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3/4 of the way done and i wanna kms‼️
#banana fish#idk how i survived this far#but only six more episodes#yay....?#i need a break to process the last 12 episodes i just binge watched#i think i might finish it today tbh#like only 2-3 more hours of rotting away#crying my eyes out later when i continue#hopefully i survive 🙏
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something simple to try to get out of art block (it didn't work)
#alek art#ninjago#zane julien#2024#i am very unhappy with this and sooo in order to feel better i am going to talk about him#system zane is very real to me. i always give him six main alters (but i do believe there is more lol)#systems cannot just pick and choose who front depending on the day i am very aware (i am a system) its more on the nose symbolism#the fifth one crossed out is the ice emperor. in canon he exists in zane's mind as an “alter ego” of sorts which is crazy to me#character has canon dissociative episodes... amnesia... and several different “personalities” / identities? sounds familiar idk#i talked a lot about this hc on my long ass zane hc post thanks for the ask btw npderzane#its not an au its just how i see him so just imagine every zane i draw as system zane. ill only specify it in the tags if its system related#that one post thats like. 'being a did system sucks which one of us poured instant coffee in the bathtub!' thats the average zane experience#he wakes up and everyones like “mannn zane you were going crazyyy on prime empire yesterday” and hes like ??? i did not play any video games#and then he looks at the calender and 6 months have passed. semi true story that happened to me#also alters having incredibly different food preferences is funny. zane doesnt eat anything ever vs boone who eats raw meat sometimes#zane having really weird characterization? and its very inconsistent / bad writing uhhh alek explanation is hes a system and nobody can mask#man its 1 pm :|#i hate this drawing so much i dont even want to look at it but it took time so ill post it#i also have another zane drawing in my drafts i should post. from like 2 months ago???
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Episode five and six of Cosmetic Playlover showed me that Sahashi, no TOMA, has always been a Black Brooder because the world has been cruel to him.
And even now, he is looking sad in all the nicest places as he sits in a Parisian café with no service and broken heart.
But, of course, even Heavenly Human Mamiya is sad because he keeps sending message.
Yet gets no reply.
So I liked that both boys were slightly out of their color (and element) this episode when we saw them with Harukawa.
Yet when the service kicked back in and so did the messages, Toma was in grey and Mamiya was in his usual cream/white with black lines.
As if they were ready to mix their colors (and lives) together.
Yet they were back in their element (and color) the day after as they settled into their new norm.
(Even though Mamiya had to put on the same clothes so he could do the walk of shame an adult who slept with his boyfriend and spent the night which is perfectly normal and should not be shamed!)
But my favorite part of these two episodes is when they moved in together because it's clear Toma is still holding onto secrets about his past (as Black Brooders do) like stating he doesn't know if he has siblings and commenting how he has always been territorial in a way over his stuff.
But I fully expect to see Mamiya's white and cream clothing filling up the right side of the closet before this series is over.
Because these two do balance each other out.
And are very happy together.
So it wasn't surprising that we saw Mamiya had one grey shirt when he moved it.
Because he immediately wore it coming home to his boyfriend the next day after confessing to Harukawa that they were dating as a small way to show they are blending their lives (and colors) together.
And both of them have started wearing bits of each others' color on them.
So regardless of what this Black Brooder does (it's always another Black Brooder in this show just popping up to stir up trouble!)
The boys will be fine because Mamiya has to still put his white and cream colored clothing on the right side of Toma's closet.
And because color-coded boys in love get happy endings.
Or else.
#cosmetic playlover#japanese bl#color coded boys in love#the colors mean things#episode five and six#the territorial comment was subtle#then Toma kept making even more not-subtle comments#alexa! play Brandy and Monica's 'the boy is mine'#that's toma's theme song#if only Mamiya would act the same#he needs to get a little possessive about his man too
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on the point of including black people in the show (or any period show), a lot of the outrage can sometimes come across as performative to me. it's one thing to feel upset about how little screentime black characters get compared to white characters (a valid criticism, believe me, I Know! give me an hour and i could talk your ear off about how this constantly annoys me as a black person who's damned to enjoy period pieces), but it's another to Only get upset while not actually creating content for said black characters, Especially when fandom (not just hbo war, but in general) is famous for taking Extremely minor characters and creating entire worlds with them, to the point where you wouldn't know they're minor characters at all until you check out the source yourself. richard macon, alexander jefferson, and robert daniels each have only 20 or less posts about them (at the time of publishing this post). in my own fandom experience (within fandoms both big and small and old and new, whatever), i've seen more content (posts, art pieces, analyses, fics, etc) made for minor white characters in less than a mere week's time (it's not a competiton lol i'm just giving a perspective here). so idk. obviously, there's nothing anyone here can do about a show that's already been filmed and released. we got what we got. thas it. at least in the great wide world of fandom, you can actually do something about it, turning the big into small. there's precedent for that. otherwise it just feels like complaining for the sake of complaining
#alexander jefferson only Just reached 20 posts according to tumblr's tagged search. macon's at 17. daniels is at 9#i'm jaded in a way bc when you're black you learn to expect this when it comes to black characters. like as a rule.#but it's for that reason that a lot of these complaints feel kinda sorta performative#at the end of the day it's a show largely about white guys created largely by white guys#if you want to see blacker shows and movies- many Do exist. hbo war isnt the end all/be all of ww2 media#six triple eight will be coming soon. there's the 90s tuskegee airmen movie. watch overlord if you want a fun (and very fictional) time#and there's dee rees' own 'mudbound'. these aren't 'hbo war' but they're worth watching#i actually feel it's more worth being upset about the lack of representation of nonblack people of color during ww2#i still want a show about the 442nd! i'd like to see more about native american soldiers!#we just barely saw some sikhs in this episode. they're often sprinkled into the background but they ought to be front and center too#and with that!!! i'm going to bed gnight#masters of the air#hbo war#alexander jefferson#robert daniels#richard macon
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Finally, after months of work, I have completed it: the collection of all* character appearances in Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood!
