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Black Hair, by Alex G.
#alex g#songs#alex g songs#black hair#alex g black hair#black hair alex g#it is no what you are#is just what you did#dont hang up the phone#i love you to death#spotify#music#musics#song#song lyrics#lyrics#lyric posting
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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pines pines pines
#FORGOT i have a lot of unseen sketches in the vault..#but they r barely legible i'll have to clean those up soon#so expect more. like a lot cuz my phone storage is hanging onto a thread#gravity falls#dont tag anythng as ship 👍 plez#draws
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i feel genuinely ill thinking about how insidious and inescapable technology is nowadays. i miss the fucking landline
#i miss when everyone didnt constantly have their phones on them#i miss being bored i miss hanging out with people without a phone in sight#i know i sound like a luddite but god. god#even if i go out without my goddamn phone everyone else has theirs#i dont want to see peoples pores and individual lashes when i watch a movie#i dont want people to get mad bc i didnt pick up the phone or call back immediately
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Yeah no I'm fine why (<- guy who is always 2 seconds away from exploding into a million pieces because of Kingdom Hearts Union Cross)
#when people keep telling me they dont understand kh and khux specifically and Im like. please. please. please.#I can be trusted with kh lore I prommy#I keep offering to explain khux to people who tell me they dont get it but they never tell me they want to hear it so I just dont :[#(guy with undiagnosed problems disorder) please let me explain video games Im a normal guy#one time my sister wanted to distract me on the phone so she purposefully made me explain loz to her for over an hour#my friends were begging me to hang up but there was no stopping me#one time I gave an interview for someones graduate paper and I ended up going om about khux for like 2 hours#pov Im locked in a small room screaming about luxu while being studied like a lab rat#im rambling#khux
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she art on my fight till i uhhhhh ehhhhhhhh website crash
#hello tumblr mobile please work#i am on one bar of mobile data#hanging by a thread like those dont give up cat posters#fanboying#Artfight#crystal ilvoe u and thjs inspired me to make a post im so excited for artfight idc if im midsing the first five days im there in spirit#HEHSJAHWIWL#fanboyinggf#FUCK!!@!#tumblr ur dont even KNOE#i have so many comic ideas and im redesigning ocs and toyhouse is boutta get SO LORED ??lore-d HELP#Hugs and kisses#if this doesnt uplaod and crashes im gonna die cuz i aint retyping all this#My amongus phone keyboard mod can only do so much#artfight
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thinking abt when i was kinda rude to someone on the phone at my fast food job an he called back an told the next person who answered that i "sounded fat". like how did he know
#this isnt a vent story i thought it was hilarious when it happened and still do#he was gonna cuss me out when he called back but i wasnt the one who answered so he told my coworker to cuss me out for him#an she jus stayed on the phone an i was like “girl why didnt u jus hang up” an she was like oh yea..... LIKE LMAO WHAT??#oh my god i totally forgot he like threatened to fight me an shit too it was crazy#he was like “tell him im gonna meet him outside after yall close!” an ofc when we closed he wasnt there an my (other) coworker was like#“charlie lets call him back up an tell him hes a pussy ass bitch!”#it was so fucking funny like all that over a burger. an then u dont even pull up#this all may sound very dramatic to some of u but its jus a very funny story to me#u must understand a lotta ppl were doin drugs in my hometown. this guy is probably pretty normal when hes sober#charlie words
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sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye
#cats#love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face...#since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed#Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor#I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase#looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me#a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful#I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold#and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only#concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other#less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need#background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something#and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav#orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I#love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac#is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless#you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t#he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree.#I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol#One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic#to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite*#THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat#had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything#about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me.#It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able#to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat#basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp#and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:|#ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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Those who have seen the movie....
Can we all talk about how they animated the last point?!
