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have you ever seen two people more married in your entire life. please
#doctor who#twelveclara#so much to unpack here.#first of all the banter. just kill me.#the fact that he's helping her students on a regular basis. the intertwining of their lives to a dangerous degree#the fact that he jokes about their season 8 breakup as if that's something they joke about#the hug. THE HUG.#suggesting that physical touch is something they Do now#him admitting he missed her. not a huge deal but meaningful To Me.#the doctor who classic 'im never leaving you!' <- dies 1-3 episodes later. which will never get old#can we return to the hug one more time. insert joke about how i know he takes it from behind. and so on and so forth.#and last but not least the way he looks at her. man. stares off into the distance forever#i always forget about this little moment but it really is such a beautiful one
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Taking a break from Fiddtober to put together an AU idea… I fear I may be cooking… or I’m cooked who knows at this point.
#basically what if Fidd tried to stop Ford and just ended up becoming Ford’s replacement after their breakup yknow yknow#thinking of names…#the bidding? as in like bill+fidd but also him making a deal? idk#anyway yes my sketches are always this messy but y’all see the vision tho right#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#bill cipher#gravity falls AU
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literally my first thought
#Stede is having fun little fights and writing letters meanwhile Ed is dealing with a breakup in the craziest way#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmd season 2#edward teach#stede bonnet#blackbonnet#taika waititi#rhys darby
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ohhhh blackwall is gonna kill me hes killing me
#blackwall#dragon age inquisition#dai#thom rainier#voltaical ocs#rayne#her: i went to mad at you island and none of your friends were there :)#him: why were you at mad at me island 🥺#i wish you could breakup adn get back together in rpg games#i dont think she would forgive him right away#also please stop me from giving my characters green elements why is green the hardest color for me to deal with when coloring art AGH
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#alternative#grunge#grungy girls#depressive shit#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#trauma#grief journey#dealing with grief#grief poetry#grief#tw grief#grieving#loss#hurt/comfort#hurtful#hurtquotes#friendship breakup#break up#heartbreak#heartache#lonliness#pain#thinking#anger holder#anger#angerme
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#me#mine#self#soooo#been in a shitty mood lately#thesis sucks ass#it's making me question my plans on getting a masters degree#other than that#i'm getting serious about my photog gig to get that brEAD#so yeh#this is a life update lol#haven't had the time to watch a few anime series#been dealing with a recent breakup as well lol#the typhoon was causing too much shit and there is water evERYWHERE#pls stay safe 🖤#i hope you're having a wonderful night/day#huehue#izza sinning sunday hoez#AND I'VE GOT NO HALLOWEEN COSTUME 😭😭😭
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i want to go home
#dealing with grief#literature#lost of loved one#pink#poem#poetry#reading#spilled thoughts#typography#aesthetic#mental health#therapy#theraputic#spilled words#words#writing#venting#cute#hopecore#sad thoughts#thinking#online diary#quotes#vintage poem#grief poetry#breakup#depersonalization#lana del rey#sorrow#lover girl
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i know the america and buffalo comic was deleted and shouldn't rly be seen as canon but i rly can't stand how cute ame is here... (crying hitting a plane) I HATE YOU BUFFALO!!!!! the other guys giving him chocolate and candy spoiling him like crazy... he probably looks so young compared to them they're just inclined to do that. unable to say the truth... being pushed from alcohol by the hand. while crying. it's too fucking cute... i can't deal with this. ame's sudden moe is too strong. my head hurts
#kill ame#the thought of ame babyface is fucking killing me#THIS KIND OF CRYING AME#I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS. I'M KILLING MYSELF#screaming whining stomping banging his fists. just inclining you to be like aww it's ok calm down have some chocolate have a burger#i need to draw ame crying eating burger i can't believe i've never drawn that#i have drawn ame crying eating chocolate though. it's JUSTTRUE!#i've been killing him less and drawing him crazyface less because drawing ame like a sopping wet dog is too fun lately. sowwy#he's sooo cute...#ame after a breakup or something crying in his living room with a tub of icecream. calling cana(sorry)#and cana's like what? you're incoherent. could you repeat that? hello? what?
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I think it's really annoying that leo has completely falsified memories of jason too and this is barely acknowledged in the books
#it is also barely acknowledged by the fandom but I blame the books for that#call me crazy but I think that's a big deal actually!#he grew up with nothing! no close friends! now his memories of his best friends are fake!#the whole tlh gang obviously become close in the end but I just think leo and jason in particular warranted more thought#rick clearly doesn't dwell on it with leo bc friendships and romance are not given the same weight#one of the first things pov jason says about leo is “if someone like this guy is my friend then my life must be messed up”#(not a callout of jason I think it was hilarious and understandable. he is So Confused)#but idk instead leo's reaction in the books is mostly framed as Ok finally I don't have to be the third wheel anymore#Wait fuck they're dating again anyway!#which is also understandable but I would love to also see him Struggle More with the fact that those memories aren't even real to begin wit#something something friendships are just as valuable and significant and consequential as romances#leo valdez#jason grace#rr crit#<- this is barely a fleshed out criticism of the books themselves but just in case#pjo hoo toa#I could say something about how people hate jiper for this same reason but I won't bc I don't care about jiper really#beyond my general feelings that the way their breakup was written was one of rick's worst writing moments
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'cause i am not a thief, but you were mine to earn
we all need to understand what this says about stolas. "you were mine to earn"—he's saying that at some point, when he began his quest to win blitz's affections, blitz became his. the prize, the trophy, the gold. blitz's affection was his to gain, he thought, because that's how it went in his fictional worlds—we know stolas likes to read. we know that for a long time, books were his only friends. but do we realize what kind of understanding on relationships that gives him?
he only ever read about whirlwind romance and dashing, rugged bad boys and posh, pretty aristocrats in ravishing love. he read about mystique and romcom love and "don't get on that train, harriet!"
he never read about arguing and rage and feelings of inadequacy and class differences and lines in the sand that were so very difficult to cross.
stolas is naive, and he is ignorant, and he is sheltered. he is brilliant, and caring, and hopeful, and hopeless.
stolas read about grand gestures and forgiveness; he read about grand gestures and blossoming love that shoved away any past grievances—and he believed every word.
this is how he sees the world, and when blitz didn't accept his gesture, he got upset. things didn't go as planned, and he was so confused because blitz was supposed to be the prize, and stolas was supposed to win him.
it wasn't supposed to be like this.
so yeah, he got angry, and he didn't give blitz a moment, and when blitz hurled vitriol at him instead of love and affection that he had expected, he reacted too quickly.
"you were mine to earn"—we can hope this means he's moved beyond that mindset, because blitz was not a prize, nor was he going to dashingly sweep stolas off his feet. and once he undersands that, and blitz has revelations of his own, maybe, finally, they can heal.
(i might write a fic about this, actually)
#helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#helluva boss blitz#helluva boss full moon#helluva boss apology tour#apology tour#full moon#stolitz#stolas helluva boss#blitzo helluva boss#helluva boss stolitz#stolitz breakup#sunnysays#my heart is in tatters#i can't deal with this line it's so fucking sad#i need stolas's worldview to change rn#helluva boss spoilers
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Enjoy your angst ^^
#good omens#good omens animation#good omens fanart#david tennant#michael sheen#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#aziracrow angst#ineffable husbands angst#angst#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#gomens#good omens 2x6#gomens season 2#season 2 episode 6#aziracrow breakup#aziracrow divorce#haha get wrecked#angst >:)#deal
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au for the ask game: omegaverse where omega dick grooms ealry-presented alpha tim in "prodigal son"
dick is going through one of the worst periods of his life after breaking up his wedding with kory (maybe she, like a tamaran, couldn't understand the secondary gender of humans and during the breakup said something bad about dick as an omega) and then tim appears with stars in his eyes and believes that dick is the best human being on earth.
bonus points if the society has progressed enough and mating with children is strictly prohibited, even if they present early.
for the ask game!
gdfdsfdgbf anon i'm kissing you on the mouth. this is my favorite flavor of Omegaverse, especially for DickTim. i'm a proud believer in the dominant omega!Dick/submissive alpha!Tim propaganda. also a big fan of how terrible Dick's life is during Batman: Prodigal. and i just. man i love the Omegaverse concepts of alien characters like Kory not understanding secondary gender and it causing rifts.
what's fun about the Prodigal era is just how isolated Tim and Dick are during it. Bruce is off.. being fucking Bruce, and Alfred is also away, so it's really just Dick and Tim for a bit. they've always worked with each other and have a repertoire, but a lot of the conversations they have about each other's pasts are happening for the first time. so it's such a fun time for Tim to present as an alpha. and of course, his hero worship for Dick (especially after having to deal with Jean-Paul) makes it so *easily* for Dick to just. slip his fingers into. Dick's isolated from the Titans, he's lost Kory, he's on the rocks with Bruce, and so there's just something so nice about this kid who still holds utter faith in him. he doesn't see any of the societal stereotypes about omegas in Dick, he just sees Dick. and then, he presents and he trusts *Dick* with that information, lets Dick guide him through the most awkward parts of presenting. how can Dick not want to take advantage of that? a young, fresh alpha who he's currently in charge of mentoring, with no one to stop Dick or notice what he's doing.
it's still tricky, of course. Dick not only has to make sure he's not breaking the law, but he also has to keep Tim from noticing, immediately. Tim's hero worship crush is the most obvious thing about him, but that doesn't mean Dick can jump on him. it needs careful time and planning. Bruce might not be around, but Tim still has his dad who could notice the scent of an omega on Tim. so instead of marking Tim, Dick starts marking himself with Tim's scent. it starts small, using the same blanket Tim has used in the Batcave, grabbing a couple of Tim's oversized hoodies and wearing them. things with plausible enough deniability, but enough that Tim starts to subconsciously associate his scent with Dick. when he can't smell himself on Dick he feels like something is wrong. and when he's finally brave enough to bring it up to Dick, Dick is able to spin it on Tim. make it seem like Tim is the one coming onto Dick, assuming things. Dick plays it cool, pretending to be shocked by the idea of it. he gently explains to Tim what he could be implying about their relationship and Tim is *mortified*, apologizing and tripping over himself to try and fix it. but Dick just calms him down, promises Tim he isn't mad bc hey, Tim is a fresh alpha and he presented so *young*, it's difficult to navigate.
so you have Dick offering to help navigate this with Tim and using it to get closer and closer to Tim. grooming him into the type of alpha that Dick wants in a relationship. anytime there's behavior in Tim that Dick doesn't like, Dick can pretty easily redirect by dropping comments about how Tim just "can't help" acting like this because of his alpha nature, which instantly makes Tim scramble to fix it. Dick likes Tim for who he is, this cute, sweet kid who's such a handsome little alpha. but he's rough around the edges and Dick puts it on himself to smooth those edges over. he's playing the long game with this, and he doesn't mind waiting it out. and Tim can't complain when Dick pushes the boundaries, making him uncomfortable, because he doesn't want Dick to think he's a *pervert* for thinking that way. it's one big mind game.
i do think, Dick would cave and sleep with Tim before Tim's an adult. he's smart enough not to mate Tim, and he's definitely smart enough not to sleep with Tim enough for Bruce, a beta, to notice what's going on. but when some sort of sex pollen incident triggers a simultaneous heat and rut for Dick and Tim respectively, it's the most convenient in that Dick needs. Dick acts like they're doing this out of necessity, that he's giving in even though he doesn't want to, just because of how Tim's acting under the aphrodisiac. it gives him complete control over the sex because Tim is so desperate to not give in to his "alpha ways" and hurt Dick by being violent or animalistic. Dick gets to pin Tim down, possibly even tie him down "for his own safety" and ride him until Tim is a crying mess under Dick. after the first time, if Dick orchestrates more scenarios where they end up in "fuck or die" situations well, it's not like anyone's noticing. at the height, he even manages to have sex with Tim without that sort of pretense, he just has to act like he can tell how needy Tim is and sigh, pretending he's the one doing Tim a favor "just this once" by letting Tim fuck him.
in the end, it's a long con that pays off. it takes until Battle for the Cowl but Tim's a legal adult. and Dick is Batman again, which really does feel like everything coming full circle. part of the reason Dick makes Damian Robin is to remove the pretense of Tim and Dick being sidekick and mentor. it makes it easier for Dick to insist he really does see Tim as a full adult (even if he doesn't, deep down. Tim is still a fresh teenager, just because it's legal doesn't make it any less morally questionable) and something more than Robin. Dick makes a comment about them being mates so offhandedly it makes Tim stop in his tracks. Tim, who's about to go on his Red Robin arc and isolate himself, now has a chance at being mates with his hero. a chance to smooth over their differences and be actual equal partners. of course, Tim jumps on it. maybe deep down, after they mate and Dick is all too pleased with himself, it clicks for Tim that this was all a set-up. he puts the pieces together while they're cuddling in bed. he knows deep down that Dick will never *actually* see him as an equal. but, the deed is done and if Tim is going to give himself over to anyone, of course it's going to be Dick Grayson.
#necrotic festerings#dicktim#timdick#tim drake x dick grayson#batcest#omegaverse#dead dove do not eat#nsft#i hope i assumed correctly that you meant batman: prodigal with prodigal son#i'm assuming so given that whole arc is post the kory breakup and all that mess dick is dealing with#dick's discowing era was ROUGH.#also the like final issues of prodigal are so fucking funny.#dick and bruce: having a really heartfelt discussion about their relationship and their history#meanwhile. tim: getting fucking DRAGGED across the city trying not to fucking DIE to a deadly villain while the gcpd watches and. panics#anyway morally grey dick my beloved.#like he loves tim the whole time. it's all driven by love for tim. but well dick was taught by bruce.#and bruce's love is controlling so. monkey see monkey do.#esp after so many of his relationships are nuked and tim is his consistent family. like that's gonna make them so fucking weird.#absolutely unhealthy about each other while also being convinced they're the healthiest relationship in the batfam.#like that's it. that's the ship lads.#constantly thinking they know what's best for each other. it's great. they have no concept how toxic they are.#i rlly loved this one anon tysm i'm mailing you our marriage certificate as we speak.
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I've been avoiding episode 1115 for an entire month after it was released and despite reading in the manga about what will transpire, I'm still brokenhearted because the guilt of not being able to protect his ship and crew will flood more questions for Law because surviving yet again has got to be a sick joke from some sort of higher power at a certain point. Is it because he's a D that there's a mysterious force compelling him to survive no matter what? Why him, specifically? If an incurable disease and a limited lifespan was not enough to kill him, if his fate was so checkered to the point that he had to bear witness losing his family, his savior, his home, and his nakamas, what's the point of being alive? He has too much love to give and I won't be surprised if he was already introspecting on the idea that he's like a curse bringing the inevitable to his loved ones because his love was doomed to be tragic and unfortunate.
#one piece#trafalgar law#law#one piece episode 1115#I was crying to the point that I wasn't able to keep my sobs down and my dad asked me if I was crying LIKE PLEASE#oda really went ahead and destroyed the coolest ship in one piece too LIKE ISTG IF WE DON'T GET AN UPGRADED VERSION OF THE POLAR TANG#like fuck law is already dealing with survivor guilt to begin with like his dream wouldn't be about finding the will of d#if he isn't seeking answers as to why he's been saved and kept alive multiple times#he's trying his best to find meaning to the life that his savior risked to protect#istg I just know blackbeard will keep his hat too#and hopefully oda won't offscreen luffy's reaction#or better yet he'll punch blackbeard so hard and retrieve the hat for law#anyway I am not okay#because I have to proceed and watch shuggy breakup#and I am already in PIECES from one episode#I doubt I can handle another but we will see#mochiajclayne.txt
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playlist or no playlist I am losing my fucking mind, by the time I get my shit together and start feeling a tiny bit alright the sun starts going down and I am plunged into despair (and this is despite living in MEXICO)
#flashbacks to the utter irrational despair of a providence winter#this is nothing in comparison but#at least I had my housemates and campus and an art building or a library to go to and work even in the snowy dead of night#now it is me just me in my apartment with my post-pandemic agoraphobia and ghost of a social life and heartache#vacillating over whether or not to get my ass out of the house and go to a café to sit alone and work as if this were an actual problem#the actual problem is that I have been on the verge of an anxiety attack at all times and that is still not an actual problem#but I am struggling to focus and struggling to get anything done at all and there are so goddamn many things to get done#and I spent yesterday reading a pop neuroscience self-help book and taking notes like a maniac instead of working & now the sunday scaries#absolute dysfunction#nightmares every time I go to sleep#I am back to meditating and exercising and doing fucking affirmations and going to therapy and it helps it does but it's not enough#all of this awful shit from the past 10 years just flooding my subconscious day and night#and even just getting back into this thesis means facing the reasons I put it on hold in the first place and those were fucking dark days#just want to have a properly good day#just want to get this thing done and be able to focus on getting more paid work and get myself out of this hole#just need to get my entire fucking life together it's no big deal#just having a minor meltdown in the tags it's fine#it's just since the breakup & since the girls visited & for two brief moments I didn't feel alone – everything is hitting me inside and out#and it feels like I have no right to be this much of a mess when things could be so much worse on so many levels#when it comes down to it even with everything that's happened I still know I'm lucky – I'm alive I'm here I'm technically okay#and nevertheless
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I keep having thoughts about what might've happened to Tommy to get him that spooked about the moving in conversation, and I figure maybe the last place he lived was an ex's house, but that's not the whole story.
And the place he's in now, it's important to him. There's a lot of reasons he freaked out that night talking to Buck, and a big one is the thought of giving up that little space he carved out for himself after the last time he got his heart broken. Because it wasn't just a breakup, it blew up his life. Maybe he came home to find his ex with someone else, maybe the guy just kicked him out with no warning and no explanation. Tommy spent weeks, months, trying to figure out why he wasn't good enough, throwing himself into work and not telling anybody he was living out of his truck.
He didn't really think of it as being homeless. He had his stuff, his job, he showered in the locker room and spent his weekends at the laundromat combing through realty websites and apartment listings. It wasn't like he was sleeping in a cardboard box or anything, he was...fine. Mostly.
He doesn't realize how Not Fine it was until he's three months settled into his new place, and he just spent four hours looking everywhere for a charging cable he's only now remembering got stolen out of his truck the day after his ex dumped him. It all hits him at once, and he breaks down.
The next few years are spent building. Turning the house into something that feels like his own. But using it to isolate himself. It's his, and no one else's. And that's what it will always be.
#tommy kinard#bucktommy#ish#911 spoilers#idk im just having thoughts about him feeling kind of empty and off kilter the whole time he's dealing with#the breakup/moving out double whammy#having this huge disruption in his routine and it fucking him up for a long time#and he's so scared of any change like that happening again even if it's for a GOOD reason#so like he's scared of taking that step and having it blow up in his face/getting broken up with again but it's also like#even if buck DOES love him what if tommy can't handle the adjustment. what if it's too difficult#what if he drives buck away with how poorly he handles it#....for the record this is also#autistic tommy kinard
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Tina’s Halloween Party Goes Wrong Part 2; Electric Boogaloo
#lets say eddie ran out of weed and decided to just chill and drink in his costume near the end#and someone thinks hes been overpricing them(he was)#so steve overhears and has to get him tf out so he doesn’t have to deal with the breakup for a little bit longer#stranger things#steve harrington#steddie#eddie munson#eddie munson x steve harrington#steve harrington x eddie munson#rottenaero#rottenaero draws#digital art#steddie art
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