edit: if you want a more detailed spreadsheet on the homunculi in particular, @vuullets has a collection of all homunculi appearances in the manga! you can find it here
Some notes on this spreadsheet:
there are spoilers. obviously. proceed with caution
timestamps indicate when a character first appears in a scene, not every time they appear. if the scene changes to one without that character, and then we return to that character in another scene, that's another timestamp for a new appearance
all timestamps are approximate, give or take a few seconds based on how quickly I could pause the show
only unique flashbacks count as an appearance. if the flashback is to something we've seen in a previous episode, that is not counted as a unique appearance, but if it provides something new that we haven't seen before, it counts!
I didn't include background easter egg appearances, like when you can see Mei in the background at a train station before she's introduced
I didn't actually do all characters. there are a lot of characters, and I am just one person. sorry if you're a big fan of minor members of the military, i just couldn't do it
since Greed is kind of a special case, he deserves a specific explanation: OG Greed and Greedling are not counted as separate characters, they're both just Greed. when Greed is in control of Ling's body, that counts as an appearance for Greed, and it's not an appearance for Ling unless he's in control. if they're both in a scene together (talking in the mindscape, for example, or switching control back and forth) they each get a timestamp for when they first appear/speak in a scene
feel free to use this as a reference! I made this as a useful tool for myself, and because I'm a nerd about data. if you are also a nerd about data, I tallied up some stats, which I'll put under the cut:
only six characters broke 30 episodes. the characters with the most appearances are Edward (60), Alphonse (58), Mustang (45), Hawkeye (42), Scar (40), and Winry (31).
next highest on the list are Alex Armstrong and Mei (tied for 29), King Bradley (28), Hohenheim (26), and Ling (25).
the homunculus in the most episodes is Wrath (28), and the one in the least is Lust (11)
as previously mentioned, Alex Armstrong and Mei are in the same number of episodes (29), as are Olivier Armstrong and Marcoh (24), and Buccaneer and Ross (18)
Hughes is in only 10 episodes, the same number as Grumman and Fu
Yoki is in a whopping 23 episodes. what the fuck
the chimera in the most episodes is Zampano (21), closely followed by Darius and Jerso (20), with Heinkel falling behind at 16. The Devil's Nest chimeras are only in 2 episodes, with the exception of Bido, who is in 3
#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist#I feel like I should make a specific tag for when I do. stuff like this.#I love. spreadsheets. I love data collection#anyway please enjoy! I've been working on this for six months!#sol collects data#<- I've decided that will be my tag#tallying up appearances made me mad. which is not a surprise to me#scar is in 40 episodes and yet the fandom bias completely sidelines him. I'm not mad. I feel normal about this. <- seething#I guess I'm also guilty of paying more attention to characters in fewer episodes considering greed is in only 18 episodes#BUT STILL. justice for my guy scar. he's an extremely prominent character and should be treated as such
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/// LMK 4 SEASON ///
INTRO IN 1-9 EP AND NEW INTRO IN 10 EP
#I'm just shocked#I noticed it only today#shock#I found out about it by accident#if I hadn't seen it by chance#I probably would never have known about it#but i like these changes#I wonder if the next episodes will be the same as season 3?#(first 10 episodes#and then + 4 more)#Is it possible that this will be a spesial episode for 40 minutes?#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid 4 season#lego monkie kid spoilers#monkie kid#lmk spoilers#sun wukong#six eared macaque#qi xiaotian#long xiaojiao#monkie kid tang#monkie kid pigsy#monkie kid sandy#azure lion#golden winded engle#yellow tusk elephant#lmk azure lion
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i have so many thoughts about his gender and how he's kind of textually a woman and/or abinary (read tags if interested)
#i dont stand for cis rust cohle. that's not real. come on...#like... super dissociated from his body and his desires. and he has to keep a tenuous hold on his identity via various forms of self control#('contemplating the idea of allowing his own crucifixion'#being sexless#being able to compartmentalize his identity to fit a need)#says himself that relationships between men and women don't work and are only fit to procreate#says his daughter's death spared him from the sin of being a father#the act of being a man or being a woman are two extremes that are too harshly defined for him#edges drawn too sharply and not allowing for any flexibility which he needs#to be a man is to be the executioner and to be a woman is to be predestined to be the martyr that is what he believes#these are choices too difficult for him to make so he leaves them unmade vague up in the air for other people to stare sneer and interrogate#and it's worse yet when his body is equal parts weapon and a stress relief mechanism to others#gets his bodily autonomy stripped so often it's second nature to him. uses barbiturates like a 50's housewife#he cleans up real fuckin' pretty— hisself and the messes he's roughly shoved into#he's tired of talking to other people like a human being— he speaks another language entirely. one more visceral and raw#one that says the truth and nothing but.#if i think about the scene in episode six with maggie and what it means—#if the two of them are women#or if one of them is something that isn't exactly a man—#i think i will lose it#rust's looser swagger (or lack thereof) in contrast to marty's prevalent machismo btw... fascinating#his kind of deer-like charm. he Looks vulnerable only he's protected by an impermeable barrier#like don't fucking touch him. you can't#rambled so MUCH. sorry. but if you understand you understand#rust cohle#true detective#disasterpiece.png
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SyFy's Dark Matter (2015) // S03xE13 // "Nowhere to Go" (1/2)
#dark matter#dark matter syfy#rourke og#gifset#episode set#syfysource#flashing lights#q: how many goddamn times can I use that moment of five & six hugging goodbye#a: always at least once more#one of only three times i've ever cried due to a show/movie
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is it 'wed, apr 3, 2024' yet?
#star wars#the bad batch#back-to-back episodes#lfg#thank you dave filoni#identity crisis#point of no return#more asajj ventress?#cad bane?#cx-2?#tech?#commander wolffe?#commander cody?#only six episodes left#wait...im not ready
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they called that shit straight up "werewolf conversion therapy" had Enid speaking about hoping that her mother could some day actually accept who she was
Oh man, that girl is not both straight and cis
#I think it would be a lobotomy to say that any of this means she only likes woman since being LGBTQ comes in many forms#Which is why I say she can be BOTH cis and straight#Maybe just straight or just cis#(but let's be real she's probably into woman up to some extent)#Saying she definitely likes woman just from this example and obvious metaphor for being LGBTQ+ I feel would be an eraser of bi or pan etc#Representation#Maybe she doesn't like ajax like a romantic partner and just hasn't navigated that yet#Maybe she DOES like ajax but is also LGBTQ+ in whatever way#Anyways I'm on episode six and need more wenclair content...
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Rip to the cast of tmnt 2012 yall would’ve loved dungeons and dragons (1983)
#yknow watched that show TONS as a kid will rewatch Soon but I didn’t know there were only 27 episodes total?? it certainly felt like quite a#bit more when I was six years old sksksk but yeah you know how kids playact characters. I was uni the unicorn for like two solid years loved#that shit. anyways I know in my heart and soul Leo would be annoying (affectionate) about Hank#hmm trying to remember the rest so I can well frankly kin assign like they do in the show. GOD I need to rewatch#tmnt 2012#tmnt#tacit rambles: tmnt
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And to think that all the events in Dead Friend Forever's current timeline happened in less than 36 hours.
They got dropped off in the afternoon
Partied
Tried to reshoot the film that night
Went their separate ways to play around
Por was stabbed
Stayed awake trying to figure out what was happening
Top was attacked in the morning in the bathroom
They fought about the tape
Uncle Dang came around noon
Tee and Top ran off but came back
Top and Tan took the bike
Tan came back without Top
Tee, Tan, Phee, and Jin went to look for Top while Fluke and White stayed at the house
The boys were attacked and separated
Phee and Jin were stuck in the building
Fluke took the gun from White
Top made his way back to the house and finished Por
Tee and Tan finally made it back to the house
Fluke cancelled the uber before its 10-ish pm arrival time
Jin and Phee showed back up at the house
Everyone died
They held those secrets for three years, but were destroyed by them in less than two days.
#dead friend forever#twelve episodes for 36 hours#well more like six episodes#since the others focused on the past#could've had another two episodes for that finale though#only took 36 hours to bring everyone down#New had a plan and was committed to it#He would have been an amazing biochemist#he was patient for all those years#just so he could make sure nobody survived
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I’m only 2 episodes into season two, but Benedict and Henry should’ve had a romantic arc. Full stop.
#im glad i caved and looked up whether henry was in s2#I’d have waited for six more episodes only to be disappointed#what a waste of chemistry#benedict bridgerton#henry granville#bridgerton#benedict/henry
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local#and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state#by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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Seeing Mabel’s loneliness and worry over her future and lack of financial stability has made me lean towards thinking that the wedding dress (TM) is actually real and not a costume related to the case. At this point I might give it 50/50 or 60/40. I still don’t think she’ll end the season married or in a relationship, though.
#so far tobert does not feel set up like he’ll last more then a season#idk i’m not sure mabel would believably trust someone enough to marry them within six episodes#but we’ll see what they do with it#it could of course be another flash forward but they’d still have to like. make the audience believe it#only murders in the building#mabel mora#it’s not really a spoiler at this point since it’s in the trailer#omitb
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