#haikyuu movie#omfg i sank all the way back into my chair#those panels were already intense as is in the manga... BUT THAT?!!#haikyuu#im not going to spoil anything#but i will NOT get that scene out of my head for the next month. that was unreal#im pretty sure that scene and one other took up 90% of the movie budget lol#okay maybe a spoiler so look away... you've been warned#they fucking 1st person POV-ed it?! the whole damn thing? ever single moment until one of the most painful mistakes in this series??#ughhhh it was so well done... but i am in so much pain that its over 😭#my biggest concern now: how the absolute HELL?!!! are they going to fit the rest of the narrative into ONE MOVIE?!!#an hour and 25 minutes was barely enough for the dumpster battle... how are they going to cram- (SPOILERS INCOMING!!! LOOK AWAY)#the kamomedai match... fukurodani fucking LOSING THE FINALS? The time skip? The Brazil arc?? MSBY vs Adlers?? all of our faves reuniting??#i dont care what happens (i mean... i definitely do)... but i NEED to see model Lev and the BoKuroDai reunion animated.#and the AsaDaiSuga reunion!!#and DaiSuga hanging out at a bar while suga shit talks Kuroo on the phone.#AND ONIGIRI MIYA AND GAMER KENMA AND AHHHHHH#i need all of it 😭#im sorry of you made it this far. im just dumping my emotions out after the movie
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i genuinely cannot stand being around ppl who have to take their anger out on others . i'm so sick of always having to act like the bigger person to my Older brother while he can just tornado around my entire life & belongings & relationships without warrant all over smthing that had absolutely nothing to do with you or anyone, rlly.
#but HE runs and tells on ME?#i was just going to let shit blow over#lock myself away as fucking alwys like when we were little and he would cuss up a fucking storm#screaming crying and throwing the shit i bought over being unable to beat a game he plays every fucking day#set on fucking Easy mode#and hes hitting a bat into the door or wrecking my shit in my room or fucking. yelling abt me to the fuckin dog#and in the 'dog's voice' making the animal agree with him bcs im? acting crazy#over a fcking video game that u cant even tell him to turn off or at least stop fucking screaming and wailing or else it'll just set it off#sooner#when dad did it he was fcking drunk and i was illegitimate#it's like i cant even fcking escape fcking hell.#hiding all my bad grades in math bcs i couldnt read a stupid fking number right bcs i didnt want ppl screaming at me#for causing even more trouble than they already have to deal with and just living as dumb bcs it costs less#ill get over it ill try harder#i always have to be the bigger fucking man and im so fucking tired of it#but how are u supposed to cut off someone youve been assigned caretaker as b4 u were even born#im so fucking exhausted#anyways so yea. im pretty sensitive to tone so if i seem like a baby to smthing i apologize#i rlly just. cant stand sme things sometimes#i love getting told i never felt like a friend to my other siblings not only bcs of our massive age gap but also theyre legitimate and#i dont drink or smoke so apparently we cant hang without them always checking the time on their phones#while im taking them out to smthing they like like it's so fun i fcking love it here#anyways yea. love zero comprehension or compassion. love it. loving my life
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franks the only character i can’t conjure a compelling titan war au for. not bc he’s a fan of the olympians, i think he could be convinced to sympathize with the titan army. i just feel like he wouldn’t feel like it at that point of his life. like “yeah no i get it i’m just like REALLY busy rn sorry. yeah :/“
#roman luke: they exiled your grandfather! dont you want REVENGE???#frank: oh yeah...idk man i have a math quiz tomorrow?#frank will take up a cause someday. but pre-series just is not the time#spiritually he's that snl skit where pete davidsons in a horror movie but keeps hanging up the phone/not answering the door#frank zhang
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Callum ramble cuz I wanna yap about him!! Ignore the tags...
So I recently looked into some of Dogman's writin cuz I wanted to get a better understandin for how Callum speaks. Cuz like sure, we get audible examples in game but those are from other people's perspectives (Norm and Gingi). I don't think they're all too accurate since both Norm and Gingi are unreliable narrators.
So I re-read Ensnared and the dialog excerpt in Milton's wiki page and I think it really helped me get a better understandin! It also helped me understand Milton a bit too! I wish we'd get some Marla dialog though... Maybe soon. Hopefully soon anyway.
BACK ON TRACK!! Some lil things I took notice of regardin Callum's speech patterns and just him in general:
• He uses annunciation VERY often and speaks with his hands a lot as well. Very expressive!
• He curses quite a bit. Especially when excited about somethin or high. It's hard to distinguish between the two.. It might just be somethin he does around people he's comfortable with (specially Milton in this case)
• He overanalyzes things a lot and goes into detail about his thought process. As seen in Ensnared as he talks about the fly in the spider's web. Again, it might just be due to the coke, but I feel as though he's more verbal about it when high.
