#im so fucking exhausted

[everywherenothere]

JESUS CHRIST I KNOW WE ALL FIND SYLUS HOT BUT CAN YOU PLEASE WRITE OTHER THINGS ASIDE FROM SMUT?!!!????

[b0tster]

ok im turning off asks. holy fuck.

[chilope]

ill be honest kitten, its been fucking rough

[jrueships]

i genuinely cannot stand being around ppl who have to take their anger out on others . i'm so sick of always having to act like the bigger person to my Older brother while he can just tornado around my entire life & belongings & relationships without warrant all over smthing that had absolutely nothing to do with you or anyone, rlly.

[can-we-die-now]

to all you stressed bitches

i highly recommend lying down on the floor

i've been staring at my fan for 12 min now

i understand why babies are so fascinated by them

[heshemejoshi]

how it feels like to maintain a scholarship in college and study something that drains you of the one thing that shapes your entire worldview

[4uru]

I hate growing up BC now I have the ability to comprehend *vaguely gestures at everything*

[meimeikyu]

ousgh

[xx-alexorex-xx]

the reasons why i cant

my hair is ugly

my makeup is ugly

my face is ugly

my jaw is big

my teeth are crooked

im not pale

i ave a big stomach

my thighs jiggle

my thighs are fat

my legs are hairy

my legs are fat

my arms have ugly scars

my arms are fat

my arms are long

my feet are big

my smile is fake

my smile is ugly

my gut is big

im so fucking fat

im so fucking ugly

nobody here likes me

my thighs have scars

my mental health sucks

my eyes are ugly

my eyebrows are ugly

i am a fucking pig

i dont desevre anything

this is a cry for fucking help, but will anyone fucking listen?

[demadogs]

alternate version of gifted kid burnout where you start a hobby as early as 13/14 years old and you love it so much that you get really really good at it and its all youre known for and its all you do throughout high school and then you study it in college and then you get a job in the field and finally become a professional in something youve been doing for over ten years and you hate the job and you have no clue what to do because its truly genuinely the only skill you have

[crowleykinnielesbiandisaster]

my goddd i just need to stop thinking and worrying about everything and just be on my knees between soft thighs of a bossy femme who'd be pulling me to her by a leash gently while praising and degrading me just a bit

my tiny fucked up butch brain just won't take it anymore otherwise

[everywherenothere]

okay, so a couple of days ago i saw on the clock app this video of a jock and a obviously queer man living together and my brain went STEVE AND EDDIE OMG I NEED A FIC OF THIS and i know there is somewhere in the internet but i need to put into words so here it goes:

Robin loves Steve. And Steve loves Robin. They have been attatched to the hip since the mysterious accident that have burned the gigantic new mall and, subsocuently, the ice cream shop where they used to work. They have been living together since before Robin went to a college out of the little town they used to live (we all know Steve's parents were shit and probably being a teenager living alone, Robin's parents practically adopted him) and Steve without anything holding him back followed her.

Now, a couple years later, partners and one-night-stands came and went from their apartment because you cannot convince me those two dont have some kind of rizz. Steve with his bitchy attitude and jock alike body and Robin with her nerdy and charismatic energy have definetly bagged some people. One of them being the now-and-Robin-hope-for-a-very-long-time Robin's new girlfriend who the last two months has been living with them. And for sometime it was good, great even, but feeling like a third wheel most of the time Steve decided to move.

Apartment hunting was hard. Most places were way out of his budget or too small for a human to actually live comfortable and host dinners like he used to do when the now-not-so-kids visited him on the summer. So, he decided to search for a roomate. It was a little bit easier but to find someone who wasnt crazy and actually just mind their bussiness was a full job.

That's how he met Eddie. A nerdy metalhead who can and will up his bitchy attitude with a flirtatious response. And Steve absolutely loves it. At the beggining he tries so hard to convince himself that is just because he reminds him of Robin. That is just because both of them are a little bit smaller than him and nerdy. That is just because of the manerisms and the way they dont even flinch at his sarcastic and mean-girl-type of comments. That is just because both of them talked with passion about what they had been invested in the last couple of days.

But then is also the way Eddie always dress to impress and has a varierity of responses (and even actions) when people call him slurs without even letting those comments affect him.

And the way his eyes glows and do a little dance when he finally got one bridge right on a really difficult song that has been practicing the last couple of weeks.

And the way that he isnt a morning person but still wakes up earlier than Steve to make breakfast because he has learn that Steve bearly takes care of himself without a pressure of someone being dissapointed of him.

And the way both (Steve and Eddie) are on the couch on a Saturday evening watching nothing on the TV when Eddie starts talking his thoughts out. And of course, Steve being Steve cant help but tease him about something he said wrong and then it started: a back and forth of teasing and getting close as trying to prove a point. And when both are a hand away of breathing the same air, Steve realized. And Eddie purposly looked at Steve lips and get just a molecule closer just to see how Steve gets all red and backs down, of course Eddie laughs teasingly and walks to his room for a dictionary, leaving Steve all confused about wtf has happened. But Eddie's laugh continues to live on his ears and oh the way Eddie laughs.

Steve is pretty sure he is fucked up when he realized that he would do anything to make him laugh. And then Steve is also pretty sure that the friendship he has with Robin is one thing and the thing he has (or hope he has) with Eddie is another.

But that is one thought for another time, one existential crisis at the time, please.

[sunflowervolum-6]

IM DONE WITH SUBMISSIONS 😭

[an-ungraceful-swan]

It 👏 is 👏 possible👏to👏create👏an 👏antagonist 👏without👏demonizing👏mental👏illness👏

[baby-prophet]

wow. a million hours later and I think im done ✔️ yayyy yippee

[sirowsky]

Well, this week is just not mine.

First, cone down with the worst stomach flu I've had in years, leaving me dangerously dehydrated to the point of shaking uncontrollably and nearly fainting or falling over every time I tried to move for a solid 15h.

Then, found out that my new internet carrier has somehow gotten blocked from my apartment so I have only the barest minimum of access to the internet, and not nearly good enough wifi to use the chrome cast, which is my only source of entertainment, especially when I'm too tired to do cross word puzzles.

Also, my head is killing me because again, I'm dehydrated, but also because of caffeine withdrawal, which I can't do anything about because my usual caffeine beverage won't agree with my stomach yet.

And oh, yeah... just got my period.

😫

GIVE ME A BREAK!!!