest gripe is with the time-jump, the twelve years gap felt like made mostly for shock value, could’ve been easily trimmed down, because such long spam of time required quite the suspension of disbelief in order for me to buy certain aspects and plot points. The show also tries to handle one particular storyline that doesn’t quite land for me.
Juyeong and Dahoe’s father relationship is very interesting. Abuser and victim find common ground and something changes, but we don’t see how that happens or how it come to happen, not fully. We get an idea, but that’s about it. Many saw it as some sort of redemption for the father. Personally, I didn’t read like that, there was no redemption for him, he was like that, violent, uncompassionate, desensitized and egoistical to the bitter end, the one element that left me curious was if he was really okay with having Juyeong as his son-in-law, they allude to this, the old bastard implies as much, but it’s left implicit, and then he dies. Oh well.
There is also the plot with the kid and the abusive parents. It was interesting having Dohoe dealing with that, but there is just so much happening that this particular storyline felt like an afterthought, so much so that it took me a bit by surprise when it resurfaced in the final moments.
That said, this one goes down the books as another solid entry in Da Seul’s filmography. That woman is always ready to put viewers through the wringer, and they will be happy to let her do so.
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Top Gun Silliness
#icemav#val kilmer#tom cruise#top gun maverick#top gun iceman#iceman kazansky#tom kazansky#pete mitchell#maverick mitchell#iceman/maverick#iceman x maverick#maverick/iceman#maverick x iceman#top gun#top gun silliness#i had something angsty scheduled for today but many of us are suffering enough so I VERY hastily threw this together#gay pilots
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✨my doomed yaoi in the same pose as my other doomed yaoi✨
#I do this to suffer#yeah uh I would like to collect compensation for my mental and emotional distress after watching round 6#I’ve had enough doomed yaoi in my lifetime and would like to not have more thanks#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#alnst ivan#alnst till#vivinos#doomed yaoi#tragic gays#banana fish#asheiji#alien stage round 6
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would sell my soul to the devil if he asked me to
#i mean look at those puppy eyes#EDDIE WAKE YOUR GAY ASS#WE ARE TIRED MAN#shut the fuck up and kiss him already#buddie#i mean oliver is talking going back to lucy?? HELLO?? WE HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH#STAWPPP#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911#911 abc#buck x eddie#evan buck buckely#9 1 1
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(Spoilers for GOS2 / OFMD S1 / WWDITS S3)
CAN’T FUCKING DO THIS SHIT EVERY TIME I WATCH A GAY SERIES FUCK
#why do you want me to suffer#I’ve gone through 3 divorces this year isn’t that enough#wwdits#go#good omens#what we do in the shadows#ofmd#our flag means death#gay#what we do in the shadows s3#ofmd s1#good omens s2#blackbeard#nandor the relentless#nandor x guillermo#blackbonnet#crowley#ineffable husbands
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that scene from panty & stocking but madatobi
#madara uchiha#tobirama senju#madatobi#tobimada#madara x tobirama#tarudraw#look this whole song is just#them#like its been haunting me eversince I first heard it and now you guys have to suffer through it#i just want them to kiss tenderly and fall in love without realizing#and when they do realize is a punch in the guts for both of them#madara falls faster and tobirama falls harder#okay thats it enough being gay
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"You've been going through books so fast, how are those Chinese fantasy novels?"
They're good :)
#only niche 2013 south european memes can truly express how im doing but this is close enough#im lowkey at a loss for words#bro said “maybe the common people shouldn't suffer”#and some unwashed brothel sheets took that so so so personally#mxtx what did this poor little gay man ever do to deserve this#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf book 6#mxtx#xie lian
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I don't think people understand how well Pathologic 2 deals with the struggles of Artemy as someone who has to choose between the life he has built up in the shitstain assfuck circle that ruined his whole culture and the uncomfortable truths he has to face to heal the kin.
Wow you really like this character? Really really? It's your friend and you wanna give 'em a big ol' hug? Watch them spit a micro aggression two whole minutes later! That's life man.
You wanna revive your broken culture?
Choose! It's so easy. Leave literally everyone but your kin behind (except this one silly gal she can stick around) because at the end of the day, no matter how much you love them, no matter how much they love you, you are the colonised and they are the coloniser, they are destroying the land, the language, the traditions, and they live on that land at the expense of you... orrr.... give up. How about that?
#pathologic#pathologic 2#мор утопия#мор#ain't this game about suffering?#well they have found the WORST suffering they can inflict on you#your cool goth man pfp is now a bigoted loser in an ugly outfit#suffer gay people. plague wasn't enough
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[TUVOKTOBER: Day 15] At First Sight. [Patreon | Commissions]
#tuvoktober#excerpt from the novel 'pathways'#tuvok/t'pel#Tuvok#st voyager#st voyager fanart#T'Pel#hey [vibrating from thinking about Tuvok - Vulcan Love & Gender Identity & Sexuality too much] -extends hand- chew through drywall with me#comix page#something about how Tuvok's identity is half T'Pel and has been for decades he's spent DECADES growing with half of him being a person#he's not just deeply in love with but literally IS. He literally literally /IS/ part of T'Pel and his children literally ARE a part of him#the SECOND he sees T'Pel Tuvok says 'Being with her isn't enough I need to BE her. NOW.'#that novel had barely anything about T'Pel in it but I'll forgive them bc what they did have (basically just this) ??? showstopping.#thinks about Tuvok alone on Voyager thinks about the unique and alien suffering#[shuddering breath...]ahgh...[cough]....h ey Tuvok!!! What're your PRONOUNS-#Guy who misses his wife who is also him#gu ys....[sobbing openly] g uys...he's INCOMPLETE without them.....#are you picking up what I'm putting down???#-chokes star trek writers- stop having straight people write alien romance. let insane gay people like me have a turn pleasepleaseplease#bea art tag#[switches out of angst mode for a second] also its SO fucking funny that in this novel's canon Tuvok didn't know about the pon farr until#it happened to him. he literally had NO idea what was going on. His parents didn't tell him. Why?? Don't believe in sexEd???#it really made me laugh. conservative coded...#drawing elaborate Vulcan head....things? headresses? is fun <3#suggestive cw
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I have prolonged my suffering for the people I love
I don’t know how much longer I can do that for
Please try to understand
#sui ideation#su1c1d3#please end me#i hate it here#suiiiicide#deathcore#suiicide#988blr#988suihotline#tw sad#this is a depression vent blog#chronic pain#shblr is toxic as fuck#shblr#sad gay shit#im not okay#clearly i’m mentally ill bro#mentally i’m fucked#life is pain#I don’t want to suffer anymore#suicudal#suicid3#tw sui ideation#suic1de#su1c1dal#i’m fucking suffering#i’ve been waiting for this#i’ve had enough#i should be euthanized#i’m sorry
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Consider the "I'm the only one who cares about him" but in reverse. Will just being adamant about helping or protecting Mike
Or realizing with dawning horror that he's the "only" one that cares about Mike
#byler#st#of course not the only one#but everyone just brushing off mike and then will going “wait wtf”#mmmm mike getting vecna'd#so then we come complete circle with will's possession#will byers#mike wheeler#give me mike whump next season pls and thank you#will has enough trauma he doesn't need more#let's make mike suffer#and have vecna out his gay ass#fyi this is the only instance of outing I accept#I say this as someone who HAS been outed before
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the thing with christianity is you can't blame someone for believing in god. that's not a choice. you can't control what you believe. what you CAN control is your decision to worship that god despite what you know about him. but if you really believe what you've been told, that he can send you to hell and that he loves you, then that's not an easy thing to turn away from. it's still hard to blame someone for that.
#if i believed in god i dont think id have the strength to turn away from him just because he wants women and gay people to suffer#my morals are important to be but important enough to face hell?? i dont know if anything is enough to outweigh that threat
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Christopher video chats Eddie from Texas and refuses to come home unless Eddie shaves the caterpillar from his face
better yet he promises to come home IF eddie shaves off his mustache. win/win situation for everyone
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lowkey the writers insisting on intertwining alicent and rhaenyra + hotd 'being a story abt them' is probably like,,, the source of over half their problems
#aging alicent down was a mistake and it shows#no it doesn't make sense for alicent to suddenly abandon her children to go see rhaenyra#it doesn't make sense for rhaenyra to go see alicent in king's landing or seemingly want peace bc alicent is on the other side#'but they were friends as kids' and friends grow apart. which rhaenyra and alicent clearly did. so what now#alicent has given rhaenyra zero reasons to care for her or her wellbeing. from never shutting the fuck up abt her children possibly being#bastards to purposefully sowing discord between their children to pretending peace is possible after usurping her throne and killing her so#like that one council member who was like 'ofc she hasn't answered your letters. her son is dead' had the most common sense#and whatever you feel abt the incident where aemond's eye was cut out. you can't deny the biggest contribution to it happening was#bc alicent told her children that rhaenyra would have them killed when she got to the throne. and hamered this point in by hitting aegon#and frankly i don't really think alicent cared abt rhaenyra during the timeskip either. why would she suddenly care what rhaenyra thought o#her. if she's such a threat to her kids why would she want her around or want peace with her#if alicent truly wanted peace jace and helaena marrying was enough but she chose to not let it happen so why would she care abt peace NOW#the show's reducing them to passive victims of men with zero agency when their book selves would be taking charge#rhaenyra would cut off her council's tongues for the way they've spoken to her in the past few eps#the writing is making them both look like idiots and the show is suffering severely bc of it#and being like 'well they're gay and stupid' 'they're in love and that's why they make stupid choices' yall only say that to cope#a stupid writing choice is a stupid writing choice no matter how you try to frame it#hotd#house of the dragon#anti hotd
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excuse me uhm 🙂🤚
why am i suddenly seeing comparisons between lokius and azicrow on this fine day
#why must we let ourselves suffer so#was once not enough#gays cant have shit in this house huh#good omens#loki series#azicrow#lokius
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This is gonna be Trent @ Ted innit, and we all are going to cry really hard about it.
#trent crimm#ted lasso#tedependent#tedtrent#if they really do unrequited tedtrent something will SNAP inside me#i really belive the show wont be able to potray it with the kind of nuance this would require#a gay middle aged man who came out later in his life with a tragic backstory of coming out twice to his ex wife/mom only to pine after#a straight person knowing his love won't be requited#also the person he has been pining after is going to leave the country for good...#WHY WON'T YOU LET TRENT BE HAPPY?!?!?!#YOU GUYS HAVE ALREADY GIVEN HIM A TRAGIC BACKSTORY DONT GIVE HIM A TRAGIC PRESENT AS WELL#i want to see him happy thriving and in love and NOT HEARTBROKEN#hasn't he suffered enough already?!!??!?!#either make it requited or ffs don't go there AT ALL
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