• He's a little pushy with his ideas and enthusiasm. Constantly insistin that Milton should hear him out on his ideas even if they seem crazy. I've also noticed he tries sweet talkin him into listenin as well.
•In the midst of bein wrapped up in his big ideas, he forgets about the "smaller" things and the finer details. Here's a direct example from Milton's wiki page:
C: "You know, Milt. I think I appreciate you as a sounding-board most of all."
M: "I shouldn't be your only sounding-board, Callum. The American PEOPLE should be."
C: "Ah, you SEE, Milt? That's IT, that's what I've always liked about you. You remind me that there's PEOPLE on the board."
#dusty yaps#yes im tryna keep distracted and keep from freakin out about tomorrow#how could you tell?#teehee#im so obsessed with him#this was extremely beneficial though!!#i recommend lookin into your faves dialog examples and gettin a hang on how they talk#itll help with all those silly ideas you got in your head!#it gives you a better understandin of said character#personally#it only made my obsession worse#im so in love with this man yall dont understand#i cant even look at photos of him for too long without feelin all funny in my chest#him and his stupid phone face and accent and mannerisms and#sorry anyway#GOD im so cringe UURRGRGRG#i would happily sit with him and listen to him talk#i could listen to him talk all day...#BWEH SORRY I KEEP GETTIN ALL SAPPY#GOTTA TOUGHIN UP#GGGGGHHHHH STAY STRONG STAY STRONG DTAY STRON STAYSTREINBSTQTEHRNRHAHHAHEHEHE#hes sooo...#giggles and twirls my hair#GOD IM HOPELESS
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not us cracking open the mailbox and me finding the day before the cardio appointment that he had sent blood tests. almost 3 weeks ago
#and had written it day of the phone appointment in september#where he failed to call back. and i was left hanging#context: someone lost the mailbox key and only found it today.#but also i wasnt given notice that id be receiving this. historically the communication#with this clinic has been not great BUT ONLY WITH ME????#they dont even send me reminder texts for appts but my parents get theirs?????? huh?????#anyway too late to fucking cancel so i have to show up and be like. what the fuck man#this cardio is good because he doesnt charge the gap. but also theres This
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Trying to explain to my dad how not to fall for scams, which is a hoot bc he only seems interested in defending his position of "why I fell for the scam."
#the good news is they did not get any money or info#as it is it looks like it was probably one of those super pac 'charities'#so it would've just been a waste of money rather than anything dire#but still#i keep telling him that if people call asking for money: hang up the phone#'but it was the police department!'#the police department is not going to call you to panhandle#and even if they did i assure you they dont fucking need more money#dios fucking mio
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sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant
#tbd.#ooc.#cw complaining#ignore the tags if u dont want to see how my life is going shdfhsf#so im doing my masters yeah#and im like. 75% thru#shouldve been done last month#but bc of the year ive had my uni adviser was rlly nice and sorted a way to extend my student status for another year#to get my dissertation done#like i did my 4 essays n now its just dissertation time#n i was supposed to start it now n get booked in with my mentor n stuff but i cant fucking log into the website#bc u need a MFA#and the MFA app my uni uses wont acknowledge me bc i have a different phone bc my phone broke#and a different number bc my phone contract got cut off#so idk what to do lol i cant log in and do anything#ive rang the IT desk for help 59w9er3424234 times#and everytime i get thru to the actual line n im taken off hold .. they hang up on me#idk if its a system error or my phone bc its a shit old one#but i cant do anything#and my universal credit claim got closed#non uk oomfs its a benefits system#n they help u with money to pay bills whether ur looking for work or unfit to work which is what my doctor said i am bc#my mental health and physical health combines to make me a super loser#n he thinks i might try to K word myself if i take too much on at once after eveerything#like i cant even sit and grieve my dad that died not even 6 months ago yet because i have to much shit to fucking do#like i cant afford to liven now#i cant pay my bills. they keep bouncing and coming back worse#i have debt collectors coming @ me#i am stuck in catch 22 man like not even my support workers can help me rn#and im very lucky that i own my own home bc of my car accident when i was 15 lol but everyone is just telling me to sell